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[aubins]

TOA Anniversary Munday

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

Name: darcy, but i also go by qiu!

Pronouns: they/he

Birthday (no year): january 9th

Where are you from? What is your time zone? sea & gmt+8

How long is your roleplay experience? god who knows HAHA not me i fear

How were you introduced to roleplaying as a whole? .........kik..........and then amino when i really got into it a bit more lmfao

How were you introduced to TOA? through the heart & soul ad on twitter!

Do you have any pets? unfortunately not i must live vicariously through family & friends

What is your favorite time of year and why? i do love the -ber months generally. it's nice to have cooler weather as someone who lives in a tropical country though it's not by much these days i fear

What is your IRL occupation? i'm a full-time university student atm studying psychology!

Some interests and things you like/enjoy? writing of course but for less obvious answers: piano, photography, badminton, archery, history, mathematics, languages, etc etc i like learning basically haha

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play? 13 sentinels, somnium files, life is strange, genshin impact, honkai: star rail, zenless zone zero, pokemon. prosekai sometimes. and i love love the ace attorney series so much miles edgeworth among us is the funniest shit i've ever seen

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: fairy type! and it's both mimikyu & ditto really i couldn't pick but i think i said ditto last year so i will say mimikyu this year haha

Tell us some funfacts and trivia about yourself! i used to do international math competitions when i was younger! haven't done since the pandemic but they were good fun i do love math & competition haha so put them together i'm bound to enjoy myself

How did you get into Fire Emblem? my brother bought fe3h & i decided to play it too. i simply never made my way out of that rabbit hole

What Fire Emblem games have you played? fe11, fe12, fe16 (+ hopes), & fe17 + i've watched playthroughs of tellius & sov! nothing much different from last year except i've since watched a playthrough of awakening as well. still haven't finished my actual awakening playthrough but one day...

First & Favorite Fire Emblem games: i said fe3h for my first last year but i think it might have actually been heroes now that i'm really thinking about it LOL not seriously in the slightest though i'm p sure i dropped it after the first few days until i properly got into fire emblem. don't have much of a favorite but i enjoy 3hopes purely because musou gameplay tickles a very specific part of my brain

List your 5 favorite Fire Emblem characters across the series! yuri, alear, est, shez, and lucina

Who was the first character ever to make you go “ooh I like this one in particular” and why? Can be any context and reason! yuri. to no one's suprise least of all my own but also the whole ashen wolves house really. you could say i really like those guys in particular

Any Fire Emblem crushes? 😳 nope

If you’ve played (or are familiar with) the following games, who was your first S support? Who would you S support nowadays? - Three Houses: claude & yuri- Engage: gave the pact ring to veyle my first playthrough then reset it after. honestly i don't know though maybe gregory or timerra

Favorite Fire Emblem class? i like mage cannoneer. funny guys

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class and stats? Would you be playable? dancer except i play you a silly tune on my keyboard. high speed & dexterity and ok magic stats then everything else is probably dogshit LMFAO

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation? fear the deer!!!

If you were an Officers Academy student, what would be your boons, banes and potential budding talent? - Boons: sword, reason - Banes: axes, faith, heavy armor - Budding Talent: bow

If you were an Engage character, which nation would you originate from? solm is my favorite but i'd probably want to live in firene

How do you pronounce TOA? 🤔 separate letters

Current TOA muses: just this guy right here

Past TOA muses? marianne, caeda, est, kvasir, clarisse, & timerra! if there's been anyone else i'm very sorry to have forgotten you haha

Who was your first TOA muse? If you no longer have them, can you see yourself picking them up again? miss marianne von edmund :softsmile: anyway probably not & she's in good hands now besides

Do you believe you have a type of character you gravitate towards writing? i'm sure i do but i wouldn't be able to name it myself haha but i like to think i tend to have some kind of variety in character archetypes and tropes i enjoy writing

Do you have characters or types of characters you don’t think you can handle writing, but wish you could? if i like them enough to put in the effort i could write most anyone i think

