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//not me wanting needing to revamp my blog and start over because tags are not being saved and it's driving me crazy and it's gonna take me hours days to move everything over and i just might cry

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♡ On this date in 2013, I first brought my Nattie blog to life and in the indie scene after being in a wrestling rpg. If you told me 10 years later I would still be writing then i would have called you insane, how tf have I been on here for a DECADE?! Goddamn I'm OLD af 💀Anyway the threads I had, the feels I felt and more importantly the friends I made along the way... made this journey worth it so much. I'm glad I didn't deactivate my old blogs so I could look back on the memories whenever I want to and for the last time everyone --- no I am NOT Nattie herself, I am Amber aka a mere peasant in her own weird body yet you guys chose to embrace me and one of my inspirations in life. From the bottom of my heart I thank you all so fucking much! ♡ To my fellow OG's, double OG's, triple OG's, those that are still here writing with me in which I'm thankful for and love a lot no matter how many blogs you make or wherever you go I'm already there ok: @rvbelhearts (you were literally the first people I wrote with, that's why you're QUEEEEEEEEN) @copiious (the head conductor of the train of feels 😭) @leagueofdccm @driiipgod (STILL HATE YOU BITCH❤️) @hellsurvivr @twotonesoffun (when we fighting though) To those I have either once admired from afar and am glad I interact with or vice versa, or I want to stop being socially awkward and approach more: @alwaysfought @egotstical @pipcbcmb @nghtmrbt @brucieboy297 @excellentexecution @ofsquaredcircle @beautiifulmxnds @twcbelts @karmalives @rvyalfamily @lambsgone @azraelblack @jamesfactscalvin @crcwnsup @jadedwrestleverse @survivexwcthxus @misguidedwarriors ♡ If I forgot any names it wasn't on purpose and that doesn't mean I don't want to write with you or favor you any less. To those I used to write with and they aren't here anymore for whatever reason: I thank you for being in my life one way or another. Without any of you I probably still wouldn't be here despite the hiatuses, random mood drops and me and my mental health playing tug-o-war often. Thank you for letting me write as one of my favorite people on earth freely and helping me enjoy and improve my writing as well as getting to know me, Amber, as a person. If you're reading this or you had the patience to make it this far you are amazing, you deserve the best and don't let anyone tell you any different. Or someone's gonna have to schedule an appointment with a chiropractor courtesy of Nattie! ♡

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//as you can see my activity has been spotty on and off with my want to do drafts and whatnot. also i kinda wanna try Jade as a muse since she’s signed with wwe…but then I remember that I have Zelina as a sideblog I don’t even use anymore and idk if I should drop her…or make my first ever multimuse as a test? but won’t that take up too much work coming with tags?

fuck i really don’t know what I wanna do. 🤦‍♀️

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//trying to fight a sore throat so I’ll be in the dms all night so come at me and the girls for plots, ship things and so on

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//i'm kinda in a plotting mood if anyone wants to do anything with Nattie or Jade (she's still new and i want more things) so feel free to message me or send a meme.

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//if anyone would like a starter in the au verse i made, like this post and please specify muse. for info on the au go to this post

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“I have given the WWE Universe some of the best matches the women in this company have ever seen! And I have carried this division for 10 years ... all of you have treated me with disrespect. The WWE wanna turn their back on me? ... Well now, I’m turning my back on all of you!”  -Clash of Champions 2017

Eight years later, now a total of 15 years in the business, nothing has changed still. Even with smashing records, having the most matches and wins of any woman in WWE history the veteran had to lay down, be told to “slow down” and make the younger and prettier women look good in the ring for the cameras, them eventually stealing a push or a title reign that should be HERS. The undeserving losses, the squash matches, having to look weak... Natalya Neidhart has put her foot down and said a long overdue, “NO MORE”. Her mental health had broken down so many times only for her to pick it back up within the next week then go through the same downward spiral. Enough was enough and it was time for a CHANGE.

She’s finally retired from the ring━━ something that should have been done ages ago. No more putting on a front, no more putting on a fake smile at work, no more letting a senile, out-of-touch billionaire boss tarnish the family name any more than he already has. Nattie is now a trainer at her Dungeon full-time, teaching current and future superstars how not to settle and let anyone walk over them or underestimate their own self-worth... a lesson much more important than lockups, counters and submissions.

(work in progress)​

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//if you want a text starter or a short starter LIKE this post. if multi please specify. this goes for Zelina too

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//i'm really getting fucking sick of these bots but is tumblr gonna do anything about it? OF COURSE NOT.

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//sorry i haven’t been active much, just haven’t had the energy or want to write plus the excitement for the holiday season just isn’t a thing for me anymore. i don’t mean to bring down anyone’s mood so i do wish everyone a merry christmas. stay warm and stay safe.

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//why is it always when i'm the least bit inactive tumblr fucks something up when i'm gone? now i can't cut posts? are you fucking kidding me

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//lord Randy could STILLLLLLLLLLL get it and he STILLLLLLLLLLLLL looks yummy. the middle school-teenage me about to act tf up again sorry not sorry

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//so I went to the movies to watch s.aw x with my dad and he saw the previous ones and horror is NOT my preferred genre. i was like 🫣 throughout the movie but it was still pretty good, first time going to the movies in years too.

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//got too much going on my mind today so replies will have to wait. hope you all understand.

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♡ STARTER CALL ♡

//like for a starter from the birthday girl tomorrow... she might be emotional either way after tomorrow’s ppv. please specify if multimuse

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//i wanna thank @pipcbcmb @defeatsthem @chvmpiiions @ofsquaredcircle (and anybody else i missed) with a.ew muses because even though i’m not a faithful watcher of the product i have been checking out y’all muses, matches (old and current), moments and all that. <3 especially with how much of a SUPERheel m.j.f. is