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c-is-for-circinate · 7 years

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I started writing this in response to a prompt from @raisel-the-riveter at LEAST three years ago, and have not managed to touch it since. But upon rereading, it’s not half bad, and hey--the world always needs more BuckyNat.

So. Bucky/Natasha post Winter Soldier, long before Civil War ever occurred. Rate it a hard R or a very soft NC-17. IIRC, the prompt that kicked this whole thing off was ‘spanking’.

SHIELD didn't know about all of Natasha's boltholes for some very good reasons. 'In case all of SHIELD turns out to be compromised by HYDRA and Natasha has to help blow all of their files wide open' wasn't supposed to be one of them, but unforseen contingencies. Natasha's good at them.

That's what it is, when something scratches at the door of the two-bedroom shack on the outskirts of Miami, where none of the neighbors live close enough to give her a second glance and the roof still leaks from the last hurricane. An unforseen contingency.

Last time Natasha saw the Winter Soldier, he was trying to kill her, and coming a lot closer than she likes in people who apparently know how to find her hiding places. Steve's been after him for almost two months.

Steve's a smart guy, but ferreting out a trained assassin when they don't want to be found, well. That's work for another trained assassin.

The Winter Soldier is wearing a light windbreaker and gloves even though it's September in Miami, completely hiding his metal arm, and also a pair of blue jeans. Natasha counts at least two guns on him, not to mention any other knives or more exotic weapons he might have. There's a sunburn peeling on the bridge of his nose.

He doesn't move--not to attack, not to flinch away, nothing. "Bucky?" Natasha tries on a hunch.

"I guess so," he says.

Natasha spent weeks sharing quarters with Bruce, around the thing with Loki. She knows how to exist in a confined space with somebody she's afraid of.

"Are you coming in?" she asks. Bucky doesn't come through the door until she steps back to give him room. He shuts it behind him.

Bucky Barnes is a man on a memorial wall in a museum in Washington D.C. He remembers bits and pieces of that man's life, but it happened to somebody else. Even if it really was him, it was long enough ago and far enough away that it happened to somebody else.

The Winter Soldier is a perfect assassin who follows orders. All orders.

He realized, somewhere between DC and Mexico, that there were no more orders to follow. Somewhere around the Bahamas he figured out that he could still follow his own. By the time he hit Florida again, he'd decided that he would only follow his own orders. Ever.

He needs a name, and he keeps thinking of himself as Bucky. Steve always called him Bucky, even in DC when they met again, after all that time.

Yeah. He remembers Steve.

Steve's the brightest, most sunlit part of every grayed-out ancient memory. Steve is real. Steve is maybe too real.

Natasha Romanoff is real, too. She can fill Bucky in on everything he's been missing about his own life and the decades passing him by. She can tell him about Steve. She knows about his old life, even though it all happened forty years before she was born.

She hides her tracks like he was trained to hide his, and everything she holds in her hand looks like a weapon. She's real in a different way than Steve. She fits into the world the Winter Soldier knows, the one that's not seventy years past and dead. She makes sense.

He needs to sleep somewhere, and this house is as safe as the Black Widow can make it. The only one he's in danger from here is her. He's not afraid enough of his own death to let her keep him from sleeping.

After the third night, he moves the chair away from underneath the doorknob. If she is going to come for him, he'd rather she do it sooner than later. He can probably take her on anyway.

Bucky doesn't want her to call Steve, so Natasha doesn't call Steve.

It's not quite as simple as that--she owes Steve a debt several times over, and Natasha might actually go so far as to call them friends. On the other hand, if she did call Steve, she wouldn't be doing him any favors. Bucky would be out the door and in the wind before Natasha even hung up the phone. She knows his kind.

Natasha knows the look on the man; she's seen it out of the corner of her eye for fleeting seconds in mirrors, before she fixed her expression into something more safely neutral. He's a dog without anybody holding the other end of his leash. It's a heady feeling, the very first time. She remembers.

Natasha's had half a dozen masters over the years, and she'll have another, once she finds some employer she's willing to trust after the end of SHIELD. She owns herself and she takes care of herself, but she knows her limitations, and she was trained and broken too well, too early. She needs somebody to point her. She's done this before and she can spend the few months on her own recognizance, fixing new covers and making sure she has safe places to go the next time everything falls down around her ears, but a freelance assassin is just a murderer for hire, and an assassin working entirely on her own is pretty much just a straight-up murderer. Sue her, Natasha likes to have a cause.

