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more as someone who made that switch last year on my own:
- i know being a hater is fun or whatever but i really really do need to emphasise how not at all important it is. all being mean publicly will get you is people being even more mean except its at you
- ^ more on this, the anon function looks sooooo appealing, i know it does and i understand. but 99.9% of the time nobody at all will think youre cool or in the right for sending anon hate
- you dont need to have a moral reason for not liking things! things can just piss you off!
- for you page means nothing at all and there's no tag for it, people will find your post if you tag it with what its about
- listen to music while you scroll if you want that audio visual scrolling experience
- tag games are the closest equivalent i can draw to playing with filters u see on ur fyp, join them if you want cuz a lot have open tags AND NOBODY CARES ABOUT A STRANGER JOINING A TAG GAME
- your mutuals WILL move on to other fandoms at one point or another, unmutualing over fandom change isnt as much of a thing over here so dont sweat it if you change yours as well
- block tags and search terms liberally, i know that feature didnt work on tiktok but it does here. USE IT. you have the power to not see something if you dont want to.
- people. love. asks. you will never ever be weird for sending one and if you send enough for long enough then people will send them back to you. if you want an interaction then you need to initiate it
- notifs of people liking and reblogging your reblogs isnt as annoying as the same repost notifs on tiktok i PROMISE
- please have fun with your layout
- the ads suck shit and they will make the experience so much worse but you can revel in the fact that there is no tiktok shop
- scroll the tags! do it! scroll your fandom tags!!! sort by recent and look through!! you are not confined to the for you page!!
- backing up op, post cringe. please post cringe. people are much less likely to be mean to you on here (in my experience) than over on tiktok. post it even if its bad ESPECIALLY if its creative. please. please.
- no saving posts option on here, take advantage of the fact that you can see all the things youve posted under a tag and set up a system.
For any relocated TikTok users
you can say sex and kill its fine
If you don't have a profile picture people will assume you're a bot
theres barely an algorithm, if you want to see cool shit reblog things instead of just liking them
follower count doesnt matter
tumblr fame gets you one thing and it is Yelled At
no one knows what the fuck the nsfw policy is
block anyone that annoys you even a little bit
And most importantly:
post cringe
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questions in interviews that seem like easy softballs but for some reason Billy has to really consider the answer and usually says "i dont know" things a normal human should be confident about
12 minutes and 13 seconds of Captain Marvel not knowing basic human things:
Reporter: âCaptain Marvel, how old are you?â
Marvel: âFunnily enough, I donât know!â *smiling as he says this*
Reporter: âWhat do you mean, you donât know?â
Marvel: âI mean, I donât know. I have like four different ages, technically more so Iâm just gonna say I donât know.â
Reporter: âBut how will any contending ladies know if they have a shot, let alone are in your age range?â
Marvel: *sounds extremely confused* âWhat? I⌠Uh⌠Look, all I know is that any of my potential ages are over 100. And I canât give any exact ages because I donât remember when my birthday is. So yeah.â *smiles for some reason*
(This clip was taken a little before Billy knew about Mary. Heâd never celebrated his birthday with his uncle and was pulled out of school after his parents died. All I knew was that he was between ages 8 to 10 and that was good enough for him. After he met Mary, because they were twins, he found out his age through her. He was 11.)
//
Sometime during the 1950sâŚ(footage is very grainy as a result)
Reporter 2: âCaptain Marvel, could you tell us your birthday? Iâve heard people discussing making it a holiday.â
Marvel: âI donât actually know!â
Reporter 2: âPardon?â
Marvel: âI donât know. Iâm pretty sure itâs in December though. I think itâs also in the 20s too. But other than that, I donât exactly know.â
(This was also before he met Mary again)
//
Reporter 3: âCaptain Marvel, are you an American?â
Marvel: âI should be!â
Reporter 3: âYou donât knowâŚ?â
Marvel: âNope! But Iâve lived here all my life so Iâm pretty sure.â
//
Reporter 4: âCaptain Marvel there have been reports and evidence that you donât have the same biology as a human, are you one?â
Marvel: âYe-â *pauses* âActually wait. I donât know.â
Reporter 4: âYou donât know?â *looks to the camera for a moment before looking back at him* âHow can you not know?
Marvel: âWell, I thought I was one, but now that I think about it, I might not be. I have to consult the wizard!â
Reporter 4: âWizard??â
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good evenin wittefandom, still alive i hope lol?
anyways here some food for you guys. (Refs of Caleb and Evelyn, i still have to fix Philips o<-<)
Completely free to use but was basically based on as accurate as i could... basically assume. I took some creative liberties as well ut you know, like how I gave Eve heterochromia because there is actually a good chance her eyes arnt golden like eda's (take lillith's or Gwendolyn's for say) We dont even know if her hair is actually red or not it could be brown but that disturbs me for some reason lol ive just imagined her with red hair for sooo long
But heres some headcanon ones for fun!!
Creature Feature Core. Had fun just messing around with ideas. I redesigned dove logo on the rebus box and made into like a family crest.
Other things to note:
I hc that she is an avid "beastkeeper" esque witch and wanted to study the mysterious fauna of the fabled human realm, so she created her own portal to it.
I dont know who came up with this idea but I liked the idea of her being half demon or demon-like.
I think shes really good at illusion magic, in S2E1 Masha talks of how she gave Caleb "visions" of a starge world, so perhaps she teased him with illusions of the isles before actually taking him there. I also think Illusions combined with beastkeeping could equal shapeshifting?? idk maybe im reaching but I LOVE shapeshifter characters so maybe im biased...
The feathers in her skirt are cardinal, bluejay, and goldfinch hehe... and the one in her hair is a barn owl feather and its supposed to represent Caleb <3
Lastly I forgot to change this but I like how each witch almost has a certain color for their magic, even if its not for a specific type. I like to think hers would be a magenta-red color, like the fire magic she was using in one of the Hollow Mind portraits.
EVERYDAY THIS BITCH GOES FURTHER AND FURTHER DOWN THE HEADCANNON TO OC PIPELINE!!
Mr. Haunting The Narrative himself :D
Stupid idiot, I love him lol. I also played alot with the CSP brushes lol.
Anyways, the jewlery he has, like the cross and the rings were both from his parents that he kept and no i was not aware that puritans actually DO NOT like using the cross so lets just say he kept it hidden.
