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‘WILDFLOWER AND BARLEY,
-GOTHAM!EDWARD NYGMA X READER-
⋆ 𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 ; Sometimes you don’t think you deserve him….other times, you think it’s for the best that you stay.
⋆ tags/warnings. GOTHAM!riddler x female reader. SMUT AND ANGST!! reader is toxic, but eddie is too, so its ok. eddy being vanilla but also strangely dominant. guys this fic is FILTHY. also,, part 3 to gotham characters eating you out. takes place with like season 2 eddy, post kringle. Did i write a fic inspired by a Hozier song that isn’t even released yet? yes. readers taking advantage of eddy. but also, eddy is more than willing to give. kind of a character study. im so sorry if i made reader too mean ive had this idea for a week😭
fic requested by @clementine-writes-things <3
♫ “My coffee black in my bed at 3 / You’re too sweet for me. You’re too sweet for me.” Wildflower and Barley by Hozier
You’d fucked up, majorly.
God, what were you thinking?
Edward Nygma, the quirky forensics guy. The loon, as your fellow officers eloquently put it. And you didn’t necessarily disagree. He was certainly a peculiar fellow. He had always a thing for…what was her name? Kristen Kringle. That was it. You’d been working with him for years, watching him moon after her. You could…understand the appeal, you guessed. She had a sexy sixties librarian type of thing going for her. She kept to herself. Maybe you should’ve done the same. She’d dissapeared a few weeks ago.
You somehow landed yourself in the bed of Edward Nygma. You’d been hooking up…For the past two weeks in a row. No judgement, yeah?
It started as a joke. You and the other officers, chatting with beers and obnoxious comments towards the other tools in the GCPD. Jim Gordon…Harvey Bullock. The way the men couldn’t seem to keep their mouthes shut, especially Jim.
Well, you’d gotten plenty tipsy, staying after work. You pummled those beers back like it was your last night alive. And hell, living in gotham? As an officer? It very well could be.
They were all drunk and laughing out of their minds. Anything anyone said seemed overly funny. Especially when one of your fellow cops brought up the name, “Nygma” like the name was it’s own disease.
“You think Y/N could sleep with him?”
“Yeah, Y/N, go fuck the loon. I wonder what it’s like.”
“You think he says riddles when hes cumming?”
“Whats long, hard, and has ‘cum’ in the middle?”
The numerous voices of your “friends” rung out, and in the moment, drunk out if your mind, you too thought it was the funniest thing in the world.
“I could do it.” You affirmed, alcohol giving you the liquid courage you wouldn’t typically have. After the “oooooo”ing from some of your coworkers, you decided, fuck it. Edward was tall, had nice cheekbones, and was smart. You could do worse than a one night stand.
So you confidently marched into that forensics room, high on the dare the other cops had given you.
You found him, looking into one of the forensics mirrors. He was muttering to himself and you snorted. Weirdo. Oh well.
He pushed up his glasses when you two made eye contact. He was sweating, for some reason, in that lanky labcoat and rubber-gloved hands. He stood up straight and went rigid when he saw you.
“Ms. L/N-“ He was about to question, when you rammed your lips onto his. You remember it like yesterday- how hesitant he was. The way he parted for air, breathing wildly at you. He kept trying to ask questions the whole time you were eagerly undressing him. But he didn’t seem to mind your fowardness.
Well, just your luck, that one night stand was the best fuck of your life. The way his cock fitted perfectly into your body, like it was made for your cunt alone. You two fucked on the forensics cabinets, your coworkers in the next room over, and it was exhilarating. Especially when the usually reserved Ed got unusually rough, pulling your hair and smacking your ass just right.
By the time you two were done…you were fucked out of your mind. Pleasantly surprised.
Since then, you hadn’t been able to get away. You told the cops it was vanilla, and reveled in their dismay. But…you came back for seconds. And then thirds. And then fourths. And then you couldn’t remember the last time you woke up in your own bed.
And just as if you were Kristen…he started following you. Your coworkers snickered. You’d see homemade cupcakes left on your desk. You’d catch him staring at you from the other side of the precint. You writhed under his gaze. For a man with not much expirence, he was obnoxiously good at sex. And he was even more obnoxiously good at not understanding the meaning of coworkers with benefits, and not a relationship.
But…mornings like these? You can’t complain.
Taking yourself back to the present, you awoke in his bed. The sunlight of the open windows bled through your eyelids, and you felt yourself smack your lips. You blinked yourself awake, same as you always did. You shifted underneath the covers, which had been neatly adjusted over you. It was infuriatingly comfortable. You let a yawn escape your lips.
“Ah, good! You’re awake!” You heard his voice chime, far off in the kitchen. You looked up, seeing his tall frame. He stared at you adoringly, and you felt your heart pang.
He carried a tray of coffee and breakfast. You sat up. It was the usual morning routine. He made the most exquisite breakfasts for you.
“A necessity to some, a treasure to many. I’m best enjoyed among pleasant company. Some like me hot, some like me cold. Some prefer me mild, others prefer me bold. What am I?” He spoke the riddle quickly.
You blinked at him, tired. You shrugged nonchalantly.
He made his way over to you, swiftly and delicatley placing the tray in your lap.
“Coffee.” He looked a bit dissapointed at your lack of answer, but brightened back up instantly. “Almost black, not quite. 1 Sugar. No cream. Just how you like it.” He noted, and it was in this moment, you felt the weight of your actions. He’d memorized everything about you. Whatever records you liked, he’d play softly. He’d learned your favorite flavor cupcake, and how you took your coffee. Gods, he’d even bought the brand of toothpaste you had at your house, so it was familiar brushing your teeth in the morning.
You squinted, adjusting yourself to the sunlight of the room. Golden. You felt the weight of the tray, and met his gaze. God, it was intense. The way his big, puppy dog like eyes harrowed in on you. Like you were the world.
He was practically wagging his tail, watching you take a slow sip of coffee. He wanted praise, as though perfected it, finally.
He was too sweet for you. You didn’t deserve any of this. But selfishly…you couldn’t resist.
You gave him a small nod in approval, letting the liquid glide down your throat. Damn it, The coffee was perfect.
He positioned himself next to you on the bed, sitting, legs crossed. He looked at you almost creepily, eyes never leaving as you finished your breakfast and coffee. You didn’t say a word to him, but you did listen to him ramble quite a bit. Every now and then he’d ask a casual question, and you’d stay silent, or give him a one worded answer. You’d see his smile falter, but he’d continue.
When you were done, he’d grab the tray from your hands. You let him do the work for you. You liked his bed. He came back, eyes big and bright. He sat once more, looking at you expectantly. You furrowed your brows.
“…What?”
He shrugged, giving a slightly nervous, manic giggle. You cringed a bit, but faltered when you felt his fingertips glide across your thigh.
Oh. Thats what.
“…We have work in an hour.” You replied. The mantra played in your head. You don’t deserve this. You don’t deserve him. You felt guilty.
“I’ll be quick.” He affirmed, peeling the covers back. Oh, fuck it. Who were you to deny him?
He didn’t lie, he was fast. The covers exposed your skin, still undressed from the previous night. You felt the cool air on your thighs and pussy, and couldn’t help it. You caved.
In an instant, he was worshipping your legs, working his way up. He kept eye contact with you, laying gentle bites and pecks into the plush of your skin.
He kissed his way up, tonguing the bite marks he left in his wake. You shivered when his lips hovered over your pussy. He wasted no time. No, he didn’t tease you, he needed to please you as quickly as he could. It was a need for him.
His tongue came into contact with your pussy lips, and you shivered. Instinctivley, you threaded your hands through his morning messy hair, and shoved his face into you. He reciprocated instantly, wanting nothing more than to make you feel good. He licked up and down, tongue flicking gently on your cute little pearl of a clit.
He circles it and taps it with his tongue, saliva dripping and mixing with your juices. His movements are quick and calculated, and he indulges you, body and soul. He hums in pleasure when you arch your back up into him uncontrollably. It’s almost uncharacteristic- the way he switches from being so soft and gentle, to practically making out with your pussy. You feel his fingers dig into your thighs, like he’s a whole different person when he’s mouth fucking you.
Your moaning and shaking, saying his name over and over. Somehow, your getting off to this. To the idea you don’t deserve him. That he’s such a nicer, better, smarter person than you. And although he doesn’t vocalize it, you wonder if he strangely shares the sentiment.
It’s almost like he knows. Like he’s self-aware- of all your selfish thoughts. Like this, him eating you out, him on his knees for you, making you breakfast in bed- is some sort of revenge.
He knows what he’s doing. He’s making you feel awful, guilty for your mistreatment of him- by giving you more and more of him. And you find yourself cumming in his mouth at the thought.
He greedily laps at your swollen clit, overstimulating you. You let out a loud yelp, and he keeps going, only for a few more seconds.
It’s weird. He’s weird. But as you sober up from your orgasm, shaking underneath him, you brush those strange thoughts from your head.
You look into his gentle eyes again, watching him ramble off apologies. You two will most definitely be late to work. You scold yourself. Why would you think such an odd thing? No, he’s a complete sweetheart. Not a degrading bone in his body. You think.
Yet…you still feel the bruises forming on your thighs. And the burning guilt of using him.
You left his aparment in a hurry, driving yourself insane. You seem to convice yourself it was a weird orgasm thought, maybe you’re more kinky than you thought; for some pseudo pyschological self degradtion.
You go to the precint, just as you do every other day. The work is effectively still just as boring and your peers are still just as insufferable.
You’re given a few files by some mysoginistic cop you haven’t aquainted yourself with, who obviously assumed you were the new record keeper. You snort, but decide to take it. You browse over the files, snooping. They are forensic files, and your heart drops. Ah. You’ll have to give these to him.
You enter the forensic room without knocking- at least, you’re about to. But you hear him mumbling to himself, and decide to listen in for a moment. Curiosity getting the best of you.
“You’re too good to her.” You hear him argue with…himself? “You need to show her whose in charge.”
“I am!” He retaliates to his own voice.
“By making her coffee?” He snarls, and your brows furrow. He smashes a file cabinet closed loudly. You jump.
“Yes!” Ed’s voice growls out, fed up. “If you were smart enough to understand-“ He begins, and you’ve heard enough. You enter the room.
Ed looks at you bewildered, and you look at the same. He’s sweating, and his hair is in dissaray. You two make eyecontact and you grimace. What the hell?
You hardly register what he was actually saying, and more that he was having a seemingly very heated conversation with himself. You watch him fumble with his glasses.
“…Ed?” You question, and he snaps.
“What are you doing here?” His voice is quick and sharp. Thats uncharacteristic. You wince.
“Uh, files.” You nod to the papers in your hands, and he blinks, standing up straight. He clears his throat.
“Right.” He recovers, quickly. You narrow your eyes at him, and hum, giving them to him. He’s about to speak, but you rush yourself out of the room, heart pounding.
He is weird. He is a freak. You chime. Your coworkers have been right.
Any shred of pity you had for him has dwindled significantly, and you mull it over in your mind.
Maybe you do deserve eachother, You think. You’re the best he’s going to get.
#x reader#gotham#gotham x reader#batman#batman rogues#batman x reader#gotham villains x reader#batman rouges gallery#dc comics#gotham edward#gotham edward nygma#edward nygma gotham#edward nygma x reader#edward nygma#edward nygma x reader smut#the riddler gotham#the riddler smut#the riddler#the riddler x reader
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And I can go anywhere I want, anywhere I want, just not home
(my tears ricochet, Taylor Swift)
dead girl in the pool (girl in red), Ghosting (Mother Mother), This Town (Frank Sinatra), You're on You're Own Kid (Taylor Swift), Self Portrait/Inn of the Dawn Horse (Leonora Carrington), Matilda (Harry Styles), Quote by Miriam Adeney, Coraline (2009), United in Grief (Kendrick Lamar), Christmas Kids (Roar), I Will Always Think Of You (Bojack Horseman), The House (2022), recently (Liana Flores), Bag of Bones (Mitski), Call Me By Your Name (2017), Courtney Love Prays to Oregon - Clementine Von Radics, Girls Against God (Florence + The Machine), Coraline (2009), dorothea (Taylor Swift), Tell The Wolves I'm Home (Carol Rifka Brunt), X (2022), Buzzcut Season (Lorde), Chinese Sattelite (Pheobe Bridgers), Nighthawks (Edward Hopper), 'tis the damn season (Taylor Swift), Homesick (Noah Kahan), 'tis the damn season (Taylor Swift), Untitled (Valentin Pavageau)
#holy shit this took me longer than i thought it would#totally not projecting any emotions from moving halfway across the world rn lmaoooooooooo :)#also didn't realise how many songs i'd be including in this there r so many holy shit#homesick#web weaving#home#the house#the house 2022#coraline#edward hopper#call me by your name#taylor swift#mitski#kendrick lamar#lorde#leonora carrington#frank sinatra#mother mother#pheobe bridgers#harry styles#roar#liana flores#bojack horseman#noah kahan
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will you take a moment? promise me this (that you'll stand by me forever) - the blue au
universe: the blue au (clementine sandoval x hughes brothers x nico hischier)
warnings: swearing, mentions of death, more sadness than i intended originally, mentions of covid during one particular part, so so much fluff!!
title + based on: "long live" by taylor swift, "i'll always remember you" by hannah montana, "ribs" by lorde, "vienna" by billy joel, "home" by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros and "a letter to my younger self" by ambar lucid. title from "long live"
word count: 14k
author's note: graduation / draft moments that technically take place before the first installment. though you should read the first part for context if you haven't yet! romance who? we ride and die with found family. i def made myself cry a few times writing this. happy american thanksgiving to all those who celebrate. hold your family and loved ones close. hope you all enjoy and please let me know what you think <3
2018 - dallas, texas
i wish you love, i wish you luck
for you, the world just opens up
- “i’ll always remember you” by hannah montana
“Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to Dallas. The time is currently 12:26 p.m. and the current temperature outside is a very toasty 91 degrees Fahrenheit.”
Clementine tunes out after that. 91 degrees? She’s gonna die when she gets out of the airport.
As soon as she exits the plane, she follows the signs to the baggage claim, waiting for her luggage that isn’t only for this next week, but is for the entire summer as well before she returns to UCLA in the fall. After the draft, she’s heading back to Massachusetts to work in a clinic for the summer.
Fuck, she just had her last final three days ago. She feels like it never stops. Sometimes she wishes it would.
But she shakes her head to herself, watching as her bag comes closer. None of that now. She’s about to celebrate one of her favorite people making their dream come true. She smiles to herself as she wheels her suitcase and adjusts the straps of her backpack, not quite running but pretty close to it as she walks through the arrivals terminal of Dallas Fort Worth International Airport.
“Clementine!” She whips her head over to see Ellen’s unmistakable blonde hair and wide smile, waving enthusiastically. Next to her is Maeve, her own mother with a more subdued smile, her carry-on suitcase beside her. They had scheduled their flights so that they’d land around the same time. To Clementine’s absolute delight, she sees Jack and Luke right before Luke comes flying at her.
“Oof,” she groans as Luke hugs her tightly, burying his head into her shoulder. “God. You need to stop growing.”
“Never,” he mutters into her neck before letting go with a bright smile. “Hi Clemmy!”
She grins back. “Hi Lukey. I’ve missed you.”
“My turn!” She laughs as Jack shoves his brother aside and sways her around. He messed up her hair before pulling away. “I’m so pumped you’re here.”
“Me too, Jackson.” Both moms finally get to where they are and she hugs Ellen before hugging her own mother. “When did you land?”
“About an hour ago.”
Clementine cringes. “Yeah, we were delayed back at LAX. Sorry.”
Ellen waves her apology away as they start heading out of the airport, Jack grabbing her suitcase and Luke grabbing Maeve’s. “No worries. We’re just excited you both are here.”
“El, we wouldn’t miss it for the world.” Maeve says. And her mom’s right, Clementine thinks. Quinn’s getting drafted into the NHL. She can’t remember a time when this wasn’t his dream.
“How have you been? How’s college?” Jack asks. “I feel like I haven’t talked to you in forever.”
“We literally all FaceTimed last week,” Luke says while avoiding Jack’s slap.
“It’s not the same,” Jack whines. Clementine rolls her eyes at his tone, but he kinda has a point. FaceTimes and texts are never the same as their in-person debriefs, which have become fewer and more in-depth since all four of them are in different-ish places now (though Jack and Luke technically still live under the same roof and Quinn isn’t that far).
Clementine feels a pang in her heart, knowing that the amount of debriefs will only get fewer and fewer as the years go on.
“College is good,” she automatically squints against the sun the second they get outside. “Same old, same old. Didn’t fail any classes somehow, which is always a win.”
Ellen snorts. “Honey, you’re literally the smartest girl I know. I don’t think failing is in your vocabulary.”
“No, literally.” Luke adds.
“Aw, not true. Thank you, but not true. And this weekend isn’t about me.” Clementine whips out her arm in front of Jack’s front so that he doesn’t get run over by a car. “I didn’t expect to see you two until dinner.”
Jack shrugs. “We were gonna tag along with Dad, but we already did to some of his stuff yesterday and it was so boring.”
Clementine snorts. “Well, he’s technically kind of working this weekend, no?”
“Yeah, but I didn’t think it would be that boring,” Jack says.
“You two better get used to it then,” she swings an arm around both Jack and Luke’s shoulders. “Especially you, Jacky. This is gonna be you next year.”
Jack groans, but Clementine knows he secretly loves it. “Ugh. Don’t remind me. You’re gonna be here, right?”
“Where?”
“Next year. At the draft.”
“What? Of course I will.” How dare he think differently? “And whenever Luke’s is. You guys are silly for thinking otherwise.”
“But what if you’re too busy saving lives?”
“It doesn't matter where I am. I’ll be there,” Clementine promises, as they all climb into the car.
“Clem’s right, boys.” Maeve says, turning around from the passenger seat as Ellen starts the engine. “You can’t get rid of us that easily.” Luke responds by putting his chin on Maeve’s shoulder as she reaches up to tap his cheek fondly. “Have you all gotten the chance to see Quinn much?”
“Here and there,” Ellen says. “Media and last minute meetings with teams have been keeping him busy though.”
Clementine has naturally always known more about the hockey world than the average person purely from her circumstances, but within the last month or so — mostly when she’s been procrastinating on studying for final exams — she’s been poking around online to see people’s pre-draft predictions. Obviously, she knows they’re just speculations, but she wanted to get an idea of what the general world has been thinking of Quinn. She thinks he’s the best at everything, but she’s aware she’s incredibly biased.
