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[watches my partners be fem and loves them so hard that it changes how i see myself]
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@sugarysakurakitty @dollystuffs-chiori us!!!!
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i miss layla :c (couldnt send cat pictures for 2 days)
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i want to cry again but this time its in a good way of my polycule are the best people in the world and i love them so much and they make me feel so loved and aruggyuuuyhhhhhhhg chat
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i think that my pride month art is going to be late beacuse its the most complicated thing ill probably every draw but for now its based on this part of my pinned :3
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@dollystuffs-chiori places that are angels that are you to me exept your the opposite of uninhabited
LĂtla DĂmun is a small, uninhabited island in the Faroe Islands, which is often covered by a cloud of its own.
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me when my partner is talking about its partner (i forgot about my ears blocking the words T-T)
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angel wings ŕźâ§âË đźÂ  . đŞ˝
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pov we are looking at each other :3
The most tender gaze.
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#đŕžŕ˝˛ × Ö´ edited by mi ⥠ÝŰŤ â
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ă ⼠ă âż ă I, furina, will use this trial to show the true meaning of justice!ă ・・・ ÍÍÍ ď˝
ă Furina Genshină âă rentry graphics
ă rq by anon âă âĽď¸ if using
(( we enjoyed this request a lot , stan furina ! ))
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flower teapots Ë。𦹠âż
#ŕźâ§âË đźÂ  . đŞ˝#âš âę°ŕ° ⥠ŕťęą âďžâš#png#png icons#teapot#teapots#home stuff#icons#moodboard#png moodboard#cute#cute moodboard#messy moodboard#transparent png#stuff#png stuff#png images#transparent icons#transparent
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play pretend
a âpartners in crimeâ installment - luke castellan x dionysus!reader
words: 5.1k (holy shit)
summary: (established relationshipâŚat the end of it lol) suggestive in nature but sfw , underage drinking what do you expect from a dionysus!kid, mentions of vomit The one where Mr. D catches you two in the act, but you and him aren't exactly together yet. Everyone knows you two are together except the both of you, apparently. Itâs hard to not run away from something good. (luke castellan x dionysus!reader)
a/n: happy first i love you to you and luke! yall are together now! crazy! thanks for being patient during my lil vacay :)) its been a little over a month since i started the trouble!verse!! ilysm
(posted 2/23 betad by my one and only @mrsaluado )
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Thereâs something youâve always loved about mornings.
Waking up with the first rays of light peeking through your window, the sunâs arms stretched around your sleepy frame pressing warm, featherlike kisses across the expanse of your back.
It almost feels real.Â
Apollo must be feeling generous today, the heat of a warm breath brushing against your neck, and your alarm sounding an awful lot like soft snores. You ought to get up and close the blinds; itâs too damn bright. But your weighted blanket feels immensely heavier this morning as it envelopes your sensesâsmelling of citrus, musk, and a tangible dream of last night that seems to have stayed in bed with you. As soon as you try to untangle your legs from below the covers, warmth presses you deeper into the mattress with aâŚfamiliar sigh.
Your eyes pop open.
Quick and calculated, your eyes survey the surroundings of your roomâthe mop of licorice tresses nestled against the crook of your neck, both of your clothes scattered on the floor, as well as the alarm clock and a few other things knocked off your nightstand from Lukeâs enthusiasm. The quiet of the morning is quickly disrupted when you hear two pairs of little hands pounding on your door, and for a moment you wonder if this is one of those hyper-realistic dreams that you donât want to wake up from.
âSissy! You missed breakfast,â Pollux bellows as Castor continues to slap his palms on the wood like a bongo drum.
The sheets start rustling as you squirm out of Lukeâs grasp, bumping against the muscular ridges of his torso which brings him back to consciousness.
âBe out in a minute!â you slur against his shoulder, and he opens his eyes blearily at the sight of you sprawled over him to try to reach the alarm clock on the ground. As his eyes focus he canât help but admire the planes of your body, soft and pretty in the morning light like a painting come to life. Waking up in oneâs company has never felt more right, even with the usual chatter of campers wafting through the open window. Here in the swaddle of pink and purple sheets, you two are something singularânot camp counselors with jobs to do, not demigods wanting to achieve glory, just your Angelface and his Trouble.Â
Itâs intimate, even if it doesnât have a label, him and you.
His large hand catches you at the plush of your tummy when you almost topple off the bed.
