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devotedlystrangewizard · 2 years

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28 games in the steam library, nearly all assassins creed games on ubisoft, kingdom hearts & bioshock collections on epic, and STILL i havent done anything but ffxiv for months. let me finish disco elysium i know i have autism you dont have to remind me

#my autism vs my desire to play videogames like a normal p3rson #thought about this while booting it up #bc the launcher doesnt take up the whole screen #so i just have those icons of my other downloaded games standing there #'when will you play kdh' i am stuck in mmo hell #like i was really overly invested in mass effect last summer but that had a concrete ending (after which i played cp2077 and cried the most #in any summer ive ever had)#YEAH i can catch up on the story (which i still havent done i dont feel like doing the barbariccia trial now that im finally #at the required ilevel) but theres still more to do #sidequests. jobs to level. factions to earn reputation with. getting better (sexier) gear. I CANT TURN AWAY FROM IT #ff7r is the only game that kept my attention without giving me the urge to play ffxiv in the past few months its. fascinating #obsessive little gay brain teeheeee #like its not really an issue as much as its just. a little annoying #im having fun!! but also i wish my brain could do other stuff #but also no i dont bc imagining a life without this obsessive enjoyment of things feels so. hollow

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