What kind of scenes, situations etc do you believe you enjoy writing the most? anything that significantly alters the relationship between two characters. even better if it's for the worse really i do enjoy antagonistic relationships. but yeah i loooove developing relationships between muses. especially with a muse that barely trusts anyone besides themself. yuri never does what i want them anyway to do so it's great for me, really

Do you have any scenario in mind for your muse(s) that gets you thinking “man I hope I get to write this one day”? i would really love to write yuri during their time as a student at the officers academy. or an au where they are a student at the officers academy in present time. i'd like to explore their role as count rowe's “son” more in depth one day as one of if not their longest lasting identity (excluding their actual one obviously LOL). less specific but i just love aus in general i would love to do more aus

Favorite TOA-related memories? est & sirius getting their attacks redirected at one another and whiffing all of them always makes me laugh. the harmony lance phalanx strats were also funny i do think fondly of that arena. happyland was really fun though one of my favorite events so far for sure :] i blow a kiss to north island yuri's home away from home & east island week 4

Present or past tense? present tense is my general go to for roleplay but i don't mind either or

Normal size text, small text, no preference? small text is easier for me to parse personally but i don't have any preference from my partners

Got any potential muse delusions to share? 😉 not so much delusions as they are old muses but i do mourn that i never quite got kvasir & timerra off the ground as much as i'd have liked to. if i ever find the time i'd love to revisit both one day. shez is also a constant plague upon my mind i just love a purple guy what can i say

[ohimsummer]

What if sugurus lover dies during childbirth? 🥺

He would be left all alone to tend to his baby … something he never would’ve imagined or didn’t want to :(

OKAY LISTEN LISTEN!!! I WILL ANSWER THIS BUT U ALL R NOT GOING TO ANGST-IFY MY PAPA SUGS!!! HE IS GOING TO BE HAPPY 😡🫵🏾

anyway 🤨 yes is completely heartbroken….i think satoru and shoko try their best to help him with the baby so that he can also have time to mourn because it is definitely not good for him to now be a struggling, single parent to a newborn, AND be in mourning for his partner at the same time. like of course he does his best because at the end of the day he is going to still try and be the dad he wanted to be, but yk….sometimes things get too much and he is lonely without you, and that’s where satoru/shoko come in to help him out, maybe give him some time to himself :<<<

[indiweb]

i licherally luv the themes babe 💯‼️🔥 so iconic, down to earth, passionate, serving cunt diva fierce mama plastique tiara of gfx design obsessed and got me dead🙂↕️🙏

PLSSSSS OMFFF BEA ISTG😭😭 UR KILLING ME. BUT OMG TYYYY SMSMSMMM MY LOVE MWUAH

[merdeva]

@cambius : ❝ you are an absolutely stunning, murderous little creature. ❞

inara gives an untamed laugh. they lay together, naked as the day they were born, and unashamed –– two powerful women, heavy-winged and with a deep desire for more than their shitty lot in life. ❝ you flatter me, ❞ she replies lowly, reaching out to smooth her palm along nepharia's hips, along the ridged skin which her lips and tongue had long-savored before her descent between the succubus' slender legs.

for whatever reason, nepharia's words stir something familiar within her gut. they twist there, digging at lost memories. she's heard such sentiments before, once upon a time. inara is sure of it. but where, but when?

❝ I could say the same about you, dearest. watching you in battle is like staring into the sun. you're radiant in the fiercest ways. ❞ and though it's only been some handful of minutes, her appetite knows no bounds. inara shuffles onto her knees, straddling her lover firmly, dragging her fingers through nepharia's long, beautiful hair. ❝ I think I understand why you devour, my lovely. I would eat you up, if I could. I think you'd do well inside me. ❞ the aasimar leans in, nose brushing her own. ❝ though I much prefer being inside you. ❞

ENORMITY OF MY DESIRE : accepting.

[billowingangel]

Your colour palette for today

This is such a pretty color palette. Thank you for picking it out for me!Also where did you get this color palette? 👀 Honestly, you were right on the money. This color palette really feels like it represented the day I had. Today was a bit muted like the colors, yet the day flowed well like this too.

