#( for some reason it won't let me scroll through your pages ?? idk ! )

[marshmallow--3]

Honestly, I am so so terrified to ask this question, as I don't want to make anyone angry, legit shaking as I'm writing this. But I just logged into tumblr after a year and a half of being off, and I went to your page first. The first thing I do is check the bio to see if anything updated while I was away.

And here's the fearful part... what happened with Assassin's Creed? Last time I was here, you were into it, now it seems like you don't like it? I swear I tried looking through posts, but it won't let me scroll further than June 13th. I try to find an answer before I ask a question I promise! God I'm so sorry if this brings up anything bad, I swear that is not my intention!

Hey 💖

To reassure you, there's absolutely no hard feelings harboured against you for reaching out and asking this, it's perfectly okay and you're okay

Unfortunately, I came across some harmful areas of the fandom that has left me with bad memories, I still like Assassin's Creed but I prefer to enjoy it within a small group of friends, people that I trust and know aren't going to be abusive in the same way others were

Like @iceboundstar, we take photos together with Ass Creed actors and cosplayers 🥰

This is only from May this year with Captain Piss Off 🥰💖

In terms of Assassin's Creed artwork, which is what you most likely saw in my bio, it's probably just me being insecure and petty but on Instagram especially, the creative content side of the fandom are really cliquey and I found that no matter what I did, nothing I made was good enough for them, I wasn't accepted as an artist so I gave up on art and I gave up trying to be accepted by them, nowadays it just makes me sad seeing Assassin's Creed artwork in case it was made by one of the people who had me feel this way. It just serves as a reminder from those people, like, "ha ha you weren't good enough but look how far I've gotten"

In terms of why I don't write anymore, same reason as above, I never felt good enough but also it's an aspect of TMI I can only write when I'm horny, and idk what happened, whether people just aren't interested in sex once they hit their mid-20s, whether it's a problem with the antidepressants I was taking, whether I'm just asexual and not interested in it at all, I really don't know what happened but I can't write stuff anymore

Thanks again for reaching out, take care of yourself ✨️

[lstjedi-a]

@angelicdeath

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[btslovestrong]

Idk what's happening but I think there's something wrong with your blog: on a laptop it won't show all ur homepage posts - it just shows recent ones and then it stops. & there's no buttons for the next page/older posts. And on my phone, it won't let me keep scrolling through your older posts (granted, I mean the rly old ones but still) - it just says the webpage crashed or something and it brings me back to the top T.T whyyy its such a shame ~ pls fix if u can so I can keep reading

Thanks for telling us Hun! The theme is all fixed up. I had it set to infinite scroll before but for some reason it wasn't working. Any who if the problem continues on your end could you message us again?As far as mobile goes I'm not really sure how to help you with that. I really wish I could. 😭- admin aj