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voisbian · 2 months ago
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i need everyone to look at buggy right now. she's an old lady who just turned 13 this year. my teenage sister. every time i visit home she has to enforce a strict bedtime on me and gets upset if i rob her of cuddle time. she's built like a brick and not that comfortable to sleep next to or pet tbh but i love her anyway
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orengejoshi · 1 month ago
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Hi Luna! I forgot I had this app lmao but I remember you saying you were more active here :) Do you think you have some more headcanons or a fun fact people may not know when it comes to flug? Or maybe just a silly doodle of him being a silly happy guy? I always like hearing you talk about him, and I think your headcanons are interesting and totally fitting for him lol
you're the sweetest, of course I always got some obscure Flug facts and ideas up my sleeve! (I'm glad you think that way hehe I do have a secret to such fitting hcs and that is that I'm secretly Flug🤫)
a little known tidbit is that, while Flug is a very good dad... he is still not normal in the head after all and has used chloroform to bring 505 to sleep.
like that was literally a little side info in one of the old 2019 livestreams, I'm pretty sure. it's not on the wiki and I've never seen anyone really acknowledge it (I'm 99% that it was an official thing...)
as for a personal hc, I think Flug had guinea pigs as a child and they're his fav animal since. (just bc I did🥹 I feel like especially many germans grew up with a few lil piggies for pets??)
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you know this one already but here's a clothing folds study featuring Flug being majestically pretty
I love hearing about your ship too! it just comforts me actually, I like me some wholesome ships in between all the darker and complex stuff. I wish I had some more free time again, but I'm sure things will change again🙂‍↕️
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sloasis · 2 days ago
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what a dream it would be to have all of those almost buddie confessions and then boom the emergency for the season opener happens and it derails everything and they have to put everything aside to work together (but if dreams could come true it would be someone interrupting to say that bobby could be alive) and it builds across the episodes similar to how the eddie and anna break up did but for them it would be the feelings confession falling into kiss but im an angst lover so i think a kiss would be best for a mid season finale cliff hanger and have it build of buck avoiding eddie and this can lead for eddie and maddie to finally talk like what is going on in his head, talk about chimney the new baby etc. there’s just so much they can use w how the season ended and it’s never been this much to a level of buddie possible
AHHH YES yes yes , I am such an angst lover too like . We need Buck to go insane and start pulling away from Eddie because of his feelings , thinking he's gonna lose Eddie , etc . And them having a convo where Buck just explodes and is like IT'S BECAUSE I'M ( PROBABLY ) IN LOVE WITH YOU .. and he leaves Eddie's house and cries in his new empty place .... and then at work , there's a big disaster that distracts everyone ... I really want it to be a big earthquake disaster that parallels s2 but they already just did one sooo :( .. I just love the idea of them actually getting trapped together , having a joint nde where they have to work together to . Save each other but Buck's just wanting Eddie to get out , Eddie is just needing Buck to be okay , they're having this . Almost fight , back n forth where Eddie is hurt mildly but Buck's hurt worse and Buck just NEEDS Eddie to get out , he has more to live for ... but Eddie , can't live without Buck so he's giving it his absolute all to save Buck .... lowkey I think there's gonna be an almost kiss there where Buck's giving up , Eddie's tired and hurting more now and Eddie just leans in but . They get rescued and then sent to the hospital , Buck stays longer and Eddie comes in every day but they're silent and don't talk about . What happened and what was said . Everyone thinks something is up but they let them figure it out on their own .... they stay like that until the mid season where . Buck just comes over one night and Eddie opens the door and they greet each other silently and Eddie just . Grabs Buck's face and kisses him .
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prokyon · 5 months ago
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The way things are going I will not be able to pay for my ADHD assessment for another year at least. All my money got eaten by bills that turned out to be triple what we expected.
I've never asked for help like this before please help me reach my goal: ko-fi.com/prokyon
if you cannot afford it, please do not donate.