She hasn’t really talked to Quinn, or the other two, about it, knowing that it’s all they’ve been thinking or hearing about and there’s no use adding onto the noise. But Clementine wants to be prepared. From her research, people have Quinn going to places from Arizona to Vancouver to Ottawa. She’s seen Detroit a good amount. One or two said New York or Chicago.
But at the end of the day, truly, it doesn't matter. For her at least. He’s getting drafted into the National Hockey League and Clementine brought two waterproof mascaras to prepare.
“God, El.” Maeve puts a hand on her best friend’s shoulder. “You must be so proud.”
“It’s definitely a big week,” Ellen says. Jack puts his head on Clementine’s shoulder because she somehow ended up in the middle seat. But she doesn’t shove him off like she usually would.
Every time she sees these boys — this family — again, she feels more grateful to have them.
“Thanks for picking us up,” Clementine says. “You really didn’t have to.”
“Oh, it was nothing.” Ellen says. “Now tell us about college, honey. Only one more year to go! Well, of undergrad at least.”
…..
Later that night, they’re about to go inside a nice restaurant for dinner when Clementine squeals, launching herself at Quinn. She feels his laughter as she squeezes tight and she holds on longer than normal.
“Hey Clem,” he says.
She pulls back and smiles, before hugging him again. “Hi Q.”
“It’s so good to see you,” he says, as Clementine lets go to let him hug Maeve, who sways him. Clementine thinks she sees her mother’s eyes water.
Clementine turns to beam at Jim. “Hi Jimmy!”
“Hey sunshine,” he says with a laugh, hugging her and kissing her on the cheek. “Glad you and your mom made it.”
“Of course.” They all file into the restaurant and take their seats. She sits inbetween Quinn and Ellen with Jack directly across from her. She narrows her eyes when he kicks her foot and purposefully avoids her eye contact.
She turns to Quinn with a wide smile. “Look at you. You’re such a star.”
Quinn laughs nervously. “What are you talking about?”
“We’re here. In Dallas. To watch you get drafted. This is a big deal!”
“Are you gonna cry?” Luke teases.
Clementine snorts. “Of course I am. Stupid question, Lukey. I’m gonna be crying all weekend.” She wraps an arm around Quinn and leans in for a side hug. “I’m sorry I didn’t get to come to see you play at Michigan this year. I’ll try my best next season.”
“What?” Quinn asks, genuinely confused. “It’s okay. I-I didn’t expect you to. You’re busy at school.”
She shrugs, thanking the waitress for pouring out her glass of water before turning back to Quinn. “I want to, though. Jack and Luke and even Trevor keep texting me that I need to come to one.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Quinn says. And Clementine knows he means it too, the sweet boy. “I’m serious. You already stream the games and that’s completely unnecessary.”
“Sorry I want to support my best friend slash brother.”
Quinn pouts, “Well now I feel like an asshole.”
Clementine just smirks as everyone looks over the menu.
Dinner is simply wonderful. The food is yummy but the company is even better, as she finds herself laughing loudly at all of Ellen’s classic stories and Maeve bouncing off of her old friend seamlessly. Clementine just giggles under her breath as she watches Jim sit there in amusement and sometimes exasperation, ordering a second beer before their main courses even come. The boys are the boys, lively as ever and filled with love. The feeling of anticipation and excitement in the air has Clementine just putting her chin on her hand, observing the love around her.
Her father would’ve loved this.
As if he knows that she’s about to go too deep in her thoughts, Luke pulls on her ponytail. She shoots him a look as she’s swallowing her bite of gnocchi. “What?”
He beams. “Nothing.”
She rolls her eyes, but smiles nonetheless. Luke will always be her baby, but it’s moments like this when she realizes that he’s growing up so fast. As Quinn laughs at something his dad said and she watches Luke’s eyes drift towards him, she bites her lip. Soon enough, it’ll be Luke in his oldest brother’s shoes seeing what team will draft him.
She blinks as a hand waves in front of her. “Earth to Clee,” Jack says.
“What’s up?”
Jack gives her a hopeful look. “Can I try some of your pasta?”
“Cut me a piece of your steak and then we’ll talk.”
…..
The next few days, Clementine and her mom explore Dallas. Ellen, Jack and Luke join them when they can, Jim comes on the rare time that he doesn’t have meetings and Quinn is just too busy to join at all. Clementine’s surprised Ellen, Jack and Luke are even tagging along with them. But she welcomes it.
Until Jack is nudging her way too close to the edge of the sidewalk and she stumbles. Luke just laughs and both Ellen and Maeve don’t see it because they’re walking up ahead. Assholes.
The day of the draft comes quickly, and her and her mom are staying in the same hotel the Hughes family is. They get ready right after lunch, as Maeve and Clementine take charge of being the communication liaison for the rest of the Hughes family who’s here on this special day to let Ellen and Jim handle what they need to. Ever since the day Ellen introduced Maeve to her family, Maeve’s become one of them. Clementine smiles as she watches Geegs, Ellen’s mom, and her mom hug, opening her own arms happily when it’s her turn.
“Hi Sweetie.”
“Hi Geegs,” she lets the older woman place her hands on her cheeks.
“You look more like your father the older you get. Beautiful.”
Clementine swallows as she reaches up to squeeze her pseudo-grandma’s wrists, before turning to greet the various other family members. Most of them she knows, some she doesn’t. Many she hasn’t seen since she went to college.
She volunteers to wait downstairs for everyone to come while her mom makes a few trips to and from the hotel room where Ellen, Jim, Quinn, Jack and Luke are. Once she’s 99% sure everyone is at the hotel, she makes the trip up to the room herself. In the elevator mirror, she glances at her outfit. A blush pink wrap dress with white heeled sandals. She’s decided to keep her hair down, a hair elastic around her wrist that will no doubt be used the second she steps outside into the Dallas heat. Earrings that Ellen gave her for her 18th birthday are dangling from her ears.
And of course, the three friendship bracelets tied around her left wrist. They don’t match any part of her outfit, but it doesn’t matter. She rubs over them with her right thumb as the elevator door opens.
When she knocks on the door, it’s swung open immediately by one of their many cousins. Emily, who can’t be more than five years old, immediately wraps her arms around Clementine’s legs.
Clementine laughs, maneuvering carefully so that she can shut the door behind her before bending down to fully hug the girl. “Hi Em.”
“Hi Clee!”
“How are you?” Clementine stands back up. “You look so pretty.”
“Thank you,” Emily reaches out to tug at Clementine’s hand and she obliges. “Everyone’s been looking for you.”
“Really?” Clementine asks skeptically as she follows the young girl down the short hallway.
“Well, maybe just me.” They come to a stop and there’s a big call of her name echoed throughout the room. Clementine smiles bashfully. The Hughes extended family has always been nice to her, but this isn’t her day. She eyes the camera out of the corner of her eye and blinks.
Sometimes she forgets that the three boys she calls her brothers have outside attention on them. Which is dumb, because duh. But she forgets they’re not just… Quinny, Jacky and Lukey.
Though today, out of all days, nothing will let her forget. She thinks she’s okay with that.
The sound of Luke calling out her name puts her a bit more at ease. “I was starting to think you got lost.” She rolls her eyes, ignoring him as she gets pulled into hugs.
She eventually stops in front of her mother, who just raises an eyebrow and lowers her voice. “You have the cufflinks?”
She nods, blindly reaching into her purse and feeling around for her small gift for Quinn. “Yeah. I’ll give it to him when he starts getting dressed.”
Jim, who overhears the exchange between mother and daughter, eyes them suspiciously. “Cufflinks? Mae, you already got him-”
“Not from me,” Maeve sings with a mischievous smile. “Technically, this one is all Clem.” Jim rolls his eyes as Clementine smiles innocently, before she gets pulled into a conversation with Lara, one of the aunts.
She notices immediately when Quinn is ducking into the attached bedroom to change and quickly scurries in his direction. She stops in the doorway, watching as Quinn starts unzipping the garment bag that’s holding the suit that Maeve gifted him for this very day. “You have a second?” Clementine says.
Quinn turns around quickly with a small smile. “Of course.” Clementine walks in and reaches into the outside pocket, taking out the small black pouch. Immediately, Quinn is shaking his head. “Clem, no.”
“You don’t even know what it is!”
“I don’t have to. Clem, the fact that you’re here and I’m wearing a suit your mom made me. That’s enough. That’s more than enough.”
Clementine pouts, “It’s never enough. Open it.” With a skeptical look, he carefully takes the pouch for her hands and opens it. He gently lays the cufflinks out on the palm of his hand. They’re silver, a Q and an H written out in cursive on each. “It’s nothing too crazy, but-”
“It’s perfect,” Quinn breathes out. He closes his fest and looks up, pulling Clementine into a very tight hug. “Thank you so much.”
She can feel herself starting to tear up. Dammit. “I’m so…god, I don’t know.”
He pulls away and laughs. “You’re already crying?”
“I’m trying not to,” she whines, watching as he puts the cufflinks back into the pouch and places them on a nearby table. She clears her throat. “I’ll let you get ready.”
She smiles at him one last time before turning around to walk out of the room. “Clem?” He says.
She whips her head back around. “Yeah?”
“I love you.”
She swallows and puts a hand up. “Don’t,” she says, trying to keep her voice steady. He laughs and she laughs with him. “I love you too, Quinny. So much.”
He nods and she leaves the room and enters the other bedroom. Immediately, she’s met with Jack. He takes one look at her watery eyes and cackles. “Oh, I’m so glad you’re here.”
“Shut the fuck up.”
Jack’s eyes widen as he clasps his watch around his wrist. “Little ears!”
“You’re a big boy. You can handle it.” She sits down on the edge of the bed across from him, eyeing his formal attire. Only his blazer is missing. She softens. “You look great.”
Jack beams. “Thanks, Clee! You do too.”
“You think?” She says playfully, smoothing down her dress.
“Yes,” he says genuinely, causing her to look at him. “You look beautiful.”
She just smiles, making grabby hands at him. Jack obliges, collapsing into her for a tight hug that has a tear falling down Clementine’s face. A few other ones slip out as Luke walks in and immediately wraps himself around the two.
The ride to the arena is quick, Maeve in charge of driving her daughter, Aunt Lara, Uncle Rich and Emily. Once they’re parked, Maeve sees a text from Ellen saying that that the Hughes family who were riding on the bus also just got there and asks if she and Clementine can meet them for a second before they all go their separate ways — the Hughes family to their spots and the others to the designed family and friends area on the other side of the arena. Maeve furrows her eyebrows, muttering about what her old friend could possibly want, but obliges.
Clementine hears the crowd before she sees them, knowing that Quinn is somewhere in the thrall. Before Clementine and Maeve can be confused about where they go, they see Ellen waving them over.
“What’s up? Did you forget something?” Maeve asks.
Ellen shakes her head with a smile. Suspicious. “No. Come on. They just opened the doors.”
“What?” Maeve and Clementine ask in unison as they follow Ellen.
“Surprise! You two are sitting with us.”
“El-”
“Nope,” Ellen glares at Maeve. “No arguments. Quinn wanted you both with him when his name gets called, and it’s his day, so what he says goes.”
Clementine snorts. Dirty move pulling that. But she knows Ellen knows exactly what she’s doing.
“Are you sure?” Clementine asks softly.
Ellen pulls her into a side hug as they walk into the building together. “Of course, honey. You’re family. You know that.”
The only three people who are actually in their seats when the three of them go up to their row are Jack, Luke and Geegs, who all just smile and direct them both to their designated seats — Clementine inbetween Jack and Geegs while Maeve is inbetween Ellen and Jim. Maeve sits on the other side of Geegs, the seat momentarily open and Ellen immediately leaves because she’s getting signaled to do media.
Thank god that she doesn’t have to do that, Clementine thinks. She thinks she’d rather die.
Clementina takes her seat and narrows her eyes playfully at Jack and Luke. “You little secret keepers.”
Luke laughs as Jack smirks. “Good to see you again.”
“Yeah,” she breathes out, looking around and taking in her surroundings for the first time. “This is bananas.”
“Pretty cool, isn’t it?” Luke says. And yeah, it is cool. And wonderful. But also scary? And Clementine’s not the one being drafted.
Clementine sees Quinn and the Tkachuk brothers coming up to where they are. She’s only met Brady and Matthew a handful of times, but everytime has been as lovely as the last. Brady is immediately occupied by Jack and Luke so Clementine turns to Matthew, standing up and giving him a quick hug.
“Hey Clementine. Long time no see,” Matthew says into her ear.
Clementine chuckles. “Hi Matty. It’s good to see you.”
“You look beautiful. Most stunning woman in the room.”
She rolls her eyes. Fucking charmer. “The flirting didn’t work when we were 17. It’s not gonna work when we’re 20.”
Matthew pouts playfully. “At least I tried.” He smiles genuinely. “You excited? It’s a big day.”
“Yeah. It’s quite something.” They both look at Quinn and Brady and she nudges Matthew. “Big day for you guys too. I bet your parents are excited.”
“Yeah, they are. I’m sure you’ll see them later. Last I heard you were in college?”
“I am. Just finished my junior year at UCLA. One more to go.”
Matthew whistles. “Damn. You still wanna be a doctor?”
“That’s the plan.”
He shakes his head with a smirk. “Smartest Hughes by far.” She just shoves his shoulder playfully.
“Clem!” Brady interrupts them by corralling her into a hug, causing Matthew to almost fall.
Clementine giggles. “Hey Brady. Congratulations.”
“Thank you,” Brady beams. Clementine finds him absolutely endearing.
“Whatever team calls your name is lucky to have you.” Brady just keeps smiling and it’s so damn infectious.
Ellen and Jim return and Brady and Matthew take that as a signal that they should head back to their seats. Clementine smiles as the boys all exchange hugs — Quinn and Brady’s lasting longer than all the others — and settles back into her seat. Geegs offers her a bottle of water and Clementine thanks her with a grin.
“I’m nervous,” she mutters to Geegs, so the boys can’t hear and make fun of her.
“Me too, sweetie.” She says, patting her leg in such a grandmotherly way that makes Clementine miss her own. She catches Clementine looking down the row at Jack, Luke and Quinn, in that order and takes her hand to squeeze it. “They’re always gonna need you, you know?”
She whips her head back, Geegs with a light smile on her face. “What do you mean?” Clementine asks.
“It doesn’t matter what team all three of them will eventually get drafted to, they’re always gonna need their big sister.”
Immediately, Clementine shakes her head, trying not to fucking cry at an event that has nothing to do with her. “They’ve been doing just fine on their own.”
“Sweetie.” Geegs just says, looking at her with that look.
And Clementine realizes the last time she saw that look, three years ago, a day before she was on a flight to LA, her father dying nine months prior but it feeling like yesterday. She had broken down in her childhood bedroom in Toronto, where everyone was downstairs about to have a farewell dinner to send her off. Geegs had seen her first before getting Maeve and Ellen, and then the three women were just holding Clementine and letting her cry. She had gone on a ramble about leaving home and going to LA and how she misses her dad and how her brothers are going to be so far away and are gonna forget about her. It was a lot for her at that time and the three most important women in her life helped her through it.
She just leans her head on Geegs’s shoulder, before placing a kiss on her cheek. “Love you.”
“Love you too, sweet girl.”
Geegs is about to say more before Jack starts incessantly tapping on Clementine’s shoulder. She rolls her eyes but catches Geegs’s knowing look before turning. “What?” Jack pouts at the snap in her tone and Clementine sighs. “Oh don’t give me that.”
“Why not? It works everytime.”
“What’s up?”
He just nudges her shoulder. “Just, I don’t know, wanna make sure you’re good.”
Clementine smiles, leaning her head on his shoulder as he rests his arm around the back of her seat. “I’m perfect.”
“You sure?”
She bites her lip. “Yeah. I just, I don’t know, not trying to bring down the mood but, I wish Dad was here, you know? He would’ve loved all this.”
Jack swallows and she feels him lean his head atop of hers. “Yeah,” he breathes out. “I was thinking that this morning, when we were all at the hotel and everything. I wish he was here too.”
She sneaks a look at Quinn, who’s chatting with his mom. “He would’ve been so proud.”
Jack hums. “Love you, Clee.”
It’s the second time she’s heard that from someone in the Hughes family in two minutes, but it still makes her emotional all the same. “Love you too, Jacky.” She breathes out and tries to gather herself. “God, can we get this show on the road? I’m getting antsy.”
Jack snorts. “Already? It’s gonna be a long night for you then.”
She narrows her eyes. “Careful. If you want me to sneak you a sip of alcohol later, you have to be nice to me.”
Jack huffs. “I can’t wait until the day I’m legal. The drinking age being 19 here is ruining my vibe.”
“Got a couple more years until that, buddy.” And then the arena lights start dimming and a tribute for the Humboldt Broncos tragedy starts.
It begins.
When Quinn’s name gets called seventh overall to the Vancouver Canucks, Clementine jumps out of her seat and immediately starts crying as she watches him hug his brothers, before hugging her tightly.
“I’m so proud of you, Q.” She mutters into his shoulder.
“Thanks, Clem.”
“I love you so much.”
“I love you too.” And she lets go to let him hug his grandmother.
Clementine catches Ellen’s gaze right after Quinn hugs his mother and they share a watery smile, as she watches Maeve squeeze Quinn and kiss him on the cheek. As she watches him go down the stairs and give Brady a hug — she cheered extra loud when Ottawa called his name out earlier — she takes a deep shaky breath but laughs when Luke urges her to take Quinn’s seat. She sits down and squeezes Ellen’s hand, before Ellen kisses her on the cheek.
Clementine is so overwhelmed and proud and excited for what’s to come, while also being very emotional about how much hard work it took for Quinn to get here. She’s had a front seat on seeing him grow up and it’s been the most incredible ride.
Later, when they finally all meet up with Quinn again at one of the suites in the arena, she’s about half a vodka cranberry in and just watches all his admirers greet him, the Canucks jersey and hat adorning him nicely. When he finally comes up to her, she beams.
Quinn laughs as he hugs her, “Already starting to drink?”
“It’s a big day,” she says, pulling away to look him up and down. “Holy shit, dude.”
“Careful. I’m mic’ed up.”
She rolls her eyes. “They can bleep that out. I’m so happy for you. How you feeling?”
“Good, good.” That’s all the words they exchange before other family members rightfully step in to offer their congratulations.
She knows it won’t fully sink in until later, probably when he makes his NHL debut. But what a special day that will live in Clementine’s memory forever.
