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hiiii :3 I noticed ur one (of a few) ppl who ships boniji on tumblr, and I wanna know if you know any accounts/artists who ships them so I could follow them to satiate my boniji fixation >.< Also, some bocchi x nijika questions I wanna personally ask: what songs do you recommend that reminds you of them? Also, what are some boniji fanfics you recommend/like? I probably already read most of their fics but I wanna know what others like. Lastly, ur personal boniji headcanons if you don't mind sharing... 👉👈
I only ask blogs rarely cuz I'm shy so no need to answer immediately...
I'm just brainrotting over boniji so much! im so normal about them (◔‿◔)
AWAWAWA i love boniji like so much like too much like its become my main personality trait!
but youre right!!! it feels like boniji fans are mostly japan natives and there dont seem to be many english speaking boniji fans! ohhh i wish there was more of a following! imagine a boniji zine in the west! i would pay money to get involved with that
im kind of embarrassed about shoving my ships in ppls faces all the time and this might get long and its just me like rambling about my OTP so like .. gona put it under a read more lol. seriously this post is like almost 2k words long thats longer than my average fanfic chapter
i hate to be a shill but im going to be a shill for my fic recommendations:
ive been working on a lowkey corny boniji hanahaki fic on AO3 and some other oneshots, so maybe you would be willing to check my own stuff out?? (if u want .-. im really amateur with this stuff despite being an art student lol) its been on hiatus for like half a year but im just adhd af and keep restarting. im still working on it frequently tho and im secretly hoping to start updating on a consistent basis soon. but i also liked fics like "Midnight and Daydreams" and "Bubblegum Detergent" and "A Sellout Night" and "Just Enough to be Enough" and "A Kiss is Not A Cure". MANNN i remember that last one fucked me up bad when it was posted. it was only the second ever dedicated boniji fic and like I LOVE angst but with how small the sample size of fics was at the time it was like AUFHAUIJKADGF. all those fics are super super good though! i also love the third one, i love the trans bocchi HC personally
umm as far songs songs tho, i guess the ones i associate with boniji most are:
"veil" by keina suda, i remember drafting some animatic for an angsty AU of Hitori living on post-Kessoku
"STEP&CLAP" by yoshino aoyama (aka yoppi aka bocchis VA <3), i think yoppi making the song speaks for itself but its a rly cute song and i love thinking of Hitori and Nijika like tap dancing to it?? check out the rest of yoppi's debut album too!! her voice is so pretty and i was so happy finding out that there are 11 songs with her voice, instead of the 1 from the anime
idk why but i also think of them a lot when listening to PMMM's ost by yuki kaijuri, like "desiderium" and "not yet" and "mada dame yo"? these r kinda a stretch though but idk!!
i also like compiling music that reminds me of them into spotify playlists, if youd like some inspiration for your own! this one and also this angstier one
i have a lot of boniji headcanons but i feel like its hard for me to like list them all in one spot because they usually come to me with context during relevant conversations?? but ill list whatever i can think of!:
this ones not necessarily boniji but i was thinking about it like an hour ago, but i really like the idea of Seika being a huge boniji supporter. like in the source material she already finds Bocchi really cute, so I get the impression she would really like to be an older sister figure for Bocchi (and probably gets jealous of Kikuri for holding that spot in Bocchi's life lol), and so Nijika being a potential love interest for Bocchi would make Seika double down hard on supporting boniji. she'd probably be the one who brings Bocchi up to Nijika more than Nijika would bring her up to Seika?? i also like to imagine that for Seika she has a similar complex to Yoyoko. but instead of "Bocchi is stealing my spot as Hiroi's younger sister figure," it would be "Kikuri is stealing my spot as Bocchi's older sister figure" LOL . if that makes any sense at all
this ones actually taken from a japanese twitter user, but they moved on from boniji after the anime ended. but they had some headcanons that REALLY stuck with me. my favorite was the idea that Bocchi and Nijika both have inferiority complexes with one another. iirc their (translated) words were along the lines of "Bocchi thinks of Nijika as a pure, comforting light in her life, one that could be muddied if Bocchi got involved with her. On the other hand, Nijika thinks of Bocchi as a reliable hero who outshines an ordinary girl like her." i just REALLY like it. it also reminds me of this conversation that Yoppi and Suzushiro had on the BTR podcast, about Bocchi and Nijika's first meeting! like nijika literally brought light into Bocchi's life awdsfsgdhgfjh
actually that same user above also made a tweet that is the reason why i associate Keina Suda's "veil" with boniji! they made a tweet about an AU idea, where, in the event that Nijika would ever pass away, Seika would give Bocchi her ribbon, which Hitori would wear from that point onwards as she continues to play music to honor Nijika's memory. they also suggested that in the opposite event of Hitori passing away, Nijika would possibly do something very rash out of despair but thats dark hahaha!!!!
