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haii can i request blade, jingyuan and/or danheng with a s/o who runs into everything đđ like they could go to a different room for a few seconds and hear an âowâ
đđđđđđ! honkai star rail
â notes. thats so me tbh /j
â details. blade, jing yuan, dan heng x gn!reader (separate). fluff.
blade
he honestly didnt notice it for a while
it began with that time he saw you stub your toe and kind of double over in pain but then you went to another room to fetch something and he still heard you say âowââ
blade still didnât do or say anything about it but heâs suddenly becoming more aware of how often you manage to bump into things everywhere đ
how does this keep happening to you??
but he just. still doesnât say anything about it
until it became kind of noticeable how he stands in your general vicinity a bit more, making sure makes sure that you remain within an armâs reach so that he can pull you away from bumping into yet another item just a second before it happens
you brought it up at some point, and he dismisses it by saying something about how heâs just annoyed at how you always run into things as if you donât look where youâre going, so heâs just stopping that from happening more, thatâs all
jing yuan
you could just be minding your own business and trying to stay alert of your surroundings but still manage to bump into something â it puzzles him a little to see how this seems to happen so often, but itâs also mildly amusing. just a tiny bit.
since this happens to you quite frequently, you probably get lots of accidental bruises or cuts from the hips down, so he makes it a habit to always have some band-aids in his pocket for you
would probably try to minimise the risks for you and get furniture that has less sharp corners or edges to make it less painful if â actually, scratch that, when â you bump into them
also uses this as an excuse to have his arm around your waist more often LMAO (under the excuse of helping you stop bumping into things if youâre this close by to him)
dan heng
your innate talent of running into things was probably the first thing he noticed about you LMAOO
like. how do you manage to do that?? all the time?? and it still happens whether or not he tries to keep an eye on you or accompanies you where you go
dan heng probably briefly considered looking through the archives to see if this was something that happened to other people as well
because who knows what kind of things happen on other planets. people from punklorde perceive reality as a game, and people from xianzhou get mara-struck, so itâs probably possible that such regular clumsiness could be something that just Happens⢠to people from a certain planet??
in the end heâs sort of resigned himself to accepting that itâs just something interesting about you â kind of like how march can somehow understand diting?? except itâs you bumping into things
he also tries to minimise the risks, and at some point asked himeko or welt if it was possible to modify the furniture in the express a little bit so that the edges arenât as sharp
while it helps a little, there seems to be no way to fully [name]-proof any place đ (he will work towards it!!! or try to, at the least)
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heavenly
lee minho x reader
genres: smut, some fluff
warnings: smut, grinding, dry humping, some dirty talk, getting off on the way someone smells, gender neutral reader
notes: titled after the song heavenly by cigarettes after sex
word count: 1,7k
âYou smell good,â you say quietly, nose squished against his neck and lips brushing over the collar of his t-shirt as you speak.
âI smell good?â he asks, and you hum. âLike my perfume? Or just the fact that this shirt is fresh from the wash?â
Minhos voice is humorous, underneath the softness of it heâs poking fun at you.
âYeah, but also just- you. Your skin, your breath, your hair, your sweat, everything.â
Your hand is under his shirt, resting on his side. His naked skin is so smooth and warm, and with your eyes closed you can recall exactly what itâd feel like to kiss the skin thats underneath your hand. You know exactly what he feels like, every inch of him, you know every little spot on his body from the countless times youâve kissed all over him. You know what he smells like too, whether heâs just gotten out of the shower and his skin smells like the bodywash he uses, or if heâs just woken up and he smells of sleep. You even love the way he smells when he comes to see you right after practice, when he hasnât yet washed up and he just smells like himself.
âYouâre crazy,â he laughs softly above you, while his fingers stroke over your hair. His voice reverberates through his chest and sounds a little lower when you lay on his chest like this. Everything about this, about him, feels like so much right now. His smell in your nose, his body in your hands, his touch on you, his leg between yours, the very warmth of him so close.
You scoot a little further up, aligning your chest with his so you can burrow into his neck, the tip of your nose brushing against his ear. You give him a quick kiss there, just where his ear meets his jaw and neck, and he shivers from the sudden contact in a place you know heâs sensitive.
Minho must be able to tell that your breath has gotten a little heavier, but heâs kind enough to say nothing of it. You bury your face in his neck, inhaling the scent of his skin. He smells best here, somehow stronger than any other place on his body, here itâs just so richly Minho. Without even thinking you hitch your hand higher, moving from his side up to his chest, letting his shirt bunch around your arm and reveal the skin of his stomach. He smells so good itâs almost makes you dizzy, having all your senses be so full of just him.
âDo you like this?â he asks suddenly. He has dropped the tone he had earlier, no longer teasing you but sounding genuinely curious, or just entirely oblivious. Itâs not the first time youâve commented on his smell, nor the second or the third, and Minho should be more than aware of his effect on you at this point. The fact that he somehow doesnât know, or perhaps didnât really realize the depth of it until now has you whining silently into his neck.
âYeah, I thought you knew,â you mumble sheepishly, pushing closer to Minho as if youâd somehow be able to sink into him to avoid the embarrassment.
âI knew you liked the way I smell. Fuck, I love the way you smell too. I just.. didnât know you liked it this much,â Minho says.
âMm, what?â
âThis much,â he states, grabbing onto your hips. âYouâre grinding against me.â
Minho is right, but until now you hadnât noticed the unconscious pull of your hips against his thigh. Suddenly, you become aware of your own body, before youâd been preoccupied taking Minho in, feeling him underneath you and trying to drink in as much of him as you can. Now, you feel pleasant warmth spread through your body, pooling together between your legs where youâre far too effected by all this and somehow you still canât make yourself stop, even though your boyfriend has drawn attention to it.
âOh my god,â you whine in embarrassment. Your hips stutter as you try to will yourself to stop, but it just wonât happen, your lips are brushing against the skin of Minhos neck every time you take a breath and he still smells so fucking good, you just canât bring yourself to stop. Then, you feel his hands wrap around your hips further, fingers digging into the side of your ass, and you realize heâs helping you guide your hips.
âThatâs it, there you go,â he says softly. His voice is right by your ear, so close it sends shivers down your spine. âYou should have told me you like it this much.â
âWhat?â you manage to spit out, trying desperately to stay focused in the moment.
This is something Minho likes to do. He talks to you, asks you questions and makes little statements he fully expects you to answer. He words them like heâs not helping you grind yourself into his thigh, and heâll do the same when heâs fucking you, not relenting until heâs gotten the reply he wants. It makes you just a little dizzy, how he stays so composed when heâs got you falling apart in his arms and your head always feels so light when you think about how much control he has, not just over you but of himself too.
âIf I had known you liked my smell this much I think we could have had some more fun with it,â he says, and you can hear it on his voice that heâs smirking.
âFuck,â you breathe out. âWhat- what fun?â
âSomething like this. Or maybe Iâd skip showering at the studio, if I knew Iâd come home and get you to be like this for me.â
Minho lifts his leg a little, pushing his thigh further between your legs so you have no choice but to ride it. The new angle makes your breath hitch, it feels even better like this and Minho is still controlling your hips, making you yearn for a lot more than just his thigh.
âReally turns me on to know how you get for me, you know that right?â he says. You can tell that heâs hard against the side of your leg, but Minho still grabs your hand and places it over his shorts to make sure you can feel how hard he is. He speaks again, âFuck, it makes me so hard, can you feel that? Just for you.â
âMinho, please, please-â you choke out, mouth against his neck. He understands you somehow, reads your mind in that stupid Minho way, and weaves his fingers into the hair at the back of your neck so he can pull you up and then he kisses you.