He is missing his left ring finger because he had a lot of oopsies while carving in the beginning, hes gotten really good at it though.
He is tired as hell but keeps on trucking on lol
I also rolled down his sleeves because what if he had those cool ruffle sleeves. (yes i know they were poor, shush its cool :,) )
Lastly, the feather in his hair is red-tailed hawk feather and it reminds him of his witch wife.
STY FOR YAPPING HERES A FLAPJACK AS AN APOLOGY
Yapping on last time- I wanted to give him a more creative design. I mean some cardinals ARE yellow after all... I like how Flap's crest is stuck perked throughout the show so techinically he's just chronically pissed off because correct me if im wrong they mostly have their crest up to either show off to mates or be agrresive little shits. Anyways, he is their son, you cant tell me otherwise.
#I imagine when i post#im just feeding my followers like an old lady feeds pidgeons at a park /lh#Love you all fr though <3#the owl house#toh#caleb wittebane#evelyn clawthorne#toh flapjack#flapjack toh
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Obedient demons, devlish Angels.
Wade is so bad at his job he almost starves to death. And Logan is so bad at his, that he makes sure He dosn't.
Tw: depiction of rejection sensitivity, vauge sex, open/closed relationship dynamics, sick/ill demons, "eating" problems, what the title says.
@nuggetpool-hi
No one:
Wade, rubbing up against Logan like a cat: Plllleeeeaaasseee?? Pretty please? I'm staaarrvvinngg Loagie!
Logan, sitting in a chair reviewing the bible: You just ate yesterday; Wade. You aren't starving...
Wade: Yes, I am! You left me here to go spend the night with kurt so Im hungry! Honest! Please?? I'll be quick! You won't even know im down there-
Logan: Enough! I'm tired of this. Stop. Every time I come back, all you wanna do is have sex and I know you kinda have too but I dont want to! Do you ever think about that? Do you ever stop and wonder if I even want to?!
Wade, backing away, tail tucked: ......i-.. I do all the time...
Logan: Apprently not because I already said no! And you just keep-.....
Wade: *anxiously picking at his nails, head down and clearly ashamed to just exist* ....sorry...
Logan: No... Wait- Wade no... I didnt-
Wade, already crying, streaks of red coming down his neck and cheeks: n-no.. Its okay.. i-I wont ask anymore..
Logan: *sighs* I didn't mean it like that... Im just.. frustrated...
Wade, hurt, tears falling: I-its fine.. really. I Just..y-youre so nice to me when-.. when we do it and..and..
Logan, getting up: *reaches out a hand* No, Wade, I didn't mean to- You dont have to find someone else. Ill do it, Just.. just gimme a second okay?
Wade, shaking his head, backing up: No.. I-i wont ask anymore. It's fine.. dont worry about it..
Logan, watching Wade lay down and curl up on his side of the bed, now feeling terrible: ...so... y-you aren't hungry anymore..? Or.. cause we can! I dont mind Its just... *another sigh* Look. Wade.. I don't want you to be hungry..
Wade, whispering: I'll be okay...
Logan then puts his stuff away, trying to pull Wade close. He's squirming, trying to shy away but Logan forces him to stay in his chest, kissing his forehead and softly apologizing. Wade's bloody face heightens Logans primal angelic insticts, fighting the adrenaline rush of battle to keep his touches gentle, rubbing his back with slit yellow eyes. Being a warrior of the lord was difficult when demon bloods scent alone activated the strong desire to overcome evil, esspecially when the one in your arms isn't evil at all, just forever hungry.
*The next day*
Logan: Waade. Im back! Let me eat real quick and ill feed ya.
Wade: *streatches and yawns* Mmh Nah.
Logan: Nah? But yesterday you were whining about how hungry you were.
Wade: Im not hungry anymore. Got some pathetic sap in the chapel.
Logan:...... you..got someone else?;
Wade, non sarcastically, if anything simply explaining: Yeah. Thought you were getting tired of feeding me so.. you know. Besides. Gotta keep the sinners coming back right? Heh heh."
Logan: .....Yeah.... yeah.. thats fine.. thats.... who was it?
Wade: i...I dont know? Just some guy. Fuck, Angel, If I didnt know any better Id say you're acting.... jealous~"
Logan, biting his tounge: No! I just dont-...nevermind..
Wade: You don't like what?
Logan, thinking, his chest tight: I... I don't like you feeding on others.
Wade, gasping: Really!?
Logan: B-but its not like that!! I-i just mean- what kind of an angel would I be if i let a demon feed on the innocent?
Wade, now giggling: Ohh yeaahh suuuree
Logan, finally coming to lay down: Im serious!! You might accidently drain them too much and then what would that make me? A terrible protector. Thats what.
Wade, now pulling his face close, holding his cheeks lovingly: D'aaaaaww~ Loagie baby dosn't want me sleeping around on him? My big brave strong angel boy wants this demon ass all to himself? Hm??
Logan, blushing: No!! I didn't say that! Im just doing my duty as an angel to protect citizens and-
Wade is smirking: Oh yes, your civil duty of fucking a succubus every day, right? Liks you Sooo dont love my tight ass? Hm? And when I nip your balls or when-
Logan, completly red: ENOUGH! ..S-shut up..
This bickering and banter goes on for a while longer before they end up cuddling and falling asleep in each others arms. Wade feels loved in an emotional sense, it feels much better then the other 'love' he got ealier.
*the next x 7 days*
Logan: Hey Wade. Service ended early today and Kurt has a meeting. So im all yours. What do you w-.... Wade? Are you alright?
Wade, weak, curled up inside of the blanket: ....
Logan: Wade?? Come on, don't trick me. Whats wrong? *puts his hand on his forehead. He has a fever but he's shaking. Or was he just hot cause hes a demon? Either way, hes too warm for Logan's liking.* Do demons get sick?
Wade, clinging to his hand with his own, desperate for attention and affection: .. Please..
Logan: Please what? What do you need?
Wade, whos clamy, breathing uneven, and who is now whimpering: N-nothin... i-im fine.
Logan: Wade... tell me whats wrong.
Wade, shaking his head: N-no...I-i dont want to ask anymore..
Logan, finally getting it, realizing that this last week has been all cuddles. He hasn't fed Wade in an entire week: Come on. Get up, Ill-
Wade, whining as if it hurts to talk: I can't..
