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For fucks sake, due to it being the holidays I have to do chores/jobs everyday (which isn’t a problem but the complaining of my room being a mess due to me not cleaning it bc IM CLEANING THE REST IF THE FUCKING HOUSE) and today I had finished hoovering the entirety of the living room which I says to do on the list. It doesn’t say hoover the kitchen or the rest of downstairs but my dad started telling me to do that and when I said it wasn’t on the list and to at least give me a 5 min break apparently I’m “not putting my wait in” when I’ve done more jobs in 25mins than he has spent for the entire morning. I’m now apparently “ungrateful” and a “lazy cow” which doesn’t hurt as much anymore due to him always calling me that when I had a fight with him. He has now turned off the Wi-Fi (a common punishment) which is really annoying bc I don’t have unlimited data and I’m apparently not allowed to have it bc I have Spotify Premium (my brother [18] wants it to as he keeps fucking complaining to me about the ads) yet every time I ask for it I get told that I have SP whereas everyone else isn’t he house doesn’t. I like listening to music without ads bc it helps me calm down and makes me creative so sorry for WANTING TO HAVE PEACE AND QUIET.

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Okay this sounds rlly stupid but rn my thoughts are making me anxious, people are replying to me less and less in this gc I’m in which is often very active and I’m worried that I’m talking too much in it and that everyone can’t be arsed to even bother to respond, I feel like that’s not true but almost everytime I chat in there, nobody seems to reply for at least 30 or so mins. This is stupid and my brain is making me panic for no reason but if I’ve done something I need to know; should I talk less in there or something? I know logically that they’re probably busy or something since it’s the summer holidays but my anxiety is making me upset since I’m normally a chatty person yet I don’t want people to get annoyed with me, what do you think?

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Hi y’all, ima just rant whenever and you can do the same <3 /p