(It’s not until they’re transferring the celebration to a nearby restaurant / bar does Clementine remember. She literally stops in her tracks, and Quinn, who’s walking beside her and was talking about all the media stuff he had to do, looks at her, confused.
“Everything good?” He asks.
Clementine digs into her purse to pull out an envelope. “Yeah. I just almost forgot.”
He takes the envelope, still confused. “What’s this?”
“It’s from Dad.” Quinn blinks at the familiar scribble of his name. “I’ve been keeping it safe this whole time.”
“Fuck, Clem. I-what’s in it?”
She shrugs. “Whatever he wanted to say to you during this moment. I got one when I graduated high school. I’m almost certain your parents probably got theirs today or will eventually from my mom.” She smiles sadly as Quinn sniffs, still staring at the envelope. “Read it later,” she urges softly. “It’ll still be there tomorrow.”
Quinn nods, putting it inside his suit jacket as they continue walking. “Yeah, that’s probably for the best.” He pauses for a few seconds before hugging Clementine the tightest he’s hugged her today. “Thank you.”
“I’m just the messenger,” Clementine says, but she hugs him back. “I know he’s so proud of you, wherever he is.”
Quinn just nods into her shoulder and Clementine feels like they’re kids again)
2019 - los angeles, california
you’re the only friend i need
sharing beds like little kids
and laughing till our ribs get tired
but that will never be enough
- “ribs” by lorde
Clementine’s trying to stifle a yawn as the speeches start. At least they got over the majority of the speeches yesterday during all-university commencement.
She knows her mom, Ellen and Jim are in the crowd somewhere, from the selfie she got from them as she was waiting to walk to her seat. Thankfully it’s not that hot out, especially for LA, otherwise she’d be more restless than she already is in her lace white dress. Having a ceremony outside is kinda nice, actually, especially with the wind brushing around her legs.
She walks on the stage, shakes the dean’s hand, gets her diploma and doesn’t faceplant at all, so she takes that as a win. She cheers for her friends when they walk across, and she’s still trying to wrap her head around the fact that four years have gone by so slowly yet so quickly. It’s been filled with great and tough moments, but she’s grateful despite it all.
They throw their hats up and she embraces her friends, thinking about how they’re all gonna be spread out around the country in just a few months. Clementine’s staying in California, at least, heading to Stanford for medical school in the fall, but it’ll be so different.
But that’s the beauty of it all, right?
After exchanging a few texts with her mom to establish a meeting place, she briskly walks over to the area, eager to see her family. But she stops in her tracks when she sees Quinn, Jack and Luke.
They’re not supposed to be here. She blinks, wondering if she’s imagining it. But she hears Luke scream her name and it’s real. All in various colors of a button up and slacks and they’re fucking here.
“Oh my god,” she says to herself before running over — as fast as she can in these heels — and absolutely crashing into Luke. Her cap falls off but she can’t even care. Jack’s next and hearing his laugh so close to her ear makes her fully start sobbing. By the time Quinn is swaying her side to side and handing her a huge bouquet of flowers “from all three of us,” she’s afraid her eyeliner is ruined.
She quickly hugs her mom, Ellen and Jim, accepting two more smaller bouquets and turns back to the boys. “You guys are not-how are you here?”
“This was the plan all along,” Quinn laughs. “Come on, Clem. We weren’t gonna miss this.”
“B-but you’re supposed to be, I don’t know, somewhere! Jack, you’re supposed to be doing whatever the hell people do a week before their draft. And Luke, I swear you told me you had a tournament.”
Everyone’s laughing at her disbelief. “Just a few white lies here and there,” Jack says with a proud smile. “Quinn’s right. We wouldn’t miss this.”
“Congratulations, Clemmy!” Luke beams and Clementine wants to squeeze his fucking cheeks. “You didn’t trip walking across the stage.”
“And isn’t that a relief,” Jim jokes.
Clementines points at the parents in mock accusation after adjusting her hold on all the flowers and her diploma. “You guys knew about this all along, didn’t you?”
“Of course we did,” Maeve rolls her eyes with a grin. “They’ve been planning this for months. Jack literally said he wouldn’t go to Worlds if it was at the same time as your graduation.”
She whacks him lightly across the back of his head with her diploma. “Stupid.”
“Hey!” Jack whines, rubbing the back of his head.
“Okay, pictures! Before Clem completely cries her makeup off.” Ellen exclaims as they all laugh. Pictures take way too long but Clementine can’t even complain, even when Jack blows raspberries on her and she wants to strangle him.
As they all walk around campus, Clementine giving an unofficial tour, she points out her old residences, where she used to study, where she’s cried, where she’s laughed. This campus means so much to her and houses so many memories that they’re not a part of. She also gets updates since the last time she saw them over her brief winter break. Luke officially committed to the NTDP, Quinn made his debut with the Canucks that she’s still upset she couldn’t make it for, both Quinn and Jack went to the World Championships, not to mention that Jack’s draft is literally in a week.
They’re so interested in hearing about her last semester of college and congratulate her officially on Stanford even though Clementine thinks that’s nothing compared to what they’re accomplishing. She voices that, and Quinn immediately gives her a disapproving look that is kinda funny coming from someone younger than her and Luke rolls his eyes with the bold sass of a 15 year old.
Maybe that’s a good thing, Clementine thinks as Jack starts saying how he always talks to his friends about how his “smart, cool older sister” is gonna be a doctor and go to one of the top schools in the country. They all have their talents and they see each other’s accomplishments as the coolest thing in the world.
She knows not everyone has that kind of support system. She is so blessed that she does, especially today.
She’s surprised even more when she’s told her mom booked a reservation for one of her favorite farm to table places nearby for dinner, and she indulges herself with two glasses of wine, turning a blind eye when Quinn sneaks a sip. She glares when Luke tries though. Quinn’s at least closer to legal age.
As she gets healthily tipsy, giggling at every single thing being said and Quinn subtly filling up her glass of water, a tear slips out again. Luckily, no one notices because she wipes it away very quickly.
Everything’s moving so fast. She wishes it would slow down.
2019 - vancouver, british columbia
slow down, you’re doing fine
you can’t be everything you wanna be before your time
although it’s so romantic on the borderline tonight
- “vienna” by billy joel
Clementine likes to think she’s more prepared this time around. But deep down, she asks herself if she really is.
The vibe leading up to this draft compared to last year has been a bit different. While there was a good amount of focus on Quinn last year, it’s ramped so much higher this time around for Jack. She’s heard all about the hype. The draft of the Americans. The draft where Jack’s projected to go first.
And she really applauds Jack for handling it as well as he has. Clementine turns 22 in two weeks and she doesn’t think she could be as collected as Jack is at 18. But then again, all three brothers have been preparing for something like this their whole lives.
Her and her mother are sitting with the family again with the draftees and this time it’s not a surprise. Maeve once again bought Jack’s suit and Clementine gifted him a watch this morning, and also gave him the letter from Miguel because she vowed to herself that she wouldn’t almost forget like she did for Quinn’s. Jack had just given her the longest hug.
Jack’s been smiles all morning, confidence radiating off his skin. Clementine knows that most of that is genuine — Jack has always worn his fearlessness the most outwardly compared to his brothers. So when he says he isn’t nervous, she believes him.
At least this time she has a clearer idea of where Jack will be. It’s either going to be New Jersey or New York. She, and everyone in the hockey world, would be shocked if he ended up in Chicago.
New Jersey would be extra special. Her dad grew up there. So she hopes all the prediction articles she’s read are correct.
So now here they are. A different country and arena this time around. She’s sitting next to Luke and Geegs and there’s a lot more media that’s paying attention to them. Like right now, where it’s only her and Geegs at their seats because the entire Hughes family is doing media. Being on the bus with them this time around instead of driving to the arena herself, Clementine got more of a look into the behind the scenes stuff before the draft starts. She watched with pride as Jack walked down the carpet, signing autographs and probably charming every single person out there.
As she walked into Rogers Arena, she got more nervous, smoothing down her olive green dress with her sweaty palms. She’s wearing the same white sandals she wore last year because of some sentimental thought she had in her head while figuring out her outfit. Friendship bracelets are on, hair is fully up this time in a high curled ponytail and her head’s all over the place.
But she also is distracted as Jack has wanted to introduce her to everyone. She’s met a lot of the kids in the program at least once, but it’s been awhile and it feels like she’s meeting them again. Everyone except for Alex, who has crashed some of Jack’s FaceTimes with her since he’s lived with the Hughes’ the last two years. Because of that, she’s inadvertently adopted him as another younger brother of sorts. Cole has the widest smile on his face and Clementine just wants to put him in her pocket. Trevor’s laugh is so contagious that Clementine understands why Jack always says him and Trevor are almost the same person.
As she watches all of them together, she feels sad that she’s had to miss out on stuff like this, watching her younger brothers find their friends and their way and her only appearing in the stories the boys tell but not actually being in the stories. But what can she do? She chose to go to California for school. She’s choosing to stay in California for school. All with their full support and encouragement.
That doesn’t mean she can’t be sad that she’s missing things back home. Wherever that is.
She snaps herself out of it though, those pangs of sadness she’s felt throughout the morning. It’s not fair on her emotions that she literally just packed her own stuff up from UCLA a week ago and now is here for one of Jack’s biggest moments. He’s so excited. She doesn’t want to cloud that.
Jack’s ability to be so happy and excited is one of the best things about him.
Once everyone’s back to their seats, she’s bouncing her leg. Without looking, Quinn just puts a hand on her thigh to calm her down and she wonders for the 100th time in the last week when the fuck he got so observant and mature.
(He always has been. Clementine’s just in a state of constant denial lately.)
Jack gets picked first overall to the New Jersey Devils and Clementine, to no one’s surprise, starts crying.
“Let’s go, baby!” He practically screams into her ear as he hugs her.
She laughs through her tears. “Congrats, Jacky. Love you.”
“Love you more, Clee.”
Jack walks down and makes his way onto the stage and Clementine is having the most intense case of deja vu in her life. Maeve hands her a tissue and she knows that some camera is capturing her wiping her eyes carefully. Hopefully the camera captures her whacking Quinn as he makes fun of her as well. She puts her hands over her heart watching Jack shake Gary Bettman’s hand. She can feel her dad’s love and happiness as if he’s here.
And maybe he is, even if not physically. He’s here somewhere.
(Hearing “Coming Home” by Diddy - Dirty Money and Skylar Grey playing as Jack walked down had Clementine wanting to slam her head through a wall. She knows Jack probably didn’t put too much thought into the song, but as she hears Skylar’s voice crooning on about letting the rain wash the pain away and coming home and forgiving mistakes, what else is she supposed to feel?)
She watches one by one as Jack’s friends get drafted with a big smile while enjoying the quiet commentary that Jim is offering. She’s still trying to wrap her head around the fact that Jack will probably be playing in the NHL this year and she still clearly remembers him hiding her shoes when they were younger.
Clementine laughs as Jack launches himself at her when she sees him later, laughs even more when he and his buddies are being stupid and so boy-like that it makes her heart ache. At some point, someone has control of the aux and “The Spins” by Mac Miller starts playing and Clementine feels fond. Quinn appears beside her and she leans into him.
“Is this how you feel all the time when you see us?” He asks.
She breathes out. “Yup.”
“I don’t know how you do it.”
“Me neither, Q.”
He chuckles. “The curse of being an older sibling.”
“You have no fucking idea.”
“The first thought I had when his name was called was that Miguel would’ve screamed.”
She snorts. “Probably true. I gave Jack his letter this morning.”
“I know. I accidentally walked in just as he was finishing reading it.” He pauses suddenly. “Will you come watch when I come to play the Sharks?”
She looks over at the vulnerable look in his eyes. “Of course.” She realizes then where Quinn’s fears are going. Michigan is only an hour and a half away from Jersey by plane, while Vancouver is four hours away by plane. She’s gonna be the closest to him out of the seven of them. “Of course I will, Quinn. Always.”
“Thanks,” Quinn replies, voice a bit rough. She just presses a kiss to his cheek.
…..
The next morning, Clementine’s woken up by a knock on the door. She groans, but the knocks keep happening so she kicks herself off the bed, throws on a UCLA sweatshirt over herself and opens the door. Jack’s standing at the doorway, hair all over the place and t-shirt and shorts wrinkly.
“What the fuck, Jack?” She asks bluntly.
“Sorry.” At least he looks apologetic. “Shit, sorry. I’m just a bit restless.”
“Get in. Quietly. We can talk on the balcony.” Jack gives her a thankful smile as he follows her into the room. They tiptoe past so that Maeve doesn’t wake up, Clementine grabbing her phone along the way.
She groans as he closes the balcony door and she sinks down into one of the seats. “Jack, it’s 8 in the goddamn morning. Did you not see Ellen and I knocking back shots yesterday?”
Jack snorts. “Who didn’t? I’m pretty sure at least 10 people were filming.”
“What can I say? Your family and friends think I’m entertaining.” She yawns. “What’s up, superstar? What’s got your mind racing at this ungodly hour?”
He shrugs and Clementine wants to roll her eyes. But her semi-awake brain reminds her that this is how all three of them, but especially Jack, has always been. When there’s something bothering him, she always gives him time and lets him come to her.
A few minutes of silence, before:
“I’m not in over my head, right?”
“About?”
“Everything.”
Clementine blinks. Frankly, she’s too tired and hungover to be a big sister right now. But she’ll try her best. “Jack Rowden Hughes. Don’t tell me you were just drafted number one in the National Hockey League, which is something that had been predicted for at least two years now, and are telling me you’re in over your head.”
He flinches. “Don’t full name me. It’s too early for that.”
She kicks him in the ribs. “You’re a good player, Jack. Which is honestly probably an understatement. I’ve seen you play since you were literally a child. It’s almost freaky how good you are.”
“But you have to say that.”
“I don’t have to say anything,” Clementine says. “I don’t have the time and energy to be bullshitting people anymore, especially you.”
Jack looks down at his hands. “I guess the expectations have always been there, especially recently. But it’s so much more now and that’s kinda scary, Clee.”
“Everything new is always gonna be scary,” Clementine says softly, the breeze waving with her words. “Always. I don’t care how ready for it you’ve been. I’ve been wanting to be a doctor since I was 16. You think I’m not scared to go to Stanford in the fall?”
He furrows his eyebrows. “B-but you’re so smart. You’re gonna be fine.”
“And you’re so talented. So you’re gonna be fine.” She says pointedly. “Realistically, no one can predict the future. Of course I hope that you and Quinn have a great rookie year and a long, successful career ahead of you. Same with Lukey when it’s his turn. But inevitably, there’s gonna be hard moments. That’s just life. You and I both know that. Hell, we’ve been through that together. Will people talk shit about your hard moments more than mine? Yeah, unfortunately, which I hate and wish I could change. But those people, you need to remember, don’t know you. The people who do know you and who love you whether you have skates on your feet or not? Those are the people you should be listening to. And we all love you and are so, so proud of you, Jacky.”
He scooches his chair over and leans his head on her shoulder. “How do you always know what to say?”
“I think I’ve known you all long enough just to know what to say so that you’ll listen to me.” She plays with his hair, staring out into the harbor the hotel borders. “You got all the time in the world to be who you want to be, Jack. And maybe sometimes that requires being in your head a bit. But you’ll come out okay in the end. You always have.”
She swears she feels a few of his tears drip onto her shirt. “I love you, Clee. I know I say it a lot but I mean it everytime.”
“I know you do.”
“I cried when you got your diploma last week.”
“I know. Luke told me.”
“Traitor,” he says with no heat. He throws his legs over her lap and tucks himself into her. “I-I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
“I don’t know what I’d do without you,” she parrots back.
He looks up at her from where he’s tucked his head under her chin and Clementine smiles sadly. He looks so young when he does that. He pouts. “You look sad.”
“I’m not sad.”
He gives her a look. “Clementine Ana Sandoval.”
“Hey. You can’t do that,” she protests weakly. He waits. “I’m not sad, really. It’s just been an emotional week. In a happy way.”
“You can still be emotional in a happy way and be sad.”
She smiles. “I guess you’re right.” She kisses the top of his head. “I am so proud of you, Jack. Truly. I love you so much.”
“I love you the most, Clee. I’m serious.���
She looks at him with a smile, because she knows there’s just no way. He smiles back brightly in the morning light.
His lips quiver and she frowns. “We’re gonna be so far apart now.” He whispers.
“We haven’t lived close to each other in awhile.”
“But it’s gonna be even farther.”
“Like I told Quinn, whenever you come play at San Jose, I’ll be there. I promise.”
“And what if I need you other times?”
“When have you called me and I haven’t picked up? Or haven’t called back within the hour?” Silence from him, because he knows she has a point. “Doesn’t matter how far apart we are. I’ll always be there for you.”
He nods, once to indicate that he heard, twice to inject those words into his veins. He kisses her cheek and she bites her lip. She’ll always love him.
(They end up dozing off. Maeve wakes up and is very confused when she looks to see her daughter’s empty bed. Her gaze shifts to the balcony beyond the glass door and she smiles, watching Clementine and Jack’s chests fall and rise in sync.
Maeve snaps a picture and sends it to Ellen, before getting out of bed to shower. She’ll give them some more time to rest.)
2021 - canton, michigan
laugh until we think we’ll die
barefoot on a summer night
never could be sweeter than with you
- “home” by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros
The second her mom pulls into the Hughes’s driveway after 13 hours of being in the car, Clementine immediately runs to Ellen, who’s standing by the doorway waiting to greet them.
She breathes in Ellen’s familiar citrus perfume and melts into her arms. A year and a half into the pandemic has felt like 30 years, and Clementine just feels lucky that she can be here. She steps aside to let Maeve and Ellen embrace, getting the luggage from the car.
“Where are Jimmy and the boys?” Maeve asks as they all gather in the kitchen and Ellen starts reheating some lasagna.
“Playing golf. They’ll be back soon.”
All three of them are collectively a bottle of white wine in deep when they hear a call pull into the driveway. Clementine can hear the moment the boys see the Massachusetts license plate because she hears Luke scream “Maeve and Clemmy are here!” and three car doors slamming before they barrel into the house.
Clementine just waves her fingers and giggles. Quinn reaches her first, hugging her and lifting her off the stool as she laughs into his neck. Luke’s next — has he grown even more? — and she places three consecutive kisses on his cheek. Jack’s smile is as bright as ever and she threads one hand in his hair as he spins her around.
Then finally, Jim, who’s been patiently waiting his turn. When she hugs him, she turns her cheek so that it’s against his chest. He places a fatherly kiss in her hair and she feels like a little girl again.