Logan, now worrying: Y-you cant get up? Oohh.... fuck wade!! Why didn't you say anything!? When I said I didn't want too at that moment I didn't mean starve yourself to death!! Shit!.. okay.. uhm..
Wade, tearing up, silent and holding his hand, logan is squeezing it: ...Im sorry... i-i didnt want to make you upset...
Logan, panicking: Why didn't you just-?!
Its now Logan remembers telling Wade he isn't allowed to feed on the church goers or clergy anymore. He feels terrible.
Logan: You... you listened.. you obeyed an angel?
Wade, eyes closed, trying to ignore his pain: Only my angel...
Logan, smiling, feeling himself tear up. One drops onto Wade.
Wade, whining because angel tears are holy water: OWCH!! W-whhhy??
Logan: Sorry! Sorry I just.. *wipes eyes* Im going to fix this. I promise. Can I fix it? Please?
Wade: If youre asking consent to fuck me then Yes.
And so Logan does. Connecting their foreheads, their tears softly mixing into a slight diluted sting each time they touched one another, kissing like it was the end of the world, the passion and adjustments Logan had is slow. Tender. And passionate. The kind you only really gave to a loyal lover who you've just returned to. A farmilar feeling of home and satisfaction feeding Wade back to health. They must have fucked at least three times that night because in the morning Wade was springy as ever, like a spring chicken being put into a new pasture, the old tired cock trailing behind just happy that the hen was healthy again.
#succubus au#angel au#angel logan#succubus wade#demon wade#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws#wade x logan
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This is also where we get into weird identity-label territory because, let see if I can express this accurately. There are absolutely Jews who are Black, who are Indigenous, who are Jews of Color. There is no dispute there.
However, BIPOC being the US/Western way of saying "people marginalized because of their ethnicity" leaves Jews who dont already fit into the above categories as by default not marginalised. And its not true at all, and it leaves us out of a lot of discussions, and resources, that in many circumstances would be right to include us.
"Gays trans and poc" is basically shorthand for 'marginalized people' and it doesnt inherently include Jews. And the problem is that modern people dont know how to handle the concept of a people colonised and forced into diaspora by the fucking Romans. We could only be called indigenous if we were colonised and in displaced in the last couple centuries. Last couple millenia, nah, your memory isnt long enough to know what to do with that, and youre so steeped in your own antisemitism that you think thats fine, that we deserve it, that we're making it all up.
And if we're indigenous, well that muddies the black-and-white water that zionists=Jews=israelis=evil colonisers, and Palestinians= indigenous= perfect and good and true and always correct. And we cant have that. We cant have Jews being owed rights, bad enough this whole Holocaust thing has meant everyones had to pretend to play nice for the last less than even a century, and youve had so long since your last pogrom and youre really desperate to spill some Jewish - I mean evil zio - blood because thats allowed right? Thats the acceptable target youre allowed to hate and there wont be consequences.
(Heres a hint. The answer is that multiple people can be indigenous to the same land, and families can be incredibly cruel to each other and dysfunctional. Hint, a peaceful solution doesnt ever involve just removing one or the other populations from their tiny land. And hint, deal with the Nazi problem at home before getting involved with conflicts half the world away).
âelon musk did the nazi salute, remember to check on your jewish friends uwuâ you all celebrated when jihadi terrorists live-streamed the torture, kidnapping and murdering of israelis on 10/7/2023 but ok
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If requests are still open, could we see the RE boys with a s/o whoâs more strict and closed off? Asking for oc reasons /silly
L. KENNEDY, C. REDFIELD, C. OLIVEIRA X READER (SEPARATE)
ŕłâ⡠sypnosis; reserved s/o hcâs
ŕłâ⡠warnings; none
ŕłâ⡠authorâs note; ⌠do NOT ask me where iâve been, ummm, hope u all hwd a ho ho ho christmas,xoxo, wrote this with a âdont tell any1 anything about myself or my feelingsâ personality in mind
C. OLIVEIRA
you might be quiet, he isnât. he WILL sit there and talk your ear off about whatever whilst youâre just sat there listening
whether it be about his day, what he wants to do with you tomorrow or random fun facts - heâll make sure to fill the silence somehow
yet at times he too will find comfort in the silence, choosing to instead hold you close
he doesnât necessarily mind you not being as⌠out there. itâs a nice contrast to his own very outgoing characteristics - and like they say, opposites attract.
he wouldnât flat out pry for information, constantly nagging at you for any sort of new knowledge about you as a person. heâs content with simply asking here and there, incorporating questions within the conversation
although he will most definitely never stop asking you about yourself in this way. in the end, he needs to know who his partner really is - the person heâs willing to spend the rest of his life with
L. KENNEDY
completely understands you
if itâd for reasons somewhere along the lines of trust issues or not wanting to appear vulnerable, then oh man he now 100000% understands you
he wouldnât necessarily force you to open up, as heâs respectful of the boundaries youâve formed when it comes to other people
though he will try his hardest to crack your shell, bit by bit, and reassure you that thereâs absolute no need for you to feel as though you have to withhold information about yourself from him due to doubt or fear
or if itâs simply the way you are, heâs completely okay with that too. the last thing heâd want to do is make you feel uncomfortable in any sort of way - if you want to, you will. thatâs what he tells himself
though he does absolutely love the times you slip out a memory or something to do with you unwarranted. heâll push his luck a little and try to get the slightestttt bit more from you
C. REDFIELD
the most⌠âpushyâ out of all three
yet by no means is it to make you comfortable in any sort of way, absolutely not
itâs simply because itâs chris LOL this man only sees his job and not knowing a lot about someone is a bit ehhhh and a âshould i trust them??â typa thing
although rest assured if you simply refuse to answer him or shoot him a little glare, heâll chuckle to himself and apologise
though there are a few perks that come with your traits, too. your usual calm demeanour means very few fights due to uncontrollable emotions, or if a situation escalates it is usually sorted out immediately⌠though you have surprised him when you responded quite sharply on occasion
he usually shares things about himself, tragic memories heâd rather completely forget about or traits he wish he didnât have, in hopes that you give him something back
in a way, it comforts him. he, reluctantly, speaks about himself whilst getting to learn more about yourself
#ŕłââˇ. olkaâs bs#DONT ASK ME WHERE IVE BEEN PLEASEEEEE IM SORRY#sorry guys im vry bad woth reserved chatctrrs#carlos oliveira#carlos oliveira x reader#chris redfield#chris redfield x reader#leon kennedy x reader#leon scott kennedy x reader#resident evil 3#resident evil 5#resident evil 4#chris resident evil#resident evil
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okay given how fucking weird and rapid-fire everything is (already, has been for ages) and to remind myself too: We Need To Learn To Fact Check.
i am talking about anything we see about trumps antics and I am talking about international news and I am talking about local news and I am talking about nearly everything in our lives. it is tiring, and takes more effort. but i think this is the only way we get thru the world right now, is by checking what we share however we can. it won't guarantee we are sharing only accurate info, but it DOES help us focus on sharing more accurate stuff and not buying into mis and disinfo.
