#(746 words to be exact i checked .-.)

[chloe-skywalker]

Missed Alot - Obi-Wan Kenobi

Obi-Wan x reader daughter

Warnings: none

Word count: 746

Summary: A long time ago when the order was still intact, Obi-Wan had a fling with that resulted in a baby. He was never there but now that the Orders gone and he’s free in a sense, why not go find her?

Authors Note: I swear I had someone in messages that wanted to be tagged in all Obi-Wan stuff when I did post some but I went through every single conversation I have and I could not find you so I’m sorry! I believe this is my first Obi-Wan Imagines so I hope you all enjoy it!

Happy New Years Eve!

(Thought this was a good one that goes with new beginngs. Start of something new like a new year)

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(He's not necessarily as old as he is in the gif for this fiction cause this fiction is kinda like months after Revenge of the sith)

“What are you doing here?” Y/n grumbled not even turning to look at the man who’s presence she felt. She couldn’t believe he was showing up here. After everything, it was a bold move.

“I came to see you.” Obi-Wan stated but he still felt unsure about what he was doing here. After all, he had a lot to make up for.

Y/n shook her head and scoffed, turning to face him. “Why? Why now?”

“y/n-”

“No. You haven’t been in my life before. So why now?” Y/n crossed her arms staring at him. Obi-Wan couldn’t get an exact read on her or her emotions. He decided to do it. But knowing it and actually having to face it are very different.

“I couldn’t before, not with the order and its rules.” It was a pathetic reason, he knew that. But it was true.

“So what? Now that Anakin turned against you and the Jedi are gone you want to be here? Or cause you can?” Y/n asked even though she could feel her heart clench at her own words. Afraid of knowing how true and right she might be.

“You know about Anakin’s turn?” Obi-Wan asked with a very deep confusion. How’d she know about Anakin's turn to the dark side?

“He’s visited me before.” Y/n was vague, giving a lift of her shoulders. Her father's padawan had visited her before, multiple times over the years. They met once, Anakin was in trouble and Y/n had happened to be there and saved him. Using the force to save him. “So? Tell me.”

Y/n still wanted an answer to why he was suddenly here and wanted to talk.

“It’s not that I didn’t want to be there but the order has rules. Rules not easily broken.” Obi-Wan explained with a sad sense of dasavue, having said the same thing to Anakin once.

Y/n shook her head in disbelief even though she wasn’t shocked that that was his answer. “You broke them easy enough to sleep with my mother and help create me.”

She had him there. No denying that. “Your right.”

“I know.” Y/n stated shifting on her feet not liking the situation that kinda felt like a stand off. But she wasn’t going to just back down and let him walk into her life he’d been there for all of it.

“I can’t take back never being there. But I did check up on your mother and you over the years.” He told her knowing it didn’t make up for never being there but hopped it gave her some idea that he really did care. That he wanted to be there for her but couldn’t.

“I know that to.” Y/n gave him a small smile which he returned but with questioning eyes. He never came up to them or talked to them. How could she of known? “I could sense you.”

“Sense me? You mean.” And then it dawned on Obi-Wan. She inherited the force from him.

“Yeah. I’m force sensitive.” Y/n finished for him. Completing his thought.

This intrigued the older Jedi, he had many questions. “Can you do things?”

Y/n nodded confidently before answering. “Yes. I taught myself how to use and control it.”

Y/n had taught herself all the ways to use the force. She had to do it all on her own, with no help. Y/n felt proud of herself for that. But Obi-Wan yeah he felt proud of her but he also felt bad that she had to go through all that alone.

“That's wonderful.” Obi-Wan smiled proudly at her. Even though he felt horrible that she went through all that alone but she did it on her own. That made him more proud than anything.

“Look if you want to try and make a relationship between us then we can try. But no promises, and no judging.” Y/n offered but also had to add the condition of ‘no judging’. She didn’t learn to use the force through Jedi ways and Y/n knew even if he wouldn’t say it, it might bother him that she doesn’t use the force ‘in a Jedi way’. She doesn’t use it for bad either but the Jedi were strict on that kind of stuff.

“I’d like that very much.” Obi-Wan smiled he could do that if it meant finally getting to have a relationship with his daughter.

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Tell me about your experience joining this cult and how much it's brainwashed you 🥺

Well it all started back in 2011 when I was only a wee lad. A certain boy band was brought to my attention and boy was I hooked. ( I’d like to keep the name of this band concealed for privacy reasons.) 

It started innocently, just listening to their first single, and viewing their music video for it, repeatedly. Then another song, another video, and finally the album. Now this is probably the turning point in my life, as it was early 2012 when a friend of mine introduced me to tumblr.com and to this so called ‘’[ship name redacted] organization’’. I was shown so many pictures and videos and let me tell you I was easily convinced. That was my first experience with the brainwashing cult.

First they would feed me pictures of these two boys, making me believe they were a couple. And I believed it all, the brainwashing was indeed effective. Whenever I would break out from their trance, or find any way out, they would just push me deeper into the cult. 

Now I am proud to say I managed to keep myself sane through most of it, even if I was fully convinced of their stories and gay theories. Through the next 3 years I was part of the cult but kept my eyes somewhat open. Then we hit 2016. 

The certain band I was talking about ended up going on hiatus at the end of 2015 which meant I finally had the change to exit the cult and break free from their madness. I successfully removed myself from the band altogether, I needed a clean break. The next year I kept tabs on things, checking up on band members and such, but I am ashamed to admit, I also kept checking on the cult sometimes... through twitter.

Now skip ahead to 2018. I had been away from tumblr.com for few years, when a memory resurfaced. The first ever post my friend has showed me was back in my mind. Now I couldn’t sleep until I found that post again, so there I was, ready to deep dive yet again. I knew I was entering dangerous territory. What if the cultist find me here lurking and lure me in again? Could I risk it? But the post kept haunting me, I had to make sure my memories didn’t fail me. So into the deep blue net I went. and sure enough, the brainwashers popped up.

I thought I was strong enough to ignore their temptations. I was sure I wouldn’t fall into the cult again, I couldn’t allow that to happen to me. But I was wrong, oh so very wrong.

First it was the post. Then the recommended posts. Then the videos came in, then the compilations, then the TOP 30 videos and lists and stories. Suddenly I’m shown fan fiction, and fan art and illusions on top of everything. I was drowning in this madness, I could find my way out, the cult has me in their grasp. I was still fighting the urge to enter tumblr again, as I knew one login meant lifetime of living in a cult, brainwashed to the point I couldn’t tell fiction from reality. But I knew, at that point I already knew, it was too late for me. I was back where I once were before. Locked in this organization, brainwashed daily.

Once I was back in I noticed things have changed since the last time I was in here. It wasn’t just brainwashing to believe two men were in love, they convinced me that I am a man. And I knew I wasn’t the only one force to undergo that change. Everyone who 4 years ago swore they were cishet are now suddenly every letter of the alphabet mafia. It was at this point I was deep in it now, and there was no way out.

It’s been 3 years since my final fall. I have been trapped in this cult 8 years of my life in total. Even though I am aware that the information fed to me isn’t to be trusted and I know I have been brainwashed to believe everything, I cannot stop believing them. I am trapped and I don’t know my way out. I don’t want to find my way out. The cult has become my family, my home. I cannot save myself anymore, but it’s not too late for others. Stay vigilant. Stay safe.