Wait...omg did this influence me?

I did see this color palette early in the morning... I think the color palette you picked somewhat subconsciously influenced me. Not being 100% serious since I don't believe so but could have slightly ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Since I responded to this so late I will choose your color palette for tomorrow (Tuesday the 9th)

I closed my eyes and focused on you via your pfp and the posts I've seen and thought this would fit best for tomorrow!

I thought a green to violet color palette may fit but I could be totally off the mark. But hey at least it's pretty!!

And thank you for sending this color palette!! It honestly made me super duper happy!! As you can probably tell by my unnecessarily long rambling.

[pardiselost]

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜ soraya to pocketcat. @dalasinis

it's a funny thing about fear. fear itself doesn't have to be a person, a place, or even a thing. its simply in the crevice of your mind. really the true fear is yourself, never him. why that would be silly if pocketcat was something you were to fear! he's just a simple gentlemen! heavens old sport you must of lost your mind didn't you?

hand still in his pocket with that unsettling grin that seemed to stay forever plaster on his face - none could ever tell if it was his ACTUAL face or just mask ( due to the reason how pocketcat is able to still be around ) . tilting his head to the side as he gave a low hum in reply

❛ oh hello there sport ~ fear ? me ? ha ha how funny you are. why would i EVER want you to fear me ! ❜ maybe it's the way how he is standing, the shadows hitting at the JUST right angle to see that his grins were squinting at the other, a dark giddiness that you could just feel coming from the boogeyman that many have called him. unnerving isn't it? ❛ after all, there are F A R more things to fear then just little ole me~ ❜

[diarivie]

sorry pookie i'm ab to spam u to show support bc i been gone but what y'all know ab riri?!?!? the woman the myth THEE legend. u have always been so talented love and i'm so glad ur blawg is growing, and i'm sure it'll continue 2 grow! love u endlessly and always bbyyy :3

what if i cried…i’ve missed u so much angel i’m so glad ur back the birds r chirping the air is fresh the SUN IS OUT I LOVE YOU

[kaiijo]

taz skylar’s accent 🥰🥰

[seraqhites]

ok so I've seen you talk ab iceberg videos on your page and in the server a couple times and I was thinking ab it and i wanna get into them bc they seem really interesting. I wanted to ask you what some of your favorites are.

SATURN BABY HI

yes oh my god i’m so glad you’ve come to me, i’ll give you some of the best recommendations

okay so i think my favorite series is

this one

^^^ it’s all about paleontology and it basically just talks about some crazy ass concepts and findings in the community. it’s a nine part series but i highly recommend it’s so good

this one

^^^ all about space!! and crazy ass shit that i can’t even wrap my head around it’s sooo coool. this one also has a second part

this one

^^^all about the ocean and talks both like fictional and real topics like mermaids and the marina trench. superrrrr cool

and this one

^^^a little dumb and embarrassing but i looovvveeee fnaf and this one just goes through a bunch of fnaf lore and i think it’s so cool

i hope that you enjoy these and they aren’t too odd

[konigceo]

i am also a minor but omg. where did you find the guts to start posting nsfw

Welllll i liked writing stories ever since i was little and then i got into cod.... so i just started writing little things i liked such as lovesick!simon (saying that is so embarrassing) and then it just gradually became more nsfw-ish..

I was very afraid posting nsfw at first but now its so nice seeing other people my age do the same!! Its so reassuring and fun honestly :)

[aubins]

[ 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 ] : receiver hears sender calling their name while asleep. / because she does dream of them every now and then—maybe more often than she wants to admit. sometimes she dreams when the guilt grows too heavy, sometimes she dreams when she misses the flowers too much. other times she dreams when she feels phantom restraints from old lessons—but most of all, she dreams, when her chest starts to ache.

so bernadetta curls into herself, choking up, struggling to breathe over things she can't say. she grips her own shaking sleeves, brows pinched and jaw set. the wet of her eyelashes beads at the corners. between the clumsy sobs of their name, a litany of apologies and more mumbles stirs the still air.

