#( OOC. ) – out of patience !

[coldjustness]

Waiting for the flood of people outside of tumblr to come rolling in confessing how they were too harsh and unfair on Dragon Age Veilguard.

[byanyan]

gonna call a little mini baby sort-of hiatus (again. already.) bc i am so perpetually exhausted rn. i'm still lurking on the dash and honestly things could change within just a couple days, who fuckin knows, but i wanna just toss out a blanket "hey i'm fucking slow/practically nonexistent rn but i'm not tired of yall or byan or writing i just have no fucking energy even for the things i love" shout bc i hate being silent for too long around here ajkfhds

[lightofunova]

New Profile Pic for Arc 3!!!

[radiofreesanjak]

"Every second more of Bo is gone!"

A pity it isn't already.

That fool shall learn "freedom must come at any cost" means any cost. They say none will be spared; I will not contradict them if it will mean our freedom.

That AGNI wished to aid you, comrade. Yet you turned him away.

I remind you this: our enemies would have gleefully taken him in.

You are misguided; clinging to false notions of moral warfare. Those who chain themselves can never vanquish those who are unbound.

We lack their firepower; we must compensate with viciousness.

I pray you realize your folly before it gets someone killed. In the meantime, I shall attempt to send you as much filament as I can. Use it well.

I do not know who you are but that you call us 'comrade.' I ask you then: who exactly are you fighting for, because it cannot be the people under the boots of the noble.

There is a worrying trend I have seen that witnesses the violence done by the noble class, who would invoke our plight specifically, and turn that observation into an excuse to do violence to "Karrakins," who would raze the worlds of Karrakis, and Khayradin, and, yes, Bo, and see all this as a win because of what "those bastards did to Sanjak." Here I pose you the question: who did that, and is it the people who would face the brunt of your violence?

The answer is no. Even on Karrakis, not more then 5% of those who reside there are noble, for all that the Omninet would have you believe otherwise. You look at whole worlds and see them as enemies- I answered that question about the House of Dust as I did because I know that the vast majority of the people there are my allies. That is why our movement saw victory there so quickly, there simply was more of us than there are of them, and the nobility knew that they could not hold the reigns of power, so instead they denied the planet to the people who would inherit it.

Your rhetoric echoes the reasoning of those knaves, in a way that I sincerely hope means that you are merely another anonymized voice of the Hagiographs and not some so-called ally of mine, because your tactics would have won us freedom but denied us Sanjak, and so would have had us die in the void or to the volleys of the Stone fleet.

We do lack their firepower. But we have numbers, and we always know the land we fight on far better than they who would hole themselves up in resorts. This is an advantage we lose if we kill our class-siblings and raze the land. This is a tactical decision, and one you clearly do not understand.

If it is blood you crave, direct that urge correctly and specifically, and know when it is a correct impulse to indulge. Tell me what would be won by the destruction of Bo, or begone. The ex-nobles are off-planet already, and my comrades and friends are still trapped by the evacuation crisis with everyone else. Forgive me if I'm wrong, faceless "comrade," but you don't know what the fuck you're talking about.

If you're real? Come with the filament and I'll teach you where to point your gun.

[dirtytransmasc]

concept, cause the dynamics at play would be super interesting:

when Tuk and Neytiri are sucked into the hold of the Seadragon, what if Spider, unwilling to watch another one of this baby siblings, nor his siblings mother (despite everything cause he's a good kid), die without doing anything, jumps in after them?

they're now stuck in a flooding ship, spider knows his way around to a decent extent, they're all tired, they're all scared, they're all hurting. they have to depend on each other for survival.

Neytiri has to not only trust Spider, but has to follow his lead, has to trust him to guide her around a demon ship, has to untrust not only her own life, but the life of her youngest child to this boy.

Maybe they're separated, they have to find one another (my personal favorite scenario is that Tuk and Spider are together and he has to try and find her/guide Neytiri to him)

Spider taking Neytiri and Tuk's arms so they aren't separated by stray currents and raging waters (a parallel to "Sully's stick together"). Spider talking them through the breath holds he learned as a kid in case his mask malfunctioned before bringing them through the depths of the submerged ship (parallel to Jake and Lo'ak)

anyway. I just can't stop thinking about it. think about it.

Neytiri is faced with the fact that Spider jumped in after her and Tuk. he came for them, he put himself in danger to save them, to save her daughter. even after what she did to him. even after she held a knife to him, after she cut him, after she intended to kill him even after Kiri was released. he still jumped to her aid, even if he could have stayed with Kiri above deck where he was safe, he could have just aided Tuk and left her behind, but he didn't.

and there's so many ways to play with it and the aftermath. like.