Context/why i know this: im an academic librarian. I teach classes and do research on misinformation and media literacy among other topics, and i teach about authority of information and finding and evaluating info all the time. when I teach people to evaluate information i use Mike Caulfield's SIFT method, which is great and adaptable, and consists of these four moves:
STOP. this is the most important one. it just means: take two seconds before you click reblog or share smth. ask yourself: what is my emotional reaction to this content? what does it want me to do with this post or information?
do I know this is true - bc I've already checked into it before or I know something related to it that corroborates it - or am I far enough removed from the situation that I don't really know? for ex: I know gazans fundraise on tumblr bc i have tunblr, and that conditions in gaza are awful bc of both user posts and news coverage I've seen. I don't have tiktok or see much from it that isnt reposted, so I paused more before sharing that last post bc im less aware of the cjrcumstances.
INVESTIGATE THE SOURCE. where did this come from and do I know that source of information? can i identify the author not just the website it was shared from? what position is this person in to know what's going on? they might have expertise, education, a job, they might also just be in a place where things are happening (ukraine, gaza, los angeles, etc) or have access to a place where things are happening (tiktok, for ex).
FIND ADDITIONAL COVERAGE. if this is the only place you've heard about an event or statement, look and see if there are others reporting on it. sometimes you are looking for broad coverage (lots and lots of reporters and civilians have reported on the conditions in Gaza independently) and sometimes for very specific coverage (i wanted to see more than one screenshot of the TikTok ban msg before I believed it was real), but what you really want is to see if others are talking about and reporting on something.
this is called lateral reading btw and it's a really critical piece of fact checking.
TRACE CLAIMS TO THEIR SOURCE. who was the first to say this? where did they say it? was it misinterpreted along the way? the internet is a giant game of telephone and messages get distorted. this one is particularly important if you're not finding additional coverage AND/OR if the coverage is all weirdly samey.
highly specific example here: in 2020 there was a brief time when ppl were saying that ibuprofen was dangerous for covid and could heighten your risk. i am ibuprofens georg and I was on it 2x/day high dose at the time, so this could be a problem for me. so I started citations tracing - following citations and references and news posts and academic preprints. and finally found a brief and uncited Twitter post from a French health minister that appeared to be the original source, and along the way I found NO other corroborating info that wasn't citing that specific quote in the end. and thus. I took my ibuprofen.
this part takes time and effort more than anything else, but it's also often illuminating. I dont always go all the way to TRACE. but I have that move in my pocket for when I need to. it is very similar to a wikipedia rabbit hole where you start somewhere and end somewhere very different - but if you looked at your browser history you'd see all the pages you clicked to get there.
thats SIFT! you don't have to do each move for every post u see. if you take anything as a habit, start from the top and just STOP for a second before you share or repeat something wild. ask yourself about it a little. this is what i consider the most vital step, and it makes it easier to do the others in time.
we can't know everything. we will sometimes share misinformation by accident. we will sometimes share malicious disinformation by accident too. but I think we owe it to ourselves to try and build these habits, and it makes it a little harder for the people in power to convince us of whatever they want this week. it makes us more skeptical and more informed. these are always relevant skills and they're more and more important every day.
#this has been media literacy w samwise armorgoblin#librarianblogging#media literacy#information literacy
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can you explain tlt lore to me because i (as someone who has never touched tlt) am very confused when i see ianthe (??) and harrowhark because isnât harrowhark with the lobotomy ginger.. and then who is alecto. wtf
so this is the greatest ask i could hope to receive and i cant thank you enough for sending it đ SO YES allow me to explain to you the anatomy of harrowhark's harem
(spoilers obvs, but i will go as light on spoilers as i can because everyone should read these books theyre insane and i love them. but if anyone is interested in a more spoiler heavy explanation lmk in the notes and i will be happy to provide)
for starters the basics of harrow and gideon's relationship: harrow is a necromancer, and gideon is her cavalier, aka like harrow's bodyguard/loyal knight. and they go to this competition with other necromancer/cavalier duos to become a lyctor, but for the sake of this post lyctor lore doesnt really matter dont worry about the lyctor thing right now
basically yes in book 1 (gt9) harrow and gideon (aka lobotomy ginger (which đ oh anon, the layers to this. THE LAYERS)) are certifiably insane about each other but are not technically, through physical or verbal confirmation, romantically involved with each other by the end of the book. but the writing on the wall is CLEAR.
gideon is not in book 2 (ht9) for reasons, and now harrow is essentially trapped in space with ianthe tridentarius, another necromancer who was also at the lyctor competition in book 1. ianthe is a weird freak about harrow (arent we all), and harrow thinks ianthe is gross and lame. but in a way she is also, like, at least an iota of a weird freak about ianthe, but she mostly thinks she's gross and lame. theyre kind of like reluctant coworkers bc they do collaborate on certain things (đ THINGS) and they might share a kiss here or there
oh boy and then there's alecto, stay with me here. without getting too much into dominicus lore, what you have to understand is that for a shit ton of generations, harrow's family has been tasked with keeping this tomb (a locked tomb, even) shut forever, and they don't know what's inside but they know that god put something in there that can never escape. so naturally when harrow was like 9 or 10 years old, she snuck into that tomb and there she finds this chained up, frozen corpse of a smokeshow of a woman, and that's alecto. and little harrow can appreciate the value of a smokeshow of a woman so she lowkey falls in love with her. meaning that throughout all of that prior fucked up little love triangle, harrow is also thirsting over this dead woman she stumbled across years ago
there's enough weird nuances and details with all of these dynamics that i could go on and on for ages but this is a most basic understanding. again cant recommend reading the books enough if you like insane dynamics!!