As far as she knows, Barnes hasn't been without a master since they first made him into the Winter Soldier. Before that, he was property of the US army, and maybe of Steve, if Natasha's got all the pieces together right. This might be the first time in his whole life he's free from everybody but the contents of his own head.

No wonder he's not ready to see Steve yet. Natasha can respect that.

He'll figure it out sooner or later, when he realizes how much of a burden it is to carry every single decision on his own. He's been an assassin for seventy years, in fits and spurts. He can't stop moving. Sooner or later he'll figure out that it's easier to go somewhere if somebody you trust is holding a map.

Until then, no Steve. Just the two of them in this little house. He's got a laptop, but he actually has to ask Natasha for the wifi password. She borrowed some of Stark's tech to get the encryption, so it's not really Barnes's fault. Natasha probably wouldn't be able to hack it either. Probably.

Natasha crawls spider-like around the 'net, tracking down and sending out feelers towards old contacts, laying the groundwork for a new life now that she's trashed so much of the old one. She's got a file for the HYDRA intel she's been gthering, once she has backup or some kind of direction to go after it. Maybe once Clint resurfaces again, they can get on it together.

She makes it a point to leave the house at least a few times a week, goes grocery shopping, to the laundromat, to walk along the beach. Sometimes Barnes is there when she gets home, sometimes he's not. She doesn't ask where he goes, but if she orders pizza or cooks herself some dinner, she leaves the leftovers in a covered bowl for him, just in case.

He's like a cat. They never stop coming back, if you feed them.

He'd rather go out at night, when he attracts fewer eyes, and stay in during the day. He draws more attention for the jacket when it's hot and sunny out, and he'd draw plenty more if his arm were on full display. It's not the kind of prosthetic other people have. He's noticed.

His mission, the one he gave himself, is to find out everything he can about himself, his history, and Captain America. If he thinks of it that way, it makes sense. Once he gathers that intel, he can decide what his next mission is.

His mission is to have a mission. Nobody else can send him out to kill, maybe to die. He just needs to send himself. Once he figures out where he's going, he can leave Miami forever.

Natasha never asks where he's going when he leaves.

Barnes may not be ready for a new master yet, but if somebody doesn't give him a little direction at something, he's going to crack.

Natasha's not Steve. She doesn't do the kind of big-picture thinking Captain America can do. That's what SHIELD was for.

He's been pacing for ten minutes. Natasha plants herself at one end of his route and waits for him to stop in front of her.

"Do you need another way to burn off some of that energy?" she asks.

"Like what?" he asks. He's still more monosyllabic than most, but that's fine. Cuts down on the noise.

"Sex usually works, if you're interested," she says. Natasha kind of doubts Barnes has gotten laid in seventy years. She knows he could use it. The endorphins alone would probably do him some good.

"With you?" Barnes asks, and Natasha shrugs, twists her shoulders back to leave her chest wide open, breasts on display if he's interested. He's been watching her plenty lately, but she catches the glance he darts down at the low neck of her tank top.

"I don't see anybody else in the room," she says. "If you want to go pick up a prostitute, I'm not going to stop you, but you're not bringing them here."

She only has a tiny twitch around his collarbone as warning before Barnes has grabbed her left shoulder roughly, pulling her towards him. A second later, Natasha’s got them turned so the wall's at Barnes's back, her elbow at the soft part of his throat, lightning reflexes just enough to save the cartilage from being crushed. She was definitely right. It's been a long time for him.

"Nuh-uh," Natasha says. Between the two of them they've closed their distance down to a few inches, and he's still holding her shoulder. Natasha's spent a lot of time pressed up this close to people, more of it in fights than in bed. It's always interesting when it's a little of both. "My house, my bed, my rules."

Barnes licks his lips, and Natasha doesn't move. He doesn't want to deal with rules that aren't his own, fine. But he's going to need to start realizing sooner or later that trained assassins make shitty sovereigns of their own personal nations. If she's ever going to make good on her debt and get him to Steve, Natasha needs to start pushing him in that direction sooner than later. Now's as good a time as any to start.

"What are the rules?" he asks.

"You say stop, we stop," Natasha promises. "If I say stop and we don't stop, I can have a knife through your throat before you have time to wonder what went wrong." The Winter Soldier's a formidable opponent, but the man in front of her, Barnes with all his issues, too sex-stupid to pull back if she's trying to push him off? Natasha can take him.

