#😭 I need to feel like it’s okay to be Stupid and loved dammit

[hello-sweetheart]

Don’t get me wrong, I love a Steve Harrington that’s boss in a specific subject or something but man I love Genuinely Dumb as Rocks Steve Harrington.

Like, please, he is Dumbass Representation and I need him as such 🥲

[nalyra-dreaming]

COMMENTS on 2x04 - SPOILERS ahead, obviously^^

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God that play is really…. and to see the joy just leave Claudia

And the foreshadowing with her soul leaving her body!!!!!! Holy shit.

Louis’ face mirroring the disillusionment.

Lol, Santiago getting a BJ while getting ready and bitching about the play. 💀

Armand and Louis in Dubai saying different things about that time…

Armand’s notes threw😬 me - and to call her lack of enjoyment of this play after 500 performances sabotage? Definitely a choice.

Ah, I see that is where that Santiago outfit comes in^^ - I would not have expected it to be Claudia there. I so feel for her there, it is so bitter. And Santiago having her back there and challenging Armand (and his relationship with Louis) damn. Also, Louis being so… IDK. Happy to ignore the warning signs now??? Ouch.

The coven going at each other, lol

That discussion “after”. And Louis’ “inner Lestat” commenting on it all - bitter

“Do you notice how hot the room gets”!!!!! FUCK

“I try to find the vulnerability in the object.” DAMN

The laughter. And Louis calling himself out there lmao.

They didn’t like Daniel changing track that’s for sure^^.

Santiago and Claudia 😭 - god I wished. And his warning her… damn.

Oh…. so THAT is where the “tender” comes in. Ouch again.

Madeleine and Claudia

The mimicry at the banquet. Ohhhhh it’s going to go SO BAD

But it’s nice to see that when Louis snaps… he snaps^^. Canon, baby, canon.

I felt so bad for him at the photography evaluation…

The fragility comment re Armand.

The photographs mixed in!!!! Holy shit. What is going on there - has been going on there????

“This is a Stein”. LOL Armand… “Probably Rashid”. Yeah, sure.

The body in the plastic!!!! Oh we are going full horror next episode, aren’t we.

Louis letting his “inner Lestat” criticize him. Aw sweetie. “I end up eating them”…. yeah.

The laughter again. And ”Lestat” mocking Armand as being “barely Balthasar”. 💀 Oh Louis. (I do feel bad for Armand. He wants love so badly.)

Madeleine’s story. One of many I would think. I … liked how they did it.

The Louvre.

“Vintage Lioncourt” - and then his “inner Lestat”!!! That expression, lol. And also the “ha” later… that is interesting.

In sync. “Okay” Argh.

HOLY SHIT! I KNEW THEY WOULD GO FULL IN AND DARK. AND THEY ARE 😵‍💫 OHHHH DAMN.

The coven abandoned by Magnus(??). And “Lestat” shaking his head.” Interesting.

I ALMOST thought we would get a Memnoch-type event!!!!! Damn, I wanted them to go there :))))

Armand threatening Claudia -.- . And letting her know. Talk about making things clear.

The thing about Santiago’s maker again...

Practicing the fire gift I see. Ah yisssss. *rubs hands*

“manipulative gremlin” LOOOOOLLLL LOUIS HOLY SHIT

God that scene with Claudia. Me and you, indeed.

“Bad decisions”. “Love makes you stupid”. “The wilderness that is our daughter”. 😭😭😭😭

Louis trying to say goodbye to Lestat there… heartbreaking. “An elicit couple out for the cheat”. Yeah. No double meaning at all. NONE. Their theme.The initials stitched in. Letting the rain pour down. Summoning Armand. “Mutiny brewing”. 😭 God Louis, why didn’t you just leave. “I used to be real good at running things”. Louis geeeeeeeeezzzzzz you are playing with FIRE. (Yes, I know, foreshadowing.)

And Santiago and the others using that moment to get the evidence they “need”. 💀

“You sure about that, Arun?” “Yes, Maitre.” Ohhhhh fuck. So fucking dangerous. “He is Louis’ creature indeed.” DAMN. Louis dammit you beeeeep Sorry, but honestly, that was… STUPID. You make your only protection look WEAK.

And them arguing in the bedroom. Louis probably having done that himself??!?!!!

Daniel using the time to go through the material - and remember. Oh the FORESHADOWING

And cut.

So in total:

Loved it, lots of very bitter foreshadowing once more. Loved all the little flashback hints. Knowing where the “tender” as a description for them comes from is… 😬. Louis trying to let Lestat go - I KNEW that would be a breakup scene, but I had guessed it would be another one that came later in the book^^, loved this change though. Unfortunately we already know it won’t quite work… Louis deciding to (try to) let Lestat go (which we know won’t work), and trying to take the “bull by its horns”… god. I mean. I get him. But that made my teeth hurt I clenched them so hard because that is literally… like, I said it above, but ARMAND calling HIM “maitre”? When the coven is already plotting? Oh boy. Not good in the long run. Not good.

So yeah. Loved it. So much in it!!!

And... my heart breaks for Armand.

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And the EPISODE INSIDER. Spelling it out once more: (A gag order definitely dropped away^^)

“Lestat is just ruining Armand’s and Louis’ romantic evenings together.”

“He almost takes on the Lestat role in his relationship with Armand.” 😬

“Louis’ relationship is a response to his relationship with Lestat.” “Armand is a rebound. A rebound that lasts for 70 to 80 years.” 💀

“I think Louis knows he can get away with more.” “Like Armand is maybe a bit of a pushover. He realizes he can manipulate that relationship a little bit more.” (LOOOOOOL JACOB)

“Ghost Lestat [] is also like Louis’ doubts about Armand.” “He tries to accept Armand the way he is.”

