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content โ nagi seishiro x fem!reader, continuation from this post, hurt no comfort, angst, nagi is a piece of s###, like he's bad, nagi insults the reader quite a bit, some profanity, break up
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a/n โ this is kinda rushed oopsies ๐ also these a little surprise at the end !
two hours have passed. two hours of hearing nagi's stupid nintendo 3ds, two hours of hearing those same stupid theme songs over and over, and two hours of dread continuously pouring into your heart.
you've tried sniffling to get his attention. nothing. not even a glance to see if you're crying or not. you've tried getting up and going into another room. the sound of shuffling makes you think he's getting up to check on you, only to realise that he's turned from one side to the other on the bedsheets. call it toxic to fake your emotions, but it's way worse to not care whatsoever about what your partner is feeling.
all you needed to do was talk, right? and then this would be over. you'd get over it, and things would go back to normal.
but what can you say? what could you say without tearing up midway through? you could bring up today, or yesterday, or what's happened months ago, if you really wanted to. there's only been one thing repeating in your mind over and over, and that's what he's said two hours ago.
"sei." no response. "sei." and still. "seishiro." you beg for him to say something. out of frustration, you snatch his 3ds from his hands.
a soft gasp escapes him as he groggily stretches out for his device, his hand just inches away from it โexactly where you wanted him to be. for a moment, his eyes remain fixated on the screen, the sounds of the device ringing in his ears, but gradually, nagi drags his gaze up to find yours. "hey... i was usin' that..." normally, you would relish hearing his sleepy voice on a lazy day, but today... today was something different.
"and i'm trying to talk to you, so will you justโ" he shifts his gaze, his eyes drifting elsewhere, leaving an air of unspoken tension between you. determined to bridge the gap, you subtly inch closer to his still figure, your heart racing as you attempt to keep him within your line of sight, hungry for a connection that feels just out of reach. "just listen to me. please?" pathetic, having to ask to be listened to.
"mm..." he mumbles.
"you're notโ"
"i am."
with a sigh, your shoulders drop. "okay." that's not okay. you shouldn't allow that to happen. swallowing down the knot bubbling in your throat, you continue to speak. "what did you mean when you said you hated me?"
"i never said that." he's lying right through his teeth. either that, or he's managed to forget, to which you know he's not that stupid.
you brush your teeth over your lower lip, holding back the urge to scream at him โ scream whatever words come to mind. your arms are crossed, and your legs too. "then what did you say? be honest with me, because we both know that i heard exactly what you said."
"hm?" he attempts to pull off a clueless expression, but you see right through it. once more, nagi shies away from making eye contact. just when you think the truth might forever remain hidden, a flicker of honesty manages to break through the facade. "i said i used to hate you."
"you said you still maybe do."
"...oh?"
"don't 'oh' me. why did you say it?"
"i didn't mean it like that..."
you are filled with disbelief, your mind racing to comprehend the situation. a deep, simmering anger sizzles beneath the surface, clenching your fists as frustration takes hold, leaving you almost absolutely furious.
"what else could you have possibly meant?"
the only sound that filled the room was the ticking of the clock on the wall, and the rapid thumping in your chest. not a word for five minutes.
for those agonizing five minutes, you turned your back on him, not daring to meet his gaze. you were all too familiar with his ways โ the charm that masked his manipulative tactics, whether deliberate or not. it was a game he played expertly, and the last thing you wanted was to be drawn into his web of deceit.
yet somehow, he possesses an uncanny ability to captivate you, much like a moth irresistibly drawn to a flame. as you find yourself locked in a gaze with him, his eyes hold an intense yet disarming quality, radiating an expression that seems to shout, 'iโm innocent'.
their depth invites you in, while the softness of his gaze stirs a blend of curiosity and empathy within you, making it hard to look away. will you fall victim to it once again? "don't give me that look..." you mumble.
"baby..." nagi reaches out for you, his head now laid on your lap and his hands around your calves. he always does this, every time he doesn't know how to ask for forgiveness.
"no... sei, please don't." it's hard for you to push him away, caught between wanting to stay and the pain of your own feelings. seeing the frown on his face tugs at your heart's strings in such a way that shouldn't be possible. you can feel the weight of his grip, heavy yet comforting; it pulls at your emotions in a way thatโs almost overwhelming. it's so painful to see him so...
