#( i could literally write pages about xingqiu)
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pangyham · 9 months ago
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ah god, ive been so Unpilled lately hm... it's interesting how offline ive been lately its hard for me to sustain a fandomized interest for a long time hahaha
but im getting back into the chongyun agenda.... i fear mingyun(chongming? gayun?) is taking over my #1 g3nshin ship... not that i have a lot. really i only care about chongyun. but Lord....
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asiandra-dash · 9 months ago
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Hii 🫡 can I request a emu otori headcanons to eat jom nom
Yes!!!! I actually never really thought about any headcanons for Emu, so this got me thinking :0
Also there is no organization I just wrote down anything that came to mind I'm sorry about the mess
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The symbols in Emu's dialogue when she talks are used in the same way when she texts, but they confuse Tsukasa. Will he say anything about it? No.
She also uses emoticons at the end of her texts a lot °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧˖°
Whenever WxS has a rehearsal, she always brings snacks to share.
Emu loves watching children's shows! Her favorite characters are Pinkie Pie and Bluey.
She plays Roblox obbys and tycoons a lot.
She is practically immune to sickness. You could count the number of times she's been sick on one hand.
Somehow, Emu will always have a stash of candy on her. If you ask her for something to eat she will magically produce a piece of candy out of nowhere.
She eats chewy candy a lot because if she doesn't she will find something else to chew on.
Sometimes Emu cuts her bangs. It went really badly at first but she eventually managed to get it. She still doesn't cut all her hair herself though, she doesn't trust herself to not mess up the back of her hair (Unrelated to PJSK but it'll probably look as bad as Xingqiu's hair I'm so sorry-)
Emu loves children's coloring books and uses crayons!!
She also draws with crayons sometimes, though she usually uses a colored pen.
SPEAKING OF COLORED PENS!!! If she's not zoning out in class and actually takes notes they're SUPER colorful and has doodles all over them! Kind of similar to sketch notes or two page spreads (I literally do not know the difference but according to my English teacher there is)
She has those glow in the dark stars on the ceiling of her room and a few on her walls.
She used to have braces.
She sometimes pulls her shirt over her knees when sitting on the floor. Anyone around her has to watch her closely when she does that in case she suddenly jumps up and loses her balance because of it.
I can't decide if Emu has a high or low spice tolerance
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Aahhhhhhh I would write more but I'm tired, it's midnight, and I have 26 vocabulary words to go over before school I'm gonna finish my dumb homework and head to bed but anyways thanks for asking!! I had a lot of fun coming up with headcanons for a character I didn't have much for!!! ^^
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omiscurls · 3 years ago
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Hi! I recently saw a comfort scenario you made and it was absolutely lovely, so sweet, you wrote down the characters so well and you could notice how tender and thoughtful you were about handling a difficult subject, thank you for doing so! If you don’t mind, could you please also do a comfort scenario with zhongli, thoma, ayaka and xinqiu( if it��s too much characters just the first 2 please ) with a reader who has been working non stop ( literally non stop, everyday until late hours for months now ) and one day they melt down? Health wise- nauseous to the point of now being able to walk without feeling like they will throw up, can’t stand up or focus, can’t sleep, stomachache, shaking ( the symptoms of labyrinthitis but hard core ) They don’t even realize it’s a bit mentally too when they start crying out of anxiety from thinking they won’t have time to do all of their work and “this shouldn’t be the time to be weak”, today I had one of those and I need s bit of comfort, I’m currently working my ass off and I feel so guilty I had this “health meltdown “ because I don’t want to leave my work buddies hanging, I know it’s a bit specific so you don’t have to do it if you are not comfortable with the subject, thank you in advance and hope you have a good day :)
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a/n when i saw your ask, i wanted to do it almost immediately, as soon as possible, but i have a rule of doing things chronologically so i hope you didn’t wait too long dear!! i hope you enjoy it and please rest when you can, no work is worth putting yourself at risk like that!
edit: i’m sorry this took so long, i had a harsh life situation and couldn’t quite get to writing
plot: reader has an overworking meltdown
contains: zhongli, tohma, xingqiu
warnings: two to three curse words and like one mention of blood, in regards to biting lip, a non-very much detailed description of a panic attack
if you have any preferences: zhongli’s the toughest, tohma’s the fluffiest and xinqiu is the only one who really knows what he’s doing
the most fluffy one is definitely tohma
zhongli
honestly, doesn’t notice for a good long while
his own limits are much further from those of a human being, so it’s a common mistake that he measures something in how much effort would it take HIM
and the answer, usually, is not much, one of the many perks of being a god
however, he’s not dumb, he’s a very perceptive person, so the second things get really bad - he’s already there
“shit” you mumble to yourself, fingers massaging your temples as you try to focus on the text before you “i’ve read this like five times already, why doesn’t it make any sense?”
you try squinting on the page, but it doesn’t help, in fact, the second you widen your eyes again, dark spots cloud your vision, and your head starts spinning, causing a little bit of internal panic set in your gut, as your surroundings melt before you. you grip the table for stability, and try to focus your eyes on one point.
“love?” zhongli suddenly asks, standing behind you “are you feeling alright?”
the question rings a familiar bell in your head, you’ve heard it a lot these past weeks, and honestly, you almost answer how you always do. turning around slowly, you show zhongli the your sickly colored face, eyes foggy and glistening with a thin layer of tears, dark circles forming under them.
“no” you shake your head rapidly, blinking back tears “no, no i’m not”
zhongli approaches you with a worried look, crouching next to your chair. he takes your chin in his fingers and analyzes your condition briefly, before asking further
“physically or mentally?”
you sigh before answering “both”
“well, i think-“ he doesn’t have the chance of sharing what he thinks with you, because you get up, saying you’re gonna throw up, but stumbling over your feet. “hey, watch out” he says worryingly, arms catching you just in time. you honestly want to indulge in the feeling of something warm and strong supporting you, but end up getting yourself together quite quickly, rushing to save yourself the embarrassment. 
“sorry” you mumble, but he shakes his head. 
“why would you be?” you sense a tiny little hint of anger in his voice, covered by worry and his natural calm, but there’s something there nonetheless. he himself isn’t sure what he’s frustrated, not angry, frustrated about, wether it’s you obviously not taking proper care of himself and taking the means to care for your body, or the situation that put you in this position in the first place. 
maybe he’s angry at himself for having little to no clue what to do in a situation like this. 
“come” he clears his throat and finally says “i’ll make you ginger water, it’ll help with nausea” 
with that, he’s guiding you over to the couch, sitting you down gently, but with way more than enough force, and disappears into the other room for a good while, before coming back with a drink. 
“here” he states and when your hand comes into contact with the glass, you can feel it’s ice cold, and your eyes shoot up to face him immediately. 
“cold drinks help faster than hot ones” he explains “do drink slowly, though.” 
as you decide to taste the surprisingly tasty predicament, the couch dips beside you, and you’re faced with zhongli’s worried eyes when you turn around. 
he inhales loudly before asking: “what exactly are you feeling?” 
your eyes wander around for a bit, as if in search for the answer, before a shaky breath leaves your throat. 