âShit. Shit! Theyâre not kiddingâLuke, itâs 9:30!â
You fling yourself upwards and off of him, clambering to find clothes from your dresser and tossing him his from the day prior. His belt buckle almost hits him in the eye and he groans, flinching as it smacks him in the cheek.
âGods, woman. You think camp will crumble because you slept in for once?âÂ
The glare you throw in his direction is his answer, so Luke slowly tugs his pants onâthough he quickly gets distracted by a half-dressed vision of you rummaging around your room.
âCastellan.â
He grins like a little kid in a candy store, and to that, you throw his shoe at him.Â
Idiot.Â
Too bad youâre in deep shit for sleeping in.
âSISSY!!!âÂ
âIN A FUCKING MINUTE, THING ONE AND TWO!âÂ
Screaming at the closed door as you throw some shorts on, you spin around and bump into Luke whoâs already got his hands around your waist as his nose nudges the space between your jaw and your neck.
âYou were supposed to leave before daybreak,â you sigh, a smile creeping onto your lips, âif you did as you were told, I wouldnât have slept in.â Fake annoyance leaks through your voice though he knows it not to be true, he wouldnât be able to latch onto you like this if you were. His nose continues to graze up towards your ear as he presses a kiss behind itâlike how you both deal with your feelings and the truth nowadays, a hidden secret kept for both of your eyes only.
âDunno TroubleâŚI can get used to waking up next to you,â he mumbles. You can feel the imprint of his smile searing into your skin.
Is this what going into cardiac arrest feels like? Genuine question.
Youâve both been sneaking around for the past few weeks, but neither of you has made anything official. They say itâs easier to fall for a friend rather than a strangerâto know someone so intimately (and now in more ways than one) should make falling the easy part.Â
But thatâs kind of the problem.Â
Luke is your best friendâboth knowing how the other feels from a single glance, so pray tell to all the gods on Olympus, why has this boy not asked you out yet? Whether this is all for fun or anything resembling a four-letter word that makes your brain go fuzzy, you think youâd rather swim in the Styx instead of putting yourself at a disadvantage. Love is scary, even if itâs Luke.Â
Especially since itâs Luke.
His words make you stop in your tracks and you can hear your heart pounding in your ears, so youâre not dead⌠But the noise turns out to be one of the twins banging on the door again, and now you look like an asshole for taking too long to respond. Lukeâs awkwardly looking at you now, tongue in cheek.
âLast warning,â one of your brothers teasingly croons, before the other continues, âDadâs almost at the door! Your boyfriendâs gotta go or heâs deadâŚâ
Your eyes widen in fear and Luke loosens his grip on your waist, unsure if you look like youâve seen a ghost at the thought of him being called your boyfriend or the very real possibility of getting caught by your dad.
What a way to go, you two.
âGet out. You gotta go now, out the window!âÂ
You start pushing him towards the windowpane, your palms pressing against his marked-up and very bare back.Â
Holy shit, he still doesnât have a shirt and he looks like he got mauled by a hellhound.Â
You can practically see the grapevines start to flourish outside your window.Â
Heâs too close for comfort, way too damn close, you think, but canât reason if you mean Luke or your dad.
âSeriously?âÂ
He straddles the open window, and Luke doesnât know what to feel about you pushing him awayâitâs a feeling thatâs foreign to him since heâs always by your side.Â
âSorry. Iâll make it up to you later angelface,â you mumble, pulling him in for a mind-numbing kiss that almost makes him slip off the rain gutter, and by the time youâve already closed the window he realizes heâs shirtless in broad daylight, feet hopping off the siding of the cabin.
This couldnât get any worse (oh but it does in a second), and youâre definitely the asshole this time around.
Your dad barges into your room by the time you throw a shirt on.
âKid, what the hell? You sick?âÂ
Mr. D furrows his brows at the sight of you, face flushed as you simper up a lie about your head hurting. Itâs weak for an excuse and even if you usually donât have a tellâheâs the master of this game, so he pretends to not notice you chuck a shirt out the window when you open it to make it less stuffy.Â
He raises an eyebrow in disapproval when you both notice your shirt is too big on you.
Oh, heâs onto you, applying heat like a brand to make his only daughter squirm; Mr. D peeks out the window to see a certain Luke Castellan stomping across the path wearing your cropped camp teeâand concludes that if thereâs anyone in hot water right now, Luke must be drowning in it.