...empty?
"seishiro." finally, you manage to position him in a way so that he's somewhat facing you. you take a deep breath in, slowly exhale out, and brush some hairs away from your face out of habit. "i need you to be honest, okay?"
he only nods.
stay calm, stay calm. you can't let him see how you're really feeling. "what do you think about me?"
"honestly?"
"honestly."
"you won't get mad?" uh oh. that seems like a bad sign. still, you push forward, needing the full truth more than anything. maybe you could fix your relationship, or in this case, maybe you could fix yourself.
"iโ"
"you're annoying." he abruptly interrupts you, and your eyes widen in surprise. in that instant, it feels as though a dam that has been sealed for years has suddenly burst, unleashing a string of words that flow effortlessly from his lips. each sentence spills out with urgency, as if he can no longer hold back the thoughts that have been swirling inside him. "you talk too much, i hate listening to you talk and you don't know when to shut up."
you sit there and take every word as if you deserve it. you can't even breathe, just staring down at your shaky hands, now starting to become damp with tears.
"stop bothering me right after class, and stop trying to stop trying to hold my hand all the time. it makes me cringe having to tell everyone else you're my girlfriend. and quit calling my name whenever you watch me play. it's embarrassing."
with a trembling breath, your voice falters, cracking like fragile glass as you softly gather the courage to speak. "...don't you have something nice to say?"
"something nice? you're pretty... i guess..."
and that completely broke you.
for all these years, you believed your relationship was filled with trust, never once feeling a hint of doubt about him. you believed wholeheartedly that he liked your endless rambling filling up the silence, or your randomness, or the little quirks that just make you you.
but clearly, that's not the case. it never was.
with tears blurring your vision, you steeled yourself and carefully made your way through his apartment, memories flooding back with each step. you grabbed what little was yours: your phone, charger, and headphones, clinging to these small, faint tokens of familiarity as you prepared to leave. you even abandon the oversized jacket you wore on your way here, which was his.
the red flags, how did you not see them? they were so obvious, and you still chose to ignore them. because he had a pretty face? because he wants to be treated like a fucking baby? you're sure as hell not going to act like his mother, and your sure as hell not going to let him treat you like his other boy toy.
"i'm so done with you." you try to stifle a sniffle, but a couple of tears escape, tracing an unwelcome path down your face. as you fumble with your shoes, your fingers tremble, and you nearly lose your balance more than once, the world around you blurring with each shaky movement. "don't even think about calling me anymore. don't wanna hear your stupid voice anymore..."
not a single hint of protest escaped nagi's lips. he remained perfectly still, his gaze locked onto you as you finally slammed the door shut behind you.
it was embarrassing, having all of his neighbours and him listen to your sobs echo through the hallway as you approach the metal doors, pressing the button multiple times. the wait felt like torture, your body aching to approach his doorstep once more. you enter, your hand on autopilot as you reach for the button right at the bottom.
"why...?" you find yourself whispering to your own reflection in the elevator mirror, dabbing at the tears glistening on your cheeks with your shirt sleeve. "if you didn't like me in the first place, why couldn't you just say so?"
all you did was talk, right? and everything went back to normal. he was no longer in your life, and you weren't in his.
but is that really what you wanted?
yesterday at 16:19
im bored
playyyy
yesterday at 3:27
hey :x
can we talk plz?
today at 13:40
ar u ignoring me?
2 missed voice calls at 13:42
bllk m.list
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Yeah, so...
