#🕯️ I AM LOSING MY MIND--
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throughpatchesofviolet · 29 days ago
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The new Heathcliff ID Promo Dropped!!! How you feeling about him? (I’d say more but don’t wanna spoil it) - 🕯️
Hehe ... my bestie has the screenshots of his Upties, but I am currently hovering between wanting to see him and wanting to wait, since a huge part of the fun for me is seeing the IDs and E.G.O in game for the first time. Currently, I have NOT seen him, and I can't decide if I WANT to--just thinking about him is going to make me explode-- /lh /j
... okay, I asked my bestie to send me a snippet of the Pre-Uptie art (keeping the Post-Uptie unspoiled, for now), so reaction is currently pending ...
OKAY SO I'M PUTTING THE REST UNDER A CUT BECAUSE IT'S AN IMAGE AND I DON'T WANT OTHERS TO MAYBE BE SPOILED BUT OH MY GOSH-- /POS
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LOSING MY MIND. /POS
I have no words. I am simply about to combust. I have waited so long to see him with the Kurokumo tattoos and he looks SO good ... his forearms!! And his chest, too ... I love how he has his shirt open just a little, but also he still seems so modest. That's literally one of the cutest things about his IDs, to me--he so rarely reveals his chest and forearms outside of his LCB ID.
Also they once again gave him two scars on his left cheek like I've insisted he has since the game released (they often forget in CGs and some IDs), so all I can think is that I'm winning.
WAIT HE'S AN EVENT REWARD SO I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE 12TH TO GET HIM!! AAARGGH!! (I am so sorry to be using all caps, I have never wanted an ID for him this badly--I didn't even want Pequod!Heathcliff this much--)
I DID ALSO HEAR FROM MY IRL WE'RE GETTING AN ISHMAEL TOO AND THAT ALSO MADE ME INSANE. She's my second favorite Sinner, and I have NOT seen her, but oh my gosh. My two faves getting IDs I wanted them to have. I am winning. /lh
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2knightt · 1 year ago
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could u write the gang (seperate) x a reader thats like. deeply and unashamedly obsessed w them
not in in a weird way but like soda makes reader a cake and theyre like “wow ur so talented u should be a baker youd be the best baker in the world everyone look at this isnt my bf such a good baker?? isnt he so cool???? arent you so jealous of me???”
or they visit the DX on steves lunch break and theyre like whats all this? and steve starts explaining the car stuff to them and theyre like “omg ur so smart ur the smartest person ever the DX is so lucky to have you <333 soda come look at steves car isnt he so good at this??? babe u should like reinvent cars youd totally do it better than washington or whatever”
or just reader holding hands and sitting on laps and kissing faces at all times basically the gang x reader thats all over them
「 i just wanna get high with my lover! 」
IN WHICH—you’re totally in love with them!♡ ໋֢ 🎞️✧
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📀ヾFT. THE GREASERS࿐ྀུ ♡
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Dallas Winston ;
“you’re so strong, dal. you look so good when you fight, did you know that? you’re like the only person who looks that good when fighting. you’re so cool.”
“…thanks, doll.”
was SO STARTLED LMFAO
like??? he’s never been showered in compliments like this before. but he DOES welcome it
cocky bastard. you boosted his ego. it’s too high now.
“i stole this for you.”
“DALLAS! you didn’t have too, oh my god! you’re so sweet—and talented! i can’t believe you stole this—for me! i have the best boyfriend ever! i am so lucky, ain’t i?”
“yeah, i know.”
SHOWS U OFF SO MUCH. he just likes the reaction you give him when he does, honestly. like dallas LOVES hearing you ramble about him when he’s beside you.
he’s all, “yup. i AM the best boyfriend ever, dickhead.”
“this my partner.”
“mhm! dally’s the sweetest ever! he’s so nice to me, don’t you think? ugh, i love him so much. he’s the best boyfriend in the world.”
the way you look at him with lovesick eyes makes him wanna hold you forever and never let go btw.
IF YOU SIT ON HIS LAP AND DO THAT??? ohmy fod he’ll lose his fucking mind!!!
dallas winston looking up at you while you cradle him between your legs, his hands gently holding your waist while you gush over him, a small pink hue across his cheeks.
AHHHH AHHHHH AHHHHHH
“you’re so handsome. you’re the prettiest boy ever. i love your hair, it’s so nice. with or without the grease.”
“yeah?”
“yeah.”
has the most DISGUSTING and GROSS lovey dovey smile across his face has you plant kissed across his face, mumbling sweet nothings as you do so.
feels like you’re an angel when you do this after a bad day btw. loves you sososososo much he’s so down bad
Johnny Cade ;
looks up at you with the biggest puppy dogs eyes you’ve ever seen as you sit on his lap, kissing his scars. johnny’s lips would be slightly parted as he seems mesmerized with every movement you make.
WHIPPED. HE IS WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER. the SECOND you started gushing over, he got a small grin on his face, a sense of pride washing over him.
he, like, never knew you seen him as this magnificent being. johnny’s confidence was never great but PHEWWW you’re always there to help him!!!
“you really like my scars?”
“totally. they make you look so cute, johnny. they make you, you and that’s all i could ever ask for. you’re so cute. i love you. any person would, i’m just so glad that it’s me.”
he’d get so shy after but johnny would be walking with his chin slightly higher. ‘cause deep down he’s all, “what if they don’t actually mean it☹️?” and then you show up outta nowhere and like engulf him with a hