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reblog-house · 4 months ago

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I am so desperately trying to sleep but I can't stop giggling. Why am I always like this with my blorbos. At least if it were a crush or hell, a squish, it'd make sense. But no. I am just. I just go very giggly and kick-feet and hehehehe.

#Tbh for the longest time I was like:#'Okay what the hell do I feel abt Pearl & abt Scar. Cause I most certainly act as if I had a crush —#But I Don't wanna date them. Not even befriend them. '#Just little hearts circling my head like the birds of knocked-out cartoon characters #I got thinking now bc I was like 'fictional crush? simple obsession? I there a difference if you're not part of the equation?'as a joke #But then got to researching #rediscovered squish and thought that was it. But I Don't wanna befriend my blorbos either #I just. Yk. Lose all sense of composure in the same way someone w a crush might do. But not romantically NOT even platonically.#a secret third thing #I honestly don't know how I'd describe it to someone who isn't in fandom spaces.#I don't need to add to it how whatever character I'm obsessed w will just make me just absolutely incoherent Often for no real reason #Not at a glance at least. I'm sure my therapist would say otherwise but I don't wanna get into that lmao #anyway #njnnhhhn #hopefully this is enough blorbo-talk that my brain actually lets me sleep now #carime rambles #... been typing these tags for HALF AN HOUR #CHRIST!!!!#i got a pop-up for me to blaze this saying humans need to see it. no they dont. leave me to my giggling fits alone

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