#asks#thank you for the outlet to ramble about toxic yuri. THANK U#tlt fans if ive missed anything important PLEASE leave amendments in the tags i would love to read them#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#ianthe tridentarius#alecto the first#alecto the ninth#griddlehark#harryanthe
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If I'm allowed to speak out, I don't think Marc is going to be a gentleman. He's a hunter, it's in his nature, as soon as he feels blood he'll eat you alive. All his careful words are now more focused on trying to be polite and calm the excitement that was caused by his transition to ducati. (I'm still sure that Valentino is playing some kind of secret game in the background, so it might even be dangerous). So this is, well, not exactly a lie, but rather gentleness and something like an attempt at mind games (and most likely part of Ducati's PR strategy) to mitigate the impending storm. I can't say what Pecco thinks, but he always tries to appear like an "honest racer" compared to others, but Marc is almost 100% lying, he came here to win the ninth title and I think everyone knows that.
Someone on the forum gave a wonderful quote, and I think it perfectly describes the situation on behalf of Marc: "Pecco will be the leader of the garage, number one. And then I'll surpass him."
Completely agree!!!
Marc isn't a gentleman on track, he never has been and I doubt he ever will be.
I mean, he seems lovely off track most of the time. But let's be real he's a pain in the ass on track. He fights you at every corner - he will do ANYTHING for a win. Like you say, he's a hunter. People who have competed against him know- dovi, dani, Jorge. They know he's a devil on that bike.
I absolutely believe he's playing a PR game here. He's at a new team. He's sussing out the situation before he pounces. Frankly, I think he's going to destroy pecco next year. I do like pecco but I feel at the moment, on this current grid, there are very few riders who can challenge someone like Marc. The calibre just doesn't seem the same as it once was. Maybe I will eat my words, I don't know.
Either way, being a gentleman on track isn't part of motorsports. It's important to note that this doesn't mean they're horrible off track. They can still apologise and be kind and likeable when they aren't racing. (Or y'know, pull a valentino and start a hate campaign against someone a decade and a half your junior)
Vale wasn't, neither was Jorge, or Marc, or Casey. Even in f1, max isn't, neither is lewis or Schumacher, Rosberg, Sebastian. The list goes on. You do not achieve great success in motorsport by letting people walk over you.
To be clear, i don't think pecco does let people walk over him... well, maybe a little bit last year. And I do think he's talented. But I defo think they're pedalling a narrative, and I'm not sure it'll work in his favour. No one remembers the polite kind one who won less....
I hope yo see some really good battles between them next year and I'm sure marc will be going for the ninth (I dont doubt he will get it)
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Hi (*^â˝^)/â
*â⪠I heard that you're like a MASSIVE Morgan fan and I don't listen to the morgan audios but I've heard he's a super interesting character but bc that's my brothers name I don't listen to them
I've read the wiki but I still don't have the bigger picture, i would like to hear from a morgan fan themselves if that's okay !!
BANGS MY HEAD ON THE DESK
Yes yes hi! Hello! I am the morgan fan ever! Ive watched his videos on repeat as sleep aid and I think that should be studiedâanyways. So. MORGAN.
Morgan is a seer obscura who works (could just be worked? i mean we really dont know the details of morgans job, but, it really could just be that he spoke with his listener, seer obscura, because he is the only OTHER seer obscura in the world) with/for/through The Department (D.U.M.P.)
He comes off as a pretty calm soul, someone who likes to dive into the bits in pieces of things. A big word guy, if you catch my driftâŚbut he also comes off as a tad bit nervous or even intimidated in his first audio, the one where he and his listener meet as theyre seeking counsel for their issues in regards to their empowerment and magic, since he is noticeably taking time to curate his sentences while also clarifying that he doesnt have to be the seer to help his listener if they dont want it. Which cpuld insist that his LISTENER also seemed uneasy or even rude depending on your interpretation of it
And them theres a whole lotta seer lore that ill sum up under the cut.
Later on, itâs confirmed that morgans listener, Seer Obscura, is struggling with their sight AND that they somehow were affected by the inversion (Or, maybe just confused as to how they didnt see it at allâŚbut again, they ARE a seer obscuraâŚand the inversion obscured allllllll sorta seer sightâŚaka, the inversion was âradio staticâ, for a lack of a better term, for all seers. or just. not there, if that helps.)
The second audio takes place a few months to a year laterâŚand its the listener seeming advice for their magic. all of the lore dump from the three audios will be under the cut, so, i wont summarize this audio too much. Just let it be known that
Seer obscura was born with their seer magic and abilities yet choose to hide it
Hid as an illusory
Only came out of âhidingâ for help
Throughout all three audios, via my interpretation, feels guilty and or awkward for reaching out for help/to morgan
Sooo round comes the third audio. We got seer obscura panicking and dialing up morgans number in the middle of the night/very early morning. (Hence the âhes half asleepâ in the video title)
despite it being lateâŚdespite morgan being tired as FUCK.
He assures seer obscura that they are no burden to him and that, if they need someone, morgan is walking to help. So yk, seer obscura is obv a lil panicky and is like âOkay, do I meet uou at the officeâ?â
and then morgan is like giggling and goes âI dont live at the office*â which is silly to me and funny. so anyways, morgan goes âten miles north of the officeâ (yes i remembered this)
ok and then seer obscura pulls up, morgan apologizes for the mess.!and for the majority of the audio morgan goes on to explain exactly how things differ between seers and seer obscuras + how he sees things in a dofferent light from the rest ofbthe seer population
and then at the end of the audio, they walk off to morgans balcony and morgan goes on this lil rant about how he doesnât know what seer obscura wants and he cant know unless he figures that out for himself with them
and then they gain that little âfriendship badgeâ with the whole âI want to get to know youâ trope. bc that was along the lines of morgans words. so yeah
oh yeah and then it ends with morgan and seer walking back into the apartment wirh morgan offering to âmake breakfastâ although he jokes that the best he can do for them is a bowl of cereal.
and then heres lore below
Random Basic Seer Facts:
- Seers can be latents or human born
- Sight can not be learned. Either you are born with the ability to see the future or you canât at all. Not even demons can use this magic
- The first thing a seer sees is their death
- Foresight is inseparable from the magical core, only way to get rid of the foresight is to cut threads of power (removing all magic)
- can use any sort of magic
- All Seers are sunbound
- Seers can in fact not be turned into vampires
- They can *easily hide* their cores cleverly from any other race
- The magical race (Yk, seers) are very, very rare.