“Armand will always see a little bit of Lestat in Louis.” “His paranoia is all encompassing.”(!!!!)

“It’s this really sad aspect of his life.” (indeed.)

And last, but not least:

“But it’s also seeing Louis slip faster with Armand than she had planned.”(!!)

HOLY SHIT. 💀

[multifanlol]

Can you do more yandere scott tenorman x reader pls I have brainrot of him

Sure! I love Scott smm

Gn reader!

Tw: Stalking, Kidnapping, yandere stuff you’d usually see, mentions of stalking, mentions of sexual fantasies

“Hm?”

“I said do you want to watch a movie with me?”

Y/n said with a annoyed look on their face

“You keep on dozing off, it’s starting to get annoying what are you thinking about Taylor Swift if she was naked?”

“No! Why don’t you mind your business?”

Scott didn’t mean to sound harsh i mean truth be told he was fantasising about someone, just not who you’d think it was….

It hasn’t been recent ever since Scott took a liking to you he can remember the specific day, time, place month and year. And he thought he was bad at math

Although it started off as a simple harmless small crush he didn’t almost realise he liked you

Although the small crush only got bigger and bigger he didn’t just want to give you small stuff as a way to show affection towards you, he wanted to go bigger

You we’re oblivious to him atleast no matter the clear cards he gives to you or speeches he does you still don’t realise?! Even if your oblivious you couldn’t be THIS oblivious in his eyes atleast then he came to a conclusion that maybe it wasn’t you, maybe there was someone else in the picture

I mean it was shocking to him you had a life outside of hanging out with him he sometimes forgets you have other friends that aren’t him sometimes he wishes it was that way

So to know if you were seeing someone instead of asking you oh no, he knew that would be too obvious what If you questioned him? I mean in his eyes you not telling him you have a partner anyway is enough

He decided to dig a little deeper, following you home which ended up having your entire schedule memorised

Whenever he’d come across a “rival” it made him feel a rage that he couldn’t even describe

Why were they talking to you so nicely? Why we’re they holding your hand? Why do they even know you?

The rage wouldn’t stop bothering him it felt like a itch that wouldn’t go away

So therefore to make it go away he had to ahem “eliminate” them

Sure he knocked them out with a shovel and hit them with it a “couple” more times to make sure there dead and buried them in his own backyard

I mean, his parents would never realise right? He doesn’t know where to put them for now besides his parents love him dearly and would never question why there son is forbidding them from going to a certain part around the backyard

But that wasn’t enough he knew no matter how much people he’d kill more would come into your your life

There was the itch again, i mean it’s not like he did anything! Sure sometimes he sneaks into your bedroom to watch you sleep to make sure your okay….

Or thinks maybe kidnapping you and hiding you somewhere where you and him could be together forever would be nice…..

This is why he’s dozing off the thoughts keep on getting worser and worser-

“Heloooo?!”

Y/n started waving their hands on the gingers face

“Huh? Oh i did it again god dammit-“

“Jeez dude, look just tell me what’s this all about maybe i can help you-“

“Listen, it’s nothing okay?! Let’s just watch that stupid movie you want so we can just stop talking about this-“

“….Jeez, i was just asking”

The itch wouldn’t go away he felt like he was hitting a limit he needed to hide you somewhere i mean you are home alone so maybe he can-

He shook his head over those thoughts it’d be too risky, he doesn’t wanna risk getting caught and-

What if he hides you in that place in the woods

He stops for a second then he stares at you just swiping through the channels trying to find a movie to watch

“How would you feel if it was just us together finding movies-“

“Um what”

“Nevermind! Let’s not watch a movie i heard there’s some cool shally out in the woods, why don’t we check it out”

“I’m very comfortable here thank you-“

“Great, let’s go!”

And well yeah 🙃

Sorry if it’s short i didn’t have much ideas for it 😭

Scott what are you planning-

Sorry that it’s a cliffhanger i didn’t feel like finishing it :,)

I hope you all liked it have a good day/night! :)

[nescaveckwriter]

Paintbrushes and Romance - Chapter 2 0 - 🐞💕

Dean x Reader

A/N: It's here my bugsies🐞💕 the wedding, I'll suggest you grab a nice cup of hot cocoa and a box of tissues 🤭🥲🥰🐞

Side Note: I can't believe my first ever written story, has made it this far, I feel so blessed with all the love and support from y'all 🥰🐞(of course I'm not crying 😭 you are😂)

Warning: Just pure fluff, and some happy tears🐞🥰

Thank you for loving me, even though, I've ran away, messed everything up, and managed to still blame you sometimes for stuff going wrong, Babe, you have given me more in this life than I could ever ask, you've given me, love, laughter, a chance to really have the life I've dreamt of as a little girl, Dean my love, you came into my life in the most unexpected way, in a coffee shop, somehow it feels like ages ago, we've changed, we've grown, we've gotten older, we have a life together, we have a beautiful house, on a lovely piece of land, but in all honesty, I would love you even if we never fix all the leaks on the roof,  I would love you, if we stayed in the impala, my love, I would choose you a million times over, even with all the stuff we both went through, I'd choose you time and time again, see babe, with your emerald green eyes, and that stupid mischievous smile of yours, you stole my heart, I guess what trying to say is, that you are my home, no matter where we are.

''Urgh. I can't say that, it sounds so freaking cheesy'' agitated, crumbling up the piece of paper and throwing it in the corner of the bedroom.

''Sweetie, are you okay'' a sweet smile on Caroline's face.

Tears welling up in her eyes ''No mom, I'm not, everything's a disaster, why did we say we are going to write our own vows? And to top off the damn cheesy wedding vows, I'm afraid my dress aren't going to fit, I'm going to throw up in front off everybody, this morning sickness is killing me, and I'm just.. just a mess''

Looking at her daughter in her bride to be gown, shaking her head ''Sweetie, you look beautiful, your dress is going to fit perfectly, your not even showing yet'' laughing now '' and as for the wedding vows, it can be as cheesy as you want it to be, as long as it comes from your heart, and we both know your morning sickness will pass in a sort little while, Eileen went to fetch you some ginger tea, okay''

Sighing, wiping her tears away. ''Thank you Mom, nobody really warns you about the crazy hormones when your pregnant.''

''Sweetie, you've always been a bit a little more emotional'' letting out giggle

Glancing at her mom, then breaking out in laughter. ''Yes Mom your right, I am being over dramatic aren't I?''

''I won't answer that if I were you, Mom'' Joe teased.

The three of them laughed. Joe looked at his sister, who's make-up and hair aren't done yet. He starts teasing her ''Oh poor bastard, he's going to stand at the altar thinking you're not going to show up'' 

Clicking her tongue, with a twinkle in her eyes, ''I still have loads of time, now go! I need to get ready''

Hearing Joe's laughter helps to calm her nerves, inhaling through her nose and exhaling through her mouth, ''I am being over dramatic, now lets start celebrating with some alcohol free champagne and good music,'' getting up, walking to were her wedding dress is still nicely wrapped up, feeling the excitement pulsing through her veins, ''I'm getting married, today'' letting out laughter.

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''Dammit Sammy, I can't find the rings, I knew I put it on the bedside table!'' running his hand over his face

''Dude, breathe, you gave the rings to Cas, remember'' letting out a snort

Dean sighs ''Oh yes, your right, hell I need a drink, I can't believe I'm so nervous.''

Putting his hand on his brother's shoulder, his voice sincere, ''Dean the two of you are made for each other, today is going to be perfect''

''Thanks man, there's a part of me, that thinks she's going to realize, I'm just really a jerk and leave me standing there, I'm not exactly a perfect man.''

Shaking his head in disbelief, ''Dean, that woman loves you, and only you, why I have no idea, but she does, so just try and enjoy today''

Cas, walks in the room, a big grin on his face ''You ready to be a married man, Dean?''

Dean and Sam laughs, but its Dean that speaks first. ''Honestly I wish it was all over already, I just want to stick that ring on her finger, and make sure she's mine forever, just don't let her hear that'' he laughs

Sam takes two glasses pouring some whisky in it, handing one to Dean ''Drink up brother, it will soothe the nerves'' and then taking a sip himself.

Cas glares at the two brothers.

''What'' the two brothers ask simultaneously 

''I'll take some of the whisky too, please'' Cas answered.

Dean laughs ''Pour him one Sammy''

''You and that beautiful woman your about to marry, has made me crazy and worried in the past, so if I'm going to marry the two of you today, I need a little something extra'' he laughs

The three of them spend the rest of the morning, talking about life, while wondering what the girls are up too.  

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Adjusting his tux, ''Does this thing ever get any less uncomfortable'' glancing at himself, in the mirror, thoughts racing through his head, ''she deserves way more, I'm not good enough, what am I even doing, how the hell am I going to be a good husband, a father?''

Removing the the tie, throwing it to the floor, rushing through the door, gasping, ''Sorry Bobby, I didn't see you''

''Where are you going you idjit? its almost time to for the wedding to start,'' he remarked

''I can't do this Bobby, she deserves better than me'' he growled

Bobby slapping him through the face ''damn idjit! would you just stop being so overly dramatic'' he warned

Dean's eyes are filled with concern, ''how.. how do I know if I'm going to be good enough for her, for our child''

''Do I look like Dr. Phil too you'' he barked a bit, taking Dean by his shoulders ''Son, she loves you, and you love her, as long as there's love then its good enough, nobody is perfect, but when there's love, real love between two people, then its pretty damn close.'' 

A corner of his mouth turned up, looking at the man who's more of a father to him, ''Thank you, I needed that.'' he expressed his gratitude.

''Yeah, yeah, we got to get a move on'' Bobby gestured.

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Inspecting herself in the mirror, her hair draped over her shoulders, loose little braids everywhere, tiny flowers, placed in between the braided strands, her makeup is soft, consisting of natural nudes, mixed with light browns, and light pink lips, glancing down at her dress, its a beautiful white, A-line dress, the corset piece, hugging her waist, and the sleeves only halfway up, exposing her neckline and back a little, the detailing is small, but everywhere you look is little roses and flowers with leaves draping all the way down, her brown boots with white laced tips, just giving her enough length, so that the seam of the dress, doesn't get dragged through the grass and mud as she walks towards the river, where the altar is set up. A smile tugging at her lips, ''I'm ready to marry the man of my dreams'' 

Caroline, Mary, Ruby and Eileen, just admiring the beautiful bride, Caroline's brittle voice, breaks the silence first, ''My sweet girl, you look amazing, beautiful and radiant'' hugging her daughter tightly. 

Her voice shaky ''Thank you mommy''

''My son, is sure lucky to marry such a beauty'' Mary's voice sweet

Letting out a laugh ''I'm the lucky one''

Eileen hands, you the beautiful flower bouquet, signing to you, ''its time''

As you walk out of the room, into the hallway meeting the glances of your father and Bobby. You asked your dad if he'd walk you down the aisle and if it would be okay if Bobby would also walked with the two of you, he didn't oppose, he said, that he understood why, and so you asked Bobby if it also be okay, and that day, the gruff old man, shed a few tears.

Bill's jaw dropped, when he saw his daughter walking out, ''Honey you are beautiful, a true vision.''

''I second that Bill'' Bobby smiled.

Pulling both into a hug, ''Thank you Daddy, Bobby, it means so much to me.

