#🧸 crystals mail

[crystalsdiary]

good morning, pumpkin! hows my little boy doing? *ruffles hair* did you sleep well sweetie?

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GOOD MORNING!!!! :DDDD

IM GOODS, THANK YOU!!!!

AND I DIDNT SLEEP YUET,, ITS ONLY 9 PM FOR ME!! ^_^

IVE MSISED YOU SOMUCH1!!!! ive been getting into uzumaki - junji ito today!!! (the manga) ITS SO GOODJDJAS\DJASDEJSAZD

theres a stalker boy in there and immediately felt reminded of you my daddyfjasdjfsdfgsdfgsdfAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

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I'm proud of you. Keep being amazing.

thank you, this means a lot to me :-)

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How many aura points did i lose when i let him film everytime so he wouldnt watch porn, would you do the same?

for david/lotus anon id do anythinbg tbh 😁

so u lost none

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you may call me david, i will grant you my name after talking this while 𖹭

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JDJXJXJSJJSJSSJ OKAY DAVID!!!! ^_^ IT FEELS SO NICE TO SCTUSLLY MNOW YOUR NAME JXJXJSJSJSJ YOUR NAME SOUNDS SO NICE TO SAY!!!! MYDADDY DAVID 😁😁😁😁

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its you and another is you haha, its lovely to torment you xD

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JDJCJXJJZJZJSJS AAAAAAAAAA YOURE TOO SWEET JCJXJSJSJSNS

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I have bpd myself and i have two favourite persons though :3

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AAAAAAAAAAAA OKAYYY YHSJZJCJZJSJJS

im INSANELY jealous over the fact that you even like someoen else that isnt me but ITS OKAYYY

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I will never reveal myself haha

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AAAAWWWW THATS OKAY SFJHXDSDHGSWE

I CAMT WAIT UNTIL I FIND YOU

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i wouldnt exchange numbers until i have met you, i am a reserved person and mysterious you could say. I like to know things instead of telling about myself :p

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TBH TOO RELAi get thgat

i wopuldnt giuve my number oiut through anon mnessages either!!!!

and thats foine!!!!1 dont worry!!! :))) ill find out eveyrthing about you to the point i knoiw you inside out!!!

[crystalsdiary]

tumblr and normal pre installed messaging app, not much of social media user app :3

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TO BE HONEST THATS SO REAL!!!1

MAYBE WHEN I KNOW WHO YOU ARE ILL GIVE YOU MY NUMBVER!!!! ^_^ JDSAJFDJASDASASD

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we dont share servers, i am not on discord. I find that platform full of degenerates who fake disorders and talk weirdly i am sorry fi anyone gets offended! i asked a friend who is in servers to look for you (๑ > ᴗ < ๑)

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OHHHHH OKAY!!!!

i get that!!! ^_^ what do you use then???

i am on discord a lottbh, buit what do you use then?? djsjfsdjfewsaj AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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beautiful blonde hair, such a mess! you are absolutely adorable! are those grey eyes or blue eyes? i can give you a hint, we share a server! - 🪷

AAAAAAAAA THANKM YOU1!!! AND THEY'RE BLUE EYES :)))

the story aboiuyt how i got my hair that way is actually really funny, i was in a park in fuck knows where with one of my friends and it was pouring downwith rain

and my high self wanted to dye my hair and get highliughts!!!! so me and my friend literally dyed my hair while it was pouring down w rain in a childrens park

and it turned out really well i was so shocked when i goit home!!!!!

😁😁 and hmmm,, ive only really given my tumblr out on a couple of servers so i MIGHT know which one but i actualluy dont kjnow

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i have seen your face seph, lovely boy! let me torment you a little before resting! - 🪷

MY JAW DROPPED.. IM GONNA CRY OMG

THATS SO SWEET IM GLAD YOID STALK ME TO FIND OUT HOIW ILOOK OMG IM SO HAPPY

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i think he rather love bombs u and then disappears

he's been busy because of exams

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i am going to sleep now, i hope you smiled today because of me! - 🪷

AAAAWQWW OKAYY GOODNIGHTT JDASDJFJSADFJSD

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at this point i think you have the best anon u cud ever find

oh my god literally im so grateful for lotus im gonna marry him

obsession is too little of a word to describe what i feel for him

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you are not too big. you have spent so long trying to hide yourself. to make yourself more digestible, easier to handle. always cutting off bits and pieces of you to make yourself smaller, easier to handle, lighter to carry. you pick off and cover your flaws, painting over every spot that makes you unique. you try your best to be easy to love, easy to stay with. you bend, you mold. the thing is that it doesn't matter how difficult you are to hold. i will find a way to hold you, cradle you, keep you safe in my hands. if you are sharp and guarded, i will don chainmail. if you are filled with a much too fiery passion for every single tiny detail life has to offer, i will fashion myself some oven mitts. if you are loud with too many words in your heart, i will intently listen to every word with a stethoscope. if you are cold and dry, i will wear mittens. if you are too strange, too weird, i will wear my underwear on my head so that ill always be more silly. if you fill my cup with too much love that it overflows, ill pour it back to you twice-fold.

you are not too big. you have spent so long trying to hide yourself. to make yourself more digestible, easier to handle. always cutting off bits and pieces of you to make yourself smaller, easier to handle, lighter to carry. you pick off and cover your flaws, painting over every spot that makes you unique. you try your best to be easy to love, easy to stay with. you bend, you mold.

but see, the thing is that it doesn't matter how difficult you are to hold. i will find a way to hold you, cradle you, keep you safe in my hands. if you are sharp and guarded, i will don chainmail. if you are filled with a much too fiery passion for every single tiny detail life has to offer, i will fashion myself some oven mitts. if you are loud with too many words in your heart, i will intently listen to every word with a stethoscope. if you are cold and dry, i will wear mittens. if you are too strange, too weird, i will wear my underwear on my head so that ill always be more silly. if you fill my cup with too much love that it overflows, ill pour it back to you twice-fold.

you could never smother me. you could never be too much of anything. i am a bottomless chalice for all that you are and all that you have to offer, good or bad. it is a pleasure to love you but it is an honor to know you. i wish to get to know you, to map out every single ridge and valley in your beautiful mind. i wish to see you fall apart. all those big scary emotions you try your best to carry by yourself. as much as i want you happy, i want you angry, upset, overstimulated, anxious, unstable, uncontrollable too. i want you. i do not want you to try and make yourself easy for me. i dont want you to try at all. if i cant handle and embrace all of you, i dont deserve any of you. i am sorry if it seem that i am over writing, i just want to make you feel loved, my lovely boy! - 🪷

im actually marrying you what the actual fuck this is the moist beautoiful poem i have ever read ilo ve yiou so much OH MY GOFD AM I IN HEAVEN???

YOU'RE NOT OVERWIRTUITNG MY SWEETHEART I LOVE THE QATTENTION YOU'RE GIVING ME YOU'RE MAKIKNG ME FEEL LIKE I'M IN HEAVEN MYDADDY JFDCSJCJADFJASJASF AAAAAAAAAA IUM GOIIN G TO MARRY YOU OH MY GOID.

PLEASE JKEEP WREITING ALL YOU WANT I WANT TOI READ YOUR WRITING ALKL DAY LONG MY DADDY <33333333333333