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Acting natural is a bit harder for you today, and it feels like a cruel and unusual punishment worth the deepest pit of the Underworld as you scribble words onto a page that wonât even be comprehensible once you read them after this meeting is over. Youâve been catching up on work all day (also known as the impossible task of avoiding Luke) to show your dad you havenât been slacking off. But a late start meant you fumbled through your day and it was obvious to everyone that you were off your game. Archery ran into javelin throwing, capture the flag teams werenât ready and had to be made on the spot, there were no new shipments delivered to the camp store, and the infirmary ran out of ambrosiaâ which were all things that you were expected to coordinate.
Gods, youâre getting too old for this shit.
And if you, the head counselor everyone depends on, is off her game, wellâeveryoneâs on edge. The Stolls even dared to ask you if the world was ending today and you were less than impressed.
Being in love sure feels like it is.
The only thing left to get through is this counselorâs meeting before the party tonight at Fireworks Beach, and youâll damn yourself to Tartarus if you canât even get that right. Youâre a Dionysus kid, so partying is in your blood. Party planning is your favorite hobby, and to be real, you deserve a drink after today.
Speaking of your father, heâs jabbering on about something you find yourself not particularly interested in, but wellâŚsomeoneâs gotta listen. Charles is dozing off at the table, and Lee jabs him in the side. You see Silena braiding Clarisseâs hair out of the corner of your periphery. And of course, out of all of them, thereâs Luke whoâs been trying to steal your attention for the past 30 minutes. Black ink smears across the page as you find yourself having every thought that ends supplemented with the memory of how Luke looked at you as he climbed out of your window this morning.
Could he actually want more?Â
The all-star camper, Luke Castellanâ campâs best soldier whoâs envied by many and admired by allâŚwants to wake up next to you. You, the camp directorâs daughter who keeps everyone in line and is seen more as authority instead of a person with feelings. Youâre not always feared, but in a camp for demigod kids whoâd rather hone their powers instead of lose special privileges for skipping class, youâre not exactly their favorite either. Once, someone said theyâd rather face Mr. D instead of you.
âThat doesnât make sense, weâre supposed to send in the next progress report to Olympus before the last day of the month. Thatâs Wednesday, D. So it should be by the Sunday before,â you butt in after a statement your dad makes about scheduling.Â
All eyes are on you nowâ itâs the first time youâve spoken up during tonightâs meeting which was out of character in itself, but your father catches you off guard when the sound of his booming laughter spreads across the room like dynamite tearing through a battlefield.
âSays who? Weâve got enough time,â The god remarks, a strange sheen in his eyes that reflects into yours. Heâs on your ass a bit more today, pointing out your flaws from the day and making it his mission to get on your nerves. Few mortals would undermine a god, and though you do it daily to spite him for your existence, your confidence is lower today than it usually isâthe reason being a boy with amber eyes boring into your soul from across the table. Everything else pales in comparison now, almost fading into the background, and even here in the hot seat you canât help but think about if Luke could ever fall for someone like you.
Youâre venturing into dangerous territory, you tell yourself, youâve been hurt before.
It hurts less somehow when youâre cautious. To prepare oneself to be hurt is a defense mechanism ingrained in youâyour mom raised you to always be ready for anything. Your self-identity has always been skewed by othersâ perceptions. Mirroring the memory of your late motherâs ideals, exemplifying your actions through your immortal fatherâs personality, you find that fighting your bloodline is one of the most difficult things to come to terms with. A thought passes in your brain that youâve taken after the worst of themâyour motherâs ambition and your fatherâs unpredictability.Â
And who would want to love someone so difficult?Â
Tough love is the only way you know how to love. Perhaps someone as good as Luke deserves better than this.
âItâll be less to worry about that way,â you swallow, and the other counselors sit back in their seats as tension fills the air, signaling another disagreement about to start between your father and you.
âGood thing you donât have to worry about it since itâs my job, right, kid? Just because you woke up on the wrong side of the bed today doesnât mean you can change things to better fit your schedule instead of the rest of ours.â
Mr. D scowls, and then again maybe youâre too much like your fatherâtoo brash, too mouthy, and self-serving, and your eyes meet Lukeâs again as your mouth pulls into a bitter smile.
âItâs the first and last time itâll ever happen. Gods know I donât get sick days around here picking up after you,â you spit out harshly, words coming out like acid.
âJust saying kid. Havenât seen you this careless in yearsâ Maybe check yourself before telling us what to do, yeah?â
Your fatherâs words have a double meaning as he stares into your soul, glancing between you and Luke, who is none the wiser, still focused on you. Annabeth is holding his hand under the table as you watch his jaw flex. He can see right through the shoddy performance you put on of having it all together.