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All your family and friends are seated, waiting patiently for your arrival, as you start walking closer, you see Sam saying something to Dean, and Dean just laughed, like really laughed. Its like the world comes to a standstill if that man laughs, damn I love him.

Joe starts playing the traditional wedding entrance song on the piano, as you start walking towards the aisle, Your Dad on your right side and Bobby on your left, Ruby and Eileen walking in front of you, to take their positions in as bridesmaids. As you stride closer to Dean you could've sworn his eyes glossed over, his smile was from ear to ear as he shaked Bill's and Bobby's hands, giving them a one sided hug, and a low whisper of thank you.

You tried batting away the tears, as you glanced over the family and friends, then finally too your husband to be, but it didn't quite work. Dean thumbed away the tears. Mouthing, ''if you're okay and that you're the most beautiful thing he ever layed eyes on. 

Replying ''yes babe, just extremely happy''

Dean's emerald eyes, scanning over your lovely face, he leans in about to kiss you.

Cas giving a fake cough, ''Excuse me Dean but, you may not kiss the bride just yet'' the crowd burst out into laughter as they saw the quilty look upon his face. ''Fine'' he mumbled 

Cas starts ''Family and friends, we have come together today, to join these two in marriage,  it's about time don't you agree'' he chuckled ''They said they'd write their own vows, so with no further do, the bride can start'' he smiles

While glancing at Dean and the grumbled up note, as you read it, there's some laughter and some sobbing, but the way Dean's eyes lit up when you said he was your home you knew, the written vow, wasn't cheesy, it was a piece of your heart.

Clearing his throat, he begun to speak, his husky voice melted into the hearts off the people celebrating with you. ''Sweetheart I have written this over and over, and in all honesty I lost the damn note'' letting out a nervous chuckle, ''but what I was reminded of earlier is, love isn't perfect, it's no fairytale or storybook, and hell, it never comes easy, we have faced so many obstacles and challenges, and even in the times we were away from each other, there were parts of us, that held on and never gave up, hoping we'll find each other again, and I've come to realize that every second, minute, hour, days, weeks, years, spent with you, will still not be enough, sweetheart I never in my life would've thought an amazing woman as you would be able to love me, so I promise, with every breath I will love you, and with every heartbeat, I will care for you, and with my soul I will adore you.'' hearing him say that, released a river of tears from your eyes.

Handing them the rings, Cas said ''with this ring, I commit, my life, dreams, hope and love to you my beloved, I vow to forever love you''

The two of you said the line as you were sliding the rings over your left fingers, both of you smiled when you said ''I Do'' simultaneously

Cas said with a smile ''You may kiss the bride''

A mischievous smile tugs at his lips ''Don't mind if I do'' his lips brushed against your, it started gentle but got deeper as he pulled you closer. The two of you laughed into each others lips, as you heard someone in the crowd yelled, ''Hey you two! there's kids here'' Dean gives you one more quick kiss, before he pulls back. Looking over the crowd, he mocks towards the person in the distance ''Bite me''

Grabbing your hand, holding it up in the air, as if he just won something, his emerald eyes, reflecting the sunlight shining down, he smirked, ''This is my wife, Mrs. Winchester'' you laughed, the amount of joy you feel is to difficult to describe, not even to speak off the love you feel for this man. As they walk down the path and the people started throwing the heart shaped leaves, whispering to each other, ''this day is perfect!'' Sharing a kiss, you feel raindrops starting to dampen your skin, laughing the two of you run towards the entrance of the hall where the celebration will be held, knowing no matter what storm comes next, the two of you are home, and nothing is going to shake this loving foundation.  

[nikatyler]

Zeph 1.0

oh?

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I love this little shit

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I accidentally threw a bomb at Gale...the one time I take him out with the party and I murder him right away

I'm sorry Gale I love you actually I really do 💀💀

"I threw" no actually it was my boyfriend, I'm innocent 😇 not like I'm controlling him or anything 😇

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magic delulu besties, yay!

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SHUT UP IS HE PROPOSING WHAT I THINK HE'S PROPOSING

I mean...

dsflakjasdklhgfjghadkfl

the giggle i just let out was not human

Oh lord

OH

So that's the bear scene I'm hearing so much about

Well that was. Something

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welp what a night for Zeph because guess what they're bloodless too, good for them

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sounds about right

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Oh. Didn't have this combat the first time around here. Yay. I'm stressed :D

Yay family, what a lovely bunch they are :D

For real though I thought they would kidnap him, I was so worried I'd screw this combat 😂 I just wanna mess around the city before I get to the bigger quests (and also, yes, the battle with a certain evil vampire scares me, I didn't do well there before my big reload 💀)

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oh god here we go again, should i do it for the achievement

this might be the worst thing i have ever done but let's go i guess. zeph i don't know how you're going to face your boyfriend tomorrow but that's a problem for future you 💀

pause i'm gonna go get dinner 💀💀

JFJFKFKFKDKSKKFNFJF WHATHEFUCK

not gonna lie i expected more people have done it 💀

teehee anywayyyy moving on from that back to this

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i made four new besties

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such a dramatic moment and all I can think about is that old "what are those?!" vine

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who gave this game the right to hurt me so much 🥹

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alright i took a break but now i think it's time to try and face cazabitch again. that combat was not going well for me at all before my big big reload but i think i learned a thing or two 💀

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a good luck kiss before we go get absolutely fucked up :D yay :D

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I'm stalling so bad lmao I don't wanna do this. If it wasn't for me getting stupid attached I would've been done by now for sure. 💀

What if I went to play Minecraft now. hole works need to continue you know

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Fucking hell this quest is actually giving me so much anxiety I don't want him to get hurt but I'm hurting just knowing we're near