“my head is spinning” you start “i can’t focus, my eyes hurt, my back hurts, fucking everything hurts” your words speed up, along with your breathing, before the last one becomes a sob, your head dropping, eyes facing the floor. 
zhongli moves closer to you, hand travelling to rub circles on your arched back. 
“do you know why?” he asks, rhetorically, and you scoff in return. 
“don’t turn this into a lecture” 
“i won’t” he agrees “but the answer’s obvious, you do know that, right?” he nods along once you do, figuring out his next words “what’s even more obvious, though, is that this has got to stop” 
his voice is low and commanding, although soft, and you want to agree, you really do. 
“i’ll feel guilty if i do” you mumble instead “i much prefer this to feeling guilty. in fact, i’ve had enough of a break already” you put the glass away and attempt to get up, but zhongli’s arm wraps around your waist and pulls you back down. 
“i will not allow you to damage yourself further if it’s the last thing i do” he says again “that is not up for debate” 
“zhongli, this is not funny-”
“exactly, it’s not, i’m glad we agree on the subject” he pulls you further to his side, resulting in your head resting on the side of his chest. 
“what’re you even doing, let me-” you whine, but get interrupted again. 
“we” he accentuates “are taking a rest” 
you don’t even have the strength to argue with his logic, your assigned seat seeming like the most comfortable place on earth, eyes closing against your will. “fine” you give up “but i’m gonna get back to that in the morning.” 
“that is definitely something to be decided, in the morning” he states, leaving you unsure as to wether he agreed or not. 
tohma
another one who’s internally panicking because suddenly he doesn’t know anything
but he’s determined to help you, and also more afraid to hurt your feelings than zhongli
like, zhongli would go to any distance to just make you rest, tohma will talk you into it
he’s more on the talking side than the doing one, and he’s just extremely soft, man panics the second he sees a tear on your cheek, so
you bite your lip again, hoping it would somehow wake your brain up and get it to work with you as you search through what seems to be the thousandth page of your paper materials. the metallic taste in your mouth is definitely not a get-me-up material, and you find yourself feeling even more sick than before. 
your research slowly becomes a big blur, letters and sentences mixing together, colours combining into one stain before your eyes. you feel your elbow slipping from the desk, and suddenly you’re halfway through to the floor, grasping anything in sight to keep yourself from reaching the hard surface. 
your head spins, and throat runs dry, as you pull yourself back up, and decide to get a glass of water. walking out of the study, you’re so focused on keeping on track, that you don’t realize you’re bumping into something, or more likely, someone. 
“hey-y, boss...?” tohma uses the nickname he knows always makes you chuckle, eyebrow raising in confusion, as he holds out his arms. “you don’t look to well, y’alright?” 
you nod mindlessly, focused only on getting your water, attempting to pass him and keep walking, but he finds himself right before your eyes again. 
“well you certainly don’t look so fine” he admits “not like, looks wise, but...” he struggles with his words “ugh, you know what i mean, you look sick” he sighs “and not the good type of sick”
“i know” is all you can mutter, shoulder slouching as you bring your hand over to cover your eyes, bright light of the room suddenly resulting very irritating to you. “i just need to… i need to finish this one thing” you keep explaining.
“don’t you want some help?” tohma replies cheerfully “i bet it’d be both easier and faster to deal with if you had another set of hands to assist you”
“don’t- don’t trouble yourself” you turn your head and try to get rid of that disgusting gulp in your throat that makes you feel like you’re going to puke “i can manage”
tohma gives you a slightly condescending, but well-meant look of worry before moving his hand to do anything, caress your cheek, or soothe the skin on your arm, anything, really, but the moment he does feel your body, it keeps shaking, as if you were cold.
he immediately puts the back of his hand on your forehead, checking for a fever, but there’s no signs of that.
“annoying, i know” you say bitterly “i don’t know why my body’s doing that, either” you take a breath before continuing “i actually don’t know anything about it at all, or so it seems, it’s like I’m on a freaking autopilot or something”
“what do you-“
“i mean that i have no control over what’s happening with me!” you gasp, trying to balance yourself with the help of a nearby wall, tears threatening to spill from your eyes, you don’t even know if it’s because of frustration or just that they’re irritated with no rest. “i can’t sleep, i can’t eat, i can’t do anything right, I can’t even focus on some dumb tasks!” you can feel your breath shallowing, lungs running small, as your head continues to spin and make you dizzy, the feeling vibrating all throughout you “i have to finish this so soon and i really can’t have this happening now, yet-“
“shh” he suddenly shushes you quiet, you stopping out of sheer surprise that he’d interrupt you. “i understand” he speaks really softly, like a contrast to how loud and chaotic you were getting “i have watched you keep on your tippy toes to make this project happen and work it through, and i admire you all the way through, I really do” his voice is filled with so much affection that it feels as if someone poured something warm on your heart, steadying it’s beating. “the amount of work, and devotion, and your own heart that you’ve put into this is astounding to me, and i don’t want you to think like i don’t respect it, or don’t get it, because i do! i do, but-“
he seems to be at a loss of words again, so he just gently grabs your hand and guides you to a big mirror standing in the corridor, your whole bodies visible in the glass.
“look” he says “these are the eyes that need some sleep in order to be able to focus again” his manner of speaking is already warm and fuzzy, and now it seems as if he was talking to a three-year-old, and not you “this skin looks out of colour like this because it lacks some rest and good food, too. and look at your under eyes-“
“that’s the point, tohma! i can’t sleep, even if i want to, my body won’t freaking let me!” tears are staining your face as your chest goes up and down uncontrollably, breathing not wanting to settle.
“all your body needs” he says, wrapping his arms around your waist “is a little bit more care. can you let me do that for you? at least that?”
his touch is really comforting, and the heat radiating off him does nothing but enforce your tiredness. you ultimately nod, feeling defeated, but also reassured in some way.
“thanks” he says, leaving a soft peck on your cheek “let me get to work, for a change, then”
xingqiu
now this one, as i mentioned, this one knows what he’s doing
he’s really quite task-focused, so there’s no convincing him to get off your back, that’s not happening
he’s also very familiar with the concept of overworking, he did spend some sleepless nights on studying, and on his books, he can empathize with you way better
just an expert at work, really
you hear a knocking on your door, or at least your ears hear it, but your brain just registers it as background noise, eyes not daring to leave the sentence you’re writing, afraid you’ll get lost again if you do as much as blink.
the knocking is relentless, but you ignore it anyway, so at some point xingqiu just comes in.
“are your ears not working today?” he asks sarcastically as he places a mug with a warm liquid inside on your desk. “hello?”
your eyes dart away from the paper, searching for his own, and once they do, he immediately furrows his eyebrows in worry.
“well, you look as terrible as your sense of hearing” he says quite bluntly, hand also checking your temperature, eyes set on examining your condition. “when was the last time you slept?”
“i don’t know” you struggle to say over the sickness in your stomach, and the constant ringing in your head.
“the right answer would be <i do know, and it was today>” he replies in an instant.
“listen, if you’re here to mock me-“
“i was here to bring you some tea, i am here to drag you out, even if it means using force” his hand rests on your desk, and a determined look sets on his face.