Does everyone know?Â
Your lips pucker as you roll your neck from locking, and a humorless laugh slips from you. Everyone elseâs eyes are on Luke, who looks like heâs about to jump across the table and wring a godâs neck.Â
Fuck.Â
âWhatever. Iâm not doing this today,â you grumble, feeling overwhelmed. The chair screeches against the wood of the floor as you push yourself up, fists stained with ink and clenched in teenage angst as you walk to the door to make a quick escape.Â
Your father crosses his arms smugly at the success of getting under your skin, and the last words you hear as you leave are, âYou never want to hear the truth, kid. Must you always be soâŚ. you?â
Your steps falter for a moment, feeling heavier knowing heâs right so you let go of the door to let it slam it behind you. Thereâs a commotion inside after you leave but you couldnât be bothered to give a damn.
Itâs time to party and youâre sure as hell getting drunk, high, or both tonight.
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It takes about two cups of wine for the inebriation to start kicking into Lukeâs system. Heâd never been much of a drinker, but with the way youâre throwing your head back at Leeâs jokes as he plays the guitar, he thinks he should drink a bit more to forget the fear in your eyes this morning and how Lee keeps touching your waist.
Heâs been suspended from counselor duties for the rest of the month for mouthing off at Mr. D in your defense, and even if Annabeth tells him heâs lucky to have not met a worse fate, the way things played out today makes him feel like the most unlucky guy at camp. Fuck the gods, or at leastâŚfuck your dads (that doesnât sound right, but heâs too busy watching the moonlight glint against your skin that whatever his ex is whispering next to him goes in one ear and out the other).Â
âLukey?â Skye mumbles against his neck, âI miss youâŚyouâre always busy doing who knows what!â
Well⌠you have a name, Luke thinks, taking a big gulp of whateverâs left in his cup as his eyes follow you across the beach. Youâre dancing around the bonfire spinning a tipsy Clarisse who laughs without a care in the world. He thinks youâre the best of your parentsâdetermined to achieve your goals, selfless when it comes to othersâ needs, and passionate about what you want. Mr. D will never get to see this side of youâthe one you show your friends and this place you all call home. Heâll never be deserving of the work you put into Camp Half-Blood (and to some extent, Luke knows he doesnât deserve you either).
A dejected sigh brushes warm air against his shoulder.
âYou know, Castellan. I wish I met you first,â the blond daughter of Athena slurs with tears forming in her eyes.
âWhat are you talking about?â
âThe two of you have always⌠itâs always been you and her. Even if you both donât want to admit it. Itâs not fair,â she hiccups. Luke pulls the cup out of his ex-loverâs hand and she shakes her head.
âSkye, youâre drunk. Iâll take you back to 6.â
âYou really donât see it do you?â Her hands grapple onto Lukeâs shirt like sheâs pulling him down and pleading for him to understand.
âThat girl is in love with you. The both of you are meant for each otherâand youâre both spending too much time trying to fight fate. The rest of us arenât as lucky, but we sure as hell arenât stupid.â
Thereâs a moment of clarity that hits as he looks into Skyeâs eyes, and he scratches the back of his neck.
âYou donât mean that.â
âI meant what I said when we broke up a few years ago. Youâre both always looking for each other, even if you donât know it. Just meet in the middle already, for godsâ sakeâŚIâll be okay,â she sighs, sitting up on the log they were resting on.Â
âYour girlfriend is sure as hell to give me a hangover worth her title of being Dionysusâ kid in the morning anyways,â she mutters, kissing Luke on his cheek as a farewell. But out of all of the things to catch your attention that night, Lukeâs blush glows in the light of the fire, and he watches you frown and stomp off toward the forest.
For being the son of the god of luck, his dad really wonât give him a break.
It didnât help that Skye suddenly started projectile vomiting seconds after you left (off of her only cup of wine; wonder how that happened).
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Luke fights through his growing intoxication on the walk back towards the cabins, but boy are you difficult when youâre angryâyouâve always had a profound effect on his being, even more so with your powers. He makes a wrong turn somewhere through the woods, completely missing the cabins, which he doesnât realize until he stumbles across the path leading to the Big House. When his eyes focus, he spots Mr. D sipping on a glass as he leans on the railing of the front porch. Be calm and donât act drunk, Luke tells himself, but all of his concentration goes into not swaying in front of the god of wine that he canât stop the words from coming out of his mouth.
âGood evening, umâŚsir.â
âKid, itâs 3 in the morning. What the hell are you doing here? Gods know itâs not my window youâre trying to climb up. Youâre a bit of a ways off.â
Now what the fuck was he supposed to say to that?