"What other rules?" He hasn't moved yet, and neither has she. With all the tension building up, Natasha's starting to hope this really does happen, for her own gratification. She's not above recognizing that it would be hot.

"Don't try to choke me," Natasha says. "I want to be on top until I trust you more." He nods his head, or half nods, bobs it down without raising his chin back up.

"Anything else?" he asks.

"You tell me," says Natasha. Stepping all over the triggers of a killing machine like Barnes is a good way to get herself seriously injured in an incredibly embarrassing way.

"I'll let you know when we get there," he says, and then, "Stop."

Natasha pulls away immediately, takes her elbow from his throat and steps back a full stride so there's four feet between them as fast as he can blink. He does blink, but otherwise he watches her impassively. Calculating, Natasha figures.

"Well?" she asks.

"Fine," he says.

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He's had sex before. He's starting to get used to the way his body remembers things his brain doesn't, yet, or might not at all. He doesn't remember sex, not a single girl (woman? man?), not even a clear sense memory of naked skin, but the movements settle familiar with every thrust.

All of his Winter Soldier reflexes feel wired into his bones, the kinds of moves and muscle memory that make it feel like, even now, his body belongs more to the people that programmed him than it does to him. This is different, distant, faraway, rusty, like all of Corporal James Barnes's memories are. He's re-learning something he used to know.

Some of it's new, he thinks. Natasha rolls over onto her back and grabs him by the shoulders, pushes him down until his head and neck are vulnerable, caught between the muscles of her thighs. She has enough strength here to snap a man's neck.

"Eat me out," she says, and he stops, looks up over the curves and planes of her body. "What, you don't remember how? Don't tell me you never learned."

This isn't familiar in the same way as Natasha sliding down, wet heat tight around his cock and rolling her hips along with his, but that's not why he's stopping. "I don't take orders from you," he says.

"Is that a rule?" Natasha asks.

He doesn't say anything. Not yet.

"Say stop and we'll stop," says Natasha, her fingers gentle combing through the long strands of his hair. "But I think you like having a mission." Her fingers twist around, tighten, and pull, hair yanking sharp on his scalp. "Eat me out, Barnes."

It's new, not Bucky's or the Winter Soldier's; the taste of Natasha sharp and musky on his tongue and the press of her thighs, just one twist of her body away from deadly, clamped tight around his ears, her fingers tight in his hair making it hurt just enough that it all feels real. She's like him, weapon without a master, more a razor than a rocket launcher, and she knows what a mission is worth.

She keeps her legs over his shoulders and her knees bent around his arms, trapping them so he can't use his hands at all without a fight he doesn't give, and keeps him there until she's come three times. His jaw aches, and the sides of his face where she's been squeezing him, and everywhere on his scalp that he's almost surprised to still have hair. He should cut it. He probably won't.

"Mmm, you like it when it hurts a little, don't you?" Natasha says, rolling sated and lazy on her side to watch him. "We can work with that."

The first time she fucks up and gives Barnes something that sounds too much like an order, out of bed, will probably be the last time she gets the chance. So Natasha doesn't fuck up.

It helps that she's not like Steve, really. Steve would care what Barnes does when he goes out by himself. Natasha doesn't. So long as Barnes doesn't get himself killed or captured, he's old and plenty well-trained enough to be responsible for his own well-being. So long as he doesn't go bringing danger down on this house and her in it, he doesn't really have any impact on hers. Beyond that, he can do what he likes. It's not her business. It's really not.

If he starts killing innocent people for sport, Natasha's going to have to take him down, but that's not the kind of thing she can stop by forbidding it. She's hoping it won't come to that--it'll be hard to deliver Barnes safely to Steve if he's dead, and even in this strange, confused state, she already knows he'd be one of her hardest kills yet. And, fine, she's starting to get fond of him, too, with all the time he's spent quietly hanging around and emptying her refrigerator. But honestly, the best thing she can do to prevent that, right now, is probably exactly what she's already doing: giving Barnes one place in his life where he gets to feel like a good, obedient little soldier whose world makes sense.

It's been pretty satisfying. Natasha knows a lot of subtle ways to exert control in bed, and she usually uses them all, but it's been a long time since she's been in a position to dom somebody who needed to be dommed quite as badly as Barnes obviously does.