“no way, i just have some more pages to do today, i swear i’m gonna be done in like, i don’t know…” as you think, he takes the opportunity to speak his mind again.
“you do know it’s past eleven, right? how much longer are you planning to sit here, exactly?”
“just a couple more pages, i promise”
“oh, really. tell me-“ he suddenly changes the topic, voice causal as he wonders what to ask “what’s 62 times 9”
your eyebrows furrow as you look at him in disbelief
“i can’t do math right now, it’s making me feel more dizzy” you answer after a while
“my point exactly, you can’t focus properly either way. and if multiplying in your head is making you nauseous, then you’re severely sleep deprived and on the verge of seriously ill” he explains in a stoic manner.
“yes, all that, but i won’t be able to get any rest if i don’t get this done, it’s really supposed to be done for like, yesterday, and i cant afford to just stop now” you explain hastily, panic settling in at the very thought of that.
“no deadline is worth risking your own health like this” xingqiu’s arms cross at chest level, and he looks down to you with a really dead set look.
“you don’t understand, it’s not only my work, i can’t let everybody down like this, i have to just push through and- and-“
you find yourself not believing a word that comes out of your mouth. you do want to stop, desperately. you want to rest, you need nothing more than just simply that.
but you wonder if you have the right to. if you really did deserve to rest, even if you were working non stop, like a machine, even then you’re wondering if you did enough to get a little while to yourself.
the movement of your chest speeds up as your head starts spinning even more, and your eyes water at an insanely high pace. everything around seems to be moving really fast, and you can’t even make out the details of xingqiu’s face as panic settles in deep inside your stomach.
“hey” you suddenly hear “hey, hey, slow down” xingqiu’s voice sounds way softer than before, he’s crouching before your sitting figure, with his hand on your thighs. “easy. slow down.” he repeats, waiting for you to follow his instructions “just breathe through it, you’ll be okay, it’s gonna pass” he explains calmly, an encouraging smile on his lips. “that’s good”
“i can’t-“ you finally start, but he only shakes his head
“and i can’t let you stay here like this. come on, we’re gonna go breathe some fresh air, okay? just follow me, slowly, i’m right here by your side. no need to worry.”
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yostresswritinggirl · 4 years ago
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Tales of The Ghost Writer
“You met Xingqiu at Wanwen Bookhouse when delivering a batch of your newly-published book. But as a ghost writer, no one knew it was you that authored such books. Safe to say it was cute watching the noble bookworm fanboy about you in front of you.”
Pairings -> Xingqiu x Author!Reader
Word Count -> 3518
Theme -> Long Fic, Fluff
Series -> #Bonafide specials (100 followers event)
Warnings -> Xingqiu's name might be mispelled at times, also he rambles a lot
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Entry Log # 645:
I’ve once again delivered the new batch of books to Wanwen Bookhouse today at 4PM, 30 new books in collection to be sold. That would add up to a total of 420 published books for Legend of the Lone Sword. Despite its old circulation, collectors and avid bookworms still seek out the volumes. In a spur of the moment thought, the 4th volume was finally rereleased for more readers to get a chance to read them. While on my rounds, I’ve met a particularly peculiar fan.
“4th volume?” You nod as you set down the stack of books on the counter where Jifang stood behind with a welcoming smile. “Thank you, everyone has been asking about it for a while now. I don’t understand how people keep missing out on the last volume like so.” There was an exchange of giggles between you continued your idle chatter, busying yourself with recounting the stack to make sure the order placed was exact. Yep, 30.
You picked one up from the top pile as Jifang enters the bookhouse to gather the payment. It wasn't that much of a feat to carry a pile of 30 books when it's only this thick, you thought as you opened the book in the middle and... buried your nose in it, literally. Archons, the scent of freshly printed books had always been such a stress reliever of a kind. The imprints were still fresh as you run your thumb over the pristine white page of page 75, the gravings of the letter bumping it in such an intricate and endearing manner. You suppose it should be prime time you get a copy of your own-
"Ah, the glorious scent fresh books offer are quite irresistible to everyone," your head whipped to the side in a hurry at the embarrassing display. Yet your new company only offered a light-hearted laugh, floaty and flowing swiftly past his lips. You find it enjoyable to listen to. "Fret not, I don't judge such honest guilty pleasure."
His smile was soft and respectful as you return it, watching his hand (wrists largely ruffled) pick up the next book on the pile, his interest shining the more he recognizes the the piece of literature. Such expensive clothing and poise, you thought as you continued to inspect. "I knew Wanwen had a schedule of new releases today, but I was not informed it would be the 4th volume of the Legend of the Lone Sword!"
"A fan?" You mused as you placed back the copy you took, leaning against the counter as you watched him quickly scan the lines of the book. He was intensely staring at every word with such a calculating gaze, that sometimes break when he reads how the character would sometimes reach an impasse, or when a new discovery reaches its peak. His ardent gaze was enough of an answer. When he took a break from reading to pass you his attention, you hadn't realize how red your cheeks had been out of embarrassment. "I've always wanted to get my hands on my own copy of the 4th, yet everytime all bookhouses in Liyue keep running out of stock. Is delivery normally this scarce?" He'd gestured at the not so looming pile.
You nod in response with a forgoing giggle. "Publishing could be running into some... shortness of funds?" Subtle, yet he hums in disappointment at the thought. His little pout, adorable, as he buries his face in the book again. I would gladly fund such glorious writing, you thought you heard past the leather back before the ornate doors past the counter finally opened again.
"Ah sorry it took so long, I couldn't find the exact pouch for the- hey! You again, you've read and been scolded dozens of times already," the woman angrily gestures to the notice board by the table, "Pay first, read later!"
You snorted, thankfully masked by the sudden cry of the caught culprit as he was smacked (hopefully gently) on the head by the owner, forcing him to put back the book to the pile. "Hnghh, but Lady Jifang! You didn't scold her, she was indulging herself with the book just the same," you breathed a fake gasp of astounded betrayal, before you three had laughed in chorus.
The oldest of your trio scoffed in amusement as she placed the bag of Mora unto your waiting hand. "What, her? Why would I scold her, she probably knows every word like the back of her ha-" her rambling was then cut off by a loud smack on her bottom, a book expertly finding its way back to your hand with a perfectly cut smile. Her yelp was not unnoticed by the male as he laughs at the display.
"Let him be, he's really been patiently waiting for the release!" Jifang scoffs at the word patiently as you came to the defense of blunette. You were never really aware of the norm in Wanwen, as you usually come by at a time where you would have been alone. This was a first.
"Quite so! Just the start of the volume had me hooked, setting for the peak of the story climax! The synopsis itself already hinted of another inclusion of a new element into the story I had not expected from this style of a book, surely such a writer would not tread such parallel territory without being an expert teller-" Jifang watched in amusement as her gaze lands on you at the start of the bookworm's rambling, watching the redness touch the tip of your ear with an abashed smile shyly gracing your lips. Behind it she can see the mirth and amusement, something she outwardly shows with her own expression.
"Wow," was the Liyuean woman's only response once the speaker has finished his lengthy speech. His dorkiness stands with pride at his examination.
You cleared your throat before you could mutter your initial words, finally realizing the time. "That was... quite marvelous of an analysis. A-Anywaysss, thank you for your partnership, I hope the books are all sold by tomorrow!"