Spider dragging both Tuk and Neytiri up the surface, trying his best to keep the trio afloat (namely Neytiri who was much less adjusted to the water and is exhausted by the night they've had) as they hope and pray to be reunited with the rest of their family.

maybe the stress gets to them and Spider just starts apologizing. I should have fought them harder. I shouldn't have let Lo'ak and Neteyam try and leave with me, I would have been fine. I should have seen it coming, should have taken it myself. it should have been me. my baby brother shouldn't be dead.

maybe he becomes partly delirious as he too gives into exhaustion, the big brother in him being the only part of him left coherent, so he takes Tuk close, whispering prrnen tsmuke [baby sister] over and over into her braids, assuring himself that she's safe and unharmed. he keeps praying to the Great Mother for his siblings to return to him unharmed. maybe he keeps asking where they are, if they're safe as his awareness fades and his memory weakens. all of his siblings. asking if Neteyam is ok, only to remember he's gone the second the words leave his tongue.

Jake and Lo'ak finding them when they come up with Payakan, both worse for wear, exhausted, clinging to one another, the only thing keeping their heads above water being spiders life vest, Tuk cradled between them. what a sight.

Neytiri watching as Spider looks over each of his siblings, taking them close, holding onto them as if they will be ripped away from him. the realization that he would die before he let that happen again hitting her like a ton of bricks the second she sees the look in his eyes.

a peace being made between the two in the wake of this event. spider silently claiming the role of big brother (he always was, but he had to pretend he wasn't. with Neteyam gone, he can't pretend he's not anymore), Neytiri silently agreeing.

idk man. it would be interesting.

[skyheld]

they could have kept just a hint of the original creepy vibes of haven in dai. just some skeletons in a closet or something

[coiledqueen]

ooc. thanks for indulging my lil' looking glass meme today! it was nice to stretch the ol' writing bones once again after a hectic week. truth is, I've been breaking fandom containment lately and this seemed like a good way to bridge everything. I've been doing a lot of 1x1 RP interactions on Discord recently and it's been very refreshing! (if you want to spin something up with an off-tumblr muse of mine, just let me know--and please respect that I give the 'cord out to trusted mutuals. you are always free to ask!) who knows? one or more of these may see the true blue someday.

violet vanesse (fandomless bounty hunter oc)

herlock sholmes (tgaa)

owain (fe: awakening)

juri han (street fighter)

yusei fudo (yugioh 5ds)

princess kumatora (mother 3)

and many more--

my dash time has been very sparse lately and I have found that it's very difficult to keep track of things across all blogs--we may be too deep in the sauce LMAO. I do think I will eventually have to sit down and really think about how to manage blogs/muses effectively, but there's soooo many interactions/dynamics that I have come to cherish across all of them. too much good food, too little time!!

[askmarcille]

Chat I'm going to be completely transparent with you all. I'm tired. I attempted to go through the messages, but after some unforseen drama that I got roped into, I don't have the energy to focus on the askbox right now.

That and no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to focus on anything to save my life right now. I do have adhd (wahoo) and I'm just so flighty right now it's incredibly difficult to just sit myself down and do the inbox. :'))

[dangaer]

don't ship with me my reply time can be anything from 1 week to 4 years and when I write asks you'll have to deal with novellas 💔

[byanyan]

i've changed my mind again!! i am, in fact, going to delete a fuckload of my drafts bc i am!!! not vibing with having all this old stuff & having it stopping me from starting new stuff!!!! this is the year where i finally say fuck it!!! i'm gonna run this blog the way i wanna and i'm gonna do what's the most fun for me!!!! ...not that i didn't enjoy any of the threads i have in my drafts bc i did, i just. i have to do something to get myself energized again and clean slate (mostly) is all i got rn askjfhds

i'm not deleting everything — i've got some specific verse stuff, some plotted and/or specific character moment things, and some starters that i'm holding on to, but. yeah. everything else has to go, i'm so sorry

[quietlyblooms]

i'm feeling bummed and just wanna quietly do things for a while, but i'll try to bounce back to be around on discord and im's for plotting! my brain is simply being mean to me and needs a time out >B(

[hishook]

i am not a fast RPer. 🧍

[coldjustness-archive]

SO! Shipping, and what is the state of it on this blog? Well, here it is. I don't want to say slow burn because I don't need a 50 note thread to make a ship, but I also don't like to just hop right in without some plotting before hand. So the conclusion I've come to?

I want some natural build up, some flirting, even if it's playful and through posts or crack or in threads, what have you. BUILD that chemistry with Neve, do it naturally - and we will go from there.

[onlyloki]

i feel like yeah haha loki's president but don't forget that loki isn't from midgard, they are NOT human. they're a frost giant and a god and they've ALWAYS been royalty.... they are not gonna take well to threats but especially political threats <3

[mindmxtters]

[dangaer]

being an adult is fun until you hit the 'goes to bed early to wake up early' stage.