#( v. welcome to ashbourne )

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📔 + malachi + fears

I like to think of myself as being fearless, but that is a lie, for fear is a constant nowadays. I used to feel it every time I closed my eyes and found myself transported to past horrors, waking up in a cold sweat and spitting blood from chewing the insides of my mouth in my struggle. Now, my fears haunt me while i'm wide awake. I look at him and the pessimistic part of me starts to mourn his absence. I fear the day where he is no longer here, whether it is death or his realization that an eternity by my side is not worth the trouble. I take all those nightmares over this insanity any day. I can’t tell him this. I won’t burden him with my paranoia. 

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He rustled around for a moment before rousing, looking directly into the angry, unforgiving yellow eyes of the vampire. Before he had a chance to scream aloud, Malachi clamped a chilling hand hard over his jaw. A flash of fear shown in the man's eyes and he wiggled about, trying uselessly to escape. There was a chuckle before he ripped his lower jaw away with a sickening crack. The flesh separated and tore, filling the man's exposed esophagus with thick maroon blood. He gurgled, tried to scream, but Malachi quickly silenced him by sinking his fangs into his throat and latching on like a fighting dog. Greedily sucked the fluid from his body until the man was dead. “Please just let us go.” Came the voice of a young woman. She looked in her mid 30’s. Pretty. Her begs were nothing but white noise in the state he was in.

With a roar he launched himself forward, grabbing onto someone’s bicep and ripping the arm clean out of the socket. He tugged once more and the tendons snapped away, leaving him with a heavy, convulsing arm in his grip. Whoever he had brutalized screamed loud, and Malachi went back to finish the job. Blood sprayed from the new hole in his body, and his face lost all color soon enough. Malachi poised his fingers against his chest and pushed forward painfully slow, sinking into it, just over his heart. With a choked yell, the man fell to the ground, leaving his weakly beating heart separate from his body, in his hand. Fuck the heart. It’s such a useless organ, isn’t it?

The other mortified humans watched on as the frenzied vampire brought the heart into his mouth and proceeded to devour it. Somewhere in the distance his phone still rang but he wouldn’t be able to pick up even if he had wanted to. Malachi was not Malachi anymore. Just a wild animal with one track mind. To slaughter everything in its path.

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MALACHI THORN - WELCOME TO ASHBOURNE VERSE

FULL NAME:  malachi avery thorn

NICKNAME/S: mal, bastard, you, asshole, leech, motherfucker, cocksucker, among others he doesn’t know about.

D. O. B.: april 30th 1913

D. O. D: april 29th 1945

AGE: 105 years old, 32 human years

GENDER: cis male

ORIENTATION: homoromantic bisexual

NATIONALITY: german and british

PREFERRED PRONOUNS: he/him

SPECIES:  human ( formerly) , vampire ( currently )

BLOODLINE: furorem & orphan

BIRTH PLACE: london, england

CURRENT LIVING SITUATION:  a house in ashbourne

OCCUPATION:   co- owner of the pit & pademonium

LANGUAGES: english (fluent), german (fluent), french (advanced), italian (conversational), spanish (conversational), japanese ( conversational )

ACCENT: british with a hint of german.

OTHER TALENTS: gifted painterand violinist. knows how to play the piano but doesn’t practice it. sometimes writes poetry but doesn’t share it.

APPEARANCE:

HEIGHT: 5′11

BUILD: slim but with good muscle definition

SKIN TONE: fair

HAIR COLOR: dirty blond/brown with redish highlights

EYE COLOR: blue

GLASSES OR CONTACTS:  none

BIRTHMARKS/SCARS: a few scars running down his back from his time spent in concentration camps.

TATTOOS/PIERCINGS: i like jomo’s tats so i’m using them as hc’s. a skull and violin tattoo on his left side. he used to have a serial number on his forearm but it’s gone now.

LEFT HANDED/RIGHT HANDED: right handed

MOST PROMINENT FEATURE: intense glare and malicious smile

CLOTHING STYLE: casual style. he enjoys wearing  modern slim fit sweaters or basic t-shirts, paired with jeans and boots. he often accessorizes with leather bracelet or necklaces. he also favors leather jackets.