i kinda think this goes without saying and i think its actually a fairly common HC for BTR characters in general, but I can definitely see Bocchi being trans
I like to imagine that shortly after Volume 2, Bocchi and Nijika would probably have another conversation
eventually, i'm sure if Bocchi and Nijika pursued a relationship that they'd eventually move in together (or like into the same room? if Kessoku Band had a sharehouse?), and since both Bocchi and Nijika tend to be minimalistic with their room decor, their shared room would again become filled with a ton of Ryo's clothes and items and instruments, like how Nijika's room at Seika's apartment is
i think they'd both end up being really touchy with each other, especially when nervous? Bocchi kind of already does this when she's in new places (eg bringing Kita to Shimokitazawa, or going to FOLT for the first time and being dragged by Nijika), but I think it would grow to them finding comfort with each other?
idk if this is necessarily a HC but i really like how Bocchi and Nijika emotionally support each other, even in source. Nijika is shown to have a really good read on Bocchi (to the point of Bocchi worrying that Nijika is actually a psychic), knowing Bocchi's common thought processes, and picking up from Bocchi's mother during her first visit to Kanazawa that karaage chicken can bring Bocchi out of her anxiety attacks, and seems to be the only character who actually comments on Bocchi's growth as an individual and actively tries to facilitate it; but she also doesn't lovebomb Bocchi with praise, striking what seems to be a good balance for pushing Bocchi but also being a reliable confidant for her too.
one of my favorite details from the anime that i really feel doesnt get talked about as often as it should is when Nijika finally notices that Bocchi is guitarhero! she definitely wasn't the first to notice (Seika noticed first, but it seemed like Seika only knew about guitarhero via Nijika. When she notices that Bocchi's playing sounds familiar, her thought process immediately goes towards wondering why Nijika isn't noticing, and then she just tells them to get back to work) but she was the first one that Bocchi admits it too. but my favorite part is how Bocchi says that she wanted to change and grow as a person before telling them the truth, and she says that she especially wanted to grow before Nijika in particular found out! its just really cute, i love how Bocchi was worried about disappointing Nijika. and i like how, after some growth, Bocchi's dream turns from "becoming popular" to "making Kessoku Band the best band it can be" which is like almost basically the same as Nijika's dream! and so it's really nice when Bocchi doubles down on that goal by not remotely entertaining the idea of leaving Kessoku Band, even when goaded by promises of popularity.
last headcanon! because i ran out of thoughts and just came up with this on the spot. but i also like the idea that as the years go on, Bocchi and Nijika in particular may kind of become more similar in personality. i mean, they'd definitely still be distinctly them, but i like to think that Bocchi would eventually start picking up more optimistic habits and stop grimacing all the time, while Nijika would eventually become a little more lax and not reflexively try to dismiss her own negative feelings via looking at the silver lining. i thought of that when Nijika kinda dismisses her family dynamics with her mother's passing and her father's neglect after Kessoku's first real performance, as well as Nijika seeming to admit after inhaling Bocchi Dust(?) during her and Kita's Kanazawa visit that some of her optimism is performative
ok another one Nijika seems to have her art skills commented on sometimes so i like to imagine she has doodles of Bocchi in her sketchbook (alongside everyone else but mostly Bocchi). like think of like Miles Morales drawing a ton of Gwen Stacy like that kinda deal but with Nijika drawing Bocchi. and like Bocchi finds the sketchbook and Nijika freaks out and Bocchi actually doesnt look bc she doesnt want to do something wrong. but then Ryo or Kita take it and look instead and then show Bocchi and Bocchi melts into a flustered puddle
wowwow this got long! sorry! i really mean it when im like OBSESSED with these two like i think ive thought about them on a daily basis ever since the episode aired where Nijika bought Bocchi a cola. isnt that cute, too!? she picked up on Bocchi's favorite soda so quickly! and her buying a box of energy drinks for Bocchi despite not understanding why at all! girlfriend behavior
i really really want to make more boniji content, i'd like to be more active in posting my fics and drabbles and drawings, someday soon. right now most of my boniji content is just illegible sketches in my sketchbook lol
also thank u so much for like sending this ask im like BEGGING internally all the time to be given the chance to talk about them! i dont think theyre like a rarepair or anything, especially with them seeming to be like the second most popular BTR ship in japan, but i do think that not many people talk to them in the english side of the fandom! theyre super super cute and have really good chemistry.