Itâs messy and desperate, even Minho is starting to lose himself and he kisses you as if heâs never kissed before. Heâs all tongue and teeth, tasting you and moaning into your mouth when your tongue meets his. It shouldnât feel as good as it does, but the hurried kisses make your head feel like itâs spinning and all thatâs repeating inside of it is Minho saying just for you, just for you, just for you.
It hasnât been long, you know that, but youâre already starting to get close. Even though your underwear and his shorts are seperating you from feeling him, thereâs something so intense about this and about Minho that it hardly matters, and you know it wonât be long until heâs got you making a mess in your underwear. It has your hips faltering a little, unable to keep up with how good it feels. Luckily Minho still has a hold on you, and when he notices that itâs getting harder for you to keep composed he lets go of your head to keep both hands on your hips.
âDonât stop,â he murmurs into the kiss. You moan into his mouth, a lot too loud and a lot too desperate. âWant you to be good and cum for me like this, okay? Can you do that?â
You nod fervently, stuttering out something between a âyesâ and a sob, and he rewards you with a kiss. You lean your forehead against his, eyes shut tight and hands fumbling to get a hold of anything to get your bearings. You want him as close as possibly and somehow this, his mouth mere millimeters from yours, swallowing your breath, isnât enough.
âMinho, Minho, please. Please, Iâm so close-â
âBaby, you can cum whenever you want. Come on, sweetheart, want you to cum for me,â he speaks softly, his own breath erratic from being so worked up.
He starts thrusting up, meeting your hips so you donât have to do any work, Minho does it all for you when he can tell youâre about to cum. Itâs this that finally does it for you, his hands holding you and his hips meeting yours just like he does when he fucks you like this.
Your breath catches in your throat, too overwhelmed and sensitive and still cumming, and Minho doesnât stop for a second, just talking you through it with mumbles of âIâve got you, youâre so good, there you go, angelâ.
Your legs are shaking when you finally come down, vision unblurring and lungs catching air again. Minho is rocking his hips ever so slightly to help you ride it out, and when you return to your senses you can feel the cum thatâs soaked through your underwear and probably now stains his shorts.
âOh my god,â you breathe out, slumping down on him. He laughs quietly, stroking your hair and craning his head to kiss your forehead softly. You continue, âThank you, Minho, what the fuck.â
âThank you,â he says. âI think Iâm gonna have a lot of fun with this.â
��Oh, shut up!â You squeeze his arm a little, a pathetic attempt at being intimidating, but your fingers feel fuzzy and youâre still regaining your strength.
âItâs just because I love you so much, you know,â you say. He hums lowly at this, and yet again you know heâs smiling without having to look at him.
âI love you too,â he says. âAlways.â
#stray kids smut#stray kids x reader#minho x you#minho x reader#stray kids imagines#skz x reader#skz smut#[đ] mine#[đ] leeknow#lee know x reader#if youâre reading this and i title like 5 other fics after lyrics in this song⌠mind your business#also im gonna queue this to post while im sleeping bc im shy about posting my writing and esp smut#i did not proofread this if there are typos be a good citizen and ignore those. thank you đđť
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across the universe (part 1)
â・°⊠what it's like to love a member of the astral express, even when you're universes apart â・°âŠ
c.w./t.w. fluff with bits of angst, lowercase intended, intense word vomit
word count: 2,750
characters: welt yang, himeko, dan heng
gn!reader, title is inspired by "across the universe" by baek yerin, notes at the end.
part 2 (with march 7th, stelle, and caelus)
âwhy are you still with him? he left you didnât he? heâs probably never going to come back anyways, so why are you still waiting?â
âhow are you sure that he's not cheating on you out there? i mean you said it yourself, heâs traveling to different planets, whoâs to say heâs not fooling around every now and then.â
âyouâre wasting your time by staying with him, just break up with him and move on already. youâre not even sure if heâll still love you after all these time away from one another.â
life really does like to throw curveballs at you every now and then huh? you would have never thought your relationship with welt would become conversation fodder for anyone, and you couldâve never predicted that theyâd be bold enough as to outright say to your face their unwarranted opinions and remarks. but you canât necessarily blame them as well, seeing as how such an upstanding man as welt yang just suddenly upped and left to join a group of intergalactic adventurers to go on, as they would say, a âtrailblazing expeditionâ across the starry plains.Â
okay so maybe it wasnât as sudden as you make it out to be (like he just disappeared into thin air one day), but it was news enough for everyone else as well that at some point people were questioning your relationship with him.
at first people would just extend a sympathetic pat on the back or say some comforting words when welt just left, it then morphed into others skirting around the topic of him and your relationship for fear that they might upset you when a considerable time has passed since he first left, and now theyâre outright questioning your loyalty to him when itâs been years since everyone had seen him last.Â
it truly fascinated you how they once looked at you with concern and pity as if to say âyou poor thing, left all aloneâ, but now their gazes lock onto you with a look of incredulousness as if to communicate âwhat is wrong with you, youâre waiting for nothingâ.Â
but all this talk just proves to you how the general public donât really know either of you properly, and how other peopleâs views of your relationship will never really mean anything. while to others welt might seem like such a cold and distant (no pun intended) lover ever since he left to pursue adventures across the galaxy, it could not be further from the truth of who he really is as your lover. the thing about a man such as welt is that he is a stable and reliable presence in your life, that second guessing has no room in your love for one another.Â
even across the universe this aspect of him and your relationship did not change the slightest, in fact your relationship just got stronger through the challenges youâve faced together brought about by your unique circumstance. sure communicating with each other when youâre so far apart is quite the herculean feat (especially when he finds himself in missions, in which he can become virtually uncontactable sometimes), but welt will always find a way to send you a heads up of his current situation and will either message or call you once he finds an opportunity to do so.Â
he seems to have a knack for knowing when youâre suddenly doubting yourself and where you stand in his life, and so he does his best to constantly remind you of just how important you are to him and that this distance between you can never overpower the overwhelming love he has for you. welt is always making time for you even when he is considerably busier, even finding ways to include you in his adventures, be it through pictures, videos, or taking you on a virtual tour on their current stop.Â
thatâs why you pay no mind to the naysayers trying to chip away at your resolve, doing their best to plant seeds of doubt and mistrust in your relationship with welt. theyâll never know of the numerous ways youâve both cultivated a routine with one another to accommodate your (incredibly) long distance relationship, will never be privy to how youâve learned to better trust one another at such a crucial turning point in your lives, the ways youâve managed problems along the way, and how incredibly in love you both still are.Â
what others say donât matter to the both of you, whatâs important is even with the universe itself separating you both, you can always count on each other.Â
space is cold, both the great big universe out there and the spaces beside you that himeko used to occupy. you guess this is to be expected, after all himeko has always exuded such an incredible sense of warmth about her. Ever since you both were kids she had radiated even amongst her peers- alway getting high remarks, easily making friends, showcasing her myriad of talents, getting recognition after recognition; it always felt like a person such as herself would be an untouchable figure, but still had enough grace to mingle amongst the common folk.
admittedly this is how you felt when you first met her when you were kids, but the closer you two became the more you understood that while himeko is undoubtedly someone who is always destined for greatness, at her very core she is just someone who has a heart of gold.Â
ever since then youâve stuck by her side, the once distant admiration for the girl you held in high regards had slowly but surely blossomed into an unfathomable affection reserved solely for her. and so it left you completely in shock when you learned that himeko, a person so incredibly bright, warm, and loved by all, had harbored a crush on you as well. it was kind of hard to fathom what aspects of you she finds desirable in any way, but just as you found comfort in her, himeko also found warmth and solace in you too.Â
after the confession everything just fell into place, and the rest was history as they say. you both became each otherâs beacon of light, warding off the coldness and darkness the world likes to throw at the both of you from time to time. since becoming himekoâs lover, you have had the privilege to see all kinds of sides to her that the public doesnât necessarily have the chance to witness, and being there for her during one of her lifeâs biggest projects-reviving the astral express.