FACE CLAIM: joseph morgan

RELATIONSHIPS:

FAMILY: derry thorn (father, deceased); claire thorn (mother, deceased);  jacob, noah, alexander and mason  (siblings, deceased)

PETS: human pets count?

BEST FRIENDS: anne lavenski & henryk barczak. ariana fawn gets a shout out

FOES: everyone else

RELATIONSHIP STATUS: being gross with henryk barczak

SIRE: who cares?

FLEDGLINGS: anne lavenski, nicolette gardner, justin anderson, beatrice marshall, dimitri valentin, a full congregation, sid vicious ( he’s not dead guys ),  a group of traveling actors in paris, among others.

FAVORITE FLEDGLING: anne lavenski

BLOOD SIBLINGS: none that he is aware of

PERSONALITY:

WHAT WOULD BE THEIR CHARACTER ARCHETYPE: the manipulator, the corrupter

STRONGEST CHARACTER TRAIT/S: cleverness, has a photographic memory, artistic, passionate, can read people easily, loyal to those he actually loves.

WEAKEST CHARACTER TRAIT/S: jealousy, fear of abandonment, has deep trust issues and insecurities, prone to violence, reckless and impulsive, loud mouth, possessive and cruel

PHOBIAS/FEAR/S: abandonment, tight spaces (claustrophobic), isolation

BIGGEST SECRET/S:  he doesn’t tell people about his past and what he went through. there are a few people who know because they were either there, because he trusted them enough to tell them or they put two and two together somehow. only two people know he has night terrors and what they are about.

BAD HABITS: jumping to conclusions, acts before he thinks, tightening his jaw when angry, drinking far too much, smoking, pushing people away even when he wants them to be around, sabotaging his own happiness

OBSESSIONS: henryk barczak, painting, making fledglings ( although not so much anymore ), being a life ruiner

RELIGION: atheist

ZODIAC SIGN:  taurus

HOGWARTS HOUSE: none. he would get kicked out on day one

MORAL ALIGNMENT:  chaotic neutral. yes, neutral, i was shocked too

OPINION ON DRUG USE: good for spicing things up

OPINION ON ALCOHOL USE: he’s basically an alcoholic, what do you think?

OPINION ON SWEARING: a necessary evil

QUIRKS:

HOBBIES: painting, reading, playing the violin, glorious murder, pushing people’s buttons

OUTDOORS OR INDOOR PERSON: depends on his mood

FAVORITE TYPE OF MUSIC: classical, 70′s rock and some alternative music. he went through a punk phase in the 80′s but it was short lived.

FAVORITE COLOR: red, duh

FAVORITE FOOD: blood, double duh. although if we are talking human food, he does like his onion rings.

FAVORITE ANIMAL: butterflies, don’t judge. well, moths to be more precise.

FAVORITE BOOK: don quixote by manuel de cervantes and fahrenheit 451 by ray bradbury

FAVORITE SCENT: leather, cigarettes, whiskey, aftershave, the way henryk smells after sex

INSTAGRAM: malbrotz

WHAT DOES THEIR VOICEMAIL MESSAGE SOUND LIKE: “please deposit 25 cents for the next three minutes”

PAST /FUTURE:

WHAT WERE THEY LIKE AS A CHILD: very inquisitive, always trying to figure things out. was reckless from the start and a bit of a handful because he could never stay put. he was the youngest of five boys who liked to bully him a little, so he learned how to put walls up at a very young age.  

DID THEY GROW UP RICH OR POOR: poor

DID THEY GROW UP NURTURED OR NEGLECTED: nurtured. his father wasn’t around much because he worked all the time but he was a mommas boy.

WHAT DID THEY WANT TO BE WHEN THEY GREW UP: before the war started, malachi had plans on moving to italy or paris to learn more about art and music.

SMELL THAT REMINDS THEM OF THEIR CHILDHOOD: the smell of rain on grass, freshly baked bread because his mother used to bake all the time.

