#( I can't keep up with asks anymore )

[prokyon]

The way things are going I will not be able to pay for my ADHD assessment for another year at least. All my money got eaten by bills that turned out to be triple what we expected.

I've never asked for help like this before please help me reach my goal: ko-fi.com/prokyon

if you cannot afford it, please do not donate.

[thatfriendlyanon]

when does this start getting easier

[mikashida]

What the hell was going on in 2013 furry deviantart?

oh okay so from 2011-2015 it was considered perfectly normal or at least not looked down on in the furry community to harass children (13 and under) (mostly under) who would trace or copy your art. back around this time (late 2000s/early 2010s) there weren't as many furry artists so if you were a good furry artist it wasn't terribly difficult to raise to fame pretty quickly, and a lot of people let it get to their heads and some started behaving like it was very difficult to be popular on the internet because they had So many (children) maliciously copying their art and fursonas and so these artists with thousands of followers who were sometimes almost a decade older than the Evil Children who were Out To Get Them and Intentionally Make Them Paranoid by Stealing Their Precious Fursonas and Furry Art and Palettes (y'all remember palette theft?) were sending their friends and followers to harass said children, some of whom were followed from account to account for years, for making the grave mistake of posting one (1) traced art piece on their account with 4 followers. all the while the popular artists would be having public breakdowns and making journal post after journal post about how they were the ones being attacked/victimized. they were just very severely insecure people who decided to attack others to cope with their insecurity and it was an echo chamber with these popular artists so everyone thought it was normal and everyone constantly did it. crazy times

[not-brionnnne]

hey has anyone ever considered doing shinjiro smut for after the fade to black but he lays you across his lap, like has anyone ever considered the canon praise kink with him more—shinjiro who scolds you, calls you trouble and tells you to stay close to him like a "good girl", shinjiro who acts tough, pretends to be fed up with you pushing him around (he loves it, but that doesn't mean you're not gonna hear about it), ignoring what he wants, so two can play that game, and you think, god, he's not holding back anymore, he's going to kiss me, finally, we're going to— but no, he settles on his bed and pats his lap and tells you that you need to "take responsibility" for teasing him like that, messing with his feelings — "be a good girl." remember, you started this.

[itsahotminuteinbetween]

arguably the most sane characters in my witch au for the forseeable future-and in tsams in general, tbh

[transmechanicus]

I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.

[fullscoreshenanigans]

What's your favorite official art outfit (POSUKA AND ANIME, DOESN'T MATTER.) on the trio that isn't the standard GF or bunker uniform?

Mine is definitely Ray's Halloween outfit.he rocks it!

The detailing in the second variation of the Alice in Wonderland outfits for Norman's 2022 birthday art owns mine entire ass:

The eminence, the majesty radiating off of it with the shimmers and rainbows, their poses, Emma in pants with a dashing coat and vest combo. I can even forgive the Ray-blue Norman-green color assignment given their respective roles of Cheshire Cat and Mad Hatter. Love seeing them older with a flair of youthful impishness.

But I'm also partial to that Halloween art and the fourth light novel cover:

Love how tranquil and laid back they look after everything.

[spacebubblehomebase]

hi, just letting you know that ahmed 90s-ghost doesn't verify fundraisers anymore! he quit after it got too overwhelming, so you shouldn't @ him asking him to. you can probably find the post about it by searching his blog.

Thanks for letting me know, Anon...

I get it... I REALLY do.

