#😎 an averted fate ; yomiel (shades) || playlist

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❥𝟓 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄.

☄️ i.  i didn't ask for this - beth crowley (shard) Strike first / Make it hurt / When everyone assumes the worst / I never have to say I'm sorry / Spiteful / Ruinous / I'm all things you feared I was / Another villain in your story / You think that I'm a spitfire? You should / Afraid you're on my bad side? That's good / If I wanted to end you, I could, I could / I'm sinking down / If you only knew how hard it is for me to climb out / I'm kicking and screaming, but no one can hear me / So what happens now? / The shadows are creeping in / I didn't ask for / I didn't ask for this

😎 ii.  lost - linkin park (shades) Just a scar somewhere down inside of me / Something I can not repair / Even though it will always be / I pretend it isn't there (this is how I feel) / I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory) / Where the pain is all I know (this is all I know) / And I'll never break away (can't break free) / 'Cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories / Living behind my own illusion / Lost all my dignity / Living inside my own confusion

☄️ iii. cold blooded - beth crowley (shard) I tried my best at playing nice / But it's a cutthroat world, so I'm guarding mine / Weakness is as weakness does / To stay alive is not good enough / I've seen things that would break most people / But I'm not most people / On my own, my power uncontrolled / It's intoxicating / And I can't satisfy this craving / I watch as my enemies are reduced to nothing / And I love it / 'Cause I'm that cold-blooded / I live by one simple truth / That if you dare cross me, I'm doing worse to you / So if my hands are stained with blood / It's worth it to be victorious

😎 iv.  supposed to be - icon for hire (shades) Tell me who I'm supposed to be now / Make me better / I can't stay halfway dead forever / Oh oh, oh oh / Can you fix this, am I too far gone? / I've never done this before / Don't know if I'm ready but I wanna move on / And I've never said that before / I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy / This is the way that my sadness made me / Better come quick, yeah better come save me / I don't wanna be stuck, I don't wanna be crazy / This is the way that my sadness made me / Better come quick, yeah better come save me / Tell me, tell me / Tell me who I'm supposed to be now / Make me better / I can't stay halfway dead forever / I fear now / There's not much left of me / When you take the sick away / Who am I supposed to be?

☄️ v.  wanna be twisted - tryhardninja (shard) Look me in the eyes / And tell me honestly / What kind of monster you see? /An angry ghost? A mask? / The symptoms of my disease / Is that all that you think of me? / But what about, What about broken, scarred, betrayed, alone? / What about the real me that I want you to know? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be cold / This world's forcing my hand / Can you just understand? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / But I am / The one you see today / It's not like I had a choice / When my life was dragged to the dark / For years my heart in chains / Like trying to scream without a voice / No wonder my mind came apart / But what about, What about broken, scarred, betrayed, alone? / What about the real me that I want you to know? /I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be cold / This world's forcing my hand / Can you just understand? / I don't want, wanna be, wanna be twisted / But I am

😎 bonus. 1x1 - bring me the horizon (shades) Disconnected from the world again / And no, the sun don't shine in the place I've been / So why you keep acting like I don't exist? / Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit / So I ask myself, when will I learn? / I'd set myself on fire to feel the burn / I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired / Put me out of my misery / My mind feels like an archenemy / Can't look me in the eyes / I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go / Reliving my memories, and they're killing me one by one / And I'm staring into the void again, no one knows what a mess I'm in / The voices in my head say, "I'm just being paranoid" / But it's bad for my health, how much I hate myself / I suffocate, the weight, it pulls me underneath

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[😎] “Here's a link to my playlist, if you wanna know what I like to listen to while I work. Mostly rock songs, but I do enjoy other styles too.”

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