BEST CHILDHOOD MEMORY: his mother and him used to play in the rain, jumping on puddles. one time he got really sick and spent a whole day in bed. his mom brought him home made soup and spoiled him rotten by telling him all kinds of stories.

WORST CHILDHOOD MEMORY: when his father died. his mum died when he was an adult so its not exactly a childhood memory even though the pain was a lot worse.

ARE THEY/DO THEY WANT TO GET MARRIED: fuck no. but he does want to spend his life with a certain someone.

WILL THEY EVER SETTLE DOWN SOMEWHERE: if its worth it.

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🏠 Also for any of them

HERE

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✉ , ⁇ , @ , & , ♀ ( malachi & henryk )

Send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

To: Henryk➝ i cant even look at you right now and it breaks my heart

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[1:34am] To: Henryk➝ kllimg without you is anot fun. the blodo tasts liek ash

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

[4:09am] To: Henryk➝ why aren’t you answering your bloody phone? this is no time to be evasive.

[4:11am] To: Henryk➝ i just need to know you’re alright.

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

[8:15pm] To: Henryk➝ you really make eternity look promising

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

[1:58am] To: Henryk ➝ i woke up and you weren’t here. seems like you are not here a lot lately. 

[2:01am] To: Henryk ➝ i know its my fault for pushing you away because im scared and i dont know what to do or how to fix this.

[2:04am] To: Henryk ➝ im sorry love. im sorry i failed you.

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Malachi, would you ever sell your blood?

“It depends. How much are we talking about?”

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👀 - if you could leave town, do you think you'd still have forgiven henryk? ( malachi )

“I wouldn’t leave without him.”

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3, 4, 13, 19, 27, 34, 54, 62 to malachi

Do you regret anything?

“I’ve been asked this question before and my answer was always no, but I do have some regrets now.”

Are you insecure?

“I think I have some insecurities but I’m not insecure.”

Do you hate anyone at the moment?

“I hate multiple people all the time.”

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

“Maybe to stop myself from doing something or to change something or to kill someone I just happened to spare at the time. You know, I have my merciful moments. I don’t know, I like to live in the present. The present is what matters.”

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

“Literally? Yes. Metaphorically? Yes.”

Who or what was your last dream about?

“I dream about death, mostly. And screaming - lots of screaming.”

Is cheating ever okay?

“At poker? Definitely.”

What makes you happy?

“Henryk, bubble baths, and all the blood I can drink.”

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MALACHI THORN - FASHION

malachi dresses very grungy, like he couldn’t give a fuck. lots of leather jackets or blazers, he always wears henleys and most of them are v-neck. he pairs this with black jeans or dickies. he mostly wears whites, blacks, greys, browns, army greens and prussian blues. he has one or two dark burgundy henleys lying around. you will never see him in a short sleeved shirt because he doesn’t like to show his scars. he always wears biker boots and accessorises with leather bracelets and different kinds of necklaces.  

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THE VOGEL ESTATES IN ASHBOURNE built cirqa 1817

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🦋⚠️💡🚀 ( malachi )

a loving text.

To: Henryk ➝ I want to kiss your neck for hours

a text meant for someone else.

To: Henryk ➝ If I ever see you again I will rip out your tongue.

a scared text.

To: Henryk ➝ I woke up and you’re not here.

To: Henryk ➝ It happened again.

To: Henryk ➝ Please come home.

a goodbye text.

To: Henryk ➝ Thank you.

To: Henryk ➝ It was all worth it.

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malachi, do you trust he won't cheat on you again?

“I trust in him. I trust that it wasn’t his choice to cheat to begin with. That’s all there is to it.” @incendiant

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🛌 malachi, elias, suri

my muse’s biggest nightmare

Malachi

He dreams about torture and the time he spent in Dachau. They are mostly the memories he has of that place that continue to haunt him.

Elias

He has dreamt that Jack found him dead once and it was awful. Also that Jack left him for someone else.

Suri

Recently she’s been having dreams about the baby coming out wrong. The worst one was when she dreamt of it bursting out of her stomach like in Alien.