And with that you swiftly made your exit, wanting to find a place to scream the embarrassment out. Or maybe squeal, just to be subtle.
Entry Log # 15:
As a distant relative to the Guhua clan, the (L/N) clan was not exactly known to be tied closely to the prestigious clan known for their expert martial. However, despite the impure connection, they carry with them still the honor of learning the arts to a meticulous detail.
Your family was one of the living practitioners of the Guhua Arts, twice removed, yet your spotlight was not that obvious as the name would carry. Your father wish to carry a new kind of prestige without relying on the powerful namesake and he had been adamant since birth to grind every teaching and form of the art into his immediate family.
"Misogyny nor feminism will not save you from battle, only your own strength." Something along those lines, was what he said.
Your eldest brother was his main point of reference when scolding you on not taking your lessons properly. A slacker he is, now he lacks not only a means of security but also financial stability, that's what you end up to if you don't treasure the arts of our family. You have no idea how martial arts brings you monetary security, but you can't really state to your own father that his logic was a bit skewed.
Daily during morning and the first touch of evening, you had resigned yourself into training under your father's supervision. As the eldest daughter of the house, you carry with you still a responsibility to be strong. No fraility was accepted, and your mother always argues about your father's ever so masculine lifestyle being imposed on you, a lady that should be taught other customs for means of living.
Yet after every session, at the end of the day under the caress of the lamp by your study table, your hands move with precision and calmness he would have scoffed at in the dojo. The beauty of words and their power to create new worlds effortlessly had drawn you in too easily, ever since you were young you had a knack for the books your mother reads to herself or to you.
Entry Log # 651:
The next time you'd met the Wanwen Bookworm (nickname you gave) was a rare moment when he'd finally looked at you more than the book in his hand. It seemed your little interaction from the bookhouse was attention-grabbing enough to make him seek out your person with a bunch of questions and wonder.
You gulped, patting down your blue skirt before accompanying him. The way he rambles was too dangerous, it was drawing something within you to also do the same, and you feared you may let out something you shouldn't. But a fellow 'reader' is good company, and with the little interactions you had with the same age group with the same interest makes this moment something you can't pass.
"Carrier to the Yae Publishing House?" You nodded calculatedly, after confirming you've said just the right information. "Quite intriguing, especially with such young age to be working in line with the greatest press house in Teyvat." Ohhh, he's surely smart despite the first impression of goofiness.
You giggled as politely as you can remember you should upon the scarce teachings of your mother. "I've always liked literature so I couldn't uhm let the opportunity pass, even if it's insignificant like that." Good, good, piling up the lies. You're grateful you haven't made some contract of friendship and happen upon the wrath of your nation's God. Or Qixing.
"Surely, you must have been in the presence of some of the wordsmiths during your rendezvous! So tell me," there was a dangerous glint in his eyes and you knew exactly what he's gonna ask, "Have you met the legendary Bob Ong?"
Oh goodness, you felt him caress and pat your back as you tried your best to breathe after the sudden choking on nothing, he was so spot on that you were horrified even if you had an inkling of what he was gonna inquire. "I uhm I don't really know what I'm allowed to say." In the inside you were goddamn screaming.
"You don't have to tell me anything about him, really! It's his mystery that makes his character just the most intriguing." You gulped down hard, this time without choking out of nothing. "I don't really know much about who he is since he's, you know, unknown? No clues whatsoever, he could be anywhere right now, maybe you've talked to him already or no. Yeah?"
He held a convincing hum before taking in the cryptic answer, content, for now you assume. "Not many avid readers of the book can place a name to the unnamed author, but how blind they were to see the cryptic signature at the back of the cover. Truly a wonderous act." Xingqiu, you finally learned his name, had took you out to lunch for the trouble and enjoyment. It wasn't really necessary, but you figured it was probably to keep you with him longer to converse about the books more.
A lot of his... analysis actually coincide with the messages that you lodged between the lines. He understands your way of narration more than you do at times, and you were left wondering just how much he had read of the fourth volume despite only having it for a few days then. When evening once again struck, you had bid each other farewell in the promise of another time to hang.
"It's a literature of love and freedom- disguised as a martial arts novel." Was his parting analysis, and you were left to wonder, was that really what you had projected into your works?
Entry Log # 32:
In your young and hopeful mind, you'd sent your first ever manuscript to Yae Publishing House. It wasn't your first work but it was the one you worked hard on the most, with weeks of furbishing and reworks. Your mother, although not directly informed of your whole plan, had provided you with great feedback and generous suggestions. And soon you created the first manuscript of 'String of Pearls'.
With a generous note and what you hoped is enough mora to at least publish a book, your package was sent to Inazuma.
You waited for days, of which turned to weeks, and then to months. You thought by the end of it all, you had been swindled but as young as you still hoped for the best of its outcome.
And then one day, as you were sweeping the outside of your gates in preparation for your father's return from some business in the harbor, a lone man of Inazuman style found its way to your humble abode. He calls himself Mr. Nine, and in his arms cradled two similar looking books, with a familiar envelope.
That was when you had been given the opportunity to write for the greatest Publishing House under the guise of a pseudonym. The great Nine was astounded by your ripeness paired with your prowess in writing. You hid behind Bob Ong, a protection from being belittled as a young child and a woman, to prevent being traced by your father if ever.
Yet you remained as subtle still. Even if your name was not written on the covers themselves, within your heart you were still the writers of those books. You've placed anagrams and mysterious puzzles revealing your name but it was part of the intrigue of the story that they had not thought much about it.
One day, you lost your book when you had gone out to eat. It was the second copy, as you carried the first one in your room, yet it still held a special place in your heart.
Xingqiu was a master novelist too, as you'd expect from someone so enthusiastic on the art of literature too. You'd long since become friends and found out soon enough his true identity. The heir to the Feiyun Commerce Guild, master practitioner of the Guhua Clan Arts, soon to be novelist. He was in every aspect the better half between you two.
One day in his daily reading breaks where he would happen upon you, he had found his eyes wafting over your notebook that you always carry. It was designed to look like a hard bound book specially tailored to your tastes, but it was nothing but mere keepers of your notes and musings.
Your newest page had in it a brand new draft for a brand new story you wanted to flesh out before the success of Legend of the Lone Sword diminishes. Mr. Nine still praised you for the success of your first major publishing and had assured you that there's no need to immediately compensate with another work so early, but your mind was already so eager to work. Your friend had never seen you so- flamed and passionate as the paper caves to the intense pressure your pencil places on it.
So he leans on your shoulder slightly (glad you were still distracted) as he quietly reads the words that articulates on the paper. The more Xingqiu reads, the more he craves, just the same vigor he felt everytime he had read his favorite works when each chapter invigorates him to continue to the end.
"Such a great outline," the blunette breathes out as he leans his cheek at the crown of your head. You let out a cute squeak when you'd finally come to, and turned your head to face him- "I didn't know you were into romance, my liege. Tell me, just where do you get such inspirations?" Your nose softly collided against the smoothness of his cheek, your lips ghosting over the line that is his jaw.
