#'i understand that bordor did a bad thing im just saying he didnt deserve to die'
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#ive seen a few people who see the bordor situation the same way i do now#get told that they dont really understand the situation#i keep having it implied to me that i dont fully understand why they killed him#ive seen some people imply we think orym ashton and laudna are bad people#i keep having to make the same statements over and over again#'i know why they did it im just saying they didnt have to'#'i promise theyre my favorite characters im not attacking them'#'i understand that bordor did a bad thing im just saying he didnt deserve to die'#'i understand that bordor is not exactly the same as essek or kynan or whoever else im drawing parallels to'#i think early on when people start automatically turning any statement i make into discourse its easier to keep my tone neutral#after a week of this yeah im gonna get angry#i want to engage with this show the way that is fulfilling to me#thru media analysis#thru meta#by digging thru lore and searching for narrative themes and parallels#and WITHOUT FAIL every livetweet ends in a week of me fending off the most patronizing reply guys ive EVER experienced#maybe im fucking combative maybe im constantly discoursing but im fucking exhausted#i just want to enjoy the story i love the way i have always enjoyed stories i love#but everybody wants to debate me in a tone like i must not have actually watched the same episode they did#and then i guess i come off as irritable and combative and discoursey bc i get fucking fed up#like yeah sorry i dont 'just ignore' people when they talk to me like im stupid irl either#and my friends/mutuals/followers who DO see it my way are getting the same shit and that pisses me off too#so yes i am gonna get snarky and lose my patience i am never gonna be that nice of a person that i can just keep a neutral tone and#repeat myself over and over#every day i get on cr twitter and have to be immediately on the defensive#and all i want to do is look at every character choice under a microscope all day
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