- Specific things like stress or caffeine and trigger their sight powers. Really, depends on who you are. It varies.
- Choose not to use your sight and your powers will build up in pressure, involuntarily releasing as sight magic. Like a valve. You can open it, or it can burst itself
- Involuntary sight is pretty disorienting, lowkey feels like derealization if I were to have a say in it
- Can control the length, depth, and pretty much anything else out of sight. Itâs at the control of the holder as long as they *know* how to control it
Important must knows
- Although Seers can â*see the future*â, they ACTUALLY only see the variables in the situation. Itâs like mathematics and quantity. Probability machines. NOT SET IN STONE. Nothing is confirmed because factors within the sight can be *obscured*. Ex; people, places, situations, etc
- Eâlaetum had been looking to find a solution to vampires and boom here we have seers (Iâll. Figure out how to write this soon)
- The last Seer that the department had record of was *waaay* back in the early 1800s. Morgan and his listener are the only two recorded Seer Obscura in their century that have come forward about it. Itâs likely that they are the definite only two.
- The inversion shifted the timeline (within dahlia, Iâm imagining) in all. Everything seen about the future that was sought after before the events of the inversion became invalid because of the part that death played in the situation. (And death isâŚobscured oddly. I think it has something to do with the river but I may be reading this wrong. Iâll figure it out)
- Are told to be âSovereign Touchedâ
- âExist apart from the rest of humanityâ
- âThe children of Eâlaetumâ
- Were created to âhealâ what had been broken (aka settle and or smooth the vampire fiasco)
- Cores contain tiny pieces of sovereignty, this explains why only seers can use sight. No human or demon can posses these because they donât have those bits and parts like seers do
- As soon as EâLaetun had attempted to heal the vampires, seers were formed. It had taken more magic from EâLeatum than he wouldâve liked. Theses were the *first* seers.
Other
- Morganâs listener (The one which fandom has just deemed âSeer Obscuraâ) hid their core and covered it with an aura of an illusory (another empowerment.) This means that nobody (**besides** other seers) knew they were a seer. All seers tend to be talented at this.
Obscura and Obscured
- Itâs hard to see any (if any at all, which is said to be impossible) future that an Obscura is in. Their presence obscures and deforms the way seers use their powers. The closer you come to the obscured factor within your vision, the more static it becomes. It doesnât completely block out, yet deranges it.
- There are places/actions that are obscured as well, which means not only people. For example: death & Aria itself.
- Any race of empowered beings can be Obscuras, actually. The title of obscura only means that your presence interferes with the timeline/sight. For all we know, someone like David could be an Obscura.
- Erik confirmed that d(a)emons themselves are not always obscured, only Aria.
The Soldality:
What is The Soldality? A group of seers who live publicly, curating a timeline to see the futureâprobably to prevent events like the inversion from happening. Theyre protected by the department. AND all watch the time streams and predict what the future would be. Most of them believe that there is a known outcome.
- The âknown outcomeâ does not take account of those places and people who are obscured, making this group invalid in plenty of ways.
- Morgan himself is apart of the Soldality yet seems to have his doubts about it.
- A wide marsh of the Soldality actually donât like Morgan/the whole idea of seer obscuras bc they dont have to *see his own death / future*
#i forgot if i put it here but the first thing that seers see when it comes to their sight is their own death#moronkyne#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted verse#redacted fandom#aaaaugh#redacted morgan#redacted rundowns#redacted lore#redacted yap
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Okay so u ppl like the horseformers it seems heres some more designs :D
swindle isn't even rlly in the story tbh but here he is. he should NOT have an insignia because this is moreso a civilian swindle. he's a strong and resiliant little feller but really probably shouldn't carry all that shit around on a battlefield. i just dont feel like going back and fixing it. also! combiner teams uhhh they exist! but i think maybe instead of combining they're just in a herd together like soulmates but its besties u know what im sayin. heavily taking from his wfc design (why he has cloven hooves... i love his silly pedes) since we don't get any CONFIRMED visuals on him in tfone..
considering changing jet wings to "feather" wings? and making megatronus prime a griffin because the seekers are griffins.. The two chains across the chestplate btw are like a motif in his court. Megatron, Ironhide, and the high guard all fall under his court
and a d-16 :) dont mind why he looks so judgmental.. this was supposed to be a comic. giving arcee the side eye... glad i focused on the designs first i fucking love his shin guards he's so pretty
griffin seeker! specifically starscream here :) there is lore reason why they get a mane and organic wings btw
hound! under liege maximo's court, and like megatronus' chains, liege's court has a motif in the horns. again, no cogged form so i had to kinda blend his cogless one design with his idw and foc designs? i really like his funny chestplate in g1. forgot his insignia but he is a decepticon in this one he was one of the first teehee
still going between horse and lion for optimus. heres pax though with victory leo's body as his lower half :) he was born under alpha trion's court and also all the lions in the japanese continuity?? forgot his insignia but maybe this is also civilian era (drops my head on the table and screams) also theres no reason for him to have a halberd he doesn't use one i just.. put it in his hands.
and alpha trion these last two admittedly arent great because i drew them just now when i woke up. way too top heavy but i'll fix it later when i start finalizing everyone's refs (this fool thinks he'll be interested long enough to finalize designs).. forgot hsi fucking autobot insignia too </3 also might give those under his court a cape which would mean i could give orion pax a cape too teehee.
ty everyone for encouraging me btw i was straight up about to redesign them to not be centaurs (cringe) but i kept them as centaurs and i'm figuring out how to make it work in the story (based)
#transformers#transformers one#tf swindle#alpha trion#tfone alpha trion#tfone#tf one#tfone megatron#tfone d-16#tfone megatronus prime#megatronus prime#orion pax#tfone orion pax#tfone optimus prime#tf optimus prime#optimus prime#transformers optimus#transformers hound#tf hound#starscream#tf starscream#tfone starscream#tfone hound#my art#maccadam
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ok now i can go back to dragon 2 animals, here's my thoughts cause it feels too important to not ponder and discuss
i asked for suggestions a while back and there were some i really liked and will use for sure
the one im most sure of is sea otter isabela, which was a genius idea, and im 100% for it. CUTE
i like doe merrill, i can see it in my head, i think i'll go with that
now something i considered doing, just to be mean, was making fenris a cat and anders a dog. anders as a cat is the obvious choice, but don't they both deserve a little bullying for what they did to merrill? and also to me? but im not excluding going with the easy choice on this. cant go wrong with kitty anders
fenris as a wolf is also an obvious possibility but im not doing that đĽ˛đĽ˛đĽ˛ the possibility makes me sad. dog is good with me though, but i like dog for aveline more i think
i think sebastian will be a bird, i don't know why. maybe because his hair can be translated to feathers easily in my head...
