#(& about my health & ‘lifestyle’ & acting as if im a middle schooler with no real problems in my life)

[s3plan]

ugh its annoying how guilty i feel abt being on this one adhd medication even though it works well for me most of the time. like for the past week i didn’t take it because i just wanted to see what it was like, barely noticed a difference and i actually felt better for the first few days, then today i decided to take it bc ive felt like shit for a few days and these meds have worked as an antidepressant for me before. and now i feel guilty because my mood is actually better today!! like i always try my best to not be judgmental abt other people using drugs of any kind/being “dependent” on them but its so much harder when its about me :/ like as soon as i notice that These Specific Meds make me feel better or make it easier to do anything i feel guilty even though thats literally what theyre for!!!!