#((I’d like to say this is just Berserker Mordred; but that would be A Lie.))
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Pull you in, push you away That's how I say “I'm a little unstable” Emotionless, like a machine Can't feel a thing with short circuits in my cables
A brain built by every memory Of times I was not enough to make The ones I need most just wanna stay What's wrong with me?
Love is a lie; hope is a hole Trust is a trap that took my soul Family is fake; hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I’m wired, I’m wired for worthless
Wired for worthless
Every act of kindness, every word of praise Makes the system malfunction Only hear the negative 'cause each mistake Is what feeds the combustion
A brain built by every memory Of times I was vulnerable in vain That just proved I'm never worth the pain What's wrong with me?
Love is a lie, hope is a hole Trust is the trap that took my soul Family is fake, hatred is home Getting abandoned is all I've known
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I’m wired, I’m wired for worthless
Love is a lie Hope is a hole Hatred is home It's a part of me
That I can't let go
I have tried, I have tried to be perfect But I believe, I believe I deserve it I have tried, I have tried to unlearn it But I’m wired, I'm wired for worthless
Wired for worthless
#A Boy Without Armor (OOC)#All My Boyhood All I Wanted Was To Be Loved (About Muse)#Son of the King (Self)#Can You Hear the Drums of War? (Music)#((I’m obsessed with this band.))#((I’d like to say this is just Berserker Mordred; but that would be A Lie.))#TW Trauma#Trauma TW#Trauma#TW Abandonment Issues#Abandonment Issues TW#Abandonment Issues#TW Self-Hatred#Self-Hatred TW#Self-Hatred#Spotify
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