In her wine drunk stage, she happily listens to the boys babble on about whatever, Maeve chiming in from time to time with stories about what it’s like trying to teach ten year olds over Zoom. At one point, Jack spits out a mouthful of beer and Quinn’s grimacing while Clementine grabs a paper towel without missing a beat in her retelling of how she should’ve gotten an A on a final paper she submitted last semester.
(Jack had rolled his eyes, muttering “fucking overachiever” under his breath which Clementine glared at him for. Mr. Number One Pick shouldn’t be talking)
It sucks that Luke won’t be able to get the same draft experience his brothers did, but in a way, it’s a wonderful compromise. He gets to be at home surrounded by his family and friends. Sure, media is still somehow finding their way in because it’s the draft and because he’s a Hughes but it won’t be nearly as much as it has been before.
Clementine finds a bit of comfort in knowing that Luke won’t immediately jump into the NHL like Jack did. Not that she doesn’t want him to. She wants them to get everything they want in life. But Luke is her baby. He’s perpetually eight years old in her mind.
And this isn’t the time to dwell on this, but Jack’s rookie year was so tough on him. She’ll never forget getting a call at 2 am his time, absolutely hyperventilating over the phone. After that, she demanded he call her once every week for at least two months after. Luckily, Quinn had a great rookie year and Jack’s second year was better, but goodness, she needs a bit more time to prepare before she starts getting middle of the night calls from three Hughes brothers involving a world she’s still learning about day by day.
The next week is relaxing and lovely, Clementine having nothing to do for the first time in awhile having taken two weeks off from her summer job at Boston Children’s for this. She lets herself sleep in, takes naps in the backyard and on the boat, moves around slowly in the kitchen to help prepare dinner and cherishes the sounds of Quinn, Jack and Luke’s laughter echoing through the house.
…..
The night before the draft, Clementine feels a bit restless. She tosses aside her blanket and tiptoes downstairs in a Michigan sweatshirt that she’s stolen at some point this week. Wiping her eyes, she quietly opens cabinets and pokes through the pantry, concluding that the Hughes household has all the ingredients she needs to make brown sugar cookies. Luckily, sound doesn’t travel much in this house, she’s learned. Clementine starts to get to work.
By the time she’s waiting for the oven to finish preheating so she can put cookies into the oven, she hears footsteps coming down the stairs. She’s about to open her mouth to apologize but snaps it shut when she sees Quinn, all cozied up in a black t-shirt and gray sweats, hair absolutely all over the place.
He blinks. “Why are you awake?”
“Your guess is as good as mine.”
Quinn scans over the three trays of cookies waiting to go in. “Didn’t both our moms bake a gigantic cake today?”
“Yup.”
He hums. The oven beeps and before she can react, he slides the trays in. As he shuts the oven door, Clementine pours him a glass of water as she sets a timer on her phone.
“Why are you awake at this hour, Quinny?”
Quinn shrugs. “I was up to use the bathroom. Thought I heard something downstairs and wanted to check it out.”
She yawns. “Yeah, sorry.”
“I didn’t know you baked.”
“Newer habit. One of my roommates, Allie, you’ve met Allie over FaceTime, she’s a stress baker. Whenever exam season hit, there were baked goods all over our apartment. Picked up on a thing or two.”
Quinn hums. “What’s Allie up to this summer?”
“She just started her residency in Florida.”
“So she graduated?”
“Yup. Now I’m all alone.” Quinn rolls his eyes because he knows that’s not true. It isn’t. Clementine still has two other roommates as they continue looking for a third.
“I still can’t believe you had time to do med school applications as well as a full course load,” Quinn says. “Like, I know you said that’s kinda normal. But how did you have the time?”
Clementine snickers. “I’m not sure how I did. Pure rage and fumes? ”
“I mean, you’re superwoman. You always have been. But damn. There are really no breaks for you, eh?”
“Coming here is a break.”
“Good,” she ruffles his hair. Quinn sighs. “Can’t believe it’s finally little Lukey’s turn.”
“Yeah. I’ve been having a crisis about it all summer. Makes me feel old.”
“You’re only 24?”
“Exactly,” she deadpans. “Old.”
Quinn rolls his eyes. They both look up as someone else comes down the stairs. Alex, who came in just a few hours ago, rubs his eyes with his fists. “What the fuck are you two doing up awake?”
“Clem’s making cookies.”
Alex blinks. “And you are?”
“Keeping her company.”
Alex just shrugs before sitting down across from her. He nods in thanks when Clementine fills up a glass of water for him. “Haven’t really gotten the chance to catch up with you. How’s Stanford?”
Clementine snickers. “Good. Well, as good as it can be in a pandemic. School’s school. First two years were mostly by the textbooks. Next two will be textbooks and clinicals so I’ll be in the hospital. Hopefully.”
“Clinicals?”
“Like, actually working with patients. Or like, observing in the hospital with a supervisor. The good stuff.”
“Sounds smart,” Alex hums. “How do you feel that all your babies will have been drafted 24 hours from now?”
Fucking asshole. She doesn’t know why Ellen has a soft spot towards Alex when he’s clearly a nuisance. He just laughs at her pout and Quinn shakes his head with a close-lipped smile. “Don’t get her started. It’s 1 a.m.”
Her eyes roll so hard they might as well fall out of her head. “Don’t you have siblings?” He nods. “Are they younger or older?”
“Older. I’m the youngest.”
She huffs and Quinn grins. “That makes sense,” she says. “You don’t get it.”
Alex gets up and pulls Clementine into a quick side hug as he gets more water. “I only got to hear about how you were crying when Quinn and Jack got called. Now I’ll get to see for myself.”
“Careful,” she says wearily. Careful of what, she doesn’t know, but she needs to instill some sort of dominance as the oldest here. Quinn snickers into his sweatshirt.
Her timer beeps a few minutes later and she shuts it off. Quinn ushers her aside while he grabs the trays and sets them on the counter to cool while Clementine digs around for a large tupperware container to store them. Alex just stares at them hungrily and she can’t even be annoyed. She sees that look in all the Hughes brothers’ eyes all the time in the kitchen. And Alex might as well be a Hughes.
Once they each finish a cookie, Clementine shoos them both upstairs as she follows behind them to try and go back to sleep. Tomorrow’s a big day.
…..
The next morning comes quickly. She’s sharing a room and bed with her mother but she’s nowhere to be found. Instead, Clementine gets woken up by Jack jumping on her bed. Thankfully, he avoids anything that could really hurt her, but she still grunts, whacking him in the stomach and shooing him out of the room before beginning to get ready. She can already hear various family and friends coming through the front door downstairs.
She gets dressed in a cream romper she found on sale a month ago and pulls out, of course, the white sandals. She rummages through her backpack to find the letter — the final one she’s in charge of — and quickly debates on when she’ll give it to Luke.
Now, she decides, putting it on the bedside table. Before the cameras turn on. She slips her phone into the pockets of her romper — she’s pumped they even have pockets — and walks down the stairs. Immediately at the front door, she’s met with Emily. She’s nine now and Clementine just goes on her knees and holds her tightly. Clementine then quickly runs into Ellen, who wants to introduce her to some people — some she’s met a handful of times, some she hasn’t met once.
It’s lovely, in a way, knowing that while their lives are so intertwined, there’s always someone new to meet or someone to reunite with. The support system for all of them is so much larger than she could’ve ever dreamed of, as she grins when Sophia, who she last saw at Quinn’s draft, hugs her tight like they just saw each other yesterday. She’s in her second year at Michigan on the lacrosse team and so smiley and lovely.
Once she spots Luke, she taps his shoulder and he excuses himself from talking to one of Jim’s old friends. Luke’s constant smile this whole week has been small but genuine. As his eyes drift down to the envelope in her hands, she sees him swallow.
Clementine hands it over and claps a hand on his shoulder. “Later, yeah? When you have a minute.”
Luke just nods expectantly. Like almost everything in life, his brothers have gotten their letters before him. If Clementine sometimes thinks too much about it, it makes her almost sad that Luke’s always had someone do something before him, whether it’s her or Quinn and Jack. But it’s also a blessing, in a way, she thinks, because in her eyes, Luke is the best out of all of them in pretty much every single way possible because he’s seen how the older three have messed up and can take from that. She knows Quinn and Jack agree.
“Thanks for being here.”
“Of course.” She pulls him into a hug and breathes in. “Is that the cologne I gave you yesterday?”
“Yeah.”
“Cute.” Clementine gives him one last squeeze before pulling away. The house is filling up more and more and she knows her time is limited. “If I don’t catch you before, just remember that I love you, okay? And I’m so proud of you.”
“Thanks, Clemmy.”
“I’ll look at the schedule soon and try to come down to see a game when I can.”
His eyes light up. “Really?”
“Duh. I gotta put all this Michigan merch I have to some use.”
Luke shrugs. “I don’t know-I just figured, you saw Quinn at Michigan and you’ve seen Quinn and Jack in the show. Why would you come to see something you’ve already seen, you know?”
“Because it’s you, Lukey.” She squeezes his arm. “You’re always going to be my baby brother.”
She feels him relax as he folds himself into her arms again.
The day passes by in a blur as Clementine is enjoying catching up with everyone. And there’s a feeling of gratitude in that everyone can gather with each other again after so much isolation in different parts of the continent for so long. She sees Josh for the first time in literal years and happily spends time catching up with him.
For most of the day, she forgets that it’s draft day. She’s just bouncing around, sipping casually on her cider and snacking. The cookies she made the night before are gone very quickly, which makes her laugh to herself.
Once Luke disappears upstairs to get dressed, she finds herself leaning against a doorway, staring out into the living room that’s filled with people but not really looking at anything.
“You okay?”
She turns to see her mom, pearl earrings matching her deep red blouse. Clementine grins. “Yeah. Just zoned out for a minute.”
Maeve lets out a heavy breath. “Last one.”
“Yeah.”
“It’s weird. I always knew he’d get here. All of them. But then it happens. And you think you’re prepared, but you’re not.” Clementine perks up. Her mom doesn’t often get into these types of moods, always the fun-loving, energetic woman. Her dad was more the outwardly perceptive one. Maeve just continues with a small smile. “From the most adorable little boys to incredible young men.”
Clementine laughs. “They’ll always be little to me.”
“Take how you feel and multiply that by three hundred and that’s where I’m at as I’ve seen all of you together this week,” Maeve says with a snort. She hooks her chin on Clementine’s shoulder. “Love you, Clementine.”
“Love you too, Mom.”
Soon enough, everyone’s gathered in front of the TV, with a few cameras around and someone on standby who’s gonna do an interview right when Luke’s name gets called. On the couch and chairs at the front, from right to left, are Geegs, Ellen, Quinn, Luke, Jack and Jim. Her and Maeve are standing right behind Jim and Alex and Josh are next to Clementine.
This time, it could be Anaheim or Columbus or Detroit. Maybe San Jose.
Or it could be New Jersey.
She knows Jack has been pretty outwardly casual about it — he knows nothing, he’s just hoping. But she knows Jack. He wants his younger brother with him. And it would be lovely for those two to play on the same team. What are the odds?
(Apparently, pretty good.)
Luke gets drafted to New Jersey fourth overall. The whole house explodes with cheers. She’s never seen Jack so excited. Maeve puts her hands on Jim’s shoulders as Luke is hugging Quinn and Jim turns around, eyes wet. That’s what sets Clementine off crying. When it’s her turn to get a hug from Luke, she rises to her tiptoes and throws her arms around his neck.
“Congrats, Lukey. Proud of you.”
“Thanks, Clemmy. I love you.”
She smacks a kiss on his cheek. “I love you too.” Luke then hugs Maeve, Alex and Josh before continuing down the line.
From there, there’s media to be down and they quickly set up. Most of the family stays in the room as the three boys adjust themselves on the couch, ready to answer some questions. After Geegs gives her a big hug and Luke throws on Jack’s Devils jersey, Clementine bites her lip and suddenly spins on her heel, feeling overwhelmed.
Alex notices, furrowing his eyebrows as he lightly grabs her arm. “You okay?”
Clementine nods with a smile. “Yeah. I’m just gonna get some air.”
Alex just nods. “Okay,” he squeezes her shoulder in a side hug. “Don’t be too long or we’ll all come looking for you.”
“I won’t,” she promises, before quietly slipping out the screen door in the backyard.
She takes a deep breath, wiping her eyes and deciding to take a little walk around the block. She stares out at the sky, currently painted in hues of pink and purple as the sun is starting to set. Michigan is beautiful. She can understand why they all love it. She fiddles with the three friendship bracelets and her vision blurs as she starts lightly crying again.
It’s been a long time coming. All of this always has. But like her mom said, it doesn’t mean she’s ready for it.
After a nice walk, Clementine sits down on the swing in the front yard. She can hear the commotion happening inside the house and in the backyard, but she’s not quite ready to go back in yet. She watches the sun continue setting, thankful that it’s just windy and cool enough to not have the mosquitos attacking her.
Quinn’s in Vancouver. Jack’s in New Jersey. Both of them are looking to stay long term. Luke will be going to Michigan for at least a year. If Clementine’s inkling is right, it’ll be two, just like Quinn did. And then Luke will be in New Jersey. She’s in California for two more years. And then who knows where for residency afterwards. Ellen and Jim are mainly based in Michigan and her mom’s out in Massachusetts.
Will they ever all live close enough to each other again? Will there ever be more than just the holidays, which started already looking different ages ago when the boys started having tournaments at that time of the year? Will there ever be a time where they’re all able to be together for more than two — maybe three if they’re lucky — times a year?
She’s accepted by now that no, they probably will never live near each other again or see each other more than they currently do. But she can hope, right?
Because she’s made a home for herself in a few places now. Massachusetts, where Mom is. California, where she’s been for six years, She hasn’t lived in Toronto for six years now, but that will always be home too.
But home, Clementine realizes, as she hears Quinn’s contagious laughter filter from the house, is this. Home is Quinn’s subtle loyalty and kindness that knows no bounds. Home is Jack’s contagious vivacity and love that envelopes every room. Home is Luke’s steadfast resilience and empathy that pulls everyone in. Home is Ellen’s warm hugs and Jim’s proud eyes. Home is her own mother’s…everything.
Home is the way her father lives in all their memories, even six years after he’s gone. All the people he loved the most. That’s home.
The front door opens. She looks up as Luke walks out and immediately smiles. He looks good in Devils red. “Hey.”
He grins. “Hi. I was looking for you.”
“Just needed some air. Are you done with media and interviews?”
“Yeah,” he slides in next to her. She watches his handle fiddle with the envelope, “Luke” written unmistakingly in Miguel’s handwriting. “I wanted to read this with you.”
Clementine shakes her head. “Nope. I was given very specific instructions. Your-”
“Eyes only,” Luke finishes. “Yeah, yeah. I know. But could you stay here while I read it to myself?”
She softens with a smile. “Of course I can.”
She watches as his shaky hands carefully tear open the envelope, biting her lip as he unfolds the paper. She then purposely looks away as Luke leans forward, elbows on his knees, eyes scanning the words. She places a hand on his back, rubbing small circles to let him know that she’s here. Once she hears the sound of him folding the paper, she turns to look at him. His lips are quivering and she corrals him into a hug.
“I wish he was here,” Luke chokes out through tears and Clementine tilts her chin up to the sky to try to hold back her own. “I miss him so much, Clemmy.”
“Me too, Lukey,” she whispers, letting him place his head on her lap. “Me too.”
“It’s so unfair how little time we had with him,” he says and well, Clementine’s fully crying again because yeah, she was 17 when her dad died. But Luke was 11. Not even a teenager. “All I could really think of when I got picked was that Miguel’s from Jersey.”
Clementine smiles. “Yeah.”
“Kinda feels like fate, maybe?”
“Fate sounds good,” she says softly, stroking his cheek with her thumb as she smiles at him. “I really like the sound of that, actually.”
There are footsteps coming closer and Clementine turns behind her to see Quinn with Jack behind him. She gives them a bittersweet smile and nods at them to come sit. Quinn slides in next to her and Jack sits on the other side of Luke.
“You okay, Moose?” Quinn asks softly.
“Yeah,” Luke says in a scratchy voice. “I’ll come back in in a few minutes.”
“Take your time,” Jack says, exchanging a look with Clementine as she starts playing with Luke’s hair. “No rush.”
“Did all your letters make you feel like this?” Luke asks.
“Yup.” Jack snorts.
“Yeah.” Quinn sighs. “It still does.”
“I had to reapply my mascara before my grad party,” Clementine says lightly. All four of them chuckle. She swallows, “I love you guys. So much.”
Quinn kisses her on the cheek as Jack reaches out behind Luke to squeeze her shoulder. “We love you more, Clem.” Quinn mutters.
They stay out on the swing for a little while, just the four of them. Only when the sun sets do they make their way to the backyard to rejoin everyone. Before he gets pulled away again, Clementine holds Luke one last time.
bonus - 2028 - new york city, new york
ya no quiero que llores
the universe is gonna give you muchas flores
quitate ese miedo
you’ll be a lot more, trust me, yo te entiendo
- “a letter to my younger self” ambar lucid
Clementine really didn’t need everyone to be here. It’s only a lunch after all.
But “it’s not like we have anything going on anyways,” Quinn had said, the lunch NYU is throwing to mark the end of people’s residencies taking place at the end of June during the off season. So when NYU said she could bring up to eight guests, she didn’t really have a solid argument.
And here they are now, sitting in a small but beautifully decorated ballroom. Clementine’s wearing a dark purple jumpsuit as she looks around the table. Nico’s to her right, talking happily with Jim on his other side. Then it’s Jack, then Luke, then Quinn, then Ellen and then finally her own mother on Clementine’s left. They’re all dressed up a bit, the guys in button ups and Ellen and Maeve with nice blouses on. It makes Clementine smile.
It’s really not a formal thing. But she’s grateful to have them all here anyways.
“Okay, real talk.” Jack says across the table, grabbing Clementine’s attention. “Your attending physician who stopped by earlier? I would hit.”
Maeve snorts. Ellen sighs and just says his name in disappointment. Jim takes a sip of his beer trying to hide a smile. Quinn and Luke roll their eyes and Nico scoffs.
“Really?” Clementine says dryly.
Jack, like the menace he is, just smirks. “Absolutely. I mean, I know you’re engaged or whatever, but if you weren’t…”
“The person she’s engaged to is right here,” Nico says as Jack cackles.
Clementine rolls her eyes. “Well, Dr. Butterfield is happily married with kids. Sorry to burst your bubble. Though I’m sure Amelie would also not be thrilled.”