Luke freezes in his spot (in reality he bumps into the first wooden step and sticks a hand out to steady himself against the railing).
âAre you drunk?â
Mr. D looks at him knowingly like itâs almost funny to him, eyebrows furrowed and head quirked like he can sniff it off of him. He probably can, now that Luke thinks really hard about it.
âIâm not gonna answer that because I think you know the answer already,â the son of Hermes words carefully, but nothing smart can come of this. Itâs like playing chess with checkers, and Dionysus of all gods would knowâno breathalyzer needed.
Thereâs a beat of silence, before Mr. D says, âIâm gonna give you another chance toââ
âYes, Iâm drunk, but itâs not Troubleâs faultâitâs mine!â he blabbers, walking closer to your father.Â
âSheâs mad at me for defending her from you earlier besides the fact I act stupid around her and I only had a few cups, I swear, but sheâsâŚyour daughter isâŚextraordinary.â
âWhat?â
âYour daughter makes me feel drunk, sir. Even without the wine. I donât know what to do with myself, just please donât get mad at her. She has a lot more to loseâŚâ He feels pathetic in all sense of the word, rubbing at his eyes until Mr. D snaps his fingers and the alcohol blanket lifts from his senses. Like a bucket of cold water splashed onto his spine, Luke is suddenly very awake, and all too embarrassed for the waterfall of words heâs told your father.
âOh.â
âI didnât know she knew how to do that yet. Sheâs learning quickly.â Mr. D looks out into the distance, the dim light of the cabins acting like a beacon of light in the middle of the campgrounds.
Luke wrings his hands, picking at his thumbs and heâs sure heâs about to get kicked out of camp for his behavior, much less the fact that heâs been fraternizing with the directorâs daughter.
âSometimes I think she knows too much.â He licks his lips, awkwardly standing next to the god and wondering if the dark liquid in his cup is wine.
âDo you think I donât know that, Luke? Do you really think I donât know about the parties? I let her have her fun too you knowâ I'm the one that keeps Chiron asleep. She doesnât ask for much. I know I give her a hard time. Iâm justâŚ.âÂ
There are a few things about Mr. Dâs statement that surprise Luke: the fact that he actually knows his name, how he safeguards his daughterâs interests, and the possibility of a god actually knowing how to be a good parent.Â
It still doesnât take away from the countless times heâs seen you put yourself down because of your father, the inadequacy you feel from the responsibilities you take on, and how youâd do anything for simple applause. Tough love is still love with a heavy hand. And it leaves bruises, whether he meant it or not.
âIs that why youâve never sent her on an actual quest? We all know picking up the twins doesnât count in the grand scheme of things.â
âFor what? To achieve glory? Recognition? I never understood why we Olympians do that. Send children off to their deaths to deserve a moment of their godrentâs time, or a gift to shut them up. I donât need her to be a hero, she doesnât have anything she needs to prove to me. I need her to be my daughter, and preferably alive. Thatâs enough for me.â
Luke takes a step back in disbelief. Thereâs something in his being that yearns to be loved like that, without having to prove it or needing to deserve it. It hurts almost, the way he wants to be loved like your family loves you. Your father, an Olympian, standing in front of him telling him that your existence is enough to be worthy of his presence. In the silence that follows, Luke wonders if heâll ever have that.
âYou should tell her that more often, sir.â
âListen. Sheâs a good kid, I just give her a hard time because itâs hard to get attached to you mortals. Your lives are so short compared to the infinite timeline I live. I can do everything in my power to try to keep her safe, but I canât stop her from leaving. So donât blame me if I act needy if itâll keep her here for a bit longer. Iâll take all the time I can get.â
âThen how do I tell her I love her with without either of us running away?â
Mr. D laughs loudly now, his wrinkles crinkling as liquid sloshes out of his cup. It turns out to be grape juice you left out for him before the party.
âMortals always busy themselves with trivial things, like pride and sorrow. Pandoraâs box left you humans with nothing but hope. I say you swallow the negative and just say it how it is. Youâll have a lot more time being happier together that way. I already lost my bet against some of the counselors anyway.â
âWhat bet?â
Your dad swats at Luke like heâs a dog to kick, and tosses his glass over his shoulder where it disappears in the night air.