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whentherewerebicycles · 2 months ago
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#ok i am in a peaceful headspace because i entered this meeting in a zen state of mind and told myself that nothing could disturb my peace#but i must just relate what happened#me: it's such great news that higher-up leadership has greenlit this multi-year plan!#since they want to see the first stage implemented this next academic year i plan to get started on faculty recruitment & course developmen#redacted: [vague faraway expression] i had a great idea which is [long rambling description of a totally new program#that is totally disconnected with anything we've ever done before and would cost a gazillion dollars to implement]#me: that's... great. however i wonder if leadership will expect us to implement the plan they just approved#which we spent months developing and iterating with them#so let's keep thinking about that but i suggest we move forward with the things in the plan#R: now I haven't read the plan yet [VERBATIM QUOTE LMAO]#but i think the main problem with it is that you're always coming up with these new ideas. and then you never explain#how we're going to implement them or how much it'll cost or what it will take to make these things happen#me [breathing in for four - hold - out for four]: perhaps we can look at pages 14-17 together#where i have put together a detailed implementation plan with a timeline + estimated costs + commitments from partners#who will need to be involved#R: [staring at me with a look of poorly concealed dislike] ok..why don't you go work on revising this draft so we have an actual plan#me: this is the final plan. this is the plan that has been vetted and revised with your boss's feedback & officially greenlit by your boss#R: the real issue here is that you have all these new ideas... let me tell you about the amazing work i did on this back in 2011.#why don't you go back and look at that report and see if you can just use that to develop your plan#me: that report - which is two pages long and 14 years out of date - is already incorporated in this finalized plan.#i don't know how many ways i can say this. i can't revise the plan anymore because we are done revising it. it has been formally approved.#they are asking us to implement the first stage of it this fall#i have to move forward or we can't implement it this fall#because we won't have done any work. because we were revising a plan that is already finalized#LIKE WHAT IS HAPPENING#WHAT IS EVER HAPPENING
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not-brionnnne · 8 months ago
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hey has anyone ever considered doing shinjiro smut for after the fade to black but he lays you across his lap, like has anyone ever considered the canon praise kink with him more—shinjiro who scolds you, calls you trouble and tells you to stay close to him like a "good girl", shinjiro who acts tough, pretends to be fed up with you pushing him around (he loves it, but that doesn't mean you're not gonna hear about it), ignoring what he wants, so two can play that game, and you think, god, he's not holding back anymore, he's going to kiss me, finally, we're going to— but no, he settles on his bed and pats his lap and tells you that you need to "take responsibility" for teasing him like that, messing with his feelings — "be a good girl." remember, you started this.
#shinjiro aragaki#suggestive#i also like the idea of asking him to do something and he outright scoffs like fully has an attitude about it#tries to remind you what he said about ignoring his needs and asks you what makes you think he's gonna pay attention to yours#you think you get to ask him anything? that's cute#i love playing into that though like i know everyone is all in on the 'i ain't holding back anymore bit' but sorry#man says 'you think you can just push me around? ignore what i want? yeah. well. two can play that game' in that VOICE too? whew boy#like i think he should get to do that a little bit i think he should put me over his lap until i behave#fuck i think it should be more than that though like imagine him lifting you and just. like. tossing you onto the bed.#trying to sass him about the noise and he's like 'you think i give a shit about those guys when i got you right here?' like#i want him to take the wind out of me ya feel i want to talk shit get bit#hit a little too but like open handed#or maybe he tosses you on the bed and you're like 'oh shit oh shit' and then he sits at the foot of it and fucking#PULLS you onto his lap and rucks up your skirt just like that and there are a few moments - a hitched breath#'under negotiated kink' i don't CAREEE that's part of the fantasy like how hot would it be to just have someone tick those boxes untold#either way whether he gets wild or not (preferably yes but maybe needs time to warm up)#it's like. god. he should get to y'know. like (some of) my autonomy being taken from me without him ever overstepping is hot. hot. hot.#he should bend me over his lap and make me keep count while he very tenderly very lovingly mocks me#condescending about the great leader letting herself be treated like this and enjoying it literally makes you turn around#and finally finally touches you properly but he fucking laughs and you're red-faced and he goes 'isn't that embarrassing' and ramps up#so you can't even answer him#god should i try to write this#i think i'm too much of a perfectionist to do this sometimes because i'll stew and never get it done ugh#anyway.#filth#pure filth#thank you#i think we outdid that suggestive tag#smut#(for safety)
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thatfriendlyanon · 2 months ago
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when does this start getting easier
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mikashida · 4 months ago
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What the hell was going on in 2013 furry deviantart?