You scrambled backwards to direction opposite of his, yet with his body weight leaning on you, his center of balance quickly shifted on your weight like a net being pulled against the sides of a boat. You both toppled over.
"My, my, I didn't expect such abrupt resistance from you," Xingqiu's arms caged you as it holds him up against the grassland on either side of you. There was a certain mischievous glint in the ocean that is his eyes, which only meant one thing. "No need to be shy," you closed your eyes shut as his face leans in closer to yours, fanning over the frame of your face as he lets out a warm yet teasing exhale, "I'm sure we've gone past our personal bubbles in this relationship." You felt his chest against yours and braced for the inevitable-
as he finally licked your nose(?).
What.
"X-XINGQIUUUUU!" And then a cry of pain after a particularly harmful blow.
Entry Log # 659:
Xingqiu had always been a man of great words despite his chicken scratch of a penmanship. Vivid tales of his manuscript that I'm sure the Publishing House would take great value for, his years of memorizing numerous works in his arsenal. He told me that if I were to one day publish the manuscript, he wants to get the first copy and the first to get it signed. However Xingqiu has one glaring weakness when it comes to the art of words. When I asked him what would be a good title for the manuscript I made, he simply said, "Tales of the Writer!" And he sent a goofy smile. I thought he was joking, and I asked again, this time of what his work would be named. He replied:
"Why, Legend of Sword, of course!" He really sucks at titles.
Entry Log # 660:
Upon returning home with my new work ready to be shipped off for mass publishing, I've finally confronted my father. I had with me the final volume of my first work and offered it to him as first a gift of reconciliation, and my father took it with a mirthful glint in his eyes. He said he has been looking for the last volume of the series he'd been wanting to complete. I... I didn't know father was a fan.
The climax of my entire double-life ended so peacefully and tragically meh. I was expecting a martial arts fight of honor that will go down in history, but instead I ended up signing my own book as my father gushed about how nicely I illustrated the martial arts teaching we had during our sessions. I did not sleep well that night.
October 9th was a day celebrated by others more than the young master Xingqiu. The pavilion was mixed in with people from different walks of life and of faces he doesn't necessarily recognize. He lingers by the open window that shows the grandeur balcony, beckoning him outside. Today was a scheduled new release for Wanwen Bookhouse, and he had heard several chatters from the citizens that a new series would be published hailing from Yae Publishing House once again.
And the virtuoso of literature cannot attend such important matter himself because of his own birthday. How irking, you weren't even there to help appease his grumbling, you should have been here by now upon his invitation.
Suddenly the master of invitations bellowed out a familiar name, as his job to announce the entrance of the invited guests to the banquet. When he looks up, you were already walking down the grand staircase in your creme and blue Hanfu garb, accompanied by a tall man of a different wear—
"(Y/N), M-Mr. Nine-!" He bowed politely to the man as you curtsied at his presence. You looked absolutely dashing yet the man towered your form easily. "It's my honor to finally meet you, sire."
"Happy birthday, Xingqiu, I've heard many great things about you," the blunette opened his hands to receive the book gifted by the man. It had a familiar cover and title to it, Legend of Sword, "Great things, in fact, that there would too be great things to discuss later on." The Inazuman graced him a smile and he almost teared up at the implications, if not for when the author suddenly nudged you forward from your demure state.
Tales of the Ghost Writer
"X-Xingqiu, happy birthday! This is uhm, I've always wanted to- I wanted to give you this myself, I know you'd miss the first batch of releases," an unfamiliar book sits on his palm now. A plume and sword adorning its cover but no title, he shifts his hand to open it to the first page, "You said you wanted its first copy be signed, and I thought it appropriate to be given now at such a special occasion."
There in fresh print and ink he'd finally been revealed the mysteries he had long been searching for.
Against the translucent paper it was written and signed,
Tales of The Ghost Writer
Bob Ong, (Y/N)
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tartagliad · 4 years ago
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Seeing you for the first time pt.2 (ft. Albedo, Xingqiu, Venti, and Razor)
summary: how they react when seeing you for the first time
G/N reader
warning(s): misspellings, grammar mistakes (?), some scenes from windblume festival in Venti's and some from Razor's lore and a little angst ig
fluff!
(A/N: hey there, I'm back..this time I wrote for the other characters, i hope you enjoyed it)
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Albedo:
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You met this boy at Dragonspine
That boy literally spent 24/7 of his life in that place ._.
He was at Starglow Cavern, painting cave structures and some hilichurls
You entered the cave and continued your adventure there (finding the history about the place)
Suddenly, a bunch of hilichurls started to attacked you..
There he saw how calm you are in that position, just swaying your sword back and forth elegantly
He just stands there and didn't realise that you've finished fighting the hilichurls and stared at him
"You know..it's not nice to just stand there and do nothing" you joke
"Oh..uhh sorry, I kinda zoned out.." he blurts
"ahaha, it's alright..i can see it on your face" you said
Albedo is literally stunned by your appearance, your figure, your eyes, everything
"I'm y/n, are you always go to this place?" you asked him
"Oh uhh, yes actually..i always do some research on this place..I'm Albedo btw" he respond
"Ahh I see.." you said, after that you accidentally saw his paintings
There was a painting of hilichurls and sketches of..you fighting?
"uhh are those your drawings?" you asked him
His face flushed because he got caught sketching a portrait of you
"Uh..yeah, you were an interesting...'view' let's just say..so I decided to draw you" he confess
You actually find his drawings beautiful yet pleasing to look at
"Wow..these are beautiful" you speak
The boy is literally out of words ngl, he's used to get some compliments from other people, but somehow..compliments from you made him flustered
"a-ah..w-why thank you.." he said
"Uhm..maybe you could come and join me next time..maybe pickup some materials or sightseeing areas of Dragonspine" he adds
"Of course, I'll go with you" you said
You two always spend time together at the mountains, well.. even though you don't go there everyday..lol
You always helped Albedo on his 'unusual' experiments or even tell him your stories of your adventures
The boy loves your eyes, he literally could get lost in those beautiful pairs..
Even though he painted it or sketches it..the feel is still different compared to looking at it directly
The feel just makes his heart race..<3
"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸, 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐'𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.."
