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[lgcgaeun]

backdated January 2023

Time passes by so quickly.

I can hardly believe that a year has passed by since I joined LGC. Wow. It's been quite a journey, both to get here and stay. It's been... tough to juggle school and training and there have been many nights where I'm too tired to think and fall into bed exhausted only to do it all again the next day. But if that's the price to pay for chasing my dream of being free and following in the footsteps of my idol then that's what I'll continue to do!

I must also confess that I have been feeling... a little inadequate lately. My growth hasn't been as big or as noticeable as some other of the trainees and it just feels like I'm falling behind. Like, after a year I should be further along in my development than I am currently. It's just so frustrating to see others succeed where I fail! What am I doing wrong? Why can't I progress like the others?

These types of thoughts were really floating around and messing with my head a little while back and I kind of had a little cry in the practice room. Then a coach unnie walked in and I was soooo embarrassed! It was a full on ugly cry and everything! Ugh. Even just writing about makes me want to kick my blanket and scream!!

But coach unnie was really kind. I thought that she would scold me for being weak and tell me to quit if I cried that easily. Instead she gave me some tissues and talked with me.

"Would you compare a rose with a tulip? Each flower has its own set of requirements and time to make it mature and bloom beautifully. We humans are the same. Your journey is your own, trust in yourself that hardwork and dedication will get you to where you want."

I was like 'oh' when said that. Of course it still kind of stings to see the other trainees who are better than me but now I just have to remind myself that one day I will also be just as good. Better. But it's just not my time right now and I have to train harder to achieve my goal.

By the end of 2023 I will have improved my rapping! I will be better than I am at this moment in time. That's my promise to myself!

Kim Gaeun, fighting~!

[ceo-of-daichi]

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506 posts created (27%)

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I tagged 1,884 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#lydz speaks - 489 posts

#sawamuras big schlong hoes🤩 - 272 posts

#the loml - 191 posts

#daichi owns my whole ass heart - 188 posts

#my literal husband - 186 posts

#my baby🥺 - 181 posts

#moots i adore✨ - 173 posts

#lydz recs🍒. art - 168 posts

#god i am in love with sawamura daichi - 128 posts

#daichi - 112 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#like… we are all brainwashed into thinking because we look a certain way we deserve more than other people or deserve less than other people

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

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293 notes - Posted January 10, 2022

#4

Long heavy make out sessions with Daichi.

Desperate touches and clashing of teeth when he turns the more delicate kisses passionate.

His tongue rubbing against yours as he fights to taste as much of your mouth as physically possible, while you are doing the same.

Even when you both break for a breath you share the same air for that small moment, not wanting to move any further away.

Getting so lost in the moment that suddenly his weight is on you, his crotch grinding down so beautifully against your own.

Small moans and whines against his lips which only egg him on until he physically can’t take it any longer. He needs more.

Heavy make out sessions that lead to soft, desperate sex with Daichi.

As if you both went any longer you would perish without it, both so eager to feel the other.

Its hot, heavy and loud, he’s so loud when he’s this desperate. When he’s deprived himself for long enough that he cums quicker than usual, the groan that leaves his lips almost causes you to fall down after him.

But he couldn’t stop himself, just like he can’t stop apologising for how quickly he came, his fingers rubbing rhythmic circles on your clit and his mouth now attached to your chest.

By the time you are both done, you collapse in each others arms.

Soft reassuring words whispered between lovers, promises of forever and gentle touches are what follows.

You always wanted nights to start and end with Daichi.

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375 notes - Posted May 21, 2022

#3

I’m feeling v v soft for Ushijima 🥺🥺 I know he’s no Daichi, but imagine him rolling over in the middle of the night, pulling you close to his chest for snuggles and giving little kissies while you sleep 🥺🥺🥺

❥Pairing | Ushijima Wakatoshi x GN!Reader

❥WC | 200+

❥A/N | Just a lil something something for Ushi😉 Hope you like this? I thought it was a super sweet concept! I actually really enjoy writing stuff for Ushi honestly🥺 (even though I agree he’s no daichi🙃) Once again I wrote this at work so its not proof read!!

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409 notes - Posted July 5, 2022

#2

I just know theres a rumour at the police station that Daichi has a big dick.

He gives off massive bde and everyone is practically begging him to fuck them at that point regardless.

But Daichi always declines, all pursuits that were sent his way often ended after one date, that he definitely went on just to be polite.

And therefore the rumour was never proven to be true or the opposite.

Its only when he strikes up interest in you that its finally revealed.

Okay so maybe you did start the rumour because you had a teeny tiny huge crush on him.

But you never expected it to come bite you in the ass…

The first time he fucks you, its gentle and sweet at first but Daichi can’t help himself when he see’s your cute little cunt trying to swallow his girth.

“I know you started them rumours babygirl… you think I don’t see you eyeing me up every time I walk past huh?” He cooed down at you, your face already fucked out, a small droplet of drool peaking out the corner of your parted mouth.

“Am I living up to all you thought me to be?” He smirked, purely teasing. Truth is, he loved how much you stared, how you didn’t try to hide it.

He had sported a crush for quite a while as well, although he had managed to keep it under wraps.

So once he had teased you a bit, he went back to his gentle, all loving self. Bringing you to orgasm multiple times, making you were truly spent before he couldn’t edge himself any longer.

And you finally confirmed the rumours to your coworkers, because despite refusing to say anything. The way you limped in may or may not have given it away..

It was the first time he fucked you that you realised that Daichi doesn’t just fuck… its probably why he never accepted other peoples offers.

He gave his whole heart and soul, he didn’t just fuck… he made love.

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419 notes - Posted June 23, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Just letting you all know that sleepy Daichi is a menace.

When he’s still in the haze of morning, his eyes barely open, his body still in the lul of sleep. His arms around his favourite teddy bear, you. Its a perfect place, he longs to be in this moment forever-

Yet you decide to move.

His hold on you gets tighter as you attempt to wriggle away from him to get ready for work.

“Just 5 more minutes~” Daichi whispers softly, the gruff of his voice easy to hear over the silence of the morning.

And how can you say no to him? So you agree, five more minutes in the morning bliss.

“Maybe you should just call in sick…” He whispers again as you settle back in beside him, placing a delicate kiss just below your ear.

This causes you to laugh softly, for him you would do just about anything.

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1,336 notes - Posted October 20, 2022

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