this entire post is probably like a total carwreck i hope its even readable
ill also use this post as an excuse to post my own HCs for a Kessoku Band's relations chart. it's a bonus for reading this far. i'm sorry for draining 22 HP from you with this brain dump
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wow... tragic @ the realisation I'd struggle to use tumblr if literally anyone else had this url
#just . thinking about it?#im . my grip on my identity is so fucking Bad#topped with my Very Big Fear of like .. two ppl be the same and all that#''why do u hate doubles is it because ur umm a bad person'' probably#it's just . i try 2 not think about it so much but the concept of#''there's someone else out there who the same as you'' god that!!! i hate that#2 me it feels like i build up this image of what i am and like? someone else takes that from me?#that's not what Happens but. that's what it Feels Like#and i wish that wasn't the case cuz it's still such a shitty way to think!!!!#but I think about things like#''what if someone else who's kin got this url''#and like!! good for them if they did but im so fragile id uhhh actually kms#maybe not but id kill my fucken blog and go elsewhere#unfortunate @ the ppl who send bad anons + pussy enough 2 make new accs just 2 contact me and stir me#you could've had it all......... but ya fucken didn't#idk what im saying I'm just#so tired!!!#it's 2:30am and I just#looked at the notes of a post AGAIN to see someone I've blocked AGAIN#why am I so fucking sensitive!!!!!!!!! kms
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rules: answer as many as you want if tagged and then tag three more people OR just reblog it and treat it as a regular ask meme!! have fun xoxo
1. What would you get arrested for on the Ark? Hmm honestly like it'd probs be like trash taking the council
2. Would you take off your wristband when you landed on the ground? Yep, sorry but this things look uncomfortable af
3. What would the necklace Finn would make for you look like? Hmm maybe like a turtle or a pencil?
4. If you could resurrect any MINOR character who would it be? Anya I need to experience more of her sassiness
5. Create a squad of 5 characters to go on missions with. Who are they? Clarke, Lexa, Anya, Raven, and Roan
6. Minty or Briller? Honestly don't really have an opinion
7. What would your name be in Trigedasleng? (example: Octavia=Okteivia…just make it up!): Rakel
8. Thoughts on Finn? Don't really know why people hate him so much I liked him, he wasn't perfect but he had good intentions for the most part
9. Be honest. How willing would you have been to take the chip without knowing all the horrible things it does? First of all I can't even swallow a pill so that's kinda an issue. Second of all if crazy Jaha is tryna make me take it I'd be like "nah brah" and third: I like my mind exactly the way it is thank you very much
10. What character do you relate to most & What character do you like the least not including the obvious ones like Pike, etc…Hmm probably either Clarke of Raven. I agree with Clarke's view on most things, and I share Raven's value of her mind/intellect, and I also do have a bad leg (not nearly as bad as Raven's it's more just a bad knee). As to character I don't like, it think it's gotta be either Abby or Octavia. Octavia's too hard on people and damn can that girl throw shade, but Abby irritates me for some of the same reasons but also idk I just don't like her as a leader
11. Describe your delinquent outfit: I'd definitely dress more Skaikru. I'd wear a bomber jacket, combat boots, and either a knife or bow and arrow on me
12. Favorite type of mutant animal? Sea leech thingy
13. What would your job be on the Ark? Council or the closest thing to a lawyer
14. Would you have willingly pumped Ontari’s heart if Abby asked it? Haha nope, I'm good, I'd rather keep the zombies the city of light people out
15. If Lexa wasn’t Heda, but she’s still alive right? then who would make the best commander? Roan, though he's not the best fighter he's a decent politician but more importantly he's objective and doesn't have double standards
16. If you were a grounder, then where would you live and who would be your mentor? Azgeda, ngl I live for the cold and I'm not the warmest person either...my mentor would probs be Echo
17. How would you act if you ate the hallucinogenic nuts like Jasper and Monty? Laugh at everything and anything
18. How would you have dealt with Charlotte’s crime? Sent her away, sorry girl but ur a liability and seeing as we don't have the manpower to constantly watch u....
19. Who should be the Chancellor, if anyone? Clarke and Kane
20. Mount Weather had a lot of modern commodities. (example: Maya’s Ipod)What is the one thing you would snatch while there? Her iPod; I live off of music so
21. Do you think you’d have caught the virus spread through camp or would you have been immune like Octavia? Immune- I don't get sick easily
22. What would your grounder tattoos look like? Hairstyle? War paint? My hair would be down with maybe a minimalistic hairstyle to get it out of the way(I hate doing anything with it), I would probably have like one or two small minalmistic tattoo on my wrist, and for war paint something similar to Clarke's in season 3
23. Favorite quote? Too many good ones
24. Can you forgive Murphy for his actions? How about Bellamy? Murphy-yes, he's proven himself through the the seasons and shoes remorse for what he did, Bellamy-once he stops making excuses and simply realizes that he went too far and shows he won't do that again
25. If one of the characters was in the Hunger Games, who would have the best shot at winning? Lexa
26. Least favorite ship? Favorite ship? NOT INCLUDING CLEXA OR BELLARKE. Jasper and Maya (come on we saw that coming from a mile away) and fav ship would have to be Raven and Wick, I loved their dynamic
27. A song that should be included in the next season? Hmm idk needs think any that
28. What would you do if you were stuck in the bunker with Murphy for all that time? Sleep,rant about peoole, sleep.
29.Opinion on Emori? Roan? Emori's okay, I LOVE ROAN.
30. Would you want to be an extra that is killed off in a brutal way? Nah I'm good I don't want to be burnt alive
31. A character you’d like to learn more about and get flashbacks of? Anya
32. A character you’d bang? Umm Shawn Mendes character because....Shawn Mendes
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