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sequesteredbhaalspawn · 9 months ago

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Just thinking about a Dark Urge feeling the need to be gentle with Gortash (pre-tadpole), and guilty and disgusted the feel about it leads them to committing a spree of murders to try cleans themselves of it- but it doesn't ago away. Durge just covered in gore and viscera, blooding caking over their skin- arms sore, and shoulders almost dislocated from how viciously they had stabbed their last victim- so many time, crying, because they where made to kill, only kill- committing divine murder! Why are they cursed with this unnatural feeling?

Of course it's only for Gortash, and they are kill a monster to everyone else. Still evil, and cunning. Still a cannibal, still a n*cr*phile, still horrid and depraved... but for this one person there is this need for gentleness.

#the dark urge #dark urge #durge #enver gortash #durgetash #( i think everyone always needs to remember that durge is a n*cr*phile. and the player has no control over that. )#( and it's not just durge's ever adoring butler that says this. the narrator does too. )#( calling astarion ''a prefect pretty corpse'' when recruiting him. )#( the first time interacting with the dead body and her saying ''you don't know why but you find yourself smiling'' )#( if durge digs up kanon's grave they get to call him beautiful. corpses in general beautiful. )#( and because n*cr*philia and cannibalism for that matter are things that have nothing to do with bhaal they are not brought upon by him. )

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