Jack waves her off at the mention of his girlfriend. “Amelie would probably agree with me.”
“I don’t know how Amelie deals with you,” Nico shoots back.
“Settle down,” Clementine says in a monotone voice. Even after so many years, Nico and Jack love finding anything to bicker about off the ice. “Let me eat my pasta in peace.”
“Better listen to Clem, boys,” Jim chuckles. “It’s her day.”
“It’s her month,” Luke clarifies, elbowing Jack. “Are you trying to get uninvited to her wedding?”
“Clee would never!” Jack exclaims. Which is true, but Clementine’s glad Luke is backing her up.
“Nico would,” Nico grumbles. Good thing they’re not seated next to each other right now or she’s sure Jack would be smacking him. Which is hilarious, considering Jack is one of Nico’s groomsmen.
Five years. Five years since she walked into Langone for the first time. Five years since she moved into Hoboken with Jack and Luke. She may not live with them anymore, but sometimes, with the amount they’re over her and Nico’s house, it feels like she still does.
Five years of great moments and really, really tough ones. Five years of highlighters in her mouth, pencils twisted in a bun atop of her head, dark under-eye circles after overnight shifts, delirious conversations with her fellow residents and so, so much coffee. And before that, eight years of school, sometimes forgetting what it was all for. But here she is.
Doctor Clementine Sandoval has a nice ring to it.
She’s brought out of her own world when she feels Nico squeeze her thigh lightly. “Hi.”
“Hey.”
“You zoned out again.”
She hums lightly. Nico always knows when to bring her back to the present. “Thanks.” He just kisses her temple.
Along with eighteen other new doctors, Clementine’s called up on the stage to receive her certificate. Dr. Butterfield says a few words about her in front of everyone that she thinks are far too kind and she can’t help but laugh when she hears her whole table cheering as her picture’s being taken.
“You have a lot of loud supporters,” Dr. Butterfield jokes as he shakes her hand.
She snickers. “You have no idea.”
“They seem lovely. Keep them close.”
“They are. I will.”
“Enjoy your time off. You deserve it. We’ll see you back at NYU in September.”
Clementine beams. “Thanks Doc. I’m looking forward to it.”
After lunch is over, they go outside and take pictures right by Battery Park, where the lunch was held. Unlike the three brothers, she doesn't complain about the amount of pictures Ellen, Jim and Maeve want to take, just grinning and laughing as Nico pokes her side. They split up to drive back to Nico and Clementine’s in Jersey — Ellen, Jim and Maeve in one car and her, Nico, Quinn, Jack and Luke in the other. Nico is somehow roped into driving and Clementine knows he probably regrets that. You put five 25-31 year olds who see each other simultaneously too little and too much in the same car when there’s an annoying amount of traffic and it’s an interesting ride.
“Someone must be throwing a party,” Clementine comments as they turn onto the cul de sac, cars lining up the curb. She squints at her and Nico’s driveway at two familiar cars. “What are Dougie and Bratter doing here?” Nico just gives her a shrug. The brothers in the back don’t respond either. “What are you guys not telling me?”
“Chill, Clee,” Jack says. “We have no idea what’s going on either. We’ll find out in two seconds anyways.
She almost believes him. Instead, she falls in step with Nico, who locks the car. “What’s going on?” She mutters.
Nico just smiles, hand on her lower back naturally. “It’s all good. Just trust me.”
And the thing is, she does. She trusts Nico with her life.
The second she walks through the door, she jumps as a chorus of “congratulations” echoes through the home. She scans the room quickly. The house is decorated with streamers and balloons, there are food and snacks all over and their home looks so filled.
Maeve, Ellen and Jim beat them here, all looking very proud. Next to them are Quinn, Jack and Luke with big smiles, next to their significant others — Amelie snapping pictures with her camera, Jordyn leaning back into Luke’s chest, and even Grace is here, Quinn’s arm wrapped around her waist that’s starting to show her small, beautiful baby bump. Grace is supposed to be on tour singing in front of a sold-out crowd in Florida right now.
And then there’s Dougie. And Jesper and Nicole and their toddler son. And Timo and Steph. And Erik and Kristen and their kids. And Seamus. And Jonas. And Ethan. And Nate and Dawson and their significant others. And seemingly almost every other Devils player, most present, some past. And then there’s Trevor, Alex and Cole and Clementine feels like she’s 21 again.
Then there’s her family, blood related and not. Her Uncle Thomas and Aunt Mariana — Thomas is Miguel’s younger brother. Her Aunt Aoife, who was in California literally two days ago. Those are the only blood-related family members who live in the US, and they’re all here. Then there’s Lara and John and Emily, who’s somehow 16 now. Other various members of the Hughes extended family who she’s always loved are dispersed around.
And then a smattering of her friends from UCLA, Stanford and NYU, all cheering enthusiastically. The ones who made all those years filled with light even in the darkest crevices.
The house is filled with so many people she loves. As she turns back to look at Nico, she feels overwhelmed. “What’s all this?” She chokes out.
“To celebrate you,” Nico says with a twinkle in his eye.
“His idea, by the way.” Emilia calls out with a grin. Clementine has to laugh. Because of course it is.
“I love you,” she whispers to Nico, pecking him on the lips.
“I love you.” He repeats back. “Now go celebrate with everyone.”
And celebrate with everyone she does. As she does that, she can’t help but steal glances at Nico from wherever she is in the room. Because she’s been blessed with having a wonderful support system — the people currently in this house prove that — but there’s never been anyone quite like Nico who just loves her so wholly and wants to celebrate her all the time.
Later that night, after she bids goodbye and a gracious thank you to Jesper and Nicole, who stayed to help clean up, she lets out a deep breath. It’s just her and her brothers and all the significant others now, Ellen, Jim and Maeve having retired up to bed half an hour ago. She collapses on the couch next to Nico. She stays quiet as she listens to Luke and Grace arguing about something that really reminds Clementine that Grace may be married to Quinn, but Grace met Luke first at a bar in New York years ago and has refused to stop making fun of him since then.
It was just her and the boys for so long. She’s so happy that they’ve all found their own counterparts throughout the years.
“Thank you for today,” she mutters to Nico. “Seriously. It was…thank you.”
“Of course,” Nico says, his thumb going over the ring on her left hand. “You’re so loved, baby. Any chance to remind you of that is worth it to me.” She just leans up to kiss him.
“Ew,” Luke says, ruining the moment. Jordyn slaps him for that one.
Clementine scoffs, “Fuck off. We’re literally getting married next month.”
“Okay and?” Even at 25, Luke is still her annoying little brother. “I know today’s your day and all, but sucking face with my captain is not something I really want to see.”
“Then look away.”
Quinn snorts under his breath. “You guys are impossible.”
“Learn to deal with it, Quinny,” Jack smirks. “You have a child coming soon. If they’re anything like Grace, they’re gonna be fighting you all the time.”
Grace reaches over her husband and shoves Jack. “Watch it, Hughes. Unless you want your backstage pass taken away when you come to my show in two weeks.”
Jack gasps dramatically. “But I haven’t gotten to see you perform in ages!”
“Exactly. So zip it.”
Amelie makes eye contact with Clementine and Nico with an eye roll. “They exhaust me.” And Clementine has to laugh, because they’ve all made the choice to be exhausted by each other.
Soon after, everyone’s tired out from the day’s festivities and starts heading to their respective rooms for the evening. Clementine trails behind everyone, shutting the lights off and making sure the doors are locked.
She’s about to shut the light off in the living room when she stops, catching sight of a photo frame hung on the wall opposite the couch. They don’t have many frames hung up around the house, but the photos they do have hung up are important.
She stares at her father’s face. The picture was taken when Clementine was fifteen. The three of them were about to go to Thomas and Mariana’s wedding, Maeve in a long blue dress, Miguel in a dashing suit with a matching blue tie and Clementine in a glittery pink dress. They’re all smiling at the camera in front of a sunset. It’s one of Clementine’s favorites.
Suddenly, her throat closes up as her father’s voice echoes through her brain. “The universe is gonna give you muchas flores,” he always said. All the flowers, he would say. She thinks he said that on the hospital bed on his last day. She’s long forgiven herself for not remembering every word from that day anymore.
Nico comes from behind and his hands wrap around her shoulders as she grabs his wrists. She then turns her head to the picture right next to it and smiles. It’s of her and Nico almost two years ago on New Year’s Eve, four hours before Nico would get down on one knee and ask her to spend the rest of their lives together. And then lastly, to the right of that picture, a frame with three pictures in one. Her, Quinn, Jack and Luke all during their respective drafts. The same photoset is hanging in their homes as well.
She feels Nico kiss the back of her head and she smiles, before turning and heading to bed, Nico’s arm around her shoulder.
long live the walls we crashed through
i had the time of my life with you
#k writes#hockey fanfiction#hockey fanfic#new jersey devils#vancouver canucks#quinn hughes#jack hughes#luke hughes#nico hischier#the blue au#hockey blurb#nhl fic#nhl#nhl fanfiction#nhl blurb
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she/they/it ◞ sixteen ◞ dutch ◞ INTP-T
pansexual + aromantic/fictoromantic ◞ asd
main / yume blog : @ aftongf ( if I follow you / interact it's with this account .ᐟ )
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will write :
gender neutral & fem reader
wlw/gl & m/f4a
chubby / plus size reader
autistic reader
fluff , crack & angst
scenarios , drabbles , oneshots
etc. might add more
won't write :
male reader & mlm/bl
smut / nsfw
cheating / infidelity themes
oc's or character x character
anything else im uncomfy with I will lyk
requests are always open ,, unless stated so here otherwise. I will get to them asap ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱
𝖿ᥲᥒძ᥆ms і ᥕrі𝗍ᥱ 𝖿᥆r
Five Night's At Freddy's :
Glamrock Freddy
Glamrock Chica
Roxanne Wolf
Montgomery Gator
Sundrop / Moondrop
William Afton (movie William)
Michael Afton (Mike Schmidt)
Vanessa / Vanny (Vanessa Shelly)
Carlton Burke
Charlotte Emily
Jessica
Glamrock Bonnie
Gregory (platonic ONLY)
Cassie (platonic ONLY)
Stray :
Momo
Doc
Clementine
Zbaltazar
Jacob
Seamus
Obey me! One master to rule them all :
Lucifer
Mammon
Leviathan
Satan
Asmodeus
Beelzebub
Belphegor
Diavolo
Luke (platonic ONLY)
Thirteen
Solomon
DC Universe :
Edward Nashton
Harley Quinn
Poison Ivy
Barbara Kean
Jerome Valeska
Jeremiah Valeska
My Hero Academia :
Katsuki Bakugou
Izuku Midoriya
Tamaki Amajiki
Kirishima Eijirou
Denki Kaminari
Ochaco Uraraka
Toga Himiko
Mina Ashido
Sally Face :
Sal Fisher
Larry Johnson
Ashley Campbell
+ possibly other characters / fandoms soon !
#✦ ( introduction post . )#requests open#fnaf x reader#obey me x reader#stray x reader#sally face x reader#mha x reader#dc x reader#gotham x reader#fanfic#fanfiction#x reader#x you#x y/n#fluff
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My favorite songs that I listened to in 2023 (in no particular order)
Mark Knight & Armand Van Helden - The Music Began To Play
Daft Punk - Revolution 909 (Roger Sanchez & Junior Sanchez Remix)
Oliver Tree & Robin Schulz - Miss You (Showtek Remix)
Armin van Buuren & Mr. Probz - Another You
Party Favor - Too Much
Sans Soucis - All Over This Party (Salute Remix)
Lil Wayne - A Milli (Sidepiece Remix)
Elvis Presley & Britney Spears - Toxic Las Vegas (Jamieson Shaw Remix)
Tiesto, Jonas Blue, & Rita Ora - Ritual
Gorillaz - Silent Running (feat. Adeleye Omotayo)
Mau P - Gimme That Bounce
Tiesto - Lay Low
Armin van Buuren & Stuart Crichton - Dayglow
Jay-Z & Linkin Park - Numb/Encore
Chuck Brown and the Soul Searchers - Bustin' Loose
Tiesto - 10:35 (feat. Tate McRae) [Joel Corry Remix]
Meduza and Eli & Fur - Pegasus
Whitney Houston - It's Not Right But It's Okay
Gorillaz - Skinny Ape
Red Vox - Forgetter
Olive T - We'll Maintain
Tchami - Shades (feat. Donnie Sloan & Ricky Ducati)
Climax Blues Band - Couldn't Get It Right
Mack Wilds - Own It
Calvin Harris - Miracle (feat. Ellie Goulding)
Genesi - Everything You Have Done (Meduza Edit)
Metro Boomin, The Weeknd, & Diddy - Creepin' (feat. 21 Savage)
Gorillaz - Tranz
Foster The People - Sit Next to Me
Tyga - I'm Gone (feat. Big Sean)
Avicii - Heaven
Calvin Harris - Miracle (feat. Ellie Goulding) [Hardwell Remix]
Sunday Scaries & Pickuplines - Chill Like That (Odd Mob Remix)
Gorgon City - Voodoo
The Weeknd - Popular (feat. Playboi Carti & Madonna)
Todd Edwards - The Chant (James Organ Remix)
Luke Combs - Fast Car
Armin van Buuren & Sam Martin - Wild Wild Son
Armin van Buuren & Sam Martin - Wild Wild Son (Richard Durand Remix)
Kaskade - Angel On My Shoulder
Deadmau5 & Kaskade - I Remember (John Summit Remix)
JC Stewart - Love Like That
Will K - Sun Is Dark
The Band - The Weight
Aqua - Barbie Girl (Tiesto Remix)
Notre Dame - Yumi (Tiesto Remix)
Meduza - Phone (feat. Sam Tompkins & Em Beihold)
Major Lazer - Particula (feat. DJ Maphorisa, Nasty C, Ice Prince, Patoranking, & Jidenna)
Major Lazer - Que Calor (feat. J Balvin & El Alfa)
The Specials - Ghost Town
The Chemical Brothers - Live Again (feat. Halo Maud)
The Chemical Brothers - No Reason
Swedish House Mafia - Ray Of Solar (Mau P Remix)
Swedish House Mafia - Ray Of Solar (Tiesto Remix)
Alesso - Caught A Body (feat. Ty Dolla $ign)
Armin van Buuren - Lose This Feeling (Dimension Remix)
Sia - Gimme Love (Armin van Buuren Remix)
The Beatles - Now And Then
100 gecs - Doritos & Fritos
Roy Davis Jr. & Peven Everett - Gabriel (Live Garage Mix)
Casso, Raye, & D-Block Europe - Prada
Tiesto, Tears For Fears, Niiko x Swae, & Gudfella - Rule The World (Everybody)
Doja Cat - Paint The Town Red
Fred again… & Baby Keem - leavemealone
Nicki Minaj - Let Me Calm Down (feat. J. Cole)
Nicki Minaj - Needle (feat. Drake)
Overmono - Good Lies
Tame Impala - Breathe Deeper (Lil Yachty Remix)
Drake - First Person Shooter (feat. J. Cole)
Drake - Virgina Beach
Meduza, Ferreck Dawn, & Clementine Douglas - I Got Nothing
Todd Edwards - Perfect Love (Biscits Remix)
Todd Edwards - When Your Alone (A-Trak Remix)
Fred again…, Skrillex, & Four Tet - Baby again… (feat. Lil Baby)
Lil Yachty - The Secret Recipe (feat. J.Cole)
Lil Uzi Vert - Just Wanna Rock (Malivai & Afrojack Remix)
070 Shake - Cocoon (Martin Garrix & Space Ducks Remix)
Ice Spice - In Ha Mood (O'Flynn Remix)
Gunna - fukumean (Diplo, Maesic, & Chad Harrison Remix)
John Summit - Where You Are (feat. Hayla)
Parisi, Steve Angello, & Sebastian Ingrosso - U Ok?
David Guetta & Hypaton - Be My Lover (2023 Mix) (feat. La Bouche)
Killer Mike - RUN (Damian "Jr. Gong" Marley Version)
Elton John - Daniel
Disclosure - Higher Than Ever Before
Alesso & John Newman - Call Your Name
Pete Rock & C.L. Smooth - They Reminisce Over You (T.R.O.Y.)