day in and day out you can be found helping her fix the train, from simply handing her tools to getting yourself all tangled up in numerous wires. along the way youâd both started to learn more about the express, and youâd witness there and then the determination that grew on himekoâs face-you knew that once the train was up and running again, sheâd take for the stars just like akivili and the nameless did once.Â
just as you were excited for when the express would be in commission again, you were just as nervous to what it meant for the both of you. you and himeko knew that no one could stop her from leaving, not even you (as if you would ever in the first place, really). and so all you could really do from then on was countdown the days until she inevitably had to leave, savoring the moments of warmth youâd still get to relish in while sheâs still here with you.
 days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months, and months turned into years-it took a long while, but the astral express was finally ready to go. the day of her departure is as clear as ever, watching alongside everyone else as himeko commandeered the train into finally take off for the great unknown, replaying the last face to face conversation youâd have with her for a while,
(âso uhâŚ.this is goodbye then huh?â
âi guess it is, but iâll come back somedayâ
âwill you though? and for how long will you be gone?â
âI donât really know myself, you canât really be too definitive with things like thisâ
âi know. iâll miss you a lot thoughâ
âiâll miss you too. hey letâs promise each other to always keep in contact no matter what, ok? that way we'd still have each other even if iâm docked on some planet far away.â
âof course, i gotta make sure you donât forget about meâ
âand i have to make sure that even when iâm gone, you wonât find someone else to replace meâ
âi could neverâ).
a lot of time has gone by since then but you both have kept true to your words of still making time for one another, and as the years have passed you and himeko have cultivated a routine-one that ensures that at least you still get to spend time with one another, even if just through virtual means. and itâs through these moments that you realize that no matter how far himeko may be nor how long youâve gone without her by your side, she still radiates the same warmth youâve always loved about her.Â
the fear you initially had of how himeko would go cold on you once she leaves, gradually dissipated when she showed you how utterly devoted she still is, how she never changed amidst the ever growing spatial distance between the both of you. you can still feel her happiness for you when you recount all the things youâve achieved, how sheâs always lending a sympathetic ear to your rants though she may be busy, the words of comfort through your times of need, and most especially how you still consider each other as home.Â
itâs through all these kinds of moments that you realize your fear was unfounded, that no matter where she is, your himeko will always be someone you can always find peace in. and that for her, she knows that somewhere out there she will always have a home to come back, a home in the shape of you. so while the spaces beside you that she once occupied have now gone cold, the love you hold for one another continues to blaze stronger than ever.Â
âhey, are you still awake?â
âi was just about to go to sleep actually.â
âohâŚiâll just call some other time then.â
âitâs ok, i donât mind. besides i know you need me right now anywaysâ
âi donât want to keep you up thoughâ
âhey, what did i tell you again when you get nightmares?â
â....that i should never hesitate to call you.â
âexactly. ok, so tell me what happened?â
conversations like those are a very common occurrence for you and dan heng. though he keeps on insisting that you didnât always have to pick up his calls, or that heâs just repeating the same stories over and over again, you shut him down quickly and thoroughly by assuring him that asking for comfort will never be too much for you.Â
see it was never like this initially, that man always had an aversion to seeking out help from others when he needed it, and you were the one dan heng was always hiding his woes from. for as long as you have both known one another, he had always put up a wall of having to be strong even when heâs so clearly falling apart at the seams. well maybe to you itâs clear as day but for a majority of the people he encounters, dan heng is simply just an impenetrable wall of aloofness.Â
getting to that point wasnât an easy task to conquer, it had taken years of knowing and staying by each other to even get to that point. even then there were still times wherein dan heng would withdraw from you entirely, ranging from a few hours to a few days-but by and by, youâd still be there waiting for him patiently and heâd come to you when he finally felt ready to.
this slow but gradual strengthening of bond and trust instilled a confidence in you, that no matter what youâd be able to weather whatever storm may come your wayâŚbut things took a rockier turn once he left the luofu, bringing you both back to the days wherein he simply could not be reached. It was already difficult to get a hold of the man in person, but it significantly became harder once he started his starfaring journey with the express.Â
messages being left on read, calls not being picked up, being stood up on planned video call dates, taking hours if not days to respond-these were things that consistently happened once dan heng became on the run, and you greatly understood why these things are happening in the first place anyway because a lot of the time there are just things out of both of your controls (very distant intergalactic communication being wonky, the different time zones dan heng finds himself in, work that impedes a lot of efforts to connect, etc).Â
sure it was frustrating to deal with something like that when you never really had to in the past, but what really got under your skin was how you felt he started to drift away the more time he spent away. It disturbed you immensely bearing witness to conversations get shorter and shorter, the once comfortable silence now becoming painful pinpricks that can only be remedied once either of you leaves the call, and how youâve now once again stood outside his walls.Â
it was essentially being abandoned again, but this time it felt even more painful knowing that you canât even confront him as easily as you did once. you were losing your mind as the days passed, trying your best to remedy the situation youâve both found yourselves in, but it was nigh impossible with a man as adamant in running away like dan heng. the more he fortified his walls the more you were losing hope in being able to fix your relationship, hoping that the next day will at least bring about some good in any way.Â
it wasnât really until one day, after they recently completed another expedition that you got dan heng finally opening up to you. detailing how that particular experience made him realize that he was losing you for quite some time now,
(âthe couple i met thereâŚ.they reminded me of usâ
âhm? how?â
âthey were also going through a tough time, at least the one i talked to said soâ
â....do you think weâre going through a rough patch right now?â
âi know we areâ)
and thus that entire night was spent talking, remedying, and mending the relationship from the brink of fully collapsing. reminding the man you love that no matter where you both may be he can always turn to you for anything, that the universe itself will never be strong enough to deter you away from him. dan heng also assured you that heâs not going anywhere, even if he gave the opposite impression. that you can also rely on him when you need him, and that heâll do better from now on.Â
the days and nights of worrying were undone by his simple action of finally reaching out, of finally letting his walls down for you again. a full night spent reassuring one another, learning how to better trust each other, and finding ways to better navigate your unique relationship. and thatâs the thing with loving dan heng, that there will inevitably be downs to accompany the moments of highs, but you two will always find a way to solve the problems you face. though at times it may feel like either one of you is slipping away, one of you will always be able to pull the other back from completely disappearing. that nothing is ever too great for the both of you to face, because youâd always find your way back to each other.Â
âyou ok now?â
âyeah, thank you for listening to me.â
âof course, iâll always be here for you.â
âi seriously didnât ruin your sleep?â
ânopeâ
âwell, if you say so.â
âyou feel like you can go back to sleep now?â
âyeah, all that talking made me sleepy to be honestâ
âgood, good. well iâll also go to sleep now then.â
âgood night, i love youâ
ânight night, and i love you tooâ
FINALLY IT'S HERE! this blog is not abandoned, i was just working on this one piece for such a long time T_T not only was i busy with other irl things, this work gave me such a hard time since i restarted this so many times already ಢâ¸ŕ˛˘
this is such a word vomit and i'm not so sure with the formatting (looking at it makes me want to ndaoindawn), i might change it later on. anyways part 2 with the rest of the members will be posted shortly.
i hope this at the very least decent huhuhu. likes, reblogs, and comments are highly appreciated!
caelesblues @ 2023 | do not steal, copy, plagiarize, or repost on any other platform
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now, if i say my bg3 oc is a drow oathbreaker whoâs goal in life is to ascend to become a deity of sorts while claiming she can keep her soul the same all alongâŚ
only to lead her companions down a âgoodâ and âmoralâ path (non-ascended astarion, anti-god gale) because sheâd rather sabotage anyone else if she canât have what she desires!
then im the bad guy right? right ???