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place your bets how many times i'm gonna have to reload

well first off i'm taking a break to do some duolingo because i'm not losing my 299 day streak

yes stalling again

wowie 300

besties i'm eepy i might go to bed

I already knew what was coming (the lines said) but phew. This is heavy. Think I'll actually leave the fight for tomorrow though

I did not leave the fight for tomorrow and I failed. Although I think I did better than before, I'm gonna crack this eventually (if not, I'll cry and you'll hear about it)

I may be stupid

Why did I not think of that dammit. If I wasn't so tired I'd go back to my computer now 😭

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LETS FUCKING GO EAT SHIT YOU EVIL ASS VAMPIRE BITCH THAT'S RIGHT YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE MY BOY ALONE FUCK YOU

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rip me i died dead

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That was intense oh my god

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same Karlach, same. smoochies

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and what if my stuck-at-the-age-of-13 brain picked option 3 (I won't, but what if)

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how i feel after this playing session

Jokes and silly aside, this was actually so good. Oh my god I would never shut up about this if I had the words. This did something to me for real

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Shorter playing session today but I hit 200 hours 🫣 I don't have a problem, no no, not at all 🫣

And still not done with my first run 😂

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Yesterday I was like "okay, I'll leave this combat for tomorrow, it'll probably take me ages to get through" and then I was done in 5 minutes? Maybe I'm getting good at this game idk

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Karlach 😭😭😭😭😭

I promise in my next run I'll fix you 😭😭😭

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SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP YOU'RE NOT DYING I WON'T LET YOU I JUST WON'T

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I promise in my next run I'll fix you 😭😭😭Duuude this combat is getting way too easy for me 😗 I should choose a higher difficulty in my second run. I didn't expect I'd get a hang of it

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babyyyy ♥

yeah yeah she's a badass warrior and all but she's also baby

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gjkldfjlkdf what

👁️👄👁️

👁️🫦👁️

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bedfellows? we can be too? interesting choice of words 🤨

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I can't be watching this before lunch or ever actually 👁️👄👁️

This game is wild

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I love it when I cast a spell and so many things go unexpectedly boom and my laptop lags more than usual

Like the lag is bad. But it's a sign that the boom was excellent

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i don't want to finish this game i want it to go on forever 😭

i'm acting like i'm not gonna immediately start a new run when i'm done but still

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I was doing the house of hope yesterday btw 🤭

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Okay I feel a little less sad now because I'm thinking of things I'll do differently in the next run and I'm excited but what kind of character do I play with 🤔

I'm really leaning towards bg3-ifying Ross but I still dunno what class I want him to be. Race even. I'm not sure if I want him to be a human here 🤔 half elf I could see but my current tav is a half elf…hmm. Full elf mayhaps? Dunno. I think that could work for him maybe

I might pull out that long ass dnd test and answer it in character for him to help me figure it out lol, work's slow today anyway

Welp I have figured out already that Zeph is a lot like Ross but so much nicer and without the whole "I was a dirty cheater in my late teens and dated half my high school" thing 💀

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[llycaons]

ep15 (part 1): compels me though

starting off, sect leader yao gets such a bad rap in fics because he'a annoying/a symbol of mindless agreement with the popular opinion, but it seems a bit mean to me. the dude got really badly hurt to protect his guys

oh, wwx. poor sweet naive wwx. it's wild to think he once had faith that the JIN clan would be on the side of justice here

honestly I find this a very stupid pretext to get jfm out of LP. there is no need for him to personally go in such tense times, and no need for jyl to go with him

GIRL DISCIPLES! OH BOY!

myu in this episode is so fascinating to me. I don't think it's a stretch to say she genuinely cares about jfm even though she treats him like garbage. those two things can, and often do co-exist. she expresses her affection sideways because...what, she's embarrassed? because she's as emotionally repressed as adult jc is? because jfm would refuse it? he doesn't look very happy hearing that she's packing him something to help him. he looks resentful, if anything. man, this family is screwy

look at her being concerned and protective over her daughter! she may be villainized in a lot of scenes but honestly most fics I've read don't capture the balance between 'shrieking, cruel, bitter harpy' and 'genuinely concerned mother and wife'. the area between those two extremes is massive and I don't know that many fan works bother to explore that space without just redeeming her and pretending like she never did anything wrong, or saying 'deep down she loved them all so it's okay'. it's like they worry if they show a scrap of care or humanity then they're excusing everything else she did. but I don't agree. she has nuance but that doesn't mean she's not a horrible mother, and in real life it's not like (most) abusive parents are screaming criticisms and attacking their kids 100% of the time anyway

the way everyone talks about LP in this episode hurts me. 'our Lotus Pier" from wwx "my home" from jc "my Lotus Pier" from myu. interesting 😭

oh dammit. I talked so much about how the wens would have attacked anyway and jc and myu were wrong to blame wwx only for it to be a personal grudge anyway. fuck. well wen chao's actions still aren't wwx's fault and even if they were he did enough to pay it back tenfold

...which is probably the facts that jc has to grapple with post-gc reveal. fuck

so mean to him

ppl like to talk about jc protecting ww from dogs (and he does, in the past) and a certain type of fan seems to think that because jc used to be like this, it means he still is, deep down. he is not. by the postres inn scene with fairy, he clearly is not

I've said that jc never changes, but that's a lie. he becomes so much worse. I grieve for this kid

oh huh. wwx being trapped at LP isn't ever anything that's rly talked about in fics bc LP signifies youth and innocence and happiness and freedom but here it is. wwx suspects he's being spied on by myu too, which 😬

jc's panic and anger vs. wwx's cool, clearheaded response and reminder. jc is really not suited to leadership I feel so bad for him