"Let's try something different," she murmurs against his lips. She's half-sitting up, propped against the pillows at the head of the bed, and he's on all fours crawling up to meet her, and they both know as well as instinct that, with the springy unsteadiness of the bed as terrain, she's got the advantage in leverage and stability.

There's a spot on the back of his head, right above the base of his neck, and if Natasha fists her hand in his hair right there and tugs, tension bleeds out of every line of his body. She kisses him again, and Barnes' eyes go half-lidded and almost what Natasha would call trusting. One false move and he's still more than able to go for his claws, so Natasha keeps a couple of knives stashed closer to her hand than his on the bedside table, just in case, and doesn't move wrong. Every time they do this and she doesn't screw it up, she gains herself another couple of milliseconds of leeway and trust for next time.

"Like what?" Barnes asks.

"You like it when it hurts, right?" Natasha says. He rarely touches her with his metal arm--she doubts he has much feeling in it at all--but his right hand touches her cheek, her shoulder, gentle enough that it's probably some half-remembered snippet from Bucky. "I think we can do that for you."

He tugs back, and she relaxes her hand to let him, though he doesn't go far. "How?" he asks, and doesn't say no.

(She's never had to figure out if he'd been tortured, though sometimes she's wondered just how much. He's not asking 'how' so he can decide if he's up for it or not. He's asking to find out what he's in for. It's a mix of how much trust and control she's won so far and how much concern he has for his own well-being, how much he expects from the world at large to begin with. She'll take it.

It's not Natasha's job to teach Barnes about basic universal human decency and treating himself like something of fundamental value. She'll leave that to Steve. Right now she's just here to reassure him that the world hasn't tilted so completely off its axis as it seems.)

"You know me," Natasha says. "I don't even need to draw blood."

His jeans are somewhere on the floor, and Natasha's still in her bra and underwear but Barnes doesn't seem to bother with any. He's taller than her and lower down the bed, but she's got just enough distance to raise a hand and bring it down against the curve of his ass, a hard resounding smack. It probably hurt her palm more than it hurt him, but Natasha doesn't bother to give any sign.

Barnes jumps. There's a split second where she can see it in his eyes, the brief moment of fight-or-flight, before he relaxes into it. There they are.

"On your knees, over my lap," Natasha orders. He's swift to comply.

She planned for this, and the chances that the palm of her hand, with all its many nerve endings, can outlast the Winter Soldier's HYDRA-engineered resistance to pain and damage, are approximately nil. She picked up the paddle last time she went out for groceries. There's no point to this if it doesn't hurt.

"I'm not going to make you count," Natasha says. Left hand tangled in his hair, and she sits up on her knees so she can reach him better without pushing him facedown into the mattress. This isn't about humiliation. "You're not a little boy, and this isn't a punishment. You say stop and we stop."

She's said that a dozen times. It makes him complicit in everything she's about to do, everything she's been doing to him since the first proposition, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. Sometimes the biggest piece of personal autonomy you have just comes down to deciding which orders you want to obey. It won't hurt Barnes to get used to the idea.

He's tested her a couple of times now. She always stops. He always comes back. She thinks he gets the idea.

"I didn't say stop," Barnes says, as close to a hurry up as she's going to get.

"Don't move, then," says Natasha. It'll take some effort for him to stay perfectly balanced on all fours in the face of the impact, the pain. He always comes out of these sessions more settled when she gives him a mission he actually has to work to complete.

He's already tensed before she even raises the paddle, and stock-still like a good soldier following orders, not a muscle of him moving besides the ones working his lungs, just a little faster than normal. Natasha doesn't give him any more warning before she swings her arm down.

The polished wood of the paddle cracks sharp against the meat of his ass, full force of Natasha's muscle strength behind it because neither one of them believe in pulling punches. In the split second of impact, half drowned out by the sound of the smack but just a couple of instants longer, Natasha can hear the slightest hitch in Barnes' breath.

Other than that, he doesn't move. Not a twitch.

"Good soldier," Natasha murmurs, and pulls back for the next.

There's a moment, every time the paddle cracks down, when he tenses into the pain. He tightens everywhere, clamps down on every possible flinch, and lets it bloom hot over him.

It doesn't hurt enough to damage, which means it barely hurts enough to count as hurt. There's nowhere near enough pain to white him out in real agony. There's just enough that he can lock onto it, focus, if he tries. His ass is awash in hot sharp ache. Grounding. Centering. Real.