Xingqiu:
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Like Albedo, he always spent most of his time at a certain place, for him..the place is the library
So... you obviously met him there
He was looking for a book that he wants to read since the last couple of months
The book was actually rare that not many people knew or read it..so he's looking for it
You actually borrowed the book from the library and you wanted to returned it
He currently asking the librarian when you suddenly walk to the counter and returned it
"I heard that you want to borrow this book?" you asked
"Oh..yes, I've been wanting to read it for sometime now" he answered
"It's quite rare that people actually read this book though and yet it actually caught your attention" he added
You nodded and smile at him "Yes actually, I was reading a few pages and then I was so in to the book, i have to borrow it"
You both laughed as you leave the library
"My name is Xingqiu btw, may I ask yours?" he asked
"I'm y/n, nice to meet you Xingqiu"
There, you two talked for archons know for how long
You two sometimes switched books from your collections or maybe go out and find some interesting books
Other than reading, Xingqiu enjoys going on adventures with you
Seeing the nature around him makes him feel lighter
He really loves to read books though, but he tries to make you comfortable as much as possible around him
Maybe he'll try to take you out on a stroll around Liyue Harbor or maybe eat at Wanmin Restaurant, depending your mood
Sometimes you guys planning to pull another prank on Chongyun LMAO
He wants to make sure that you're comfortable around him and feel happy around him
All in all, he wants to see you enjoyed his company
"𝘏𝘦𝘺, 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘨𝘰 𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘟𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨'𝘴 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦? 𝘐 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.. 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘦..𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦"
Venti:
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You met him at The Windblume Festival
It was your first windblume, so you're still confused about the traditions that happening around
He was in front of the Cathedral finding students for his poetry class
When he saw you, he waved at you and you approached him
"Hey there! New to the festival?" he asked
"Oh yes, I've lived in the city for awhile but i never experienced this festival before.." you answered
"Ehe, allow me to explain it. The Windblume Festival is a Festival in Mondstadt celebrating the thousand winds. Usually, the people of Mondstadt offers windblume to the anemo archon and to their special loved ones" he explains
"The people actually have to take their matters into their own hands, so they don't really have anything to get helped with" he added
"Is that why when I asked if anyone needs help, they say they don't need one?" you asked again
"Hehe, that's right" he says, "Oh, I haven't introduced my self haven't I? ehe, my name is Venti, the most popular bard in town!" he adds
"Your that bard, I've heard great things about you, my name is y/n, I'm just a regular adventurer.." you replied
He shrugged and acts a little nervous when you said that
"So uh.. want me to take you around town and see what people are doing?" he offered
"Sure, that would be nice.." you said
With that you two took a stroll around the town
Seeing people prepare gifts for their loved ones, the atmosphere feels so wholesome
You guys even took a little trip to Windrise, and he even play you a tune or two
You really enjoyed his company and he’s enjoying it too
During the festival, you guys grew closer together, and maybe you guys would perform together in front of the Cathedral
You were really happy that you have someone to enjoy the festival with
Even Venti feels a lot of joy hanging out with you
He wonders that he could be with you for a long time..
Well, whatever he is feeling, he wants to grow more closer to you :3
"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸.. 𝘪 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳'𝘴 𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘪 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦..𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘞𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘚𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘊𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘧 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦? 𝘦𝘩𝘦"
Razor:
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Bless this wolf boy :")
You two met at his habitat, Wolvendom
You were currently adventuring at that place
When you're peacefully strolling around the place, you saw a bunch of wolves dead..
So you rushed to see where it was coming from
There, you saw a boy fighting against an abyss mage, boi... that thing really do like to cause trouble
The boy looked really angry despite the mage killed his wolf packs
You determined to help him and so you did..
After you two defeated the mage..he turned to look at you, "thank you... lupical, dead.." he said
This baby almost cried because he couldn't save all of them, only a few of them that are safe..
"I tried to protect them...but I failed...", he said in a sad tone
You looked at him sympathetically, "aww..it's alright..you tried your best, it's not your fault.." you said to him
He looked really sad and disappointed, but at the same time he felt kinda relieved that someone was there to help him
"Why did you come here..?" he asked, "Oh, I was just adventuring and then I suddenly found you..." you said
"My name is y/n.." you added, "I'm Razor"
"Do you come from here Razor?" you asked again, "yes..I was raised by wolves, Razor has no human family" he said
You were shocked that there's actually someone who is raised by wolves
"I see..." you said, "I think some of your wolf friends got hurt..may i help?" you offered him
Razor nodded and help you as much as he could
"There, that should do it.. they can't move that much for awhile, but they'll be alright.." you said to him
Razor was very grateful that he could find you, maybe he would be doomed if you hadn't come..
"You're strong...can Razor learn from you..?" he asked shyly :")
"Of course, I would be happy to teach you" you say
Razor smiled a little, he wanted to learn from you so that he could protect his lupical if something bad like this would happen
The next day, you came back to Wolvendom and train him
He picked up the lesson pretty quickly, and he now learnt how to use his Vision
You even teach the boy how to write and read loll v:
You came to Wolvendom couple of times, and besides train him, you helped him hunt some meats to eat
You never really force him to come and live at the city, but if he wants to visit it once or twice..you bring him there
Razor is really happy now that he learned new things from you and also has a friend that helped him..
Sometimes he wonders if he could protect you from danger too
He just didn't want to lose you like he loses his other wolf friends
Razor silently swore to him self that he will protect you from any danger that you encounter
Overall, you guys cared about each other and wanted to protect one and other, he just wishes that you'll be saver around him <3
"𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘙𝘢𝘻𝘰𝘳... 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰..𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥, 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯..."
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(A/N: AHHH this is not like I wanted in my head...I hope you liked it, leave me some suggestions what I should write next, I still have some couple of ideas, but requests are open...so yeah ANYWAYS- thank you and good day :D)
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honeybeanboo · 3 years ago
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genshin boys with eating disorders : pt. 1
DISCLAIMER: okay first off! i have an eating disorder and i wondered what my favorite characters would be like in my situation! i am not pro-ed whether it be BED, ednos or anorexia or others. i'm using this for comfort and please do not use this post to further your own disorder!