THIS SCENE FUCKS SEVERELY. it's everything ramped up to 100. it's one of my favorite sequences in the show, and absolutely one of the top three non-wx related scenes. maybe the very best for me. the arrogance of this woman is breathtaking and if you know a thing about myu you can see where it's going

YOU SAID THAT??? MISS FORMER MAID??? YOU HAVE THE GALL TO SAY THAT TO A CULTIVATOR OBSESSED WITH BLOODLINES???

glaring at wwx OKAY way to make every convo about beating him down

obviously this is a really hard scene to watch and I always have mixed feelings on it bc on the one hand. obviously really upsetting. on the other, myu is acting to appease a sect that will destroy their entire home if not satisfied. she is not harming him permanently, and MAY be pulling her punches so the damage isn't as bad as it looks (tho arguments like 'he can walk later!' don't rly pull weight for me bc wwx walks off horrific pain all the time)

I don't think this means she secretly cares about wwx further than as a tool to keep jc/the sect safe (she needs him functional, after all), or that it means she's a good person, but it's a strategic decision that wwx understands and accepts because of the political situation they're in.

logically myu obviously uses zidian on wwx in other cases, because he talks about it, bc it's talked about enough that lwj knows about it, and because she didn't need to close the doors (implying it's a commonplace sight that nobody would balk at) but we don't actually see any of her whipping as punishment onscreen

and yeah he's bleeding from his mouth already so it's not like it was nothing

just fucking shoot me I guess. jc doesn't even know what's going on here does he? the others had to hold him back at the beginning too

and myu thinks this is it! she doesn't want to disable her top disciple, who she entrusts with her son's life! she doesn't want the wens to have that kind of power over her people in her domain. but like. I think it's pretty clear she would have if pushed to it. like she was ready for it

FORESHADOWING. ugh because of all the trauma you get it?

^^^ again, whipping isn't an uncommon occurrence

wwx is so good at adapting to situations he's already planning on training with his left. and he could have done it. I'm sure he could have. jc is thinking this is the end, he's ready to start begging. when he loses his core, he's ready to give up. but wwx always thinks beyond whatever horrible, world-ending situation is going on now. it's why his suicide is so shocking and powerful. he's never been one to give up, even through seemingly insurmountable odds

[andvys]

IKYLLATK 20

*before reading it* I can already tell R just needs a nice relaxing bath with bubbles and like 10 candles lit just to relax and get her thoughts together.

*reads the first bit of the story* Oh yeah, ya girl needs a relaxing self care day.

*Steve at the door* Yeah that self care day isn’t gonna happen. 🤣

Okay Steve I see you being a gentleman and apologizing. *realizing he has no one to hang out with now that he broke up with Nancy* Being alone does suck, it was nice of R to invite him to hang. I get that she may not was a relationship anymore after she realized she didn’t like the kiss but it would be nice for them to be friends if it’s what they both want.

*the gang rolls up to R’s house* R you really should’ve taken that relaxing bath 😂😂

Eddie being a little jerk because we didn’t call 😩 (I get it tho, if I don’t hear from someone like that I panic and think the worst 😂, wouldn’t be a jerk tho), but we all know he’s a little jealous bean.

“Eddie, I-I’m sorry,” you say softly, “I had the worst headache–” “Yeah, I can see that,” he mumbles, glancing at Steve.’ Okay Edward, I’m gonna need you to calm tf down.

“He knows what it’s like to have no one. But fear grows inside of him at the news of Steve being single.” JEALOUS. BEAN.

“I always wanted to take your girl for a ride.”  “Excuse me?”

Side note: Period cravings just always hit different.

“Yeah, but he doesn’t want to be friends with her – I mean, when Billy kissed her he was like all rough and shit, and then Heather – fuck, when Heather told me she kissed Steve, I was fuming!” She says, looking up as she groans in anger.’ DAMMIT ROBIN!

“Are you not gonna tell me about it?”“I would’ve told you if you picked up the fucking phone last night.” EDWARD.

Is he sick of you? Did he finally realize that you aren’t worth his time? Did he have a sudden change of heart just like Steve did when he went from loving boyfriend to awful boyfriend overnight?

‘Suddenly, Eddie feels even worse than he did before. He let his anger control him, all fucking day.’ Good, jealousy doesn’t look good on you my guy.

“Get your fucking jealousy in check before you keep hurting her!” Steve yells over the harsh rain that is falling. “She is not – I-I’m not..” “Yes, you fucking are.”

“She pushed me away when I kissed her and I think we all know why.”  DO WE!?

“D-Do you hate me Eddie?” 😭 “No baby, you didn’t do anything wrong. I was just being stupid,”

“will you stay with me tonight?” Something has shifted between the two of you after last night, he felt it earlier already and he feels it now as well.

ANDY!!

LMAO ALL THE REACTION PICS!!! ‼️😭 thank you for making me laugh, I really needed that 😭

The reaction to 'baby' is so funny AND DEAN AT THE END!!!

I'm glad you enjoyed this chapter, thank you for this funny review, I love getting asks like these 😭🖤

Every time someone calls Eddie 'Edward' I immediately have to think of Edward Cullen 😂

[missingartist]

I’m really drunk and i just want Marc/stevie to look after me 😭😭😭 like i’m lying in bed and just imagining them taking care of me and making sure i’m okay and home safe! I love them so much! I hope you’re having a great day/evening!

Hope this is okay! I sort of went a bit rogue with this one. I am also now open to requests- the smuttier the better.

You felt fabulous. Beyond fabulous, actually, the music was good, great; it vibrated against your skin as you moved. Everyone around you moved in a chaotic wave of limbs, your heels stuck to the floor as you moved, but you didn't care; the alcohol in your system only intensified the music and the feeling of pure joy.