He doesn't entirely know who he is but he knows this, knows pain. Knows Natasha's fingers tangled tight in his hair and holding him in place. He can lock himself down and not move, not one twitch, not a single restraint in place.

He could hurt Natasha if he tried to. She hasn't said it, but she's too smart not to know. She could probably kill him, but he could hurt her, badly, maybe kill her too.

He's pinned in place. He lets her have her way. The stretch and pull and sharp yank on his hair runs straight down his spine to the pit of his stomach. He doesn't want to get away. He doesn't want to be anywhere but here.

He focuses in. He can hang suspended like this forever, if he has to, on all fours without a muscle twitching out of place. Maybe he will.

She kicks him out to sleep in his own room, after.

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corrahdarling · 7 years

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Fantasies- Ch.1 - Preparation

TITLE OF STORY: Fantasies CHAPTER NUMBER/TITLE/ONE SHOT: Chapter One AUTHOR: loveCorrah WHICH TOM/CHARACTER: The man, himself! GENRE: romance, smut, angst FIC SUMMARY: Ava Blaire makes her money by fulfilling men's fantasies, and she's damn good at it. One morning, she gets a suspicious call from a mystery woman, that asks for help in making her boyfriend's ultimate fantasy come true. When she meets the couple, she is more than a little surprised to see who it actually is, and gets swept up into a world that she wasn't quite prepared for. RATING: Mature/Explicit WARNINGS/TRIGGERS/AUTHORS NOTES: Highly explicit story, that will include all types of sex. It revolves around a call-girl, so be prepared for that! FEEDBACK/COMMENTS: Please, please understand something, you guys, this fic is just for fun! I have nothing against Taylor Swift, it’s just the subject I wanted to write about... I thought it would be a neat base for a story. I don’t really give a shit about who Tom’s with, so don’t get offended by what you may read about their relationship in this story! I have a feeling she won’t be a part of it for very long... ;-) Also, if you like it, please share!

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Chapter One

Most romantic stories don’t start out with a call-girl. I mean, other than Pretty Woman, can you name one? A real life one? Me either. This story, however, does start out with a call-girl— me… and it is romantic. I would have never thought that my world would be turned upside down like it was just a few short months ago… and it’s all due to a gentleman. A gentleman and a call-girl… who would have believed it? What… you don’t believe it, either? I’ll tell you my story, our story, up until now… and I truly hope that it will end with a ‘happily ever after.’ I guess we’ll see together, won’t we?

Let me tell you a little about myself, first. My name is Ava Blaire, but my business associates know me by the name ‘Eden.’ Like the Garden of Eden. Paradise. I’m a 26 year old woman, that doesn’t stay in one place for too long. I like a change of scenery often… I like new adventures… I like climbing mountains, metaphorically of course, and conquering things. That’s me. I’m a conqueror. I’m a charmer. I also seem to have an aversion to feelings, which makes me perfect for this job. I don’t get attached to people, which is good because I have several regular clients that pay me very well for my time and attention. It’s not always sex, either. Most of my clients are very busy businessmen, and just want someone to spend time with.

I keep my business circle very close, but I even have a couple of celebrity clients. I won’t name any names, but my latest has a very famous father, that made the quote ‘go ahead, make my day’ popular. (*cough* Scott Eastwood) He absolutely loves cigars, and the last night I spent with him made me love them too. Mmm-hmm… he was very sweet, but like every other man, they have their own preferences, and I’ve had to learn them. My crazy story all started out with a simple phone call. I was nursing an evil hangover, when my phone roused me from my soft bed. It was a strange woman who… well, I told you about that earlier. Let’s go back to that time, that wasn’t that long ago… The next couple of days after that phone call were spent getting ready for this interesting adventure she had proposed to me. I booked a suite at the Savoy Hotel, as Taylor had left it up to me to find the perfect place, and I adored that hotel. It was a classy place, and if this man is as ‘gentlemanly’ as she said was, he’d love it too. It had a very old, English feel to it. After booking the room, I decided to browse lingerie at the London Agent Provocateur, and I wondered just what to buy. I pulled my cell phone from my bag and started a text.

2:49 P.M. So, what kind of lingerie does this boyfriend like? -E

I continued to browse as my phone came to life in my hand.

3:01 P.M. I guess red… maybe lace… Why? -T

I grinned.