oh okay so from 2011-2015 it was considered perfectly normal or at least not looked down on in the furry community to harass children (13 and under) (mostly under) who would trace or copy your art. back around this time (late 2000s/early 2010s) there weren't as many furry artists so if you were a good furry artist it wasn't terribly difficult to raise to fame pretty quickly, and a lot of people let it get to their heads and some started behaving like it was very difficult to be popular on the internet because they had So many (children) maliciously copying their art and fursonas and so these artists with thousands of followers who were sometimes almost a decade older than the Evil Children who were Out To Get Them and Intentionally Make Them Paranoid by Stealing Their Precious Fursonas and Furry Art and Palettes (y'all remember palette theft?) were sending their friends and followers to harass said children, some of whom were followed from account to account for years, for making the grave mistake of posting one (1) traced art piece on their account with 4 followers. all the while the popular artists would be having public breakdowns and making journal post after journal post about how they were the ones being attacked/victimized. they were just very severely insecure people who decided to attack others to cope with their insecurity and it was an echo chamber with these popular artists so everyone thought it was normal and everyone constantly did it. crazy times
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itsahotminuteinbetween · 1 year ago
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arguably the most sane characters in my witch au for the forseeable future-and in tsams in general, tbh
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transmechanicus · 1 year ago
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I get a little indignant when i look up the lyrics for a song that has very straightforward and understandable meaning to anyone who has experienced a modicum of emotional pain in their life and there are websites like "Song Lyrics Explained" like ohhh some people have never had their heart broken I see.
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fullscoreshenanigans · 2 years ago
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What's your favorite official art outfit (POSUKA AND ANIME, DOESN'T MATTER.) on the trio that isn't the standard GF or bunker uniform?
Mine is definitely Ray's Halloween outfit.he rocks it!
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The detailing in the second variation of the Alice in Wonderland outfits for Norman's 2022 birthday art owns mine entire ass:
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The eminence, the majesty radiating off of it with the shimmers and rainbows, their poses, Emma in pants with a dashing coat and vest combo. I can even forgive the Ray-blue Norman-green color assignment given their respective roles of Cheshire Cat and Mad Hatter. Love seeing them older with a flair of youthful impishness.
But I'm also partial to that Halloween art and the fourth light novel cover:
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Love how tranquil and laid back they look after everything.
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cq-studios · 1 month ago
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Wake up. Missing Link was never cancelled. This last month was all just a bad dream.
It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It wasn't real. It wasn't-
#Warning vent (I'm dramatic and intense about video games)#All of y'all are moving on and enjoying other things (even if I know its not the same or you're coping or whatever)#but my stupid autism has me trapped here#Y'all get to have fun and I'm still spiralling about the same thing I was last week. and the week before that. and the week before that....#and like I'm glad y'all are happy but god I hate being stuck here alone#Like I wish I could move on#I wish I could go out and enjoy Deltarune or the new Phinias and Ferb or be angry about the live action Lilo and Stitch or something anythi#but nope. stuck in ML hell still. barely able to create or do anything#I'm trying to pull myself out of the spiral but I heccin' can't#I have no life preserver series rn#(tried TWEWY and it helps a bit but I have to go through it with other people and I also have no one to talk about it with)#(and I'm also a little bitter around that rn too because I showed my friend the first game and he loved it only to show his other friends#try and go through Neo with them instead of me and also never even talk to me about it even when I try. And then switch over to FF before#He even finished Neo. And my brother keeps stringing me on saying he wants to play Neo and then saying no every time I ask)#I keep thinking about how stuff is gonna keep coming out but not my game and how because it isn't all my friends are moving on to new thing#and I won't have that group of KH friends who are insane about the mobile games anymore#And I keep freaking out and having meltdowns and panic attacks#And like no one knows how to handle me like that so they just ignore me and it burnnnnnnsssssssssssss#Ugh I'm just feeling so awful and my stupid brain keeps telling me this is just like when my friend died (which is doing a disservice to he#and that nightmare of an experience) but I mean at least then I had people physically around and media to hide in even if I had no support#And like I'm not posting this to make anyone feel bad by the way. If you're moving on and happy I'm happy for you#I'm just stuck and bitter and jealous you guys get to be happy. And I'm scared I'm gonna loose the friends I just made.#Like that's not your fault. It's just my brain being wired wrong because of the 'tism and trauma#This game was actually my world and it not coming out just means I have to pick up the pieces and as always I have to do it alone because#such is my fate or whatever. I've been through worse. I'll live. Just wish I didn't have to clean by myself for once#But hey it is what it is I guess
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katoska · 2 months ago
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If Conrad hadn't been lying in Lucky Day and had just been mentally unstable, how do you explain his treatment of Ruby during his "reveal"? How do you explain the "ha, gotcha" at UNIT? Conrad and his friends sure acted like it had all been a big prank to use Ruby to get at UNIT, and I doubt they are all insane, so what was that? Though, tbh, I don't really understand what the rubbersuits were supposed to prove, anyway. UNIT very obviously did not fake these aliens.