Nick Jonas - This Is Heaven
Black Sheep - The Choice Is Yours
Davido - UNAVAILABLE (feat. Musa Keys) [Major Lazer Remix)
James Hype & Major Lazer - Number 1
Willie Hutch - Tell Me Why Our Love's Turned Cold
John Summit - Veridis Quo vs. Human (Daft Punk vs. John Summit)
Kendrick Lamar - Money Trees (Duke & Jones Remix)
Missy Elliott - 4 My People (feat. Eve) (Basement Jaxx Vocal Mix)
Flowdan, Lil Baby, Skrillex - Pepper
Steve Angello - Rejoice (feat. T.D. Jakes)
Danger Mouse & Black Thought - Strangers (feat. A$AP Rocky & Run The Jewels)
Metro Boomin & Future - Too Many Nights (feat. Don Toliver)
Skrillex, Missy Elliott, & Mr. Oizo - RATATA
Chase & Status and Bou - Baddadan (feat. Irah, Flowdan, Trigga, & Takura)
Lil Yachty - Strike (Holster)
#music#edm#hip hop#daft punk#armin van buuren#tiesto#john summit#swedish house mafia#fred again#nicki minaj#drake#missy elliott#metro boomin#major lazer#lil yachty#gorillaz#todd edwards#j cole#alesso#skrillex#flowdan#lil baby#best music of 2023
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Books Read In 2023
Beowulf: A New Translation by Maria Dahvana Headley (1/3/23)
East by Edith Pattou (1/4/23)
Midnight on the Moon by Mary Pope Osbourn (1/16/23)
The Lady or The Tiger?, and The Discourager of Hesitancy by Frank R. Stockton (1/17/23)
The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman (1/21/23)
Goblin Market by Christina Rossetti (1/22/23)
Tiger Queen by Annie Sullivan (1/22/23)
The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe by C. S. Lewis (1/26/23)
Batgirl, vol. 1: The Silent Knight (1/27/23)
Batgirl, vol. 2: To The Death (1/27/23)
Batgirl, vol. 3: Point Blank (1/28/23)
The Female of the Species by Rudyard Kipling (2/17/23)
Batgirl: Stephanie Brown, vol. 1 by Bryan Q. Miller (2/19/23)
Batgirl, Stephanie Brown, vol. 2 by Bryan Q. Miller (3/4/23)
Christmas in Noisy Village by Astrid Lindgren (3/4/23)
The Queen’s Blade by T C Southwell (3/5/23)
Sacrifice, The Queen’s Blade #2 by T C Southwell (3/9/23)
The Invisible Assassin, The Queen’s Blade #3 by T C Southwell (3/13/23)
Mermaids by Patty Dann (3/14/23) X
The Rubáiyát of Omar Khayyám translated by Edward FitzGerald (3/19/23)
The Mirror Visitor by Christelle Dabos (3/21/23) X
The Missing of Clairedelune by Christelle Dabos (3/22/23) X
I’m Glad My Mom Died by Jeannette McCurdy (3/24/23) X
Ronia, The Robber’s Daughter by Astrid Lindgren (3/27/23)
Kiki’s Delivery Service by Eiko Kadono (3/30/23)
Brine and Bone by Kate Stradling (4/10/23)
Green Arrow: Quiver by Kevin Smith (4/17/23) X
Eugene Onegin by Alexander Pushkin, translated by Stanley Mitchell (4/22/23)
When Patty Went to College by Jean Webster (4/23/23)
The Princess and The Pea by Hans Christian Anderson (4/23/23)
Deathmark by Kate Stradling (4/25/23)
Without Blood by Alessandro Baricco (5/5/23)
River Secrets by Shannon Hale (5/6/23)
The Fairy’s Return and Other Princess Tales by Gail Carson Levine (5/8/22)
Batman Adventures: Cat Got Your Tongue? by Steve Vance (5/14/23)
Batman Adventures: Batgirl — A League of Her Own by Paul Dini (5/17/23)
The Girl From The Other Side: Siúil a Rún, Vol. 1 by Nagabe (5/19/23)
Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair by Pablo Neruda. Translated by W. S. Merwin (5/26/23)
Other-Wordly: Words Both Strange and Lovely from Around the World by Yee-Lum Mak (6/21/23)
A Bride’s Story, vol. 1 by Kaoru Mori (6/25/23) X
La Dame aux Camélias by Alexandre Dumas fils (7/17/2023)
Storefront Church by William Waring Cuney (7/24/23)
Golden Slippers: An Anthology of Negro Poetry for Young Readers (1941), compiled by Arnas Bontemps (7/28/23)
Because of Winn-Dixie by Kate DiCamillo (7/29/23)
Strawberry’s New Friend (Flower Fairy Friends series) by Pippa Le Quesne (7/29/23)
Clementine by Sara Pennypacker (8/11/23)
The Whipping Boy by Sid Fleischman (8/18/23)
Convent Boarding School by Virginia Arville Kenny (9/05/23)
The Screwtape Letters by C. S. Lewis (09/18/23)
The Betsy Tacy Treasury by Maud Hart Lovelace (09/27/23)
Sarah, Plain and Tall by Patricia MacLachlan (09/27/23)
Skylark (Sarah, Plain and Tall #2) by Patricia MacLachlan (09/27/23)
Caleb’s Story (Sarah, Plain and Tall #3) by Patricia MacLachlan (09/27/23)
Maelyn by Anita Halle (10/06/23)
Imani All Mine by Connie Porter (10/15/23)
The Perilous Gard (10/22/23)
Enemy Brothers by Constance Savery (10/29/23)
Sadako and the 1000 Paper Cranes by Eleanor Coerr (11/19/23)
Gone By Nightfall by Dee Garretson (12/02/23)
The Dragon’s Promise by Elizabeth Lim (12/08/23)
A Lion to Guard Us by Clyde Robert Bulla (12/10/23)
The Thirteenth Princess by Diane Zahler (12/23/23)
The Hollow Kingdom by Clare B. Dunkle (12/26/23
The Wasteland by T. S. Eliot (12/31/23)
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Original Character Masterlist ♡
Count:94 Systems:32 Active:7
Vampire: The Masquerade
Camilla 'Georgia' Soledad, Brujah (x)
Vendelín Rusizka, Toreador (x)
Anastasia della Giordano, Tzimisce (x)
Devon Rowe, Malkavian (x)
Salvador Dolorosa, Brujah (x)
Kuriyama Tomoe, Banu Haqim (x)
Angelina Cruz, Lasombra (x)
Raffaele Giovanni, Giovanni (x)
Eugen Radetzky, Nosferatu (x)
Margarita D'aureville, Follower of Set (x)
Killian Darkwater, Thin-Blood (x)
René Debussy, City Gangrel (x)
Sister Mirona, Caitiff ( )
Jack Ramiro, Gangrel (x)
Pavlo Stepanovych Makarenko, Brujah ( )
Werner Henkel, Human (x)
Werewolf: The Apocalypse
Jana Mirtschin, Silent Strider (x)
Ljudmila Nikolaewa Sokolova, Silver Fang (x)
Mage: The Ascension
Yvonne Ebert, Verbana (x)
Dungeons & Dragons
Markus Abdiel, Human Monk/Barbarian (x)
Oriana Vylmythe, Eladrin Archfey Warlock (x)
Ladislava von Koldov, Human Undead Warlock (x)
Dorryen Whitestone, Half-Elf Wild Magic Sorcerer ( )
Hatake Yuka, Half-Elf Swaschbuckler Rogue (x)
Beladrin Halhadamorir, Wood Elf Ranger (x)
Tamar Balabanian, Tiefling Champion Fighter (x)
Thames Donahue, Human Undying Warlock (x)
Rhiannon Evenbraid, Firbolg Circle of Land Druid (x)
Das Schwarze Auge
Najara al Kira ibn Sajida, Aranian Majuna (x)
Zidanja Walsareff, Bornlandian Adventurer (x)
Call of Cthulhu
Helena 'Harvey' Fountain, Artist (x)
Weston McNamara, Journalist (x)
Else von Sydow, Scientist (x)
Walter E. Harlan, Private Investigator (x)
Lord Ernest of Somersetshire, Noble (x)
Karl Eduard Nauditt / Karol Edward Naumowicz, Thug (x)
Eli Wilkinson, Missionary (x)
Joan Olson, Law Student (x)
María Ascunción Leguizamo, Nature Boy (x)
Vito Massarelli, Gangster Boss (x)
Hearts of Wulin
Ruan Qingshan, Little Brother (x)
Lín Xiǎo Dān, Wanderer (x)
Monsterhearts
Gjest Solheim, Queen (x)
Salem Lotte Harlan, Heir (x)
Jordan Bennett, Seraphim (x)
Michelle Bader, Siren ( )
Elvis Stalten, Witch (x)
Nathan Garcia, Mortal (x)
Moby Liberman, Mimikry (x)
Miranda Kean, Werewolf (x)
Amber Magdalene Dawson, Mortal ( )
Arcane Codex
Yatoth dex Selkasha, Morai Cleric (x)
Okagami
Saya, Kitsugo Noble (x)
Schatten über Volgorod
Ser Ilya Lynnhardt of the Blue Iris, Human Knight (x)
Benoît Vaillancourt, Human Occultist (x)
Cresentia 'Senta' Läufer, Human Model (x)
Rodion Mihail von Blankenheim-Lebedjev, Human Noble (x)
Mircea Eliadescu, Undead Warlord (x)
Pasión de las Pasiones
Fernanda Salazar, La Belleza (x)
Hyboria
Pallantia, Aquilonian Mercenary (x)
Shadow of the Demon Lord
Zinnober, Changeling Magician (x)
For The Queen
Mitena, Inventor (x)
Kasmeer Valorante, Florist/Magician (x)
Htut, Tiger Keeper (x)
Shiverin' Shelley, Pirate (x)
Nicola Snyder, Reporter (x)
Hank Cox, Fraudster (x)
Rippers Resurrected
Ashkara Kathat, Warrior Princess (x)
Mausritter
Annotto Crowley, Bat Cultist (x)
Vespuccio, Envoy (x)
Estragon Heller (x)
Devil, Aim For Me
Tennessee Dixon, Pamphleteer (x)
Pathfinder
Solaris Tarkovisk, Human Cleric (x)
Marquis Donatien Jaques de l'Ostrove, Elf Swashbuckler ( )
Revain 'Petals-Swirling-Around-Body', Bard ( )
Magic School
Ulysses Elevander, Ravenclaw (x)
The Spirit Of '77
Tiago 'Tuco Velocidad' Garrido, The Good Old Boy (x)
One Last Job
Donna Wang, The Driver (x)
R'lyehwatch
Paige DeLuca, The Medic (x)
Electric Bastionland
Dr. Ichabod Bellagamba, Cryptohistorian (x)
Shadowdark
Nourin/Moitreyee, Witch (x)
Solo
Blanca von Hallberg, Noblewoman (x)
Endymiodes, Spartan Warrior (x)
Cartel
Sofia Casagrande, La Esposa (x)
City of Mist
Bethany 'Bassie' LaRue, Bastet (x)
Parisa Keshmiri, Gilgamesch (x)
Vaesen
Olga Klockar, Doctor (x)
Kuzma Vitalijovych Bojchuck, Soldier (x)
Freeform
Draven Schwarzschatten, Cleric (x)
How To Be A Hero
Clementine Sybil Montgomery, Heiress (x)
Edda 'Die Bärin vom Odewald', Swordswoman (x)
Fantasy Forge
Xylenea Octava, Intergalactic Reality Starlet (x)
CY_BORG
GUL, Burned Hacker (x)
Fabula Ultima
Yanagi Yoru, Ambitious Assassin (x)
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Moot appreciation tag game 🍯🌈🌟
Thank you for the tag @xxbimbobunnyxx I luv ya girl!
Music Genre: Pop, Soul, R & B, Rock, Rap, Metal
Shows + Movies: The Lion King, Stranger Things, all of the X-men movies, Logan, Van Hesling, The Greatest Showman, The Prisoner, all of the Harry Potter movies, Secret Window, The Pirates of the Caribbean trilogy, Edward Scissorhands, The Amazing Spiderman 1 & 2, Shutter Island, Christine (original version), FireStarter (original version), Inuyasha, Fruits Basket, Naruto, Dragonball Z, Rurouni Kenshin, Everybody loves Raymond, The Golden Girls, Family Matters
Colors: Pink, Black, red, yellow, any pastel color
Characters: Clementine (tell tale games The Walking Dead), Tifa (Final Fantasy 7), Yuna (Final Fantasy 10), Katara, Eleven, Max Mayfield, Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington, Billy Hargrove (he deserved better), Peter Parker (Andrew Garfields version 🫦), James "Logan" Howlet, Damon Salvatore
Musicians: Michael Jackson (obviously lol), Stevie Wonder, Ray Charles, Prince, Coolio, Whitney Houston, En Vogue, Metallica
No pressure tags: @munson-blurbs @lokis-army-77 @eiightysixbaby @melodymunson @ghost-proofbaby @hellfire--cult @andvys @queenimmadolla @onegirlmanytales @oneforthemunny
Moot appreciation tag game 🍯🌈🌟
Thank you for tagging me cutie hehehe @oceandriveab 💖
Music Genre: Rock, Rap, pop punk, Nu-Metal, Pop, Emo rap
Shows + Movies: Jennifer’s body, Stranger Things, AHS, Trick r Treat, Scream 1 & 4, Skins, Queen Of The Damned, Degrassi, Coraline, Howl’s Moving Castle, OBX, The Craft, Hemlock Grove, Bride Of Chucky, Amazing Spider-Man, Barbie mermaidia, Ginger Snaps.
Colors: Black & Pink
Characters: Harley Quinn, Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington, Jennifer Check, Audrey Horne, Roman Godfrey, Peter Parker(Andrew’s version), Rafe Cameron, Misa Amane, Tate Langdon, Marceline.
Musicians: MCR, Paramore, Korn, Dominic Fike, Fall out Boy, Avril Lavigne, Pierce The Veil, Bones, Lil Peep, Justin Bieber, Deftones.
Tagging: @babygorewhore @littlexdeaths @strangerstilinski @starkeysprincess @lesservillain @take-everything-you-can @dreamliners @munson-mjstan @eddiesxangel @lokis-army-77 @voyeurmunson @rowanswriting @unbetaedimagines @thecreelhouse @rafesthroatbaby @nottsangel @bimbobaggins69
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Send Requests !
I want to be more active on here so send a request or more.
Send Love Letters
What I will write:
Smut
Fluff
Angst
Polyamorous
Reader inserts
Headcanons
Crossovers
This I will not write:
↳ necrophilia, incest/stepcest , age play/regression, innocence kinks/pedophilia, anything with animals!
If a fandom that you want me to write for isn’t here still send the request just in case I forgot to add it !
Movies and shows I will write for:
Shows
The Vampire Diaries/The Originals, True Blood, Supernatural, The Walking Dead, Supernatural, Stranger Things, Lab Rats, Euphoria, Teen Titans, Cobra Kai, Teen Wolf, That 70s show, Amerian Horror Story, The Umbrella Academy, Steven Universe, Miraculous Ladybug,
Movies
Twilight, Jennifer's Body, MCU, Harry Potter, Scream Franchise, Heathers, Descendants, Halloween, Chucky, House of Wax, American Psycho, Lost Boys, Ginger Snaps, Carrie, Interview with a Vampire, IT
Animes
Tokyo Revengers, Diabolik Lovers, Saiki K, JJK, MHA, AOT, Death Note, Kakeguri, Hunter x Hunter, Ouran High School, Vampire Knight, Tokyo Ghoul, Servamp, Blood Lad, Hellsing and more that I can’t think of the name
Games
The Last of Us, The Walking Dead Game, The Quarry, and Resident of Evil Games
Bands
Motley Cure and Guns and Roses
And Celebrities
#elijah mikealson x reader#kol mikaelson x reader#klaus mikealson x reader#rebekah x reader#diabolik lovers x reader#poly ghostface x reader#michael myers x reader#clementine x reader#ellie williams x reader#twilight x reader#edward cullen x reader#alice cullen x reader#mike wheeler x reader#peter parker x reader#cat noir x reader#guns n roses x reader#motley crue x reader#chrollo x reader#eli moskowitz x reader#teen titans x reader#teen wolf x reader#jacob custos x reader#loid forger x reader#jennifer check x reader#nightwing x reader#toji x reader#tokyorev x reader#wanda maximoff x reader#james potter x reader#chris evans x reader
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[id: a photo of a half-peeled clementine on a black background. above it in a white serif font reads “stillwater” and in an orange cursive font reads “stillwater”. at the bottom of the image in a white serif font reads “r.v.k. allen” with an orange wave pattern at the very bottom. /end id]
- STILLWATER -
genre young adult // southern gothic horror
status drafting
pov / tense first person, single pov // past tense
expected word count 70000
themes grief | healing | survivor’s guilt | classism | misogyny
trigger warnings graphic depictions of death, drowning, severe mental illness, on-page suicide, underage drinking and smoking, drug use, homophobia/lesbophobia
aesthetics a refreshing swim during a heatwave, gas stations at two in the morning, sitting on a bed with someone you care about while you can hear loud music playing in the other room at a party, the numbness of too much grief, the crushing feeling of being a second too slow
- CHARACTERS -
C.J. Bates - a 17 year old goth girl full of bad decisions and cigarette smoke ;; lesbian ;; whether or not the dead people following her around are actual ghosts or just the manifestation of her own guilt has yet to be determined
Wynona Johnson - an 18 year old who holds to title of that other goth girl in town with pride ;; lesbian ;; way to caring for her own good, and it ends with her being best friends with someone who’d drive their own truck into the lake if it meant finally getting a quiet night
Austin Greaves - a 17 year old blue haired manic pixie dream boy ;; gay ;; honestly, he’s just trying his best in a world that’s been sucking his soul dry since day one
Levi Edwards - an 18 year old with a sharp tongue and a soft heart ;; bisexual ;; he doesn’t really care for most of the people in his life, but he won’t leave them cause the alternative is much more terrifying
Mara Harding - a 19 year old mom friend by force, and she makes it everyone’s problem ;; ??? ;; she’ll back up anyone who needs it, but don’t worry, she’ll only hold it over their head forever
- ABOUT -
>> It’s three weeks until the end of senior year, the hot rich girl’s birthday party is that night, and all CJ can think about is how great it’ll feel when she finally hops in her truck and leaves this shithole of a town behind. That is, until the hot rich girl is found face-down in the lake the next morning, and CJ starts seeing her everywhere.
when i shared the preemptive outline with a friend, they said (and i quote) “this is really fucked up”. so, there’s that! i’m currently pitching it as summer sons x the haunting of bly manor but if the setting was in georgia and the awful, centuries old spirit leaves it up to her victims so she doesn’t get her own hands dirty.
there’s lots of self-indulgent scenes in the water cause i really, really like describing water, and also a main sapphic romance arc because i cannot be stopped <3
taglist below the cut! ask to be +/-
@childhoodlovers @happyorogeny @stormharbors @chazzawrites @birdywrote @mcximilians @dauntlessshadowice1 @snowinks @butterfly-tteeth @loverofallthingssmart
#lmao i’m posting this after having 0 hours of sleep so if it’s weird…that’s why !#atlastracking#murdereddarlings#wip: stillwater#writeblr#writerblr#writblr#wip intro#edit: i say romance arc but rlly. they kiss a few times and when wynnie confesses cj tells her Not Right Now Please
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Under the cut you will find the list of everyone’s costumes as well as lists for the couples romantic and platonic. The voting for the costume contest this year will be done here. We ask that you choose your top 5 favorites in each category but then rank the order in which you’d rate them in the ‘other’ option. If you’ve got any questions about how that works, do not hesitate to ask us. The ranking per usual goes five points for first place, four points for second and so on so please put your votes in order accordingly. Please vote before the 10th of November as we will be announcing the winners from that point onward before the end of the event. If we have missed any contestants/costumes on any of the lists please shoot us a message so we can fix that !!