varric, i dont know. a teddy bear of some kind?
my biggest issue with all of this is honestly casting hawke. it's kind of like how rook being called rook makes chess metaphors muddled, what animal is hawke? i dont know if i can make a hawk cute... but if not a hawk, then what. hmmmmm. maybe i'll try to make cute hawks work
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HOLY GUACAMOLE???? I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY LIKE CHAPTER 12 IS LITERALLY SO Đ ĐĐĐ??????
the sharing a room, the staring, the accidental matching, A LITERAL LOWKEY CONFESSION LIKE HELLO???? "i admire you" "i admire you too" how abt yall admire wedding rings tg??? i can already tell these trip chapters are abt to be SO GOOD. also why is fiona clinging to hubby and why is hubby not saying anything đ
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also Garen i think that was his name like what does his appearance look like? ik heâs tall like jayce, but are there any other significant features you can share or anyone you have in mind for him?
also if garen doesnt make viktor lowkey a little itty bitty wit jealous in at least one these upcoming chapters i will actually crash the freak out I NEED JEALOUS VIKTOR SOMEBODY ANYBODH PLEASE
anyhow the writing was absolutely gorgeous per usual, literally give me ur brain and creativity rn i just know those essays be bomb
AAAAAA THANK U SM LOVE!!!! this chapter is more emotionally condensed than the rest but these two idiots really needed to have a convo (ngl they need to have many convos but i need this torment to continue)
SO. Fiora and Garen are actual champions in league!!! here have some art of them (ngl fiora's concept fucks hard but garen's looks a bit stupid so i took a different art than his official one oopsie)
FUN FACT THO! i was originally thinking about making fiora and garen ocs originally, and i had a vivid image of the guy being garen having the fc of dev patel
if acoi ever gets rewritten to be an original piece of writing, y'all can be sure that this guy would be garen's fc
thank u sm bestie <333 really this means the world to me that my writing can have y'all so entertained
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So actually, as a fandom old, I can actually inform you about how to express this without causing unnecessary drama (unless you want to cause unnecessary drama, whichâŚblock me I guess bc then youâd be sucking)
But anyway
See how you know the ship name? All you have to do is tag your posts âanti sharpwolfâ and if you want, you can also go the extra mile and tag âanti antinousâ
Because on tumblr, thereâs actually extensive methods of tag blocking! This means (w the extension of tumblr savior) that when people block the âanti sharpwolfâ tag, they wonât see you express your opinion on the ship, negative or otherwise. And the extra great thing about tumblr is that even if you DONT tag it, the block system makes it so that even if you put âIâm anti sharpwolfâ in the post proper, people who like the ship will STILL not see it.
Used to be, that if I disliked a ship or character and wanted to bitch about them, all I had to do was tag âanti character name/ship nameâ and everyone knew that THOSE tags were a legit safe space to talk smack about said thing. You can find like minded haters without looking like a jerk. You could literally say whatever you want about the thing you hate, and no one who likes it can say anything, because you did your due diligence. This is called fandom etiquete and itâs smiled upon in civilized apps.
Of course, for this to work, you also have to NOT tag the actual character name, as a courtesy. Because like you, not everyone knows how the tagging system works and might not have âanti antinous / anti sharpwolfâ blocked yet. As members of fandoms itâs up to individuals to be informed and inform new members, as I am to you.
Now you might be saying âbut if I donât use the character / ship tag / fandom tag - how will I find and reach my target audience?â Well the tricky thing about finding like minded haters is similar to finding like minded shippers, you really have to curate your own audience and agree with them that YOUR hate tags are the only places that you can happily discuss your negative emotions.
And as a fandom old, it IS fun when you have a safe space to hate character! I do highly recommend it. Some of the funniest moments of my youth was when me and my besties could sit and whine about the flawed logic of (in our opinion!) a thing we disliked.
Itâs really as simple as making a post going âIâd like to introduce the Anti Sharpwold tag as a blockable tag for anyone who like the ship, but also as a welcoming tag for people who dislike it, so that way we donât step on each others toesâ
Now you might not get any clout or much notes when you tag appropriately, but itâs my opinion that the healthy thing is being able to express yourself however you like, outside of something as ridiculous and silly as fandom discourse. Cuz there really nothing lamer than hating something not because of the love of the hatred, but for the express purpose of annoying others.
But what do I know, Iâve just been here forever.
Is this a safe space to say I despise sharpwolf (Telemachus x antinous)
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Sleep over
A mini miscommunication fic ft. Moonspider and an abandonment episode from his dear friend Wade. Also ft. Hot dad Logan. If that even matters-
No tw.
*Peter Parker and Wade, texting*
Spidey: Yeah that was really cool especially seeing as I thought id have to take you to the hospital again
Wade: Right!? Who even knew you could drive a motorcycle with your legs ripped off?
Spidey: haha yeah. Hey, going to hop off a little early.
Wade: Was it something I said?
Spidey: No, no Im just beat and Jake's spending the night
Spidey, Error. Not sent: He's back from London for a bit so he needs some spider snuggles lol
Spidey: See ya Wade. Goodnight đ¸đ
Wade, now complaining to Logan: Can you believe this?!
Logan, wearing his reading glasses: Hm? Oh is it the text tone thing? Here let me see *takes the phone and reads the messages* Ha.. is he saying he's webbing himself to bed? With that little emoji there?
Wade: Yes! b-but thats not the point! (God youre so hot when you act like a dad)
Logan: mmh.. well I am a dad. So.. but if thats not the problem what is? It's friendly tones, wade. Im sure he's just beat. I mean he did practically spend the entire day with you..
Wades: Whats that supposed to mean!?
Logan: đ¤¨
Wade: ....yeah okay.. but that weirdo is over there! What if he needs help!? Im going over there!
Logan: *sighs* Wade, Peter is a grown man.. He can do what he wants, bub. You can't protect him forever.