I'll agree that Conrad seems a bit erratic, but that could just be bad writing because DW likes dramatic villains. It doesn't follow that he's just misguided.
Thank you for your ask. I'm gonna assume you've caught up with my previous posts about Conrad being a real conspiracy nutter, not a grifter (I ought to tag those). Not sure if this is going to make sense if you haven't.
I actually had some thoughts about that scene because the rubber suits tripped me up, too. I think I found an interpretation that works, but let's first get to Ruby:
tldr: The rubber suits were meant to cause doubt about UNIT/aliens in Ruby because Ruby seemed brainwashed, and then when it became clear that Ruby had a direct line to Kate and was on first-name basis with her, Conrad flipped.
I think Conrad's sudden cruelty to Ruby actually makes more sense under the reading that he genuinely believed UNIT was an evil organisation who faked aliens to scare people so the people in power remain in power, than if you believe that he was a grifter who faked a weeks-long relationship for his podcast, got his friends in on that plan, sort of admitted this live on camera and then was mean to his fake girlfriend still live on cam, while his ThinkTank friends are in the background wearing rubber suits.
As long as you don't believe that plan had really been about exposing UNIT to the world, that is.
Grifter or genuine conspiracy theorist, this plan wouldn't make him - or Think Tank - look good, has some massive holes, and is too morally shitty even as ends-justifying-means for me to believe that he'd get a whole friend group in on it. Which is why I think that that - it being a big, planned stunt - was a spontaneous lie to save face after a prank went wrong. It worked as accidental PR because Kate made the huge mistake of arresting them, and that arrest got backlash and got more people thinking that aliens could be faked, but I don't think it was planned that way, because the plan, frankly, would be dumb. If they thought UNIT was faking aliens bc aliens aren't real, they'd have assumed UNIT wouldn't show up for other people's fake aliens. If they thought UNIT was legit - which assumes that whole friend group is grifters - they all chose to mess with the Men in Black for a stunt with uncertain payoff and very real risk of getting hurt, so that'd be a terrible grift.
What I think happened is, Conrad and his friends did play that prank on Ruby, but it was to disprove aliens to Ruby by showing her how easy it is to convincingly fake those. Same as when Harry Houdini went around showing people the mechanics of doing a "seance", except Houdini afaik didn't pretend to be a medium and went "sike! Do you see now how fake this is?" to vulnerable people who believed they were going to talk to their dead spouse, cause that would be a bit fucked up.
I assume Conrad was supposed to play innocent to the end since the goal was to make Ruby doubt in aliens/UNIT without breaking up the relationship. Which, again, still fucked up, esp the "I can be the Doctor for you" part (which again does not fit the Big Planned Stunt narrative), but what can you do to deprogram someone if you can't trust The System? Fuck knows what "the Doctor" gave her, or what normal doctors would do if she went in for therapy now that most people seem to believe UNIT's narrative.
