#'oh an internet friend that encouraged me to uhhhh connect with Nick more.'

[moononastring]

I did not get engaged and forget about you all 😂 I’m telling you that being engaged has definitely helped the process as we have been fucking like bunnies and I’m not really sure why but it’s just 10xs better now! Probably a mind over matter thing.🤷🏼‍♀️ I also would suggest having sex everyday because after a while it’s actually good quality sexy times🥳🫣🥹😏 WE ARE STILL WORKING ON NICK BEING THE MOST GENTAL GIANT THERE EVER WAS but he’s getting there 😌 He’s also gotten quite the filthy mouth lately to the point I think he’s looking up what to say beforehand and I’m not sure if I should be impressed or not but It does work 😏

Now onto wedding planning. I did attempt to start the wedding planning process and have no idea what I’m actually doing, I might let Nick’s mom plan the whole thing she’s got plenty of ideas 🙃🙃🙃 At least she’s trying to be helpful. I think eloping would be for the best because who knew weddings even small ones ended up being ridiculously expensive. Also there are so many decisions to be made but I can’t even figure out when I want to get married. Part of me is just like I want it done with and part of me is like don’t rush it because you only get married once (hopefully) yah know? UGH

I won’t wait so long to update you guys next time okay? Okay. 😚

AYYYYYYY THAT'S WHAT WE LIKE TO HEARRRRRR 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 not to be that person but I'm weirdly invested in your life now babes. You can't leave us hanging HAHA.

Go Nicky 👏🏼😏 I'm proud of him for throwing in some dirty talk and y'all going at it. BABY STEPS FOR OUR GENTLE GIANT. Slow and steady, he's getting there!!!! Is it weird, that I, a random internet person, feel so very proud of your sex life getting better???? We are now linked in a very weird way but I am thrilled about it HAHAHA.

And honesly, I don't blame y'all if you elope! Weddings are so freaken expensive and the wedding party is absolutely getting taken advantage of!!! Don't stress yourself out with it and don't rush it. It's YOUR wedding, celebrating YOUR love so keep it as simple as you need it for your stress levels. Personally speaking, I always think the more simple things are, the more elegant it is and you get to enjoy yourself instead of being overwhelmed. Do ONLY what feels right for you and Nicky boy. Everyone else is a guest (including both sets of parents lol they sometimes forget it ain't about them!!). Start with picking your favorite season you'd like to get married in and go from there! KEEP ME POSTED! I love wedding stuff lololol.