âGet off my porch Castellan, and just know if you hurt herâŚâÂ
âIâd die before that happens, sir.â
âThat would hurt her most of all. Think about what that means. For godsâ sake sheâs left her light on for you, so go on before I set the harpies on you. And donât call me sir, it freaks me out. Youâre still not special to me.â Mr. D stalks back inside the Big House, and Luke takes that as his cue to leave. The cold night air pushes him back towards the cabins, the light in your window luring him in like a ship lost at sea.
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âI know youâre still awake, Trouble.â
You hear him move closer to the bed as you keep your eyes shut, evening out your breaths, but youâre never able to hide anything from Luke anymore.
âI thought I closed that window,â you mumble, turning your face more towards your pillow.
âYou didnât.â
Of course, you didnât. You were hoping heâd chase after you this time around, even if you made him drunk in more ways than one.
âSkye keep you busy?â you say nonchalantly, and you hear Luke laugh as he tugs your duvet off of you.
âYour dad did, actually,â he says grinning, watching your eyes pop open in confusion as you turn and face him, propping yourself up on your knees.
âWhat the fuck?â
âYou couldâve gotten me kicked out yâknow? Stumbled onto his porch telling him about how drunk you make me feel even without a drop of alcohol and how I donât know what the fuck to do with myself when Iâm around you.â
âYou shouldnât be so brave to fight gods like that for me. Even if itâs my dad, Castellan,â you whisper, and he kneels next to your bed so he can look at you in the eyes from an equal standpoint. Because thatâs what the two of you areâ equal, singular, one and the same. And heâs never made you feel less than, even if your brain tries to convince you of it.
âStop that,â he scoffs, shaking his head as he grabs your hands, âstop calling me my last name like it detaches you from how you feel about me. I want you to stop pretending when it's just you and me,â he pleads, whispering your name so softly that the sound of it brushes against your lips.
Thereâs something more intimate in the way he looks at you now compared to when you were naked and nestled against him this past morning. The act of knowing that itâs you and him, no matter how hard you try to fight it.
His knuckle brushes against your jaw, pushing your eyes to look back into his, and you canât deny him any longer.
âHey. I love you, and I know you feel the same; I'm tired of you acting like you're not and Iâm going crazy heââ
His words are halted by your lips surging forward to meet him in the middle. The culmination of years of friendship has brought you to this special moment frozen in time, and sure, demigods die young but this must be what heâll see in Elysium. If thereâs a single memory he can bring with him to his next life, he hopes itâs this oneâthe taste of you and how it feels to be loved like this, without question or reason. You pull away with a sweet smile and he feels drunk again.
âYouâre my best friend, Angelface,â you mumble.
Okay, now that sobered him up faster than it should have.
Luke stiffens, his hands falling to your thighs as he starts to ramble, âIf youâre actually friendzoning me right now I might just roll out of your window and feed myself to a harpy.â
The laugh that comes out of you booms across the room as you wrap your arms around him with a radiant smile. You always have so much to say, but right now only three words come to mind. Five vowels, three consonants, and the gravity of it pushes out of your mouth like thereâs no better truth to tell.
âI love you. I think Iâve been in love with you even before I liked you and Iâm sorry Iâve been too scared to say it. Iâm not used toâŚâ
Luke sighs in relief, as he presses his scarred cheek against your shoulder.Â
âYou think Iâm not scared of us either, Trouble? I worship the ground you walk on, and everyone can see that.â
âWell Iâm not a god, Luke,â you say tugging him up by his mop of curls as your legs wrap around him.
âSometimes when Iâm with you, I think youâre the closest thing to it,â he whispers, pulling your chin down for another kiss until you both get your fill. He thinks he can kiss you forever until the end of your short lives, until itâs senseless and maddening, like falling into a drunken stupor. Loving you is an experience heâll never be able to rid himself of, heart stained with the best of you until both your fingertips are red and raw with the feeling.
You pull him back into your bed as your giggles fill the early morning air. Heâs quickly becoming what you love most about waking up in the morning.
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Chris Rodriguez wakes up to the sound of the morning birds and chattering children in the busy cabin 11. As he rubs at his eyes, ready to take on the day as an interim cabin counselor for the rest of the month because of Lukeâs suspension, sunlight falls onto the one empty bunk in the corner of the room (Fact: There is never an empty bed in the Hermes cabin. Also a fact: he and Chiron will be able to cash in against the other counselors as fast as his feet can take him to the Big House).
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âTo love someone is firstly to confess; Iâm prepared to be devastated by you.â Billy Ray Belcourt
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every time that i say isg or omg or stuff like that the g stands for godess and am talking about angel btw ^-^
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Katherine Mansfield, in a letter to Dorothy Brett dated 29 August 1921
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