#( i just wanna get more things going / esp w/ main verse vlad so! )

[fangedpeace]

“ I can’t stop thinking about it...about 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌. ”  Chilling pale fingers curled around the edge of a rusted table, its smell taunting him like a death omen ─ a banshee wailing in the wind moving towards him. Vlad’s dark blue eyes were staring at the floor. His mind was a million miles away, stuck in a nightmare that continued to play over and over and never turned away from his fear. He could feel how much he’d changed, how empty he felt. The 𝐀𝐁𝐘𝐒𝐒 inside of him had grown so much that he could hear his reflections again, their mocking, menacing laughter was so much that he began to worry. Was he still the one in control?

His mother was gone, along with his sister. He’d done what he could to keep them safe from the 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂 world he lived in. But that nightmare still haunted him each and every day. The loss of his humanity, of choosing to be this forever, hadn’t truly hit him until now. In the end, he still had Tal. But had he made the right decision? Was it even his decision or was it the evil inside of him, begging to stay alive.  “ Did I make the right choice? ”

OPEN STARTER   /   post s5 based (main verse)