I understand. Y'know I used to be so excited to get Asks. It means someone wants to talk about art and silly cartoon characters with me. But now all I feel is dread. Not because I don't want to help, but because the help I give is never enough. I used to privately mesage back to those Asks, but one became 6 became 10 to... Well. I can't donate. Euros and dollars are valued a lot higher here, thus the opposite is also true. The value of our money is but a paltry bread's worth and even if I split it in crumbs, with the amount of people who approach me for help, it'll soon run dry, but I'm just a student who still rely on my parents financially. So I thought I'd share instead, but that quickly got out of hand. I post one thing and get multiple asks by the HOUR. I already had to apologize for struggling to meet demands before and I only had 3 or 6 rare to come-by short Asks about art. Now I have a hundred and counting I have to check personally. I didn't want to admit it, but I've also long been overwhelmed. I just didn't feel like I had the right to say so. I still don't. But the truth is, anyone can say they're verified too, which is terrible because not only will I be partially responsible for my followers who got scammed by bots or scumbags who take advantage of those at war with fake fundraisers, but even worse is that the help and money may not even reach those who actually need it. I thought I would be fine the first time. I don't really like posting too much about our depressing reality or watching news in general because my account was supposed to be a "safe SPACE" and a "nice little BUBBLE" for us to be happy and escape for awhile, so I didn't think much about reblogging it at first. I only wanted to help. But it just kept going and I got swept away. There's so many of them, but there's only one of me and I've been spiraling lately. So for now, I will no longer take any Asks about this subject (which I always avoid mentioning directly because the algorithm has it out for putting you guys down and I wanted you all to make it so I didn't tag those reblogs as such). I'll still take Asks provided they're related to my actual content and of course I'll still support raising awareness for Pal est ine, yet I also get it if this may appear selfish to some of you. I tried. I really did. But if you'd rather ignore, unfollow, or block me for this decision, I understand. I'm just sorry it had to come to this and that I wasn't strong enough to help more. -Bubs.

[origamihoshi]

can you tell us more abt mono-a? ur padjal girl

Sure, thank you for asking I love talking about my fucked up daughter!

This is my girl, Mono-A-Milla, she's totally a normal girl and there is nothing wrong with her 🥰

But yeah she grew up very differently from other padjal, after she accidentally disintegrated her parents she pretty much became property of the Elementals, yeah sure they could have just taken her horns once seeing how powerful she was that she could mimic the greenwrath at the age of three, but where's the fun in that? So Mono-A grew up deep within the forest far away from other people and had to raise herself (Elementals aren't gonna be able to act as parents let's be real), she was only allowed to go out to where people are when it came to the qreenwrath, so she grew up seeing disintegrating people as nothing more than a game she got to play.

I feel like growing up with only the Elementals around for company can fuck you up, yes she can understand them really well (maybe better than most others can) but there's no good true translation of their language to Eorzean and the seedseers and hearers are all probably better at translating it than her anyway, becasue her understanding comes from her needing to survive and not being able to bridge the gap that padjals normally do. She's not a normal padjal because she never got to learn what padjals are normally meant to learn. Sure she can talk like the Elementals somewhat but becasue she's not an Elemental I feel like she'll never truly have it down.

She's very sensitive to aether and can kind of like hear it, her life has been one of nothing but noise from aether, or as she likes to call it singing. She's so used to hearing aether that if she's in a place with hardly any aether around she freaks out, like full on panic.

Like in ShB the light was so loud it was hard for her to focus on anything else, it was everywhere and taking in that light didn't do her any favors. (making all her spells light base is probably the best out come for what the light could do to people but still not great in her eyes)

She doesn't know how to control her emotions very well so when growing up the Elementals just overwritten her emotions with hers so she's kind of fucked up for life not being able to tell when it's her own emotions or theirs, really a lot of stuff with her is that she's been fucked up for life becasue of everything.

Because if you think about it padjal are kind of fucked up, people who have to grow up really fast to spend their whole lives having to please the people and the Elementals to keep the peace, but also they stay looking like a kid forever. It's messed up so of course when making Mono-A my whole thing was wanting to go into that things could really mess the kid up. She's probably in her 100s but she'll never look like it, she can be wise and act much older but most of the time she's super childish but in all the wrong ways, fighting is a game to her, she didn't get to play games like normal kids do, instead she got to kill those who wronged the forest. This kid doesn't even know her own emotions.

Before the seventh umbral calamity she was simply known as the Bringer of Greenwrath, someone to be feared becasue if you saw her you're dead. She was a sign of death, a story to tell the young to keep them in line, so it's kind of funny now that she's the Warrior of Light, she's seen as a hero. A dangerous hero who if emotions left unchecked could easily probably kill everyone, she's kind of a ticking time bomb if you think about it.