Cause, look, going by conspiracist!Conrad's POV, Ruby would've seemed extremely brainwashed. Conrad came into contact with a substance, next thing he sees a monster, then sees Ruby complaining about getting the same goo on her and hears her talking about monsters (and having visited the Beatles). He sees "the Doctor" give her some other substance to keep the monster away. Conrad spent alot of time researching UNIT, going as far back as the Yetis at least (1967, different "Doctor", different "friends" of the Doctor; we know some of his friends are never seen again), and then weeks listening to Ruby about her Season 1 adventures, about Goblins and Space Babies and getting trapped in a bass and about Gods, and how the Doctor is wonderful but she feels traumatised by her experiences, and he nods along while looking disturbed, because she sounds delusional. Like, even by Doctor Who standards, Ruby's adventures were bonkers. Conrad then literally stops his friend from interrogating Ruby about UNIT because Ruby was so upset in that scene, which doesn't fit at all with the mean dickhead - whether grifter or deeply unethical "journalist" - he later seemed to be.
The dickhead only came out after it became clear to him that poor, apparently brainwashed Ruby had a direct line to UNIT, could get them to ride in guns blazing, and was on a first name basis with Kate Stuart. This, to a paranoid alien-disbeliever, would not have looked good. It would have looked like she'd been In On It with UNIT all along, and had been dating and lying to the leader of anti-UNIT ThinkTank to throw him off their scent. Was Conrad or ThinkTank actually so important that UNIT would try to honey trap them? Ofc not, but try telling a conspiracy theorist that. I mean, a part of him knows that he's not important enough for them to take notice ("You don't even remember me, do you?"), but little logical inconsistencies like that would get in the way of his delusions of grandeur. So I think his evil monologue was basically a "Aha, you think you were tricking me by lying to me, pretending to like me to spy on me, but I was actually tricking you to spy on you! I never liked you anyway!" But I think him telling his friend in the pub to leave Ruby alone shows that he had cared about her, I don't see another explanation for that scene, cause it fits neither the "fake dating as unethical journalism for a good cause" nor "lying grifter" theories. It looks like he saw Ruby's pain as genuine - albeit misinformed - and didn't want to add to it.
If we go with the grifter interpretation, otoh, I'm supposed to believe he faked a weeks-long relationship (even the early clumsiness and the awkward moment after "if you have time for a quick one"??? Masterful manipulation, that one /s) for more subs and that he assumed that admitting on cam to faking the relationship wouldn't lose him fans. I'm supposed to ignore that he didn't take a medicine that he allegedly believed would work as advertised (anti-vaxx grifters still get their shots), and that he stormed UNIT HQ by himself even though grifters wouldn't do that. I'd have to take the obviously forced confession as true, and hand-wave multiple signs that the guy is not quite right in the head ("Did I imagine that?" re: being in the Tardis). Oh, also, I'm supposed to side with his abusive Mum and take her view that her son keeps making shit up as proof that he was always a pathological liar, even though we saw that little Conrad was being truthful and we saw him bring proof because he was clearly used to not being believed. Which is not surprising, because he was a kid, growing up in the Whoniverse, before aliens were acknowledged to exist.
And don't even get me started on what else people see in him based on the "grifter" interpretation. (Well, tbf, Wish World is repressive and conservative, but that's bc it's meant to invoke doubt in the Doctor specifically, so he gets shoved in the closet and has a boring office job and has to listen as Conrad taunts him on his way to work that UNIT employee Jo Grant the Doctor's companions leave him and his adventures behind to get married and have babies. And yet, when the Doctor himself said "you'd be saving [Kate by marrying] her", it did not cause a slip for him, cause yeah, he does consider a domestic life safer, at least compared to some jobs).