Wade, already getting dressed: The fuck if I can't!! No one hurts my special boy! Not even me!
Logan: Wade, ive literally seen this kid throw an entire 18 wheeler like it was a pebble. He'll be fine. Besides, maybe this will be good for him. You did say he was struggling with girls-
Wade: Gasssp!! Lolo thats not nice. Even I know that. Peter can have any girl he wants, they just aren't his MJ. Thats why im here. Duh. Im his Marvel Jesus and he needs me.
Logan: *groaning ridicloudly hot by just existing* What ever you want, babe. But this might ruin your friendship with him. Maybe he spent all day with you because he knew you'd get unnecessarily jealous.
Wade: i-Im not jealous!! Im just gonna make sure hes okay! Thats what friends do!
Logan: Whatever you say sweetheart... ask me youre kinda being a cockblock-
Wade: Thats the point!! Now bye! Ill pick up chinese on the way home. He lives next to that one place and that lady adores me!
Logan: the one that says 'please leave me alone and dont ever come back you cursed demon'?
Wade: No, thats the other place.
Logan: mmh.. my mistake.. Don't loose any limbs. And don't make anyone else loose any limbs either. No stabbing, dont get shanked by that homeless guy on the subway. Still confused how he keeps getting away from the cops...
Wade: this is new york sweetie, theres gotta be at least one stabber on the loose at all times. You know, to keep the people on their toes! Anyway- Ill be home soon! Gotta go stab a hoe!
*slams door*
Logan, alone, reading: *sighs, again* ... I just told him no stabbing...
*At Peter's apartment*
Peter, opening the door: Wade? What are you doing?
Wade: I came to save you!
Peter, rubbing his eyes: From who??
Wade, pushing past him into the appartment: You know who!!
Peter: *Groans annoyed and tired* Do you really have to do this tonight?
Wade: Yes!! Now where is that knock off batman fuck?
Peter, mentally: batman ?? *imagines a man with a bat who hits people with said bat* 'im bat man!'
Peter: What? Nevermind.. just.. don't wake him up. *gestures to him passed out on the couch*
Snkt, laying on his chest: *licking him and wagging his tiny tail*
Moonknight, sprawled out, waist webbed to the couch so he dosn't roll off: heh.. Layla.. stoopp.. ZZzzz
Wade, realizing just how bad he assessed the situation: ...... Whos Leia?
Peter, smiling softly, making Wade keep his distance: Layla.. shes like.. his Vanessa.
Wade, immediately changing mentalities: Nessy??
Peter: Mhm.. It's kinda complicated having multiple people in your body that want different things soooo....
Wade, dumb: Soooooo???
Peter: So.. it makes sense to have multiple partners.
Wade: But.. but he lives in London and hes always gone. Thats not fair to you..
Peter, semi sorrowful: Yes... but Lady Death is always gone too. And you still enjoy your time with her right?
Wade: My mistress? My eternal wife thats destined to be mine once god finally lets me kick the bucket? Of course. I think about her all the time.
Peter: ...He's kind of like my lady death. Except I don't know if we'll end up in the same place... but its fun to be along for the ride of life you know?
Wade: Thats some deep shit.
Peter: Mhm..
Wade: well... alright. Fine.... b-But what if he hurts you??
Peter: I'll just web him to the wall until he calms down. It was his idea to web him down in the first place. It won't be the first time, Definitely not the last... and you know? He's not as scary as what people think. If anything he's just... scared of Himself. Like a poor dog waiting for someone to take him home who wont return him the moment they find out he has teeth...
Wade, smart: Oh... OH!
Peter: Shhh. What is it?
Wade: He's your wolvie.
Peter: What?
Wade: He's like your wolvie!
Peter, thinking: Huh... Yeah I guess you're kind of right. Now if you don't mind I have a shift tomorrow.
Wade: Mmmh... Im still worried though... i dont know why..
Peter, putting a hand on his shoulder: Wade, You aren't worried about me. You're worried im going to replace you. But that's not ever going to happen. You're funny, a great friend, and- No offense but- Like the craziest guy ive ever met. No one could replace that.
Wade: What about the joker?
Peter: Who the hell is the joker??
Wade: Nevermind. Wrong franchise. B-but are you sure? That you don't need my help??
Peter, slightly annoyed but in that fond way: I promise to call you If I ever feel like I need help.
Wade, feeling better: ..Pinky promise?
Peter, sighing, knowing how much He needs this: Pinky promise... now get out of my house before I throw you out myself.
This scene ends with Wade laughing, a hug, and wade leaving. Jake sitting straight up mid sleep, staring at him with concern, possibly from a nightmare, and peter reassuring him he's fine and can go back to sleep. And Logan having half cold chinese with his husband on the couch, glad that Peter is so understanding about Wade's abandonment issues.
#moonspider#marc spector#steven grant#jake lockley#moon boys#peter parker#spiderman#friendly neighborhood spider man#moon knight#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws
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i do think its silly that if u have trauma ur allowed and even encouraged to be in therapy for ur entire life, or at least until u have less symptoms of mental illness, but if u dont u get kicked out after like 2 months once u stop being in active crisis
#like whats up w that#nothing has improved#'i am exactly the same as when we started'#'but are your symptoms manageable?'#'i dont really know what that means here'#'are you able to go about ur day normally and do the things u need to? like eat and school and work and whatever else'#'i mean yeah but i was able to do that before we started to. ive always done all the things i have to'#'well thats one of the things about mental illness. it never fully goes away'#okay but like. literally nothing has changed#'do u have anyone to talk to about these feelings?'#'no'#'well i would really like for u to have someone to talk about these things other than me'#'i dont tho'#'are you sure????'#'yes'#'well. okay. were gonna move down to monthly'#like bruh#do i have to start shing again just to get any help? like seriouesly?#i dont even know what im supposed to do here#like i dont get to go to therapy anymore#i have lost access to therapy#and i just have to wait until i get Super Duper Bad again insead of just depressed#which like i can totally jump start that super easily#ughhhhhh#this may also be frustrationg because my therapist is genuinely the ONLY person im allowed to tell about ANY BAD THING that happens to me#i am not allowed to tell anyone else#and now i dont get to do that#which like. idk if this is common knowledge. but its actually rlly fucking hard to sit on ur bathroom floor sobbing with a blade and try to#hold a normal text conversation with someone#and u cant tell them
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