#đ â liv speak ŕźâ§âËâ§#ââş ocs âđ§â§#oc#oc meme#ocs#my ocs#oc stuff#oc lore#original character#writing#oc writing#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate tav#bg3 tav#my tav#bg3
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help me my mom is shipping me with some random chinese man whom i helped buying tickets
#it's crazy. knowing english and helping random foreigners is my passion#also so many things happening. i should write that fucking article when i get home lmfao#if my laptop wont fail me (i think she's fine now????? hopefully????)#but also like. I'll get to that tomorrow probably.#you know what i wanna do? if my laptop wont fail me i wanna play my fuckin game lmao#but idk if i should or if i will have time when i get home etc etc#also one more thing i look so freaking ugly in biometric photos im gonna sjjsnsndhdhfhhf#anyway if it works out i will have another photo next year so im trying not to let it get to me lmao#alsoooo just yesterday got accepted by a school in finland and today got a reply from one in germany#and they want me to take an exam in july lmao???? girl how tf will i get a visa etc with that timeline#anyway. ughhhhhh so many things happening etc#i wonder how my next months will be like. ok bys#bye*#đ
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I just came on to drop some thoughts of wolf hound hybrid Soobin x bunny hybrid reader and stumbled across active discussions of bunny hybrid Soobin, oops
#side note can anyone tell me how to write while having sensory issues?#started to work on writing at the start of the week and then fell into feeling very disregulated#cee's notebook đ
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âwelcome to @mentallyillmeowmeow, the home of myre and wulfďź
A separate account but still connected to @roachie-paradiseďźthis account is for anything really. There are two people this acc is ran by, buddy Bianca and friend Artery ( or wulf n myreďź). Woof/Its for Bianca and He/It/<3 for Myre, we're both from the same brain.
We both have a sign-offďź
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Hello hello hellooo I saw hsr and APPEARED I must ask for Kafka with a stoic s/o like everyone in danger s/o is hurt and their just like âow oh nođâ
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đđđđ. honkai star rail
â notes. these two requests had the same kind of theme so i merged it into one post đ
â details. kafka, dan heng, jing yuan, blade x gn!reader (separate). fluff. tw: descriptions of injuries. all of them might be ooc im sorry sjhdhksjkd
kafka
she honestly takes this as grounds to tease you and attempt to find what makes you tick â she finds it as a fun challenge to see what would be able to make your expression shift.
having an unreadable demeanour is an advantage in her profession, as well as having the ability to maintain a calm exterior no matter what the situation. so really, kafka mostly doesnât have any qualms about your behaviour, especially since it also gives her a bit of entertainment from time to time
well, she doesnât have any qualms about it until you rock up with a concerning injury, but seem to be regarding it with nothing but utter nonchalance.
her light plum eyes narrow slightly, examining the long cut down your arm with a hint of scrutiny within her gaze. kafka âtskâs, glancing up to meet your eyes for a moment; a silent question wondering about how youâre so calm about this.
despite how her hands are quick to reach out and grasp your arm, her hold on you is gentle.
she pulls you closer, saying something about how you shouldnât take your injuries so lightly. kafka whisks you away to a more secluded place and has you sit down while she takes on the role of your temporary personal medic.
âyou should take more care of your own wellbeing, alright? sit still and let me treat your wounds.â her words are spoken with something like a drawl, tilting her head as she speaks, but she pats your head and gets to work with helping you afterwards.
dan heng
well, then you wouldnât be the only one on the astral express who exhibits calm behaviour all the time â but admittedly, youâre more proficient at keeping it up than dan heng is.
he tells himself that itâs one less thing to worry about, since your other companions are already quite the group to take care of. march is always running off to take photos or poke in othersâ business, and the trailblazerâs probably digging through trash cans for... who knows what, honestly.
youâre reliable and composed, and he appreciates this aspect of you. itâd certainly come in handy in many situations, and so again, he tells himself that he doesnât have to worry about you...
but he is still very much worried.
especially upon spotting the thin but long cut on the side of your torso.
his eyebrows furrow â this is one of the few situations where you actually manage to catch a glimpse of him showing pure unconcealed concern.
dan heng sighed, inquiring about how you even got that and if it hurts a lot. regardless of your response to the either question, heâs already on helping clean and patch up the injury. âbattles are inevitable along our journey, but you should be more on-guard next time.â he said, checking his handiwork and making sure that the bandages were secure.
jing yuan
itâs part of what makes you very interesting to him, actually â seeing how most things never really crack your solid exterior.
people donât usually come across someone like you every day. even for xianzhou natives, who naturally have much longer lifespans than others, donât often meet someone with your level of calm. even jing yuan himself couldnât say that heâs met many individuals who share your traits, even with his experience.
itâs good to be levelheaded in a fight, whether it be physical or verbal. jing yuan quietly appreciates your ability to keep a clear mind and keep your sights set on the goal. itâs a good skill for people to have on the battlefield.
itâs simultaneously fascinating and concerning to see how you still donât bat an eye even when youâre injured. for a brief moment, jing yuan ponders over whether he should accompany you the next time you are headed out into the places on the luofu which are more packed with mara-struck soldiers.
he knows that youâre a capable fighter on your own, but how could you expect him not to worry on your behalf when youâve ended up injuring yourself like this?
however, tending to your wounds takes precedence over those other matters, so he pushes that aside and helps you out first.
the general certainly isnât a medical professional, but he at least knows how to dress a wound. with many years of experience on the battlefield under his belt, this comes naturally to him. after cleaning the gash, he carefully wraps the bandages around the injured area, asking you if itâs too tight and then asking again to double-check, since he finds that attempting to get a read on your expression didnât really work too much.
jing yuan sighs, reminding you that you should be more careful next time. would you need your injuries checked by lady bailu after this? heâll accompany you on the way there.
blade
wow you guys are twinning!!! đ¤
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but, unlike him, you donât possess that same self-healing ability that he has, so while it may be ironic of him to do so, heâs silently questioning your pain management abilities.
blade doesnât usually spare anyone a second look, but if you keep a careful eye out, you might catch him taking a surreptitious glance at you, silently giving your wounds a once-over. itâs curious how you manage to stay that calm even when youâre injured like that.
the sight of you getting hurt in some shape or form was a bit of a common occurrence, but no matter the severity of the injuries, you still maintained that unbothered demeanour.
huh. with that sort of behaviour you display, youâd expect someone like that to manage to not get into this many scuffles, but here you were.
clearly, out of the other stellaron hunters, you seemed more injury-prone. maybe it was something that balanced out your stoic countenance. blade has half the mind to simply drag you back to a safer area himself just to get you away from danger.
he mutters some form of curse or complaint under his breath as he sits you down onto the ground then crouches in front of you, lifting your left calf to inspect the injury. âhow do you always manage to do this?â he muttered, earning no response.
that fragmentum creature had swiped at your calf and also left a small burn. blade raised an unimpressed eyebrow, seeing your still unchanged expression.
he may be uttering some complaints and saying that he shouldnât have to look after you like some babysitter, but he in no way would tend to your injury sloppily. in contrast to his remarks, he handles your wound carefully. before you knew it, itâs been skilfully cleaned and bandaged up. ârest it.â he tells you. heâs not completely sure if youâd follow that, though, so with a scoff, blade adds that heâll make sure of it himself.
