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flowercrowngods · 6 months ago

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i honestly don’t think anything compares to having your friends feel welcome and comfortable in your own home. that big smile on their face as they look around and you let them, feeling on display because they’ve never seen you like this, not really, and you wonder if they will find this lacking, if they will find you lacking. but they don’t. because they’re smiling and they’re complimenting you and you can watch a tiny part of them falling in love with this home just like you did the very first time you found it. when it’s all still a work in progress because it’s always a work in progress, but you’re both at ease now because this is your home and that is your friend and somewhere in the universe there pops up the thought that by proxy, this is their home as well if they so choose. for a while at least. for as long as they’ll stay.

i don’t think anything compares to your friends finding comfort in your home.

#hello its me having thoughts and feelings about the simple things again #except it’s not a simple thing. not really. not to me.#none of it is really and i’m choosing to feel the big emotions about the things most people choose to take for granted #because otherwise i will go insane #but having people like my home is honestly all i ever wanted. of course i’m on top of that list though #and some days i can’t believe that i have managed to create that space for myself (and for them). i can’t believe i get to be a person whose #favourite place is their own home — and not in a fucked up fearful way. just in a gentle ‘this is for me’ way #🤍#(<- i’ve gotta document the happy moments more so bear with me and my sappy before we go spiralling again)

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