#(As well as blame me for her impending divorce and issues w my dad )
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#negativity cw#suicide mention cw#<- not for me it’s for my mom#has anyone ever had a parent attempt suicide in front of them or threaten to do it?#And blame them for it?#My mom has told me about her suicidal ideation/blamed me for it ever since I was in my early teens#At least once every year#(As well as blame me for her impending divorce and issues w my dad )#she once attempted in front of me when I was 20 while blaming me for it#Easily the worst moment of my life#And something that haunts me is that she will never apologize for or regret what she did#And I just need to know that I’m not crazy for resenting her for it#When we otherwise have a good relationship#(Ofc me being graduated from college and living away from home and a full time job helps)#we had a family vacation this week that brought old feelings up to the boiling point#so I need reassurance now
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