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Haven't really read any comics outside of the batman ones, except for the sandman (I realize I'm part of the problem I'm trying to reform) however
Don't let blue boy win. Dick is an oldest sibling and as a youngest sibling it is my duty to crush the spirits of my elders
(sidenote next poll should include dream from the sandman he's a sad wet cat and such babygirl material)
THIS IS THE BEST LOGIC IVE SEEN SO HARD AHAHAHAHSBHFBF
and if you ever want any comic/character suggestions i'd love to offer some! :D if you're wanting to branch out i mean (might be good to start with some titans or young justice stuff so you can have familiar characters (robins) to focus on!)
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across the universe (part 2)
â・°⊠what itâs like to love a member of the astral express, even when youâre universes apart â・°âŠ
c.w./t.w. fluff with bits of angst, lowercase intended, intense word vomit, an attempt at comedy at march's part
word count: 2057
characters: march 7th, stelle, caelus
gn!reader, title is inspired by âacross the universeâ by baek yerin, notes at the end
part 1 (with welt, himeko, dan heng)
10 photos were sentÂ
2 videos were sent
the date-able lady: looklooklook! this is the new planet weâre stopping by! we finally had some time to just kick back, relax, and finally do some sightseeing!Â
seen: 12:22 pm
15 photos were sent
the date-able lady: ugh itâs so pretty here! the food is also really good, we had lots of fun trying out the different cafes they have here! also do the photos look good? i tried some new settings to make the photos really pop!
seen: 12:30 pm
3 videos were sent
the date-able lady: you gotta see some of the shenanigans dan heng and our newest member got into! although itâs kinda concerning how they seem to have an affinity for trashcansâŚ.
seen: 12:46 pm
the date-able lady: hey! why are you ignoring me!?
seen: 12:47 pm
annoying person (affectionate): oh sorry i was taking a shit
the date-able lady: what the? so this entire time you were just sitting down on the toilet!?
annoying person (affectionate): yeah pretty much, but i also got sucked into the gaming hypotheticalâs video explaining the lore of 6 nights at bobbyâs
the date-able lady: âŚ..why are you the way that you are?
annoying person (affectionate): you love it though
the date-able lady: youâre right (â˘Ěâ¤â˘Ě )
annoying person (affectionate): ( Ë ÂłË)âĽď¸
being with someone like march is like going on an adventure without really going on one yourself. surely it would feel that way if your partner was an intergalactic traveler, who liked to constantly share about her journeys with you all the time. her trusty camera and phone will always be there to capture various moments of her adventures with her fellow crewmates, ranging from the mundane to the absolutely wild (the amount of photos youâve received wherein it was apparent they were in the middle of a mission, itâs astonishing).
video calls were also a common occurrence as well, sometimes as a means for her to play as a virtual tour guide for you or just catch up with her during downtimes. either way you always look forward to these moments.
you truly appreciate the effort march always puts into making you feel included in her adventures, getting to see even just a glimpse of the vastness of the universe youâve also longed to see. youâve even become acquainted with the other members of the astral express, becoming familiar and friendly with all of them to a point theyâve considered you an honorary member of the crew (they also promised that youâre always free to join them if you so choose to partake in trailblazing as well).
and so through your lover you also get to be a part of their missions, be embroiled in the numerous intergalactic gossip, meet new people along the way, and feel as though youâre never really apart.
being with march also meant that there is a comfortable sort of stasis encompassing the relationship. stasis in the sense that no matter how far apart youâve been from one another in such a long time, the very nature of your relationship, how you interact with one another, and how youâve come to know each other does not change whatsoever. it is a testament to the strength someone like her possesses, not letting things change between you just because sheâs no longer beside you.
itâs evident in the way you still go about your interactions, almost as if you arenât galaxies apart. the initial insecurity of how such a massive distance will change you both and the relationship was quelled just as easily as it had formed in your mind, with the both of you just as naturally going about everything just like how you both easily fell in love.Â
people always warn you that lovers who stay apart from one another are an easy breeding ground for them to become strangers eventually, but itâs not like that with march. there is no room for either of you to become estranged, not with the constant updates, efforts to always include one another in activities, making time for little virtual dates, and never once changing in spite of the distance that people said will break you apart.
and although she may have left your home planet a long time ago already, only making the occasional stops when they can, itâs never felt like she was ever gone in the first place to begin with.Â
it isnât easy being born yesterday, abandoned by your mom, be found by strangers, said strangers then inform you that you have the cancer of all worlds implanted in you, and now you join said strangers to travel across the stars-and oh yeah youâre hailed as the savior of an entire planet, and youâve become an esteemed personality aboard a starfaring ship. well for most normal people the aforementioned things definitely are not an easy feat to accomplish, and thatâs without taking into account that those things arenât so far apart in the timeline of someoneâs life. but stelle isnât just anyone, if you werenât paying close attention sheâs somewhat of an anomaly but also a bigshot already.Â
somehow preternaturally gifted in combat, has a knack for getting into mischief, already finding themselves in world changing events, and being the talk of the town wherever she goes-thatâs your stelle for you alright. a lot of people are awed by her, either by her talent in fighting, the ability to say the wrong things at the wrong time, or by just being the gremlin that they are; stelle is never without some admirers (and detractors) along the way.Â
being such a hotshot would surely get in someoneâs head, no? not her though, no one can really quite grasp whatâs going inside their head (except you). always sporting a cool and indifferent look on her always-even when in the midst of imminent danger-stelle is able to keep her composure in check. never letting nary a speck of emotion taint their visage, thus never giving others an insight to what they may think or feel.
it makes them seem like that sheâs unbothered by everything that surrounds her, but you most certainly know that that isnât the case. itâs quite evident to you how much is brewing inside stelle, but canât really let them out one way or another. with news spreading of how immensely capable stelle is, itâs no surprise that people have sought her out for whatever they need help with. running from one point to another, shouldering other peopleâs workload, getting caught up in othersâ personal affairs; itâs a daunting task for someone whoâs already carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders.
âoh! youâre that trailblazer right? can you help me with something?â
âitâs the savior of belobog! just in time, come help us for just a bitâ
âis it true that youâve been helping the seat of the divine foresight with the issue about the ambrosial tree? that means you must know your way around the artisanship commission, correct?â
âtrailblazer, over here!â
âhonarary member!â
âstelle! do you have a minute?â
âhey youngster, youâre not just gonna stand there let them get away with it!â
âstelle, stelle, stelle, stelle, stelle, stellestellestellestelle-â
âbreathe in, breathe out. slow and steady breaths, count to ten then name ten things you can see around you. youâre ok, youâre going to be just fine.â these words are what stelle keeps replaying in her mind, a reminder and comfort from you that has helped her in moments wherein she feels like slipping away.
she wonders how you do it, how youâre able to tell so easily when sheâs starting to get bogged down with everything. be it through messages or calls you know when to help her calm down, soothing her frazzled state with gentle reminders and helping her get grounded again.Â
in stelleâs eyes youâre basically an aeon, with your supernatural ability to always be a stable presence for her even if youâre both so far away from one another. even if sheâs seen as someone who is cool and aloof (even being called a menace), you see pass through those and see someone who is still trying to get their footing in this world, and youâre willing enough to stand by her and be the unchanging pillar she can always rely on.
no matter the immense changes sheâs constantly facing, stress sheâs undergoing, or the turmoil that finds her, youâre an unfaltering constant in her life that she desperately needs.
wonderkid, the boy from beyond the stars, the savior of belobog, general jing yuanâs esteemed guest, the underworldâs boxing champion.
