#( and seeing the spawn removes his desire. what caz became scares pax more than molag )

[endawn]

okay but( re : ascension ). pax is on edge !! molag possesses him when running into ralph outside of the thorm mausoleum. much, much easier than what was normal. usually pax has more of a warning and can resist and fight. in that moment, he was walking along with the tadcrew, blinked, and was getting dragged down into a consuming, black sea within his own mind. he doesn’t know he cried out, tried reaching out to whoever was closest to him. mol..ag forced him into his vampire lord form !! when he comes back, he’s face down in the dirt with his armor in pieces. the panic on the tadcrew’s faces, ralph is even startled ( of course the intent was to intimidate the devil ). it makes him paranoid, makes him think mol..ag’s strength over him is growing. or he’s getting weaker. he doesn’t quite realize BEING in the shadow cursed lands is the reason. soaking up all that necrotic energy + being bloodstarved for most of it. molzzag hadn’t done it in a long time at that point. it makes him nervous, it scares him. he’s terrified.

[endawn]

#(but once getting out of the sh-cursed lands the fears starts to subside and he does. realize why it was so easy for mol..ag ) # and seeing the spawn removes his desire. what caz became scares pax more than molag ) #(because HE can become that if he isn't careful )

also, this is. pretty much how the interaction went with mol..ag @ ralph while piloting pax’s body

okay but( re : ascension ). pax is on edge !! molag possesses him when running into ralph outside of the thorm mausoleum. much, much easier than what was normal. usually pax has more of a warning and can resist and fight. in that moment, he was walking along with the tadcrew, blinked, and was getting dragged down into a consuming, black sea within his own mind. he doesn’t know he cried out, tried reaching out to whoever was closest to him. mol..ag forced him into his vampire lord form !! when he comes back, he’s face down in the dirt with his armor in pieces. the panic on the tadcrew’s faces, ralph is even startled ( of course the intent was to intimidate the devil ). it makes him paranoid, makes him think mol..ag’s strength over him is growing. or he’s getting weaker. he doesn’t quite realize BEING in the shadow cursed lands is the reason. soaking up all that necrotic energy + being bloodstarved for most of it. molzzag hadn’t done it in a long time at that point. it makes him nervous, it scares him. he’s terrified.