You didn't even care that the men would occasionally wander over and try to drag you closer. You could feel Marc eyes on you swing your hips. Date nights were difficult at the best of times. Activities that you all could as all enjoy were hard to come by. So mostly, you kept date night separate for each alter. But tonight, you wanted to go out, get drunk and dance with all your men. Steven was the best to dance with; even though his dancing left much to be desired, he just wanted to make you happy, and he didn't care about how stupid he looked as long as he was with you. Jake was a bit of an exhibitionist, with sinful dance moves that staked his claim, he didn’t seem to care about anything else as long as everyone knew you were his. While Marc was moody and quiet, taking his place at the bar, watching you with a small glare as he watched you.

'Hey, babe….wanna get out of here….' A painfully sober voice call from behind you.

'No, she fucking doesn't. Fuck off before a rearrange your face.' Marc snapped from out of nowhere as he dragged you away from the dance floor.

'Come on; we are going home.' His voice oozed dominance and authority.

'Marcccc, let's stay a little more. Come dance with meeeeee.' You pouted, wiggling against his grip.

'Your drunk, sweetheart.' Marc gritted out as he pulled you into the chilly air of Prague.

This was supposed to be a break from life, the world, and the annoying pigeon.

‘I am well aware Marcus Spectorrrrrr. That's the whole point….. I ammmm not leaving till you dance with me…' your voice sounds whiny and needy, but dammit, you wanted this.

'Not happening, sweetheart.' Marc growled as he threw you over his shoulder.

You had learnt very quickly that fighting against Marc was useless. Steven would fold immediately, and Jake, you just had to give him that look, and he was putty in your hands. Marc was annoyingly unmovable and stubborn. The club was only two streets away, Marc not wanting to wander too far if they needed to make a quick exit.

'Come on, sweetheart, let's get you into bed.' Marc's gruff voice carried across the room, and he messily stopped you at the foot of the bed before marching off to get something from the bathroom

'I want to go back; it's not even midnight……Marc!.' You stood on wobbly legs; you were drunk. Pleasantly drunk but not sober enough to balance on the delicate points of your heels.

'That's enough fun for tonight. I'll take you out for breakfast if you're not too hungover tomorrow to make up for it.' Marc chuckled, drying, holding out a large glass of water.

'I don't want stupid breakfast. I'm not a child.' You pushed his hand away, ignoring his pawing hands as they tried to hold you back from the door without making you tumble over the ridiculous heels.

'God…Steven, you deal with this. Do not let her go back to the club.' Marc grumbled, stepping away.

You smiled as you recognised the subtle shift in his features. The tense lines were replaced with the smooth dimpled smile of Steven

'Stevieeeeee with a V', you sang as you lunged forward, wrapping your arms around the adoring man

'Hey honeybun, let's get you a drink of water.' Steven stumbled you back against the bed, reaching

'Please, can we go back? I want to dance?' You fluttered your eyelashes.

'I am sorry, love, but your wavy, yeah…and I think someone got a case of the green-eyed monster. You know how he gets… drink up,' Steven soothed, pushing the tumblr to your lips.

Slowly, you slowly drank from the tumbler letting the water edgy you out of your drunken mess before pulling away. 'But if he just danced with me, none of those stupid boys would have come up to me. They didn't know when you and Jake were dancing with me….' You pouted before the remainder of the water was pushed to your lips.

'I know, honeybun, I know.' Steven pulled you across the bed and delicately began pulling off your heels.

'Doesn’t he think I would be interested in boys like I prefer older men? With thick curly hair and the most beautiful eyes and lips and in the bed…’ you moaned, jolted forward and dragged a still fully dressed Steven on top of you.

‘Honeybun…I know… he knows… he's just jealous, you know how he is, Yeah?’Steven laughed, and he beat off your feeble pawing.

‘We could make him more jealous?’you winked.

‘You know how much I want to, but not when your drunk, yeah? Now be a good honeybun, and let’s cuddle up in bed, and I promise we will spend all day worshipping you like a queen, yeah?’

‘Yeah, but Marc is not invited.’

‘Okay, Honeybuns, ’ Steven purred, pulling you into a fierce cuddle.

Xxxxxxx

‘The lady wanted to dance; you should have danced.’ Jake growled

‘Don’t dance.' Marc growled back.

‘So? I don’t dance or do crowds. She wanted to dance, and she put up with a lot of shit.’

‘And that’s coming from Jake.’ Steven giggled into your hair.

‘Shut up, Steven’

‘No, you shut up, Marc, and figure something out to make it up to her.’

[haruhey]

chronological thoughts of 11x10

if i fail calc and ochem it was worth it

it’s giving haunted house

OH MY GOD IT ACTUALLY WAS GIVING HAUNTED HOUSE

awww daryl’s fist bump 🥰🥰🥰

wait did they straight up timeskip?? to halloween? i want to see some costume shenanigans

c and d sexc roleplay when 💔

carol’s smile omg

DARYL WAVING AT JUDITH BYE IM GONNA CRY

CARYL C R U M B S

is daryl manning a booth? throwback to that shitty tough luck movie he did

omg costume contest

CARYL MOMENTS IM GONNA CRY

connie and daryl are so cute

CONNIE GIRLBOSS I LOVE HER

ROSITA AND DARYL CRUMBSSS MY BISEXUAL ASS IS GOING BRRRRRRR

i fucking love ezekiel so much my heart HURTS

i forgot how much i actually kinda liked carzekiel

omg carol girlbossing is all i need ever

omg is she trying to get ezekiel’s file

NOOO CAROL CRYING IM GONNA CRY

yes badass montage please

omg is this like the fucking kingsman

oh no it’s giving teacher assigning group projects this can’t be good

OH MY GOD I LOVE DARYL 😭😭😭 ‘sup jake.’