those are just some of the many nicknames caelus has collected across his adventures, always seeming to pick up some more along the way. he is never short of admirers whenever the astral express stops, people instantly in awe of his innate martial prowess, his rather unique (for a lack of a better term) personality and charm, as well as his admittedly good looks.
they cannot help but stop and marvel at the grey haired man, drawn in by the various situations he always seems to find himself in and the sheer aura of confidence he exudes (not to mention that he has an affinity forâŚbeing a gremlin that may or may not dig through dumpsters and wayward packages).Â
without a doubt caelus has become some sort of celebrity in the places they go to, with some even saying that his name recognition alone can rival that of super popstar ast rickley. even his haters cannot deny that that man can talk the talk, never one to just brag about things but not deliver.
itâs why even his enemies have decided not to take him head on, unless they really had no choice but engage him in a fight-although it isnât really a surprise that caelus would come out unscathed each and every time. the boy from beyond the stars truly is out of this world (get it?), shaking up the systems of the places he touches upon.
even as his lover you are not immune to gushing about caelus, taking every opportunity to shower him with praises and affection (also because that boy is so easy to fluster, which is just the cherry on top). i mean how can you not? there is so much to him that just warrants all your attention, from his insane fighting skills to how utterly loveable he is.
donât get him wrong though, caelus loves the fact that youâre not exactly shy with your love for him, but he also feels like he might just explode from all of your loving (not to mention the teasing he gets constantly from march and sometimes himeko).Â
but for caelus that isnât even the best part of being with you, even as fantastic as it is to constantly be showered with your love, his favorite part of being with you is how he can just be himself. no more is he the savior of belobog, the luofuoâs most important guest, the undisputed boxing champion-he can be just caelus, not some kind of otherworldly being that just sprung up out of nowhere, going on fantastical adventures and building up a reputation across the stars. even if you tease him from time to time about this very fact, he knows that deep down to you he is just your precious caelus, the boy you fell in love with when they happen to stop at your home planet.
with you caelus feels like he doesnât have to be anything that anyone wants him to be, he just has to be your lover, your best friend, and your biggest supporter. itâs possible for him to just be another guy thatâs deeply in love, with his significant other that makes him feel like he can take on the entire galaxy (he canât but heâs getting there). your love does not require him to do anything for you to see him as something worthy of such affections, no need for him to wow you with anything to receive even just an inkling of your warmth.Â
so while caelus will be constantly be collecting new nicknames, continue to outdo himself with each new adventure, and ultimately become some sort of celebrity across the universe, with you heâs just another boy in love.
AAAHHHHH part two is also here now! i can finally put this piece to rest ಼âĄŕ˛Ľ idk if you can tell but i definitely ran out of juice writing these part, since i was already so tired and brain dead writing everything. likes, comments, and reblogs are highly appreciated!
caelesblues @ 2023 | do not steal, copy, plagiarize, or repost on any other platform
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â pairing(s): aventurine, dr ratio, boothill, gallagher, sunday, argenti sampo, jing yuan, blade, luocha, jiaoqiu, moze, dan heng, gepard, caelus, welt (seperate) x reader
⊠in which: you wake up next to them.
⧠a/n: for those who have read my works since i first started writing, i made a little masterpost on the mk(1) boys nightly rotuines... i figured id do one for hsr men since my mk hyperfixation died and is buried 6ft under... and i might do one for the hsr men nighttime routines but for now... wakey wakey
⌠taglist: @fffrost, @shinysora
đ cw: gn reader, just fluff, not proofread
â wc: 3.9k
⯠Aventurine
Ever the gambler, AVENTURINE even takes a gamble on waking up in the morning. He can set as many alarms as he wants, but he always sleeps in. He finds any excuse to cuddle up next to you and enjoy your warmth for a minute, or even an hour more. He doesnât mind coming into work late, he always finds a way to slip out of write-ups.
Youâve lost count of how many alarms went off by now, as annoying as it was. Still, despite how important Aventurine was, heâs cuddled up against your back, hands gripping your clothes tightly as if youâd dare to wiggle out of his arms. You could remind him, again and again, that he needs to go, that he has a meeting that day, or a certain deadline, and heâll just groan and say that his superiors can handle him being gone for another hour or so.
When you do manage to convince him to get up and start the day, he does everything with such reluctance. Forget his rank, forget all of it, heâd much rather spend several more hours in bed with you, even when the sun dips low. Heâs slow to put on his uniform, asking you the most mundane of questions, with answers he already knows. He skips out on breakfast at hope, douses himself in that expensive cologne that makes you have to distance yourself until he leaves, and wires you enough money to buy the entire menu from the cafe you mentioned you liked in passing.
⯠Dr. Ratio
The early bird gets the worm, as they say, and VERITAS is no exception to the saying. Considering work has him busy, heâs thoughtful enough to leave you to sleep, if you are not accustomed to a sleep schedule like his. He tends to wake up early, to give himself enough time to prepare himself for the day. He likes to be thorough, check over his lesson plan for the day, make sure he made no mistakes the day before (although he rarely needs to revise it).
While on the outside, he seems cold and uncaring, on the inside heâs flustering himself with how much he worries about you. He knows he will see you later in the day, when youâll bring him his lunch, or after his lectures, but some part of leaving just unsettles him. Not that he believes youâd be in danger if you were gone, but more so how you take care of yourself. Of course he knows youâre capable, but some part in him wants to make sure.
So, before he leaves, right when you wake up, he does his best to cook a filling breakfast. Most of the times, Ratio has to put it in some tupperware and save it for later at work, but there are very rare occasions that he gets to enjoy the meal with you. He always makes moreâ âit was an accident, nothing more,â heâll say, shaking his head, stoic as ever. But you know it wasnâtâ and shovel it onto your plate, itâs his own love language.Â
⯠Boothill
BOOTHILL is an early riser. Itâs a habit that was ingrained in him since he was knee high. Granted, he doesnât need much sleep, and he isnât around as often as youâd like. He doesnât stay in one place for long, and he really only swings by your apartment once or twice every month. But that doesnât mean heâll sleepover, if only for a night.
Despite the fact that he wakes up even hours before you, he decides to let you sleep. Sometimes heâll stay in bed as long as you are, soaking in the peaceful sight, one that heâs never afforded himself until you came along. He reaches out ever so tentatively, as if heâll feel your warm skin underneath his finger tips, but all it earns him is a shudder and your face scrunching. And when you wake up, heâs in such a hurry to pretend he wasnât watching you sleep, mumbling apologies like heâs disturbed you.
When heâs not watching over you, Boothill enjoys cooking. He mightâve lost his taste and stomach a while ago, but heâs still an excellent chef. For all he canât eat, he loves cooking. And he believes one of the best ways of waking up is to have a hearty breakfast. While you catch up on your sleep (most likely because he showed up at your apartment late into the night scuffed and bloody(?), acting like nothing happened), heâs making the most heavenly smelling pancakes ever, humming some old country tune to himself. If you dare get up to see what heâs cooking, he shoos you back to bed, tutting and claiming that youâre ruining the surprise, as if he doesnât do this every time.
⯠Gallagher
For such a busy man, GALLAGHER tends to sleep a lot. Or perhaps, too little. His schedule is always fluctuating, which means heâs up early and home late. Itâs unfair, you think. Most of the time heâll come home all quiet, settle on a snack, and then sneak into bed, and pull you up close. Half the time he doesnât even care about his clothes, opting to take off his vest and shirt and throw them on the floor. Heâll worry about the laundry later.