CHARACTERS:
albedo ✔
bennet ✔
chongyun ✔
diluc ✔
kazuha
kaeya
razor
childe
venti
xiao
xingqiu
zhongli
MAJOR TW //
eating disorders, mental health challenges, bodyshaming, dysphoria, self harm, fatphobia
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┅ albedo ┅
❂ restrictive eating disorder
❂ started + time had: before the traveller arrived, he's had it for a year or so
❂ who knows: sucrose suspects although doesn't hasn't told anyone yet
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the nature of albedo's ed is forgetfulness and recording
he works in his camp all day, at his desk, doing experiments which in itself takes up a ton of his time! what started the behaviors was simply overworking himself and to the point where he was almost getting sick [ :( albedo ] the alchemist would forget to eat, multiple meals a day he would skip, chemicals in the vicinity making it unpleasant to eat, so he would opt for nothing at all
albedo doesn't recognize what he's doing as an eating disorder, he pushes the thoughts away when they remind him of what he's doing and that it's wrong,,, over time, he would end up having a small breakfast and wouldn't eat until dinner, subconsciously slipping into a routine and writing down each meal he would have, taking care to never fill more than half his note-page
chemicals in his lab constantly are bubbling and changing, so even when he decides to eat, they interrupt him and he constantly leaves unfinished food on his desk for sucrose to find later and wonder why he always leaves it there
- has always been secluded but avoids mondstat more and more, sending sucrose into town for errands and stays in dragonspine to do experiments -- this leads to never getting new clothes and in turn, him working to stay in the clothes he has
- denies everything if mentioned, seems confused at the mention
- very protective of his notebook
THIS MAKES ME SAD ALBEDO SOBSD
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┅ bennett ┅
❂ restrictive eating disorder
❂ started + time had: around the time he became friends with razor and met fischl - around 6 months
❂ who knows: fischl definitely knows but chooses not to say anything due to how bad she is with talking about feelings :(
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the nature of bennett's ed is dysphoria and responsibility
as we all know, bennett has always had horribly bad luck and although he doesn't know it, a lot of people admire him for his perseverance, albeit avoiding his company
he almost always finds a way to overcome the overwhelming hopelessness and guilt of always relying on other people for help and bringing them down with him, but as he enters his 15th year, it gets too much :(
when he met razor, and befriended him, the boy was something of a miracle, he stuck around, he helped bennett and taught him survival tactics :D he was bennett's best friend but bennett felt so incredibly guilty about relying on him for protection, friendship, and good food, he began to turn it away and began to disappear without warning to neither fischl or razor
he would go out adventuring, trying to bring back things to cook for lisa, for razor, for fischl, for kaeya, for diona, he felt like a burden and gave back as much as he could to make up for the consequences his company brought
≡ trans bennet headcanon: he's always been told he's small and thin by his dads, even before transition, so after he began to do more physical activity and bulked up a bit, it weighed on his mind
- dysphoria plays a lot into bennett's ed, not wanting to fill out the curves he always hated
- after a particularly bad batch of eggs he had cooked up, he threw up in the cat's tail's bathroom and that in turn started a small purge cycle before someone in town noticed and took his to the doctor which scared him enough to make him stop
bennett i will just sob and cry on the floor
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┅ chongyun ┅
❂ restrictive / purging eating disorder [overeating in beginning]
❂ started + time had: started during his intense studying period for his exorcisms (can't remember the specific method he mentions) - around 2 years
❂ who knows: no one, although an older woman that works at Wanmin Restaurant is worried about him
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the nature of chongyun's ed is control and work
chongyun has always been unstable, whether it be physically or emotionally, due to his build-up of ying energy, so it's no surprise when he bubbles over during the crunch of studying. his teacher pushed him harder and harder each lesson and the things he had to do to keep his stirrings in check weren't the healthiest, one of which was eating specific foods in excess
he bubbled over one day and had a full on mental breakdown, but with his family not near the place he took lessons, he turned to the thing he thought was making his ying energy multiply, not the workload but instead the food
the exorcist's disorder waned off when he met xingqiu, it being the happiest time in his life, a friend to talk to about practically everything, but then when his exorcisms began to only cause distress to the people he thought they would help, his energy became too much and he began purging, which helped enough for him to continue [ :( i'm so sad ] the popsicles help to calm his stomach after a purge and he came up with a low cal recipe to eat tons of
- the calories didn't matter much to him, but xingqiu was very into numbers as well as books, so it began to weigh on him
- he passed off any bad mood as just tiredness from his work
- xingqiu, my man i love him but he's completely oblivious although slightly worried about "burnout" for his friend
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┅ diluc ┅
❂ restrictive eating disorder
❂ started + time had: around when him and kaeya were fighting, like really fighting and he hurt him badly - 3 years
❂ who knows: a lot of people suspect, but either dismiss it, or are too scared to confront him due to his intimidating nature T-T
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the nature of diluc's ed is discipline and control
diluc tends to be very critical of himself and very hard on himself, which you may not know just from talking to him, or even from being a friend of his, as he tends to keep a lot of stuff to himself - if he makes a mistake, he takes all measures to make sure it doesn't happen again
when he and kaeya were fighting and things got violent, he burnt him quite badly right on his eye which is the reason why the captain wears his eyepatch - this scarred the brothers' relationship badly and diluc quite took literally took those scars unto himself,,, he would let himself be burned easily by his elemental powers, constantly feeling the immense guilt of their tension :[ he healed easily, but would do it again and again
although kaeya forgives him, diluc continues to remind himself every so often that he is the reason for problems, taking the responsibility to fix them, even though they may not even be his! he acts alone and aloofly even when the other person doesn't blame him in the slightest [ TT ]
diluc doesn't drink, he doesn't want to lose control, he never wants to loose control, which is why people almost never see him eat
he eats in small portions and toughs it out, disciplining himself, trying to prove himself worthy to no one but himself
- people have offhandedly mentioned that the bartender never seems to eat or drink - "hardly seems human sometimes"
- when he was caught by the traveler being the darknight hero, this worsened this "discipline" for himself, the man not thinking himself worthy if he was defeated so easily
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and that's part 1! i'll make a part two soon because this is really fun and i really enjoy making these- i will include a more wide range of eds in the second part which will be kazuha, kaeya, razor, and childe
bennett's really made me sad dang
anyway bye!
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stargazer-balladeer · 4 years ago
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Hi hi!! Can i request Bennett, Xingqiu and Chongyun for the chubby s/o hcs?? Can I just say that you are so kind and I'm obsessed with your writing!!!!
Chubby S/O (part 2) [Genshin Impact]
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Characters Included: Bennett, Xingqiu & Chongyun
Notes: uwu thank uu 💞💞 i really hope i live up to your expectations with this one— Hope you’ll like this!
Reader’s Gender: Female (tho I think that I used gender neutral pronouns while making this—)
Warning: Mentions of insecurity, negative thing, body shaming. Minor spoilers for their character story and quest.
Part 1 | Part 2 |
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Bennett
— When he sees you, Bennett will probably be so intrigued by you. His mindset instantly went to adopting you in his Benny’s Adventure Team. You’ve probably heard him from the Adventure’s Guild, him being notoriously unlucky. He payed your body mass no mind and just ask you to join just like he has done with other people.
— Bennett will smother you with affection. You look so adorable that he couldn’t help himself! So expect hugs, kisses and cuddles from him. He is a bit cautious around you though, because he never knows when his bad luck will show itself.
— He’s actually frightened at the idea of him roping you with his notorious luck, that it might lead you to your death (poor bby-). So you might need to comfort him in this times. You also need to be cautious and pls stir him away from danger—
— Bennett is seen as a happy-go-lucky person, which he is. And with that kind of persona, he’s easily excited. So after a day that he didn’t get to see you, he will get excited when he sees you. He will literally ran up to you, along the way he might trip. Whether on you or to the ground. If he successfully managed to get to you without tripping (wow-), he will wrap his hands around your waist and lift you from the ground. It will either result in you two falling or you accidentally slapping him (whOOPs—). He’ll laugh it off either way.
— If someone insults or make a comment about you, Bennett will be confused. I mean, he didn’t even realize that his teammates have left him- (😢 poor bby-). So he’ll be confused when someone says that, and probably remarks about them being rude and all. Though he may be confused and all, he pays attention to your feelings. So if you feel depressed or insulted, Bennett will snap at that person (oh snap.. Bennett’s mAD—!)
— If you feel insecure about your body, Bennett will also be confused. He doesn’t see anything wrong with it. Afterall, you’re like a literal Goddess in his eyes. He practically worships the ground you’re walking on- “Why would you think like that?! You’re so beautiful that it makes me feel so lucky to have you-!”
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Xingqiu
— When he first sees you, he’ll be immediately intrigued by you. It was, afterall, not common to see a person like you. So he approaches you in the best way possible, making sure he gives you his best first impression. You might be wary of him at first (he IS pretty suspicious-), but you soon find yourself warming up to him. It isn’t long till you two started dating. (And you also found out his heritage-)
— Whenever you two hangout, Xingqiu always find a loophole to escape his house. No matter how much the servants and people inside try their best, it’s hopeless. He loves travelling with you, exploring new places, sightseeing, exploring a cave and more. The place where you two hangout the most is a place near a waterfall, in a forest surrounded by different kinds of flowers. You two can be seen there with Xingqiu either leaning on the tree or laying his head on your lap. He always reads out loud so that you can also listen to the story.