#asks#doctor who#Conrad Clark#sorry for the length I was working some things out as I was writing it#I used to believe Conrad was fake dating Ruby to get at UNIT bc he sincerely believed UNIT was bad#now I don't believe in the fake dating thing anymore#like yeah he invited her for coffee to talk more about UNIT but it's not like he'd have reason to assume she knew anything really useful#at least not useful enough to invest weeks if he didn't even like her company.#and then UNIT showed up and his conspiracy brain took over#I'll keep playing with this headcanon until it gets debunked#(which might be soon) (the finale had better settle this one way or the other)#cause imo it makes for a much better and sadder story#more darkly funny too in some places#someone whose brain will utterly commit to false realities due to psychosis (which is a disability. he's lucky his podcast pays the bills#or he'd have to go on benefits /s)(if he trusts doctors enough to get a diagnosis)(if they can diagnose that in the Whoniverse)#would be ideal for the Rani's plan to built a fake mostly solid but internally inconsistent world#she's even more into neurology than she's into dinosaurs#the opposite of doubt is conviction#so if that's what the fake world needs to keep running then you can't pick a better brain to run it on than a genuine conspiracy theorist's#if that world was built out of Conrad's alleged shitty ring-wing views as well as Ruby's stories (Poppy. Susan Twist. probably also Rogue)#John Smith would be neighbors with Lindy Pepper-Bean instead of Mel. thankfully Conrad is not quite so evil an overlord#also btw I just learned that Think Tank is an actual brand that makes travel gear. mostly bags. but also shirts#not saying Conrad just stole the name on the spot cause he needed a hashtag - I know RTD said it's a nod to Robot - but it would be so funn#if that hadn't been his group's merch and just very on the fly thinking by someone who really likes hiking
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spacebubblehomebase · 11 months ago
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hi, just letting you know that ahmed 90s-ghost doesn't verify fundraisers anymore! he quit after it got too overwhelming, so you shouldn't @ him asking him to. you can probably find the post about it by searching his blog.
Thanks for letting me know, Anon...
I get it... I REALLY do.
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I understand. Y'know I used to be so excited to get Asks. It means someone wants to talk about art and silly cartoon characters with me. But now all I feel is dread. Not because I don't want to help, but because the help I give is never enough. I used to privately mesage back to those Asks, but one became 6 became 10 to... Well. I can't donate. Euros and dollars are valued a lot higher here, thus the opposite is also true. The value of our money is but a paltry bread's worth and even if I split it in crumbs, with the amount of people who approach me for help, it'll soon run dry, but I'm just a student who still rely on my parents financially. So I thought I'd share instead, but that quickly got out of hand. I post one thing and get multiple asks by the HOUR. I already had to apologize for struggling to meet demands before and I only had 3 or 6 rare to come-by short Asks about art. Now I have a hundred and counting I have to check personally. I didn't want to admit it, but I've also long been overwhelmed. I just didn't feel like I had the right to say so. I still don't. But the truth is, anyone can say they're verified too, which is terrible because not only will I be partially responsible for my followers who got scammed by bots or scumbags who take advantage of those at war with fake fundraisers, but even worse is that the help and money may not even reach those who actually need it. I thought I would be fine the first time. I don't really like posting too much about our depressing reality or watching news in general because my account was supposed to be a "safe SPACE" and a "nice little BUBBLE" for us to be happy and escape for awhile, so I didn't think much about reblogging it at first. I only wanted to help. But it just kept going and I got swept away. There's so many of them, but there's only one of me and I've been spiraling lately. So for now, I will no longer take any Asks about this subject (which I always avoid mentioning directly because the algorithm has it out for putting you guys down and I wanted you all to make it so I didn't tag those reblogs as such). I'll still take Asks provided they're related to my actual content and of course I'll still support raising awareness for Pal est ine, yet I also get it if this may appear selfish to some of you. I tried. I really did. But if you'd rather ignore, unfollow, or block me for this decision, I understand. I'm just sorry it had to come to this and that I wasn't strong enough to help more. -Bubs.
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origamihoshi · 5 months ago
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can you tell us more abt mono-a? ur padjal girl
Sure, thank you for asking I love talking about my fucked up daughter!
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This is my girl, Mono-A-Milla, she's totally a normal girl and there is nothing wrong with her 🥰
But yeah she grew up very differently from other padjal, after she accidentally disintegrated her parents she pretty much became property of the Elementals, yeah sure they could have just taken her horns once seeing how powerful she was that she could mimic the greenwrath at the age of three, but where's the fun in that? So Mono-A grew up deep within the forest far away from other people and had to raise herself (Elementals aren't gonna be able to act as parents let's be real), she was only allowed to go out to where people are when it came to the qreenwrath, so she grew up seeing disintegrating people as nothing more than a game she got to play.
I feel like growing up with only the Elementals around for company can fuck you up, yes she can understand them really well (maybe better than most others can) but there's no good true translation of their language to Eorzean and the seedseers and hearers are all probably better at translating it than her anyway, becasue her understanding comes from her needing to survive and not being able to bridge the gap that padjals normally do. She's not a normal padjal because she never got to learn what padjals are normally meant to learn. Sure she can talk like the Elementals somewhat but becasue she's not an Elemental I feel like she'll never truly have it down.