That being said, itâs often a gamble if youâll see him in the morning or not. He wakes up quite early, and as much as heâd love to spend time with you, cuddle up, and go straight back to sleep, he has to at least look presentable for the next time heâs called in. Most of the time, he accidentally wakes you up when he gets up to shower, but you settle back in quite comfortably.Â
Most of the time, heâll have to leave right after his shower. So heâll do his best to be quiet as a mouse, sneak in, and press a kiss to your forehead, before starting his day. But on the days he can sleep in, or when he doesnât have work⌠he climbs right back into bed. The scent of his body wash rolls over you, in the near-overpowering sandalwood haven it is. Heâll wrap his arm around your waist, pull you impossible closer, and nuzzle into your neck. If you are awake by that time, he urges you to go back to sleep. â5 more minutesâ, heâll grumble, and in possibly record speed, heâs out like light. His arm loosens ever so slightly, as he snores away until his thirteenth alarm goes off.
⯠Sunday
As a stickler for schedules, itâs no surprise that SUNDAY has a strict morning routine. He wakes up at 7 AM system time, 6 AM being too early, and 8 AM being too late. Of course, he encourages you to do the same. You get used to it with time.
He likes to start with a shower, of course. Something intimate with you, yet so normal. He does not mind spending an hour in the shower, but with his station, he cannot. So unfortunately, he has to cut such time short. But he makes sure to soak in every single minute left in the morning with you. A nice breakfast and some tea, as he chats away about his âchoresâ for the day, what matters he is attending to, whether or not it is a day in the office or out and about.Â
Regardless of how busy his day is, Sunday makes sure you know that you are in every waking thought of his. A kiss and a hug at the door, and heâs on his way. You can see some flicker of sorrow as he leaves, as if it is something to grieve over, not being by your side for a minute longer. But alas, to achieve and infinite amount of sundays, he cannot afford to make room in his schedule for more down time.Â
⯠Argenti
ARGENTI never ceases to look as heavenly as ever, even in his sleep. However, he has quite a strict schedule he sticks to, something that manifested when his master started training him. He has quite the strict schedule: wake up early, shower, enjoy his breakfast, and start training, unless he has somewhere to be.Â
However, he does allow him so rest days, where he sleeps just a little longer, and allows himself more spare time. Very rarely do you catch him asleep when you wake up, and most mornings when he does âsleep inâ, you often wake up to him gazing down at you. His head propped up by his hand, hair cascading down his shoulders. He could even miss out on several hours of sleep or perhaps even the entire night, and still look angelic. He greets you with a soft smile and a huff, his fingers brushing against your cheeks, as he waits for you to properly wake up.
And once youâre ready to get up, heâs ready to start the day. Anything you do, he's practically following you around like a lost puppy. When you make breakfast, you're either watching over his shoulder, or he is. He never skips out on a chance to dance in the kitchen, making something that was normally a spectacle regulated, and yet, it still feels as intimate as it does the very first time he pulled you into his arms.
âŻSampo Koski
SAMPO KOSKI needs his beauty sleep. Granted, his sleeping schedule varies based on his business. Sometimes he needs to rob someone blind in the early hours of the morning, or his clients want to meet way past his bedtime. Heâll huff and puff and complain about it, but he always makes time to curl up in your arms like a poor little stray kitten.
When he is finally free of his dreaded work (his path in life that HE chose), he sleeps in quite late. Most of the time, he wants to enjoy the time he has left with you, pout and complain about how hard his job is (again, a career HE CHOSE). He has a lot to say when he (or you) wake up, only because heâs missed talking casually, and most of all, heâs missed you. His jobs and clients have him acting all proper, putting on some other character than he truly is for his clients. While there are some acts he likes⌠sometimes he just wants to break character and get his clients to buy whatever piece of junk heâs stolen.
Despite all his yapping, he truly enjoys the time he gets with you, even if most of it is him keeping you in bed. He pulls you up close to his chest if you even dare to move, burying his face in the crook of your neck and muttering pathetic little âdonât leaveâs and the like. When you look down at him heâs just so tired, his eyebags are somehow seven times darker and heâs lost all that luster in his eyes. But you know heâs putting on an act. When you get up, heâll be crawling to your side in no time.
⯠Jing Yuan
Ah, the Dozing General. Who better to wake up with? While JING YUAN has to be up early, he doesnât skip out on any time that could be spent with you. When his first alarm goes off, heâs quick to snooze it, rolling over and throwing his arm over your waist, pulling you closer. Heâs used to waking up this early, of course, but he doesnât like to miss out on those precious 30 minutes where heâs holding you close, uninterrupted. Youâre accustomed to this schedule, as well. Wake up; but not really, spend the next moments cuddling, and then start your day.
As the Divine Foresight, he doesnât get as much leisure time as heâd like, or days off. He could spend all day in bed, really, spoiling himself (as he sees it) to high heavens. But unfortunately, there is work that needs to be done, and he needs to start his day. And (un)fortunately, he quite enjoys dragging you along. A nice walk in the garden before he truly starts the day is a sign of a peaceful day. With you by his side, half-awake or not.
That being said, he does so because he wishes to spend every possible moment he has with you. His station means his workload will be unpredictable, and while he wishes that all days would be mundane, that wish will never come true. So, spending the first thirty minutes to several hours of his morning with you is what he rewards himself with. A nice meal and a good bath sets him in the right mood, being simply a step away at most in the morning.Â
⯠Blade
BLADE doesnât sleep well in general. Often times heâs woken up at all hours in the night by things he wonât shareâ âItâs childish.â is what he says, with a huff. Nightmares. Itâs nightmares. He doesnât have much of a reaction to them anymore, aside from grumbling and complaining quietly, which is normal. As much as he tries to go back to sleep, he simply canât most of the time, opting to do something to keep his mind and hands busy, as sleep deprived as he is.
You tend to be met with his back when you wake up, tense as ever. When he canât find something to do, he settles on meditation, which does nothing to calm the voices and âvengeanceâ that addles his mind. It does too little for him, his mind always circling back to what could have been. The minute you shift in bed, he snaps out of it quickly, looking back at you with his unreadable gaze.Â
Most of the time, if you ask him to lay down with you, he will, as long as he doesnât have an assignment he needs to be on. For all his sharp edges, heâs quite⌠dull when it comes to you. Perhaps itâs the many years heâs faced thatâs made him lose his luster, or simply his own undoing. Yet, somehow, when you pull him in close, he relaxes ever so slightly. Perhaps not all the way, but itâd take you a couple more years to break down his walls completely. You could sleep for another three hours and heâd at least get time to close his eyes and let his mind rest; something he desperately needs.
⯠Luocha
While LUOCHAâs âworkâ has him up quite early, well into the AMs. Of course, with all the traveling heâs done, his sleep schedule varies, and itâs not like he gets to spend as much time as heâd like with you, but you tag along all the same. He could be awake at 3AM system time and youâd be sound asleep until 10AM, and somehow, heâd still look as handsome as ever. Youâre starting to feel a little jealous.
Still, he makes time to greet you in the morning. Aside from being a merchant, he is, of course, a healer, and he wants to make sure you're sleeping right. And, perhaps to catch up, if he has been gone for a few days. After all, not only does physical health matter, but mental, as well. A quick little chat, maybe some tender touches, and a hearty meal that heâs brought from the markets is quite enough mental stimulation, yes?
Sometimes, it seems he disagrees, choosing to crawl in bed alongside you, even if you chose to wake up properly. Heâll play with your hair, whisper sweet nothings to you, or simply just stare and smile. He doesnât get to be affectionate often, either, and often that need for human touch culminates, which leads to those impromptu cuddling sessions in the morning.
⯠Jiaoqiu
As a healer, JIAOQIU wants to make sure you (and him) maintain a normal, healthy sleep schedule. Unless heâs on an emergency call, he tends to wake up at a mostly normal time, between 8-10 AM. Of course, he wakes you up with him, wanting to start his day off right with your pretty face.