— Xingqiu loves hugs the most. Not because you’re very comfy and warmth, like a teddy bear- but because its you. He loves hugging people he loves and cherishes, and you are no exception. It might ruin his image as a cool and collected second son, but it doesn’t matter to him. He will embrace you in public and ain’t embarrassed at all.
— I can see Xingqiu as an expert in making flower crowns. He will literally make you a flower crown to put on your head. When you ask why he does it, he’ll just reply “because I was bored and decided to make a flower crown”. But in reality, it’s because you look so elegant while wearing it. It makes his heart melt at the sight of you in a flower crown. And if you decided to return the favor, Xingqiu will happily wear your flower crown :D
— As if someone will dare insult or make comment about you. Before they could even utter their sentence out, Xingqiu is already staring at them with a innocent smile and a deadly glint in his eyes. Making the person say something nice towards you. Its usually effective but towards people that have more guts (or idiocacy), he will innocently make his sword appear and inspect it. Yeah.. no one’s gonna mess with you while he’s around-
— If you start to feel insecure about your body, Xingqiu will emphatize with you. Even though he doesn’t know what it feels like in your shoes, he can still sympathize with you. He will pull you into a comforting hug and cradle your head with his hand. “The world may be cruel, my love. But you shaldn’t succumb to their works. Stay true to yourself, alright?”
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Chongyun
— (Ohmaygawd— I’m sorry if he turns out OOC 😖)
— When he sees you for the first time, Chongyun will be indifferent with you. So what if you look like that? It doesn’t bother him. And with that, he will carry on with his day. You might not be able to meet him unless you approach him first. But even then, he’ll brush you off. But fret not! He will warm up to you (eventually..). He still acts cold but atleast he isn’t anymore walking away—
— Chongyun is special. He can’t eat spicy food, wear warm clothing, etc. So he appreciated things that you do for him. You gave him food that is just right, also giving him his favorite popsicle :D. He always blushes whenever you dote on him, he just isn’t used to it. If you thought this guy woudn’t dote back on you, you are gravely mistaken. He will dote on you just like you dote on him. He will ask things like, “are you feeling comfortable?” “Is your clothes too warm?” “Is the food temperature alright for you?”.
— Chongyun, like Xingqiu, likes exploring. Though, he prefers staying near Liyue Harbor than adventuring beyond. Though he wouldn’t mind if you want to go beyond it, he will still accompany you. His favorite place so far is on a cliff on Mt Tianheng. He loves the view of Liyue Harbor there, so he’ll drag you there sometimes just to watch the sun set while making Liyue Harbor glow aesthetically.
— He loves your hands. He often wonders why they were so soft yet so rough from all the training you’re doing. He also loves putting it on his cheeks, feeling the warmth of your hand seeping to his cheeks. It gives him an odd satisfaction. He also loves running through your hair, it makes him calm. (He’ll also appreciate it if you return the favor—)
— If someone comments about you or insult you, Chongyun will definitely glare at that person. He doesn’t care who that was or what status they hold, if they insult his s/o, their dead. His glare is like a stormy thunder-filled rain, its actually quite scary to look at. That person better apologize or else his Claymore will be at their throat—
— If you feel insecure about yourself, Chongyun will understand. He himself felt insecure about his own as well, since his condition is quite unusual and frightening. Not everyone is acceptable. So, in order to cheer you up, he will drag you to the cliff previously mentioned. There, as you watch the horizon, he will give you Glaze Lily that he found laying around. “Look at these flowers. Their as beautiful as you. So bright, colorful and full of life.. even as many seasons pass, they will continue to blossom. So, just like them, don’t ever let something, or someone specifically, let you down. If you ever need help.. I’m always here.”
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gay-salt-amber · 4 years ago
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Genshin Impact headcanons
Hello! I am tired, but I cant sleep so I decided to write headcanons, because yes. *this will be edited if I want to add anything!* Enjoy!
-Because of his small size, Scaramouche isn't the best at hand to hand combat. Not only is it draining but he was never trained for it. But, he is a great manipulator and AMAZING at ranged combat. Basically Widowmaker from Over watch, Expect not emotionless, purple and you know. Just a good shot.
-La Signora is the mom friend. No explanation required, she will take you out for coffee, she will help you when you’re sick, etc., etc. But she will take this secret to HER GRAVE.
-While he loves Almond Tofu, Xiao cant cook anything, let alone Almond Tofu. So whenever Venti or whoever drops by and he hasn't had his tofu for the day, he will silently beg for it. And he gets it, since Venti just cant say no to him.
-Aether and Lumine both love sweets, Aether loves more fancier stuff like tarts, truffles, etc. But Lumine will eat anything and I mean ANYTHING even remotely sweet. 
-Scaramouche, Aether and Sucrose *and maybe more im not sure yet* are all trans
-Venti and Bennett are non binary
-While he does learn quickly when it comes to wolf things, Razor cant grasp stuff like reading and math quite as easily. But whenever Bennett tries to teach him, it seems like everything clicks. Nobody knows why, not even Razor.
-Even though he is known for his curse of bad luck, whenever Bennett is with Razor once they are ‘dating’ or ‘mates’ as Razor says, his luck comes back. So, whenever Bennett does ANYTHING you better hope Razors near for it to go well. 
-Since Venti couldn’t chose one, they’re in a poly relationship with Diluc and Xiao
-Speaking of him, Diluc spoils Venti and Xiao more then he cares to admit. But, when both of them are broke and the most adorable Diluc has ever seen, he breaks and gets them whatever they want.
-Even though he is literally Childes sugar-baby and always seems broke, he legit lives in a mansion that he paid for himself. Even bigger the Dawn Winery’s mansion even.
-Scaramouche can do ballet and gymnastics really well
-Childe can ice skate
-Sometimes when Kaeya (rarely) gets insecure about his eye, Albedo will remove the eyepatch (when they’re alone) and pepper the area around his eye with kisses and tell him that his eye is beautiful 
-Bennett actually likes the taste of wolf hooks! The juice of it goes really good on meat, and its really good in general. 
-Once Aether and Lumine eventually leave to return home, Scaramouche breaks down into tears, he’s getting the last person he could ever love taken from him.. how can this get any worse?
-Aether notices quickly and runs to hug and kiss him and says, “I’m staying, Scara.” Which causes Scaramouche to cry tears of joy
-Fischl has another pet bird and Oz gets along well with it
-Aether and La Signora like to go out for coffee and bitch about annoying people
-Lisa has actually written a few books, mainly some handbooks but she's quite the author
-Jean likes golf and tennis, idk why she just would
-Sometimes Xingqiu puts chili powder on his tongue (or lips) and kisses Chongyun but Chongyun unknowingly, likes it better that way and never knew it was chili powder
-Chongyun confessed to Xingqiu with a book that was blank and just had a lil lovely dovey note on the first page
-Diona, Klee and Teucer all get along quite well but can never hangout because everyone knows how chaotic they are and don't want they whole of Tyvat to be blown up
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