i love rosita so much oh my god

oh no

oh no

oh no

daryl did u fail

omg daryl’s in trouble

that girl fighting hornsby with those stupidass cat ears on omg

carol girlboss carol girlboss lets get it lets GOOO

NOOOO fucking walker omg

THIS SHOW IS SO VISUALLY DARK OMG I CANT SEE SHIT

oh my god is she trying to get on pamela’s good side so she can move ezekiel up the list omg

why isnt her hair tied up omg rosita tie your hair up

oh no hes gonna get to keep daryl’s crossbow i can feel it

dude who tf is this bitch i hate him so fucking much i would punch him too if i saw him

THE MORNINGSTAR IS STILL SUCH A COOL WEAPON

omg mommy issues i can feel it

DOGGGGGGG

of course daryl listened to motorhead

oh no daryl’s gonna have feelings of inadequacy again in this classist society

daryl parental figure I LOVE HIM

carol seduce hornsby storyline

omg same tomi

ROSITA AND DARYL ❤️❤️❤️

oh my god oh my god princess and mercer the only couple ever

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD PRINCESS AND MERCER THE ONLY COUPLE EVER

i fucking love connie and kelly so much y’all have NO CLUE

omg connie straight to the point what a girlboss

ma’am that’s just a white man what’s so special about him

oh no

OH MY GOD

omg he’s making points tho pop off

why is this show so dark omg i can’t see shit

oh my god i fucking hate that little bitch so much

i’m gonna rant for a second this is fully voice to texted but like did the Commonwealth not think that if- well- okay- no- I guess not because they were living in the one percent and everybody else suffered beneath them and when they made the Commonwealth they obviously went through the same like set of ideals and they’re so fucking oblivious to it and I am literally so angry about this episode they’re such fucking assholes dude oh my God even when Pamela goes ‘are there thousands more?’ that’s just like, she is so blind to it like I can’t believe that. I guess our protagonist who have like honestly suffered through being in different classes in their lives before the apocalypse I guess it would make sense for them to go into the Commonwealth and it’s their narrative job to totally fucking flip them but oh my god this this fucking episode just serves as a reminder as to why I chose to hyper fixate on this world is because when you go into the apocalypse around there’s no- it’s like it’s a free-for-all basically and it’s just a community helping each other, but when you get a place like the Commonwealth which is a reminder of what the world was before, I guess they represent everything that people hate in the world before and god fucking dammit that makes me so angry

omg acab in this world too

omg omg carzekiel

no do not bring up henry omg

NOOO NOT THE BOX

OH MY GOD I LOVE EZEKIEL AND CAROL SO FUCKING MUCH IM GONNA CRY

oh my god daryl looks so fucking stupid in that suit

omg eat the rich is such a good song tho hell yeah

resist the commonwealth let’s fucking GOOOO

i want a mercer x daryl enemies to lovers arc

[rewatching-supernatural]

s11e03

Not Rowena again dammit

Mega Coven

you suck, but that is fucking hilarious

wow you twat, you have literally 0 allies and you murder the only ones that might be able to help you

*****

Amara eats souls and grows super fast

so she might be an adult already

*****

aww Cas is still chained up

sorry luv ❤️

*****

I love this little girl

She's watching Hitler's Nuremberg speeches??

😂😂😂

(the speeches aren't funny, this Darkness child watching them is)

She wants Crowley to help protect her against God

*****

I enjoy these scenes with Rowena because she keeps getting denied and rejected

that's nice

and she looks so stupid saying Mega Coven

demon's coming in to kill them

*****

Crowley's not answering 😂

Aw Cas, I'm so sorry

your car is crap

So sorry, luv ❤️

Oh no what's happening?!

seizure??

"Earth. Several billion years from the beginning."

yep, he's okay

"And you're the tomato." genius Dean

Angel Radio, Dean's lingo again

"It's slang for perpetrator" 😂😂😂😂😂 NO SHIT man, thanks!

*****

ah, this beautiful child again

she looks powerful, I wouldn't upset her

Amara (child) and Amara (adult)

"And we are mightier than God"

fuck I want her self confidence

*****

Angel and demon, then

wow I love this scene

genuinely

this is so epic

low ranking demons and angels uniting against upper management?? that's something I can get behind

*****

Wow they're not fucking about

Why is a demon attacking three witches? to get to Rowena

now find her

*****

Crowley got her a gift, uh

Not as good as Dante's Inferno though

😂

Child's hungry, get the poor thing some souls

or she'll get some herself, nevermind

she's self-sufficient, and independant

little girl don't need no man

*****

DEAN WITH HIS LITTLE OUTFIT 😂

and Rowena looks like Lady Gaga

*****

And now Cas is watching porn

cool 🙄😂

*****

Amara has a solar system model

and Crowley's calling the Darkness "cupcake"

lemme guess: she's gonna get bored of Crowley and demons, and try and eat him

*****

What a contrast between Amara, one of the best characters, and Rowena

she's getting better now that she isn't always with Crowley to be fair

*****

so Cas escaped

"Are we not a team?" Wtf

*****

Crowley wants to stop her growing until he's sure she's not gonna kill him

that's fair, but sorry boo, she's stronger than you already

*****

Will Rowena every just shut the fuck up?

*****

Fuck man Misha is amazing, Castiel really looks like a wild beast

his eyes make me want to die but apart from that, it's such an interesting character

*****

Come on Rowena, do the thing!

Save Can

then you can fuck off to wherever you want, I don't care

*****

Awww Cas feels so bad 😔❤️

Oh Dean 😭 "Besides, I had it coming"

it wasn't you, boy

just like it wasn't Cas

*****

Amara's a teen now!

Awesome! Soon, she'll be a kickass adult

*****