He wakes you up oh so sweetly for a man with such a scheming smile. His fingers glide over your skin, pushing your hair behind your ear, using such a sweet voice, one so sweet that it makes your teeth ache. And when you're finally properly awake, heâs all too excited to rush off to the kitchen, like a giddy child.Â
Of course, whatâs a morning without Jiaoqiu without some breakfast? When you return from your shower, the kitchen is alive with his cooking, the sounds of sizzling and smells of spices (what else?) a delightful concoction. What is he cooking? Ji dan bing, a fulfilling breakfast. While you are the only person he cuts down the spice for, the food still has enough kick to make you make a face. Of course, his plate smells so spicy that it makes you recoil, which earns a chuckle from the Foxian.
⯠Moze
Most of the time, MOZE sneaks into your shared bed by the morning, seeing as most of his work is carried out during the night. By the time heâs settled in bed, itâs around the time you wake up. Itâs a peaceful sight, really. Youâre so used to him scowling or simply not emoting, that when you wake up to his face, tranquil as ever, it makes your heart flutter.
Of course, that does not last. He is up within the first couple of seconds you stare too long, easily woken by any simple rustling. The feeling of someoneâs eyes on him means one thing: danger. And he unfortunately hasnât shaken that habit. However, he has grown used to the fact that itâs you staring at him in the morning hours, and thankfully you are spared a knife to your throat.
He jolts awake with a disgruntled groan, his eyes darting over your features, taking in as much information as he can in his hazy mind state, as if he hadnât seen your face a thousand times over. Once he is satisfied with the fact that itâs you, he lays back down with a huff, before pulling you down with him. You may have the day to start, but he would like at least a couple more moments in bed with you, heâs stubborn that way.
⯠Dan Heng
With his days off, DAN HENG tends to enjoy lounging. If not lounging, then reading, and if not reading, then cleaning. But most of the time, since you came back from the Xianzhou Loufu, heâs been sleeping in an awful lot. You're often the first to wake up, or at least, the first to get out of bed.
Most of the time, you sleep in with him, happy to get a couple extra minutes to a couple hours more of sleep. Itâs a nice moment of peace and quiet after the amount of missions you two have been on, while March and the Trailblazer updates you on whatâs happening wherever they are. Still, sometimes sleeping in gets kind of boring. So while Dan Heng catches on some much needed sleep (and alone time), you busy yourself with cleaning around the express, helping Pom-Pom with certain tasks, and even doing your best to cook up some breakfast.
When you bring your expert attempt at pancakes back to you and Dan Hengâs room, he perks up. He goes from sulking to practically beaming (or what you can consider beaming, you get a soft smile nonetheless), and digs in eagerly. It seems like enough to energize him for a couple of days, pushing away what had happened on the Loufu to the furthest reaches of his mind.
⯠Gepard
GEPARD does not get much time in the mornings with you or himself. As captain of the guard, he has to be up early, and on call whenever the need arises. While it is very rare that he is called to dispatch an issue in the middle of the night, he is often reluctant to simply leave you in the morning. Of course, he wonât wake you for his own selfish reasons, he just simply wishes he could get more time to enjoy your presence in the morning.
As quietly as he tries to move, somehow he always wakes you up, or perhaps that's what your sleep cycle has gotten used to. Oftentimes, you wake up when heâs taking his shower, his soft humming rising over the sound of water. You know he only does this when he believes he is alone or heard, and every single time, you canât help but think of it as cute. But you wonât tell him you heard it.
Most of the time you stay up so you can say goodbye to Gepard and tell him to have a good day, while he stumbles over excuses that he doesnât need. Heâs adorable in all his fluster, before he finally collects himself with a deep breath. He promises heâll see you at the end of the day, and that heâll bring some dinner home from one of your favorite restaurants.
⯠Caelus
What adventure with CAELUS drag you on next? Thatâs a constant question that haunts your mind every time an adventure is done. The most sleep you get is on the Express, in between missions. In the morningâs, he wakes up with such determination, itâs almost impressive. He could have the worst sleep of his life and he wakes up raring to go.
Of course, he does his best not to wake you if you arenât up. In fact, heâll do his best to be as quiet as possible, sneaking out of the room, and even tip-toeing down the cabins. Like any little movement will wake his precious partner up. However, sometimes, when heâs feeling a little clingy, heâll cuddle back in bed and pull you really close, refusing to let go unless you need to do something.
On the occasion you guys are out on a mission, he is the complete opposite. He could wake up well into the noon and groan and complain about not getting enough sleep, even if he slept like a baby. Of course, he wants to get on with his adventures, but at the same time, the hotelâs bed is soooo comfy, and he doesnât want to leave. Which, heâll keep you there too until heâs fully awake, spooning you and hiding his face in the crook of your neck.
⯠Welt
On his days off, which seems to be most days now, WELT sleeps in only a little. Mornings with him are nothing short of intimate, simply laying there in each others arms, muttering sweet words. Truth be told, he enjoys these quiet moments, even if they push back the work he has to get done around the Express.
Still, no one's complaining, right? The work he has to get done will get done eventually, and he can spare a couple hours for his beloved. He cherishes every stolen second, as the hours tick away, his fingers trailing over your skin, before cupping your face. Framing his entire world in his palm.
However, you canât stay in bed forever. Unfortunately, you do have to get up, and start your day. Welt wonât leave your side, though. Not if he can help it, at least. You two share a shower together, some more words, of course, and even cook together afterwards. Pom Pom huffs and puffs about not only Welt, but you being late and taking too long, and how the Express is founded on the structure of the schedule. Itâs okay, however, because Pom Pom will be thanking you two for your hard work (sweeping the other cabins, cleaning the windows, and vacuuming the carpet) at the end of the day.
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not my first reaction to this information as i learned it during the intermission of challengers (yes i finally went to see it) and i was having a lowkey breakdown through the intermission and the beginning of the second half a little bit but ummm: well of fucking course i literally dont deserve anything
#why did i even try this hard. i dont think i deserve anything tbh#dont mind me sounding dramatic im actually fine like lol#im sad but ok but also like. i got used to being a failure and a disappointment this last year so#i feel very tired now. it wasnt a bad day overall and im happy i decided against going alone today#bc i wouldve literally ended up crying in public if i was alone lmfao#ah. ahhhhh :/ i really really really was hoping for a better outcome#stupid girl as always#anyway i really am fine i just need to be dramatic for a moment. i truly do not deserve anything i get ever im sorry#if anyone read until this point and wondering what the fuck couldve happened that got me like this#well it's truly not that important in the grand scheme of things and im being stupid#got wait listed for another scholarship lmao </3#truly stupid and foolish of me to even think from the start that i could do this lmao#what's even more stupid is im still like well. well đ¤ hey maybe đ¤#i just know im going to be feeling extremely guilty for even existing even if i end up being able to go at this point lmao#and it's so stupid to even write all this. over something like this when people have real problems and stuff lmao#truly what did i think make me worthy of this chance im so not special and dont deserve this etc etc#all this negative self talk and i will still be sleeping like đ´đ´đ´ still hoping for the best dont worry#and that's because im stupid#đ#i will drink tea this day has been lacking tea so critically :/
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So far in 2024, every day is Try Not To Become A Solomon challenge
#I'm writing right now I swear#I just looked up hair colours to figure out what colour elven Taehyun should have and spent way too long falling more in love with him aish#2022 was mostly Yeonbin and 2023 was mostly Soobgyu#2024 the year of Taebin#I love having five boyfriends and the way they all fight for my attention lol jk jk#back to writing.#cee's notebook đ
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