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Aaron Hale - Werewolf
Adeline Mulciber - Harley Quinn (DC)
Alastair Watson - Danny Phantom (Danny Phantom)
Alessandra Macnair - Roxie Hart (Chicago)
Alexus Callahan - Spider
Alice Longbottom II - Woody (Toy Story/Pixar)
Alison Wood - Glinda (Wicked)
Andromeda Marshall - Lydia Deetz (Beetlejuice)
Aryana Robins - Layla El-Faouly/Scarlet Scarab (Marvel)
Ariella Belefleur - Lizzie McGuire (The Lizzie McGuire Movie)
Astrid Mendez - Betty Boop
Auden Wilkes - Charlie Spring (Heartstopper)
August Fawley - Jack Skellington (The Nightmare Before Christmas)
Aurora Claremont - Alex (Totally Spies)
Axel Wolffe - Waving Inflatable Tube Guy
Beatriz Calderon-Boot - Kuzco (Emperor’s New Groove)
Benjamin Ollivander - Pirate
Bentley Lockhart - Superman (DC)
Briar Bellchant - Evil Queen
Caleb Cresswell - 70s Vision (Marvel)
Camille McGonagall - Alice (Alice in Wonderland)
Casey Abrams - Lady (Lady and the Tramp/Disney)
Cassius Cresswell - Thor (Marvel)
Cedrella Weasley II - Sam (Totally Spies)
Charlotte Watson - Emily the Corpse Bride (Corpse Bride)
Chloé Bonaccord - Britney Spears
Clara Arquette - Catwoman (DC)
Clementine Delacour-Laurent - Shuri/Black Panther (Marvel)
Colm McCarthy - Darth Vader (Star Wars)
Cynthia Clearwater - Elphaba (Wicked)
Cyrus Clearwater - Steve (Blue’s Clues)
Damien Launier - Milo Thatch (Atlantis/Disney)
Delilah Hartwell - Spider-Gwen (Marvel)
Diana Rosier - Scarecrow
Dominique Weasley - She-Ra/Adora
Edward Lupin - Doris the Ugly Stepsister (Shrek)
Elara Macmillan-Bones - Cotton Candy
Elena Flores - Bride of Frankenstein
Elias Hopkirk- Linguini (Ratatouille/Disney)
Elijah Westenberg - Frankenstein’s Monster
Erin McCormack - Kim Possible (Kim Possible)
Evan Parkinson - Dr. Doofenshmirtz (Phineas and Ferb)
Evangeline Pickering - Sharpay Evans (High School Musical/Disney Channel)
Evelyn Moon - Stain Glass Window
Ezra Broadmoor - Mafia/Mob Boss
Finnley Wood - Ash (Fantastic Mr. Fox)
Francesca Zabini - Yip Yip (Sesame Street)
Frank Longbottom II - Tramp (Lady and the Tramp/Disney)
Frederick Hayes - Kida (Atlantis/Disney)
Freya MacDougal - Harley Quinn (DC)
Gabriel Larkin - Gambit (X-Men/Marvel)
Gwendolyn Hawkes - Pirate
Halley Macmillan-Bones - Hot Cheeto
Hazel Macdougal - Sexy Cryptologist
Hunter Adams - Geralt of Rivia (The Witcher)
Ingrid Hagen - Ellie Sattler (Jurassic Park)
Iris Lestrange - Scary Bunny
Isabelle Durant - Elf
Jaiyash Dewan - Loki (Marvel)
James Ashcroft - Tony Stark (Marvel)
James Sirius Potter - Shrek (Shrek)
Jasper Locklear - Elvis Presley
Jaxon Dequan - Thomas Shelby (Peaky Blinder)
Jia Rookwood - Yip Yip (Sesame Street)
Jonah Finch - Beetlejuice
Joseph O’Reilly - Lord Farquaad (Shrek)
Joséphine Flamel - Jessie (Team Rocket/Pokémon)
Juliet Highmore - Supergirl (DC)
Laurel Ollivander - Loki Variant (Marvel)
Liam Alvarez - Ian Malcom (Jurassic Park)
Lily Luna Potter - Buzz Lightyear (Toy Story/Pixar)
Lorenzo Roshan - Hannah Montana (Disney Channel)
Lucas Harper - Creepy Owl
Lucienne Wolffe - Fortune Teller
Lucy Weasley - Woody Pride (Toy Story/Pixar)
Luke Dawson - Marty McFly (Back to the Future)
Lyra Malfoy - Isabella Parigi (The Lizzie McGuire Movie)
Lysander Scamander - Scarlet Witch (Marvel)
Mackenzie Finnigan-Thomas Potter - Fiona (Shrek)
Madeline Brown - Sexy Mothman
Mae Levesque - Velma Kelly (Chicago)
Maeve Finch - Mia Thermopolis (The Princess Diaries)
Manon Flamel - Marcus/Kevin (White Chicks)
Marcus Carson - Cowboy
Mason Jones - Waving Inflatable Tube Guy
Matthew Asprey - Swedish Chef (Sesame Street)
Melora Flamel - Marcus/Kevin (White Chicks)
Meredith Wayfelle - Perry the Platypus (Phineas and Ferb)
Merle Rappaport - 70s Wanda Maximoff (Marvel)
Molly Weasley II - Beldam (Coraline)
Natalya Dolohova - Rogue (X-Men/Marvel)
Nate Wood - Alan Grant (Jurassic Park)
Nathaniel Marshall - Skeleton
Nicholas Vexmoor - James (Team Rocket/Pokémon)
Octavia Coleman - Shego (Kim Possible)
Oliver Mulciber - Flynn Rider (Tangled/Disney)
Orion Macmillan-Bones - Legit Snack
Orlando Lockhart - Maleficent (Disney)
Peggy Carson - Sam Manson (Danny Phantom)
Penelope Hawthorne - Barbie
Pepper Rosewood - Michele (Romy & Michele’s High School Reunion)
Perseus Mulciber - Alan (The Hangover)
Piper Wilkinson - Golden Angel
Pippa Rosewood - Romy (Romy & Michele’s High School Reunion)
Reid Anderson - Jareth (Labyrinth)
Rory Goldstein - Sharpay Evans (High School Musical/Disney Channel)
Rose Granger-Weasley - Sally (The Nightmare Before Christmas)
Samantha O’Reilly - Jenna Rink (13 Going on 30)
Scorpius Malfoy - John Constantine (DC)
Seraphina MacAuley - Clover (Totally Spies)
Seung Krum - Wybie (Coraline)
Silas Zabini - Satyr
Sophia Parkinson - Bloody Skeleton
Stella Macmillan-Bones - Pop-Tart
Talia Kiraz-Mulciber - Rapunzel (Tangled/Disney)
Tallulah Abbot - Voodoo Doll
Thea Cresswell - Mighty Thor (Marvel)
Theodore Dubanowski - Blondie (The Good, The Bad and The Ugly)
Theodore Oliver - Mad Hatter (Alice in Wonderland)
Theseus McLaggen - Mad Hatter (Alice in Wonderland)
Valeria Sanchez - La Muerte (The Book of Life)
Vera McKinnon - Poison Ivy (DC)
Verity Nott - Pepper Potts (Marvel)
Victoire Weasley - Aurora (Sleeping Beauty/Disney)
William Ashcroft - Agent (Men in Black)
Willow Picquery - Valkyrie (Marvel)
Xavier Dupont - The Priest (Fleabag)
platonic couples costumes
Alessandra Macnair & Mae Levesque - Roxie Hart & Velma Kelly (Chicago)
Alice Longbottom II & Lily Luna Potter - Woody & Buzz Lightyear (Toy Story/Pixar)
Ariella Belefleur & Lyra Malfoy - Lizzie McGuire & Isabella Parigi (The Lizzie McGuire Movie)
Axel Wolffe & Mason Jones - Waving Inflatable Tube Guys
Bentley Lockhart & Juliet Highmore - Superman & Supergirl (DC)
Camille McGonagall & Theseus McLaggen - Alice & Mad Hatter (Alice in Wonderland)
Cedrella Weasley II, Seraphina MacAuley & Aurora Claremont - Sam, Clover & Alex (Totally Spies)
Damien Launier & Frederick Hayes - Milo Thatch & Kida (Atlantis/Disney)
Elena Flores & Elijah Westenberg - Bride of Frankenstein & Frankenstein’s Monster
Evangeline Pickering & Rory Goldstein - Sharpay Evans & Sharpay Evans (High School Musical/Disney Channel)
Freya MacDougal & Vera McKinnon - Harley Quinn & Poison Ivy (DC)
Hazel Macdougal & Madeline Brown - Sexy Mothman & Sexy Cryptologist
Jia Rookwood & Francesca Zabini - Yip Yips (Sesame Street)
Liam Alvarez & Nate Wood - Ian Malcon & Alan Grant (Jurassic Park)
Melora Flamel & Manon Flamel - Marcus & Kevin (White Chicks)
Meredith Wayfelle & Evan Parkinson - Perry the Platypus & Dr. Doofenshmirtz (Phineas and Ferb)
Natalaya Dolohova & Gabriel Larkin - Rogue & Gambit (X-Men/Marvel)
Nicholas Vexmoor & Joséphine Flamel - Jessie & James from Team Rocket (Pokémon)
Octavia Coleman & Erin McCormack - Shego & Kim Possible (Kim Possible)
Orion Macmillan-Bones, Halley Macmillan-Bones, Stella Macmillan-Bones & Elara Macmillan-Bones - Legit Snack, Hot Cheeto, Pop-Tart & Cotton Candy (Snacks)
Pepper Rosewood & Pippa Rosewood - Romy & Michele (Romy & Michele’s High School Reunion)
Seung Krum & Molly Weasley II - Wybie & Beldam (Coraline)
Thea Cresswell & Willow Picquery - Mighty Thor & Valkyrie (Marvel)
romantic couples costumes
Alastair Watson & Peggy Carson - Danny Phantom & Sam Manson (Danny Phantom)
August Fawley & Rose Granger-Weasley - Jack Skellington & Sally (The Nightmare Before Christmas)
Casey Abrams & Frank Longbottom II - Lady & Tramp (Lady and the Tramp/Disney)
Clara Arquette & Kai Arquette - Catwoman & Batman (DC)
Cynthia Clearwater & Alison Wood - Elphaba & Glinda (Wicked)
Gwendolyn Hawkes & Benjamin Ollivander - Pirates
James Ashcroft & Verity Nott - Tony Stark & Pepper Potts (Marvel)
James Sirius Potter & Mackenzie Finnigan-Thomas Potter - Shrek & Fiona (Shrek)
Merle Rappaport & Caleb Cresswell - 70s Wanda Maximoff & Vision (Marvel)
Oliver Mulciber & Talia Kiraz-Mulciber - Flynn Rider & Rapunzel (Tangled/Disney)
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BLACK LIVES MATTER
A list with black artists who have a song in the Unknown Songs That Should Be Known-playlist (Can be a black artist in a band or just solo-artist) (no specific genre)
Bull’s Eye - Blacknuss, Prince Prime - Funk Aftershow - Joe Fox - Alternative Hip-hop Strangers in the Night - Ben L’Oncle Soul - Soul Explore - Mack Wilds - R&B Something To Do - IGBO - Funk
Down With The Trumpets - Rizzle Kicks - Pop Dans ta ville - Dub Inc. - Reggae Dance or Die - Brooklyn Funk Essentials - Funk FACELESS - The PLAYlist, Glenn Lewis - R&B Tell Me Father - Jeangu Macrooy - Soul
Southern Boy - John The Conquerer - Blues Hard Rock Savannah Grass - Kes - Dancehall Dr. Funk - The Main Squeeze - Funk Seems I’m Never Tired of Loving You - Lizz Wright - Jazz Out of My Hands - TheColorGrey, Oddisee - Hip-Hop/Pop
Raised Up in Arkansas - Michael Burks - Blues Black Times - Sean Kuti, Egypt 80, Carlos Santana - Afrobeat Cornerstone - Benjamin Clementine - Indie Shine On - R.I.O., Madcon - Electronic Pop Bass On The Line - Bernie Worrell - Funk
When We Love - Jhené Aiko - R&B Need Your Love - Curtis Harding - Soul Too Dry to Cry - Willis Earl Beal - Folk Your House - Steel Pulse - Reggae Power - Moon Boots, Black Gatsby - Deep House
Vinyl Is My Bible - Brother Strut - Funk Diamond - Izzy Biu - R&B Elusive - blackwave., David Ngyah - Hip-hop Don’t Ever Let Nobody Drag Your Spirit Down - Heritage Blues Orchestra - Blues Sastanàqqàm - Tinariwen - Psychedelic Rock
Disco To Go - Brides of Funkenstein - Funk/Soul Circles - Durand Jones & The Indications - Retro Pop Cheesin’ - Cautious Clay, Remi Wolf, sophie meiers - R&B Changes - Charles Bradley - Soul The Sweetest Sin - RAEVE - House
Gyae Su - Pat Thomas, Kwashibu Area Band - Funk What Am I to Do - Ezra Collective, Loyle Carner - Hip-hop Get Your Groove On - Cedric Burnside - Blues Old Enough To Know Better - Steffen Morrisson - Soul Wassiye - Habib Koité - Khassonke musique
Dance Floor - Zapp - Funk Wake Up - Brass Against, Sophia Urista - Brass Hard-Rock BIG LOVE - Black Eyed Peas - Pop The Greatest - Raleigh Ritchie - R&B DYSFUNCTIONAL - KAYTRANADA, VanJess - Soul
See You Leave - RJD2, STS, Khari Mateen - Hip-hop Sing A Simple Song - Maceo Parker - Jazz/Funk Have Mercy - Eryn Allen Kane - Soul Homenage - Brownout - Latin Funk Can’t Sleep - Gary Clark Jr. - Blues Rock
Toast - Koffee - Dancehall Freedom - Ester Dean - R&B Iskaba - Wande Coal, DJ Tunez - Afropop High Road - Anthony Riley - Alternative Christian Sunny Days - Sabrina Starke - Soul
The Talking Fish - Ibibio Sound Machine - Funk Paralyzed - KWAYE - Indie Purple Heart Blvd - Sebastian Kole - Pop WORSHIP - The Knocks, MNEK - Deep House BMO - Ari Lennox - R&B
Promises - Myles Sanko - Soul .img - Brother Theodore - Funk Singing the Blues - Ruthie Foster, Meshell Ndegeocello - Blues Nobody Like You - Amartey, SBMG, The Livingtons - Hip-hop Starship - Afriquoi, Shabaka Hutchings, Moussa Dembele - Deep House
Lay My Troubles Down - Aaron Taylor - Funk Bloodstream - Tokio Myers - Classic Sticky - Ravyn Lenae - R&B Why I Try - Jalen N’Gonda - Soul Motivation - Benjamin Booker - Folk
quand c’est - Stromae - Pop Let Me Down (Shy FX Remix) - Jorja Smith, Stormzy, SHY FX - Reggae Funny - Gerald Levert - R&B Salt in my Wounds - Shemekia Copeland - Blues Our Love - Samm Henshaw - Soul
Make You Feel That Way - Blackalicious - Jazz Hip-hop Knock Me Out - Vintage Trouble - Funk Take the Time - Ronald Bruner, Jr., Thundercat - Alternative Thru The Night - Phonte, Eric Roberson - R&B Keep Marchin’ - Raphael Saadiq - Soul
Shake Me In Your Arms - Taj Mahal, Keb’ Mo’ - Blues Meet Me In The Middle - Jodie Abascus - Pop Raise Hell - Sir the Baptist, ChurchPpl - Gospel Pop Mogoya - Oumou Sangaré - Wassoulou Where’s Yesterday - Slakah The Beatchild - Hip-hop
Lose My Cool - Amber Mark - R&B New Funk - Big Sam’s Funky Nation - Funk I Got Love - Nate Dogg - Hip-hop Nothing’s Real But Love - Rebecca Ferguson - Soul Crazy Race - The RH Factor - Jazz
Spies Are Watching Me - Voilaaa, Sir Jean - Funk The Leaders - Boka de Banjul - Afrobeat Fast Lane - Rationale - House Conundrum - Hak Baker - Folk Don’t Make It Harder On Me - Chloe x Halle - R&B
Plastic Hamburgers - Fantastic Negrito - Hardrock Beyond - Leon Bridges - Pop God Knows - Dornik - Soul Soleil de volt - Baloji - Afrofunk Do You Remember - Darryl Williams, Michael Lington - Jazz Get Back - McClenney - Alternative Three Words - Aaron Marcellus - Soul
Spotify playlist
In memory of:
Aaron Bailey Adam Addie Mae Collins Ahmaud Arbery Aiyana Stanley Jones Akai Gurley Alberta Odell Jones Alexia Christian Alfonso Ferguson Alteria Woods Alton Sterling Amadou Diallo Amos Miller Anarcha Westcott Anton de Kom Anthony Hill Antonio Martin Antronie Scott Antwon Rose Jr. Arthur St. Clair Atatiana Jefferson Aubrey Pollard Aura Rosser Bennie Simons Berry Washington Bert Dennis Bettie Jones Betsey Billy Ray Davis Bobby Russ Botham Jean Brandon Jones Breffu Brendon Glenn Breonna Taylor Bud Johnson Bussa
Calin Roquemore Calvin McDowell Calvin Mike and his family Carl Cooper Carlos Carson Carlotta Lucumi Carol Denise McNair Carol Jenkins Carole Robertson Charles Curry Charles Ferguson Charles Lewis Charles Wright Charly Leundeu Keunang Chime Riley Christian Taylor Christopher Sheels Claude Neal Clementa Pickney Clifford Glover Clifton Walker Clinton Briggs Clinton R. Allen Cordella Stevenson Corey Carter Corey Jones Cynthia Marie Graham Hurd Cynthia Wesley
Daniel L. Simmons Danny Bryant Darius Randell Robinson Darius Tarver Darrien Hunt Darrius Stewart David Felix David Joseph David McAtee David Walker and his family Deandre Brunston Deborah Danner Delano Herman Middleton Demarcus Semer Demetrius DuBose Depayne Middleton-Doctor Dion Johnson Dominique Clayton Dontre Hamilton Dred Scott
Edmund Scott Ejaz Choudry Elbert Williams Eleanor Bumpurs Elias Clayton Elijah McClain Eliza Woods Elizabeth Lawrence Elliot Brooks Ellis Hudson Elmer Jackson Elmore Bolling Emantic Fitzgerald Bradford Jr. Emmett Till Eric Garner Eric Harris Eric Reason Ernest Lacy Ernest Thomas Ervin Jones Eugene Rice Eugene Williams Ethel Lee Lance Ezell Ford
Felix Kumi Frank Livingston Frank Morris Frank Smart Frazier B. Baker Fred Hampton Fred Rochelle Fred Temple Freddie Carlos Gray Jr.