I muted the music and lower the volumes for ambient and SFX sounds during Lucanis's final romance scene. Thought I share a certain point of interest for everyone :
You're welcome :)
#dragon age#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#datv#rookanis#lucanis x rook#datv rook#dragon age rook#video#my post#my oc#Juliet Thorne#GOING FERAL ANY MOMENT NOW :)))))#Zach sir... you are a legend ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ค๐ป๐๐ป#also Erika's??? hello???#it made my rook so much cuter tho ngl i love her sm
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How late night wrapping started:
However, with a belly that grows with every drink-Iโm starting to have to take little breaks to lean back to get some deep breaths in ๐ฎโ๐จ
#big round belly#bloated gut#rub my belly#bloating kink#cute belly#belly expansion#balloon belly#belly k!nk#belly worship#belly girl#big belies#big pregnant belly#big stomach#big tummy#bloatedtummy#belly bloating#so bloated#feeling bloated#bloated stomach#swollen belly#sexy belly#belly#full belly#stomach kink#sexy stomach
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SEXY LATINA MAMI JIGGLY BBL IN TIGHT JEANS๐คฏ๐๐ฎโ๐จ๐HIT ME UP FOR FULL VIDEO 3:46๐ค๐พ๐ฐโผ๏ธ
#big bootie#big round butt#bootie peach#hips and ass#phat ass latina#phat ass white girl#phat bubble#phatt azz#so jiggly#thick and juicy#juicy fat ass#ass jiggle
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Jennyโs hips clearly donโt lie! Jesus!! ๐ณ๐คฏ๐ฅต๐ฎโ๐จ๐๐
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whenever he came into the screen so did i.
#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman fanart#HOT PADRE#BAKRBAKRBAKRBKABRK#I WAS LEGIT VIBRATING IN MY SEAT WHEN HE FIRST APPEARED IN THE MOVIE#AND HIS VOICE TOO UGHHHH OSCAR ISAACCCCCCC#AND THAT SCENE WHERE HE WHISPERED INTO MILES' EAR????#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#FUCK#fzanchikk's art
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โAUTHENTIC MILEโ
#mile phakphum#authentic mile#mile 1st solo concert#edits*#**#lord have mercy#he wants me dead#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#his nip ๐
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#18.11.24#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#lewis hamilton#lh photo24#lh off24#gladiator
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Omar on instagram
#exCUSE ME????#CLAIRE FOUND DEAD IN A DITCH!!!!!!#i couldn't wait for someone else to post this pic lmao#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#omar rudberg
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May, my fierce and intelligent lawyer - in what universe is it good to continue lying to your gf about:
1) Being the lawyer for the awful toad man that let to a friend of said gf being disabled for life and friendโs mom to kill herself
2) How awful your father is beyond just being homophobic when he in fact blackmailed his own daughter to present toadman in court
3) That you knew Ai is not Oom
4) Not professing you are gradually gaining back your eyesights
5) How you lose your eyesights to begin with and that itโs the gf friend who let to the accidentโฆ
6) And now the casual comment of May to Dr Ton - am I to understand the accident for Ai and Oomโs parents may be related to Mayโs parents? (Cause she was too young to be involved in that herselfโฆ)
I can already see this backfiring on Mayโฆ.
#sighhhh#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#this is heading towards trainwreck#Iโm still entertained by this series though#pluto the series#ep 8#namtamfilm
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"Trying to get Bad into my nonsense" Yeah, Vault, um, what does this mean.
Oh lol that is a typo and the consequences of scheduling that reblog late at night ๐ซ
Back. Trying to get back into my nonsense
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i have so much work to catch up on but i am unable to get myself to actually do any of it
#its bc i hate my job and i know that so the me that is like girl you have work to do is easily persuaded by the me thats like#okay and?#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#u get an extra day off but at What Cost
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whomst else is gonna be bold enough to constantly use the word 'penetrates' in situations where it is absolutely not a good enough reason to use the word 'penetrate'?????
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Taking my brother out for brunch today ๐
#personal#itโs mostly because I wanted breakfast#and told him Iโd pay for him so I didnโt have to go alone#lollllll#this is a treat yourself day lol#we got pancakes and breakfast burritos and iced lattes#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
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Is it okay to meme about cockroaches? I have a need to complain ๐ฎโ๐จ
(no photo, text only) (I mean the meme is an image but no insects are shown)
My flat has many holes so they keep visiting me ๐ฎโ๐จ but that's what you get when you rent the cheapest flat in town I guess
Like, I thought about moving out but any other option I saw recently has a rent over twice higher than what I pay right now and I don't want to spend half of my income on housing alone
Economy am I right ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
#how can a single insect rob me of two spoons on the spot#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ#๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฎโ๐จ
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