3:03 P.M. Because I’m shopping for him. -E

“Ooh, this is pretty.” I whispered, as I pulled a lovely red lace bra from the rack that was trimmed with a beautiful floral embroidered lace. It had matching cheeky panties, that weren’t thongs, but exposed most of the bottom, and a garter belt with long red suspenders, that would hook perfectly to some black colored thigh highs that I had in my drawer. I paid for the lingerie, which was a little too expensive. At least, if this fell through, I’d have some nice lingerie in my drawer. I caught a cab back to my flat, where normally I’d walk. That day, the clouds were producing curtains of rain, that would freeze and become sleet before hitting the ground. If I learned anything about February in London, it’s that you can’t predict the weather. One day, you might see daffodils blooming, and the next, it will be frigid and snowing. When I decide to relocate, I promise it will be somewhere not so rainy and cold in the winter. Los Angeles, perhaps? Hawaii? Miami? We’ll see. The cab pulled up in front of Riverbank Tower, where my flat was located. I paid the driver, checked my post, and stepped onto the lift inside of my building. I lived on the 23rd floor, which gave me a beautiful view of the River Thames, and the London Eye. It was absolutely glorious at night. I had a large balcony outside the flat that I frequented at night, when I was actually at home. I could sit out there for hours, drinking wine and watching the lovely lights on the Eye. I’m sorry, I’m getting off topic. I do that a lot, unfortunately. Taylor and I had agreed that we’d do this thing the next night, which was a Friday. I agreed to meet her in the hotel bar for a drink, around 5 P.M., to discuss what would happen later that night, and to get my payment— which, to be honest, was the most important part. After we met, she was going to take her ‘boyfriend’ out for a fancy dinner and drinks, and then they’d come back to the hotel around 9. I have to tell you, however, that as the time drew closer, I began to grow a little nervous. Normally, I’d be able to meet the men before we actually spent time together. It was a huge risk on my part to leave things so up in the air. I’d never met this man, or his girlfriend, before— I didn’t even know his name. Although, it was a huge risk on Taylor’s end too. She had agreed to an astronomical amount of money, and she didn’t even know if her boyfriend would go through with it. I guess we both had a lot to lose. I spent the next day packing a bag of everything I thought I might need for the encounter… my lingerie, some toiletries so that I could freshen up, a couple extra changes of clothes, some scarves for bondage, candles, and of course, a thin, black paddle, in case this ‘gentleman’ thought I needed a good spanking. Who knows how kinky this guy was? She said he was into that, but there’s quite a range as to what people were actually ‘into.’ I guess we’d see soon. I needed to be prepared for anything. By 3:30, I had my bag packed and began to get dressed. I picked out a classy, short-sleeved navy cocktail dress and slid into it, along with some pretty black heels and some gold studs for my ears. I brushed my chestnut-colored hair that came to just below my shoulders, making sure to remove all the tangles, and applied a little makeup. I didn’t really need much, and from experience, men would rather have relations with a woman with light makeup, than a woman that had layers of it caked on her face. I threw my bags over my shoulder, and went down the lift, hoping to catch a taxi quickly. Thank goodness that one was outside the door, poised to take me where I needed to go. “Good afternoon, Miss. Where to?” The cabbie asked. “The Savoy Hotel, please.” With a nod, he pulled away from the curb. Call me insane, but I absolutely love London taxis. I move around so much, it seems, that when I arrived in London, I didn’t even buy a car— these taxis had become very important to me on days like today, when it was too cold to walk. Soon enough I had arrived at the hotel, and walked into the large, marbled building. It was full of large vases of flowers… beautiful pink peonies, with greenery of all shades. I slowly walked to the desk, and retrieved my key to the room… the other, I’d give to Taylor. The room I booked was the River Suite, which was a large suite with a living room, a bedroom, and a balcony with a breathtaking view of the river, Big Ben, and the Eye. I plopped my bags onto the bed, and decided that it was time to make my way to the bar, so I slid my cell phone into my purse, and headed that way.

Thankfully, the bar was nearly empty, save for a couple closer to the entrance. I made my way to the end of the room, and found a dimly lit, secluded booth, that would have been romantic had the situation been different. I ordered a cocktail, and settled into the cozy booth. I looked at my phone… 5:08… She was late. I sipped on my cocktail quickly, wondering whether or not I should leave, when I heard a female voice come from behind me.