George Floyd George Grant George Junius Stinney Jr. George Meadows George Waddell George Washington Lee Gregory Gunn
Harriette Vyda Simms Moore Harry Tyson Moore Hazel “Hayes” Turner Henry Ezekial Smith Henry Lowery Henry Ruffin Henry Scott Hosea W. Allen
India Kager Isaac McGhie Isadore Banks Italia Marie Kelly
Jack Turner Jamar Clark Jamel Floyd James Byrd Jr. James Craig Anderson James Earl Chaney James Powell James Ramseur James Tolliver James T. Scott Janet Wilson Jason Harrison Javier Ambler J.C. Farmer Jemel Roberson Jerame Reid Jesse Thornton Jessie Jefferson Jim Eastman Joe Nathan Roberts John Cecil Jones John Crawford III John J. Gilbert John Ruffin John Taylor Johnny Robinson Jonathan Ferrell Jonathan Sanders Jordan Edwards Joseph Mann Julia Baker Julius Jones July Perry Junior Prosper
Kalief Browder Karvas Gamble Jr. Keith Childress, Jr. Kelly Gist Kelso Benjamin Cochrane Kendrick Johnson Kenneth Chamberlain Sr. Kenny Long Kevin Hicks Kevin Matthews Kiwane Albert Carrington
Lacy Mitchell Lamar Smith Laquan McDonald Laura Nelson Laura Wood L.B. Reed L.D. Nelson Lemuel Penn Lemuel Walters Leonard Deadwyler Leroy Foley Levi Harrington Lila Bella Carter Lloyd Clay Louis Allen Lucy
M.A. Santa Cruz Maceo Snipes Malcom X Malice Green Malissa Williams Manuel Ellis Marcus Deon Smith Marcus Foster Marielle Franco Mark Clark Maria Martin Lee Anderson Martin Luther King Jr. Matthew Avery Mary Dennis Mary Turner Matthew Ajibade May Noyes Mckenzie Adams Medgar Wiley Evers Michael Brown Michael Donald Michael Griffith Michael Lee Marshall Michael Lorenzo Dean Michael Noel Michael Sabbie Michael Stewart Michelle Cusseaux Miles Hall Moses Green Mya Hall Myra Thompson
Nathaniel Harris Pickett Jr. Natasha McKenna Nicey Brown Nicholas Heyward Jr.
O’Day Short family Orion Anderson Oscar Grant III Otis Newsom
Pamela Turner Paterson Brown Jr. Patrick Dorismond Philando Castile Phillip Pannell Phillip White Phinizee Summerour
Quaco
Ramarley Graham Randy Nelson Raymond Couser Raymond Gunn Regis Korchinski-Paquet Rekia Boyd Renisha McBride Riah Milton Robert Hicks Robert Mallard Robert Truett Rodney King Roe Nathan Roberts Roger Malcolm and his wife Roger Owensby Jr. Ronell Foster Roy Cyril Brooks Rumain Brisbon Ryan Matthew Smith
Sam Carter Sam McFadden Samuel DuBose Samuel Ephesians Hammond Jr. Samuel Hammond Jr. Samuel Leamon Younge Jr. Sandra Bland Sean Bell Shali Tilson Sharonda Coleman-Singleton Shukri Abdi Simon Schuman Slab Pitts Stella Young Stephon Clark Susie Jackson
T.A. Allen Tamir Rice Tamla Horsford Tanisha Anderson Timothy Caughman Timothy Hood Timothy Russell Timothy Stansbury Jr. Timothy Thomas Terrence Crutcher Terrill Thomas Tom Jones Tom Moss Tony McDade Tony Terrell Robinson Jr. Trayvon Martin Troy Hodge Troy Robinson Tula Tyler Gerth Tyre King Tywanza Sanders
Victor Duffy Jr. Victor White III
Walter Lamar Scott Wayne Arnold Jones Wesley Thomas Wilbert Cohen Wilbur Bundley Will Brown Will Head Will Stanley Will Stewart Will Thompson Willie James Howard Willie Johnson Willie McCoy Willie Palmer Willie Turks William Brooks William Butler William Daniels William Fambro William Green William L. Chapman II William Miller William Pittman Wyatt Outlaw
Yusef Kirriem Hawkins
The victims of LaLaurie (1830s) The black victims of the Opelousas massacre (1868) The black victims of the Thibodaux massacre (1887) The black victims of the Wilmington insurrection (1898) The black victims of the Johnson-Jeffries riots (1910) The black victims of the Red summer (1919) The black victims of the Elaine massacre (1919) The black victims of the Ocoee massacre (1920) The victims of the MOVE bombing (1985)
All the people who died during the Atlantic slave trade, be it due to abuse or disease.
All the unnamed victims of mass-incarceration, who were put into jail without the committing of a crime and died while in jail or died after due to mental illness.
All the unnamed victims of racial violence and discrimination.
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My apologies for all the people missing on this list. Feel free to add more names and stories.
Listen, learn and read about discrimination, racism and black history: (feel free to add more) Documentaries: 13th (Netflix) The Innocence Files (Netflix) Who Killed Malcolm X? (Netflix) Time: The Kalief Browder Story (Netflix) I Am Not Your Negro
YouTube videos: We Cannot Stay Silent about George Floyd Waarom ook Nederlanders de straat op gaan tegen racisme (Dutch) Wit is ook een kleur (Dutch) (documentaire)
Books: Biased by Jennifer Eberhardt Don’t Touch My Hair by Emma Dabiri Freedom Is A Constant Struggle by Angela Davis How To Be An Anti-Racist by Ibram X. Kendi I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou Me and White Supremacy by Layla Saad So You Want To Talk About Race by Ijeoma Oluo They Can’t Kill Us All by Wesley Lowery White Fragility by Robin Deangelo Why I’m No Longer Talking To White People About Race by Reni Eddo-Lodge Woman, Race and Class by Angela Davis
Websites: https://lynchinginamerica.eji.org/report/ https://museumandmemorial.eji.org/ https://archive.org/details/thirtyyearsoflyn00nati/page/n11/mode/2up https://lab.nos.nl/projects/slavernij/index-english.html https://blacklivesmatter.com/ https://www.zinnedproject.org/
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✹ BRIMSTONE, BABY. — A HUNGRY GHOSTS PLAYLIST
⇻ still it comes crawling back, bleeding and bruised but alive all the same. there’s no running from the inevitable.
tracklist link —
i. dear sons and daughters of hungry ghosts ; wolf parade — god doesn’t always have the best goddamn plans, does he?
ii. severus and stone ; radical face — from here on out, i wear this face for both of us.
iii. a better son/daughter ; rilo kiley — but the lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.
iv. violet clementine ; lady lamb — you’re only a handsome animal.
v. a burning hill ; mitski — i’m tired of wanting more.
vi. hunger ; of monsters and men — you’re just a shade of what i am, not what i’ll be.
vii. spat out spit ; lady lamb — have i been asleep this whole damn time?
viii. bad bad things ; ajj — i continued without mercy.
ix. we must be killers ; mikky ekko — we all know what we’ve done.
x. reminders ; radical face — you could dream i turned well, and i could just go to sleep.
xi. brother ; edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros — oh brother of mine, we’ll be singing someday.
xii. we go ; thao & the get down stay down — we will go on.
taglist beneath the cut (just ask to be added/removed!)
@ditzysworld ✹ @andiwriteunderthemoon ✹ @ladywithalamp ✹ @milkyway-writes ✹ @sybil-writes ✹ @magicalwriting ✹ @inkpot-dreamer ✹ @greenwood-writes ✹ @landfillmp3 ✹ @ofbloodandflowers ✹ @nymphaliidae ✹ @notquitenovelist ✹ @belles-library ✹ @andinbetweenwegarden ✹ @semblanche ✹ @writers-lovers ✹ @angelolytle ✹ @faesongwrites ✹ @inesnenci ✹ @heyabella ✹ @patiwritesstuff ✹ @sunlight-and-starskies ✹ @hellsigns ✹ @aelenko ✹ @writemares
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Searching For Brothers | Chapter X: Reuniting with the Eldest Brother
CHAPTER 10 Word count: 2 k
CLEMENTINE P.O.V.
The tense atmosphere in the air made the hair at the back of my neck stand as I stood beside Roki. For comfort, I ran my hand through his soft white fur, tugging on it slightly with my fingers.
"Are you alright?"
I couldn't help but jump slightly as I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder.
I gave Shanks a small nod with a nervous smile before looking back at the massive ship that belonged to one of the most influential men in the world.
In a way I was excited. After traveling for a bit over a year and a half, I was finally going to get to see my older brother.
"Remember, I trained you with the basic Haki. You should be able to withstand mine as we aboard their ship," the red-haired man whispered as he smiled broadly, placing his arm around my shoulder as if he wanted to comfort me.
I nodded once again, rolling my shoulders to get the tension out of them. After a week of fighting Marines just to get to Shirohige's ship made my body sore. Not that I was going to admit that because knowing Yasopp, he would surely tease me about it.
I looked behind me and saw rest of Shanks's crew looking at us with a grin, many of them giving me a thumbs up.
"Dahahaha, stop being so tense, I'm sure they won't be hostile towards you because you're Ace's baby sister," Shanks laughed as he slapped me on the back.
A wince escaped my mouth, but a hesitant smile also appeared on my lips. I placed my hand on Roki's large snout, looking into his crystalline blue eyes, "I'm going to go for a bit. I want you waiting here, ok, boy? Make sure not to cause trouble for Yasopp and Roo," I whispered, burying my face in his mane of fur.
The giant beast purred in response, pushing me forward with his head. I gulped and stood next to Shanks, grabbing the black cloak he always wore.
The said man looked down at me before chucking, ruffling my blonde head, making my hat slip off.
I pouted, feeling slightly annoyed at his way of affection as I held the hat, fixing it onto my head.
"Come on, let's go."
Shanks sent me one last look before pushing himself off of his boat's deck, jumping onto the ship we were drifting next to.
"Here goes for nothing..." I mumbled, jumping on the deck beside Shanks, my umbrella in my hand.
However, as my feet landed on the Moby Dick, I grew even tenser as I eyed all the pirates who stared at us with scowls and snarls, many of them playing with the weapons they had in their hands.
At that moment I felt Shanks' rush of Haki roll out of his body hitting everyone. I immediately release my own Haoshoku Haki to counter it, protecting myself from his blast as soon as I felt light headed. It was unbelievably powerful; I was positive if I were a couple of seconds later, I would have fainted.
With our combined Haki, I watched as many of the crew members of the Whitebeard Pirates start to drop to the floor, falling unconscious.
THIRD PERSON P.O.V.
"Hell, he's making another grand entrance," Marco the 1st division's commander of the Whitebeard Pirates scowled as he crossed his arms over his chest in distaste.
"Though that Haki wasn't just produced by himself.... Who is the person behind him....?" Jozu, another commander questioned as he became tense at the cloaked person who walked behind Shanks. They were covered head to toe by their black clock, making it impossible to see anything underneath. 'Male? No, female? I can't tell!'
The rest of the conscious Whitebeard pirates sent suspicious looks at the cloaked figure trying to figure who they were.
Shanks stopped walking as he stood in front of the man known as Edward Newgate, the captain of the Whitebeard Pirates.
"Excuse us, we had to be a bit of a threat since we are on an enemy ship," the redhead nonchalantly spoke, his voice sounding as carefree as usual.
Clementine just stayed frozen where she stood, her icy blue eyes staring at the large man sitting in front of her in awe.
'So this is Ace's captain.....' She thought in amazement, the corner of her lips tugging up.
Shirohige stared at the two for a moment, "you damn brat, causing trouble as always," the man growled as he took a large gulp out of sake he was drinking.
The older man seemed relaxed, looking away from Shanks and eyeing the smaller figure in the cloak. His eyes narrowed as he realized he couldn't see who it was because of the hood.
"Brat, who the hell is that?"
Shanks looked back, eyeing Clementine's frozen form in pure amusement, "the reason I came here today is for her sake, actually. I-"
The red-haired man's words were cut off as a shirtless man suddenly attacked, his burning fist aimed at the cloaked figure.
"You're damn suspicious!" Ace yelled attacked Clementine, the patience he was feeling finally disappearing.
Everyone else watched in shock and horror, their jaws falling to the floor as their hot-headed 2nd division commander attacked the mysterious person.
"That Baka!" Marco hissed ready to stop Ace, knowing this could become a full out war if the attack hit the cloaked figure, especially if they were a part of the Red Hair Pirates
Clementine, on the other hand, giggled in delight, easily making a portal appear in front of her, making it swallow Ace's fist and arm.
The said male stared at the portal in shock not believing his own eyes.
Before he could comprehend anything, the portal disappeared, and he was tackled to the floor by the cloaked figure.
Everyone immediately got tense, their hands grabbing their weapons, pointing to the two form that laid on the floor.
However, they froze as Ace started to bawl loudly, hugging the figure to his chest as he cried in delight.
"CLEMIE!!!!"
"EHHHHHHH?!"
~*~
"Gurahahaha!!" Edward Newgate laughed as he took a chug out his new Sake bottle. Beside him sat Shanks, drinking his own bottle, seeming to be in a good mood because of the amount of alcohol surrounding him.
The two men stared at Ace and Clementine in amusement as the older brother hugged his younger sister, hissing at any males that were trying to approach her.
Clementine, who seemed to be already used to her older brother's behavior, calmly sat in his lap nibbling on a piece of loaf she received from Thatch.
Though, not before Ace took a bite out of it, saying, "I'm just making sure that perverted old man didn't add anything to it."
The rest of the commanders were sitting around Ace, laughing at the unusual sight.
"Who knew Ace had a sister complex?" Marco laughed teasingly, making the mentioned male glare at him.
"Hah? How can I not be worried? Look at how cute she is! Every time we went to the village I had to kick some bastard away so she wouldn't get kidnapped!" Ace yelled as he squeezed Clementine's cheek.
The blonde female who had gotten rid of her cloak scowled, slapping away Ace's hand as she rubbed her reddening cheek.
Before the male could complain, Clementine created a portal with her right hand, grabbing a large piece of meat, stuffing it into the male's mouth.
"There, eat and be quiet," Clementine quietly stated.
Everyone sweatdropped at her cool behavior.
'She's so different from Ace.... She seems more level-headed, unlike this hot-blooded idiot...' Marco thought in amusement, watching as the smaller female scolded Ace who seemed to grow depressed at each remark she made.
All of the white beard commander than looked at the female in surprise as she suddenly got on her knees. She faced all the commanders with a blank look, her icy eyes piercing to each of them for a second. She carefully placed her hands together before bowing deeply, her head touching the floor in Wano style.
"Thank you for taking care of Ace. Although he could be extremely hot-blooded and stupid at times, he has a strong heart, and I'm sure he means well. I'm very glad he has found a family like this crew," Clementine thanked, her long blonde hair falling over her like a curtain.
The commanders all stared in shock, similar thoughts running through their minds, 'SHE REALLY ISN'T LIKE ACE AT ALL!!!'
Izo, the 16th division commander and a former citizen of Wano Country was the first one to snap out of the shock he felt. He placed a gentle hand on Clementine's shoulder, slowly pulling the female up into a sitting position, looking into her eyes.
"Now, now, a lady shouldn't be bowing to men like them," he smiled sending her a wink, "We ladies have to keep our head up with dignity no matter what."
"Oi, oi, oi. Aren't you one of us as well?" Thatch complained, lightly glaring at the man dressed in the purple and pink kimono.
Izo covered his mouth with the back of his hand, "Ohohohoho~ what are you talking about dear Thatch? How can a lady be included in a group of men?"
The men plus Clementine sweat dropped at Izo's comment, but they didn't push it any further.
Quickly they all went back to drinking and laughing, sharing jokes and adventures. Ace looked at his younger sister for a moment before suddenly standing up, pulling Clementine up to her feet as well.
The older male looked at his blonde sister with a grin, taking her hand into his, "come on Clemie, I'm going to introduce you to Oyaji properly!"
A look of hesitation appeared on her face. Earlier when she and Ace reunited, she didn't have a proper chance to greet the Yonko before the banquet began suddenly with a cheer.
She sent Ace a look but the said male seemed to not notice as he dragged her to his captain.
Not seeing any other choice, she looked at Shanks who was drinking beside Whitebeard, looking amused at her.
Even though the red-haired man seemed like he wasn't going to help, he sent her a thumbs up, grinning at her, a cheeky smile on his face.
"I see you finally decided to introduce me to your baby sister, Ace."
Clementine froze at the deep voice and stared up at the large man who easily towered over her even with him sitting.
Whitebeard looked at the younger girl, his eyes scrutinizing her icy blue eyes that stared back at him, not wavering at all.
'Those eyes.... I've seen those eyes before....' The older man thought, feeling confusion for a moment. After a moment, a realization hit him as he remembered a certain woman. They weren't the same eyes. But they had the same kindness and strength in them.
'Roger, it seems like this girl is much like your wife, Portgas D. Rouge. She seems to hold the same will power your wife had....'
"Gurararara!! Come here, child!" Whitebeard laughed as he motioned for the girl to come forward.
Clementine did as she was told, proudly standing in front of the man who was said to be the most powerful man in the current world.
Before the blonde knew what was happening, a large but gentle hand was placed on her head.
"Welcome to the family my daughter!!! Since Ace is my son, I welcome you as one of my daughters as well!"
Clementine stared at the man in surprise before smiling slightly, "well, then I shall call you Papa then."
Both Ace and Whitebeard looked at each other before breaking into a burst of laughter.
"Papa it is! Yarou domo it's a banquet to celebrate our new daughter!!!" Whitebeard yelled as he threw his barrel into the air.
"Aye!!!!"
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I’m always fucking uncomfortable talking about myself on here so it was really nice to be tagged in this!!! thanks @deaderthand!!
Nicknames: Goose, Zuzu, Ace, and Queenie. Probably some others I’m forgetting!
Gender: Cis girl, maybe.
Zodiac sign: Leo!!
Sexuality: Panromantic Asexual
Height: Five foot three inches, last I checked!
Favourite animal: I have never met a cat I didn’t love. Putting my favorite of these under the cut because I love her.
Number of blankets: One! One thick-ass comforter. All year round. If it’s hot out I just contort and suffer
Dream trip: Me and my best friends pile into a car. We drive somewhere warm with a nice beach (because the beaches where I am are fUCKING FREEZING!) We stay in a basic-ass cabin and do nothing but watch shows we like and eat good food.
And then we go to disneyland because I’m basic.
Favourite song of the week: The Overpass by Panic! At The Disco!!!
Things I find comfort in: Cats, Italian ice, cartoons, drawing, writing, small spaces, putting blankets over my head, fanfiction, music, roleplaying, painting nails, braiding hair, sewing. . . there may be a theme here.
tryna think of folks who haven’t been tagged yet but @protect-parker-jones @shipperofeverything @unnatural-red @e-x-a-r @hufflepuff-with-anger-issues @being-edward-hyde (and I know I’m forgetting people but :oT)
This is my bby girl and I love her. Her name is Clementine and sometimes she sleeps on my legs
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