She's very sensitive to aether and can kind of like hear it, her life has been one of nothing but noise from aether, or as she likes to call it singing. She's so used to hearing aether that if she's in a place with hardly any aether around she freaks out, like full on panic.
Like in ShB the light was so loud it was hard for her to focus on anything else, it was everywhere and taking in that light didn't do her any favors. (making all her spells light base is probably the best out come for what the light could do to people but still not great in her eyes)
She doesn't know how to control her emotions very well so when growing up the Elementals just overwritten her emotions with hers so she's kind of fucked up for life not being able to tell when it's her own emotions or theirs, really a lot of stuff with her is that she's been fucked up for life becasue of everything.
Because if you think about it padjal are kind of fucked up, people who have to grow up really fast to spend their whole lives having to please the people and the Elementals to keep the peace, but also they stay looking like a kid forever. It's messed up so of course when making Mono-A my whole thing was wanting to go into that things could really mess the kid up. She's probably in her 100s but she'll never look like it, she can be wise and act much older but most of the time she's super childish but in all the wrong ways, fighting is a game to her, she didn't get to play games like normal kids do, instead she got to kill those who wronged the forest. This kid doesn't even know her own emotions.
Before the seventh umbral calamity she was simply known as the Bringer of Greenwrath, someone to be feared becasue if you saw her you're dead. She was a sign of death, a story to tell the young to keep them in line, so it's kind of funny now that she's the Warrior of Light, she's seen as a hero. A dangerous hero who if emotions left unchecked could easily probably kill everyone, she's kind of a ticking time bomb if you think about it.
I like to think the Scions are like older siblings to her, yes she's older than all of them, but she doesn't look or act like it most of the time. But also I just like imagining her and G'raha sitting somewhere together as she reads a book out loud for her becasue she can't read.
But yeah Mono-A-Milla, my beloved padjal has never known normal and never will, becasue either she is feared or beloved and either one will only fuck her up more, there is no fixing her.
this is probably a mess but hopefully can be understood.
#Final Fantasy XIV#FFXIV#Final Fantasy 14#padjal#Mono-A is probably the one WoL I made that could have maybe been ''friends'' with Zenos#not like full on friends#but if he wanted to fight all the time she would have happily kept fighting him#but than he ''cheated'' by offing himself so he ruined it forever#playing is no fun if your playmate kills himself#but yeah fucked up padjal who isn't very nice most of the time#sees everything all wrong probably#asking her to do a friendly battle with you is a bad idea#she only knows how to fight to the death and can and will kill you#can cast the greenwrath but only if the Elementals say yes#her story does make the level 80 white mage quest really funny#they all want to be like her#and E-Sumi is shaking his head having to explain again why no one should ever be like Mono-A#she is a not a good role model#but yeah I wanted to make a fucked up padjal#and play with the lore in ways people may not agree with#so I made a girl who had to grow up fact but also never truly grew up#fucked up girl who will have panic attacks if she can't hear the aether around her at all times#and with the Elementals so weaken now they can't keep her in check anymore#so everyone is lucky she became the WoL#I do headcanon that she's shorter than what the game let's hyurs be#and yeah her padjal horns are just different from the others because she's special#I know there's mods to get actual padjal horns but I don't use mods becasue I like working with whatever the game gives us#nothing wrong with using mods though
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bloodyentrails · 3 months ago
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hi *taps mic* you're so cool and thank you so much for liking my posts! my question is, what is your favorite recurring character on spn and why? - from swansongsacrifice
hey!
i think it would have to be mark pellegrino's lucifer 🙈🙈🙈 i'm not exactly sure why but he does a combination of whimsical and menacing that is soooo interesting to me!
he's super compelling to me, i think i have seen a bunch of lucifers and i love how he doesn't play him as sexy and seductive (at least not overtly) but as very playful. luci seems very his own person and god i love all his scenes so much.
i have read one amazing samifer AU, by crowleysmistress, and idk it's not my usual flavour of ship at all, but somehow the way that the story operates was very compelling to me, and made me look at my own consent issues. ngl it really messed with my mind, but i thought that was a very good encapsulation of how lucifer operates in the show.
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