[ 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 ] : receiver hears sender calling their name while asleep.　╱　for you i would

Bernadetta is not in her room.

It is the first place they look for her when they return, especially when they’re away for long. Because Bernadetta frets and worries no matter their reassurances that they won’t die, and it’s never an inconvenience to stop by to say hello if it puts her mind at ease. The door might be shut, because it always is, but when their knuckles rap a steady familiar rhythm against the wood, it surprises them more that the expected greeting does not meet them.

“Bernadetta?” But they already know she is not there, spin on their heel to scan the courtyard. Surely not in the classrooms, and in the wake of the Battle of the Eagle and Lion, the infirmary is still too busy for her to comfortably hide in. The dining hall is bustling with the lunch rush and all the paths and corners leading to it are too.

And lilacs settle at last on the greenhouse in the distance, then they set off without another word.

Of course she’s there, curled up in a corner and mumbling incoherently. Because even if Yuri had been able to leave the garden all those years ago, Bernadetta had been left behind within its walls. And though they might not remember much of how to garden at all anymore, they remember how she loved those flowers.

(It will never be fair. Yuri cannot offer their heart as easily as she can, didn’t relearn that when they had to relearn how to walk first, how to smile to get what they wanted. And then, they never had to learn it again.)

“Bernadetta,” they breathe her name in relief, kneel down to take her into their arms. A bed will be kinder to her back than the cold hard floors. Yuri knows that well. “Come on. Time to leave the greenhouse.”

Not forever; just for now. For how can a chained bird free another?

And sometimes, it’s strange. That Bernadetta is here— that they both are. Because for years, hers had been the ghost that shadowed every failure, the girl they failed to kill that still haunted like one. And now she’s solid and real before them once more. They can shush her when she stirs, hum an old lullaby to lull her back to sleep, tuck her properly under blankets and over pillows.

Yuri shouldn’t— can’t— stay for long. Not for Bernadetta, or anyone else on the surface, when someone could come looking for them at any moment. Not when some of the knights eye them with a mean gleam in their eye— and even if they don’t know their names or faces, they know their purpose. That Yuri killed some friend or lover or family that day that damned them to Abyss.

So even if they venture out to see the light, at the end of the day, they will always return to the shadows. They must.

Careful hands whittle away at the beginnings of the goddess statuette in their hands, gaze drifting once or twice to her prone figure. The carving knife flips in their hand, draws against where the goddess’ neck might be as they watch the steady rise and fall of her chest.

(That’s strange too. How much she trusts them when Yuri could draw a knife against her throat at any moment.)

But then her breathing turns erratic, her body shakes and shivers, and Yuri is lurching from their perch by the window before they even realize, a bird suddenly in flight. They flit here and there around her, tugging off the covers as though she has some injury they hadn’t seen, as though any scars she has were not instead mental, as though there is anything they can do but stand dumbly over her.

“Bernadetta? What’s wrong?” But she doesn’t hear them, still trapped in her dreams. Half the things she babbles are nonsense, slurred in the heavy drawl of sleep, but they recognize the I’m sorry’s— with how often she apologizes, how could they not?— amidst it all. And then the name.

Not Yuri. In fact, they hadn’t even realized what she was saying until they’d drawn close, a hand outstretched to rouse her. But she hadn’t known ‘Yuri’ first at all, had she? Because it’s not their name, just like Jules isn’t either. There are only two people in the world who know their true name: one will never speak it and the other can only write it. And when they are both gone, no one will be left to remember Regulus.

They’re always lying to her; she’s always letting them. But she shouldn’t, she shouldn’t— last time it might have ended with a dagger in her throat, last time it might have killed her, so why does she?

“I’m here.” Hands ghost over her, unsure where to touch— unsure if to touch at all. Do they have that right? Hadn’t they lost it the first time they tried to lay their hands on her? “I’m here. Hey. Wake up, Bernadetta. I need you to breathe.”

And, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry too, gently thrums to the beat of their heart, to the rhythm of her own stream of apologies.

But Yuri is not as brave to voice it.

[ohimsummer]

summy x pasi x satoru date when???😔

RIGHT NEOWWW WE’RE GOING TO THE ARCADE BAYBEEE ME AND SATORU R GONNA WIN U SO MANY PRIZES 😽😽😽😽

[niewjean]

hi! can i ask how you got that button that says "drop the questions"?

hey darling ! here's a quick tutorial for you ♡

open tumblr on chrome ( faster way : type www.tumblr.com/settings/blog/yourblog on the search tab )

on your blog's settings, look for the ask box

when you find it, just write whatever you want in it ( remember to check if the text is saved. you can do that reloading the page )

done ! if you don't know how the "ask box" look like on tumblr's site, here's a screenshot for you :

if something goes wrong, please tell me!! hope you can understand well

[merdeva]

@sunderdust : ❝ promise you won't be cruel. ❞

her lips purse, hackles raising. it's a request that chafes like shackles. there's a wild instinct in her to buck it off, to lash that tongue she wields as a whip and fling him off of her. but to do so would be to let him go, and once inara has her claws lodged deep in something, it's best to keep them there. the urge within calls to her, promising retribution for his insolence –– she shuts it up quickly as she turns to meet solomon head on. she does so have an appreciation for beautiful things. beautiful people? well, they fade. but not him. no, inara wants to keep him forever, just like this.

❝ okay, ❞ she says, swearing it softly. ❝ I promise I will not be cruel. for you. ❞ he has such a tender spot for the young and innocent –– though really, what is innocence? has it ever truly existed? the animal in her wants to tear that gentility out of him, all wolf teeth and raven beak. wants to swallow it whole, wants his blood in her mouth always, always, always.

her hands glide up along his chest, arms wrapping around his neck, tugging his body against hers. the air between them smolders as inara presses herself to him, an exposed leg hiking up over his hip. ❝ you know I love you, right? ❞

DAUGHTER OF DOCTOR MOREAU : accepting.

[dollythots]

mind you, you’re 26 online acting like you’re 16…

people can be interested in whatever they want without it having to align with your like. if you’re not concerned then move on.

And yet, you can't even come off anon to address me. I ain't never said it had to align with me like. I don't care what others do, I just wonder when common sense is going to come into play? And then, you coming in my ask box about something, I had been said weeks ago, like I remember what the context was. Like, get a job.

[leventar]

❙⠀ ⠀ 𝒊.⠀ VANITAS.⠀⠀⠀.𖥔 ݁ ˖⠀⠀“⠀⠀i heard enough, thank you, i know what betrayal sounds like.⠀⠀” ⠀⠀[⠀. . .⠀]⠀⠀@ilfateds .

huh ? the archiviste stopped plain in his tracks, head craning to face him with a look of incredulity. “ you cannot be serious. ” betrayal ? all because he had not purchased the last fruit tart ? he had known the human was hungry, playing detectives as they tried sneaking around altus, in search of ... clues ? vanitas was meant to be a doctor and though they both knew there was no shortage of curse - bearers, it was as if it'd all gone silent. he could feel charlatan still snaking around the depths of his mind, tendrils digging burrows into his brain, into his marrow, bleeding him out and taunting him with the memories of louis. it rendered his mind a rotting graveyard, of memories he'd long buried, the dead rising. they spoke of promises of reunion, but he'd long accepted that the dead remain dead, and that he was to focus on the present. wide eyes stared into striking blues, glint of electricity coursing, and then he reached out to shove him aside with little force. “ i simply did not buy it in case we had to leave. and we did ! you did not even recall there was a thing until i brought it up. there was no betrayal on my end, you absolute madman. ” before they could continue their bickering, he heard footsteps approaching, and then grabbed him like a bag of bones and lunged the two of them into an empty alleyway, into the shadows. it would not fare well for the vampires to discover fresh blood within their universe.