I like to think the Scions are like older siblings to her, yes she's older than all of them, but she doesn't look or act like it most of the time. But also I just like imagining her and G'raha sitting somewhere together as she reads a book out loud for her becasue she can't read.

But yeah Mono-A-Milla, my beloved padjal has never known normal and never will, becasue either she is feared or beloved and either one will only fuck her up more, there is no fixing her.

this is probably a mess but hopefully can be understood.

[bloodyentrails]

hi *taps mic* you're so cool and thank you so much for liking my posts! my question is, what is your favorite recurring character on spn and why? - from swansongsacrifice

hey!

i think it would have to be mark pellegrino's lucifer 🙈🙈🙈 i'm not exactly sure why but he does a combination of whimsical and menacing that is soooo interesting to me!

he's super compelling to me, i think i have seen a bunch of lucifers and i love how he doesn't play him as sexy and seductive (at least not overtly) but as very playful. luci seems very his own person and god i love all his scenes so much.

i have read one amazing samifer AU, by crowleysmistress, and idk it's not my usual flavour of ship at all, but somehow the way that the story operates was very compelling to me, and made me look at my own consent issues. ngl it really messed with my mind, but i thought that was a very good encapsulation of how lucifer operates in the show.

[beyondplusultra]

You ever just join a fandom where you love the thing so much but most of the people in it are just so... set in their headcanons and interpretations of characters that it's useless to try and have meaningful conversations with them... Like, you leave a comment that slightly disagrees with their opinion and they take it as an attack and turn the whole thing into an argument they HAVE to win instead of just like. A discussion. Which is what I wanted to have.

It's happened three times now so I'm just going to give up interacting with meta posts for that fandom, I think.

[johnslittlespoon]

https://www.tumblr.com/johnslittlespoon/754024039779123200/brainrot-from-bike-riders?source=share

8928 words?!?! Holy shit Sam, the day that you post this au I am putting my phone on do not disturb, closing the blinds, getting under my blanket and spending the whole day just reading this fic🙏🏼😩 I can finally die in peace!

SHGDK this made me giggleee I RLY HOPE IT LIVES UP TO UR EXPECTATIONS!! <33 ik i shouldn't but i've been bouncing back and forth between drafting/ch1 of this au and ch6 of dog coded but i might have hacked my own brain... i can trick myself by getting progress done in whichever one my brain isn't actively avoiding... and in doing so accidentally make progress in both bit by bit 🤝 (🤞)

[britneyshakespeare]

i love bratz as dolls but i fuckin hate mga as a brand. fuckin idiots

[apoloniaspiegelgold]

All my life I've been told by all kinds of people that they can never really tell what I'm feeling or what's going through my mind because apparently I'm always just hiding everything behind a smile so that I've become rather unreadable. And then he just. Takes one look at me and goes 'Yeah. I know that face, oh here we go again, she's about to unleash her thoughts. She's gonna bash that theory I just showed her so hard. Where's my popcorn?' I hadn't even said anything yet and he was already laughing.

And to be honest. It's quite nice to be known, actually.

[batautism]

I'm writing a paper about gender transgressive characters in mythology & folklore [in swedish] and its SO frustrating writing about these figures within the constraints of a gendered language. especially since these characters, while not real historical figures, still exist outside of the modern LGBT-era and point of view. since i'm explicitly doing a queer analysis, the choice of pronouns because more highlighted, too. i find the english s/he to be quite useful for some of these stories but that doesn't really work in swedish. swedish: she = hon, he = han and quite newly introduced & borrowed from finnish [only has one 3rd person singular pronoun] is hen = they/them singular or whatever else gender neutral that is used in english. currently i've been writing h[o]n, h[e]n and h[a]n depending on, as it is the middle vowel that changes the grammatical gender but google docs is so fucking mad at me constantly and i'm not sure my supervisor is going to let me keep it in..

[fantabulisticity]

I DID IT! I HIT 10K DRAFTS IN TUMBLR 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Goddamn. What's the limit???????