“Eden?” I smirked and turned around to greet the woman, when my smirk was quickly replaced with a wide-eyed shocked expression. The blonde woman spoke. “Uh, hi, Eden. I’m Tay-” “I know who you are…” Standing before me was one of the most recognizable faces in the world. Taylor Swift. I didn’t normally get star-struck, but I usually had a little notice as to who I was meeting. I could strangle Ms. Hattie for not giving me some warning. She looked relatively normal, however, in her dark jeans, black cotton hoodie with her hood pulled up, canvas shoes, and signature red lipstick. She smiled as she pulled the hood from her head, and slid into the booth across from me. “Sorry.” She said, gesturing to the hood. “I’m trying to not draw any paparazzi. They seem to be hot on my tail right now.” She leaned closer to me. “Do you know, I just read that they’re calling us ‘HiddlesSwift?” My eyebrows raised. “Ohh.” Fuck. So, if Taylor Swift is sitting across from me, then the man I am meeting tonight was… Tom Hiddleston? Well, that makes a hell of a lot of sense now. Mr. Proper English Gentleman. “So… I’m a little nervous. Where do we start?” The normally bubbly blonde starlet said, a little more subdued than I’ve seen her act on tv. “Um, well… I guess I could go over what’s going to happen tonight. That’d be a good place to start.” She nodded her head, making her short blond ponytail bob behind her. I slid a hotel card across the table to her. “Room 324. By 9, I’ll be ready. Just show up, I’ll take care of everything else.” I reached into my bag, grabbing a nondescript envelope, and slid across the table to her, as well. “What’s this?” “Oh… it’s the paper from my doctor… saying that I’m clean. I guess it’s not required… I just wanted you to know.” “Oh…” She laughed nervously. “Um, thanks. I’ve got something for you too.” She pushed a fat envelope across the table to me, and I quickly retrieved it, put it in my lap, and opened it. Wow. Two big bundles of $100 bills were nestled neatly inside the envelope, each wrapped in a yellow strip of paper with $10,000 written on it. She must have noticed me looking at the money for a little too long, because she kept talking. “$20,000. That’s what we agreed on, right?” I nodded. “Yes. That’s right, thanks. So…” I continued as I put the envelope in my bag. “Is there anything that’s off-limits tonight? I don’t normally mess with men that are in relationships, for… well, for several reasons.” I could think of more than one relationship that had gotten awkward after one of our meetings. I had sworn off them a long time ago… but, this was $20,000. I would have been dumb to say no. “I just want to respect your boundaries, is all.” “Um… yeah, I was thinking about that. I’d prefer if you didn’t kiss him on the lips…” “Okay… no kissing on the lips, that’s a pretty common request… anything else?” Taylor shook her head. “I don’t think so. Oh, wait…” She blushed, as she leaned closer and began to whisper. “ um… he’s asked me to call him Daddy before…” I nearly choked on my cocktail when she whispered that to me. She continued. “I just can’t do it, though… when I say that, I think of my father… and it’s just so not sexy… you know… it’s just weird.” I giggled. “Oh, Okay, I’m glad you told me that.” I secretly wondered just how much she was going to tell me about this man’s private desires, poor guy. “Um, well, I know that you’re new to this, Taylor. If something happens that you aren’t comfortable with tonight, just stop me, okay?” “Okay, thanks, Eden. See you at 9?” “I’ll be ready and waiting.” We smiled at each other, as she pulled her hood back up, and slithered back through the door of the bar. I got the feeling that she wasn’t completely comfortable with what was planned for later that night, but she was the one that initiated it. We’d just see how far we’d get before she stopped it. I fished my phone from my bag, and dialed Hattie’s number. “Hey, honey.” She answered. “Hattie! You didn’t tell me that I was meeting Taylor Fucking Swift!” I hissed, as she laughed. “Would you have gone through with it, if I had?” She asked me. “Well… yes, probably… especially now. Do you know who her boyfriend is?” “Mmm-hmm. Of course, I knew all of that before I gave her your number. Plus, it’s been all over the magazines… Just breathe, it’ll all be just fine. You’re perfect for this job. You can handle it.” “Ugh… I gotta go. I just wanted to bitch for a minute.” “You have fun, honey!” I huffed as I hung up on my boss. Thankfully, she really didn’t care. I sat there for a moment, finished my cocktail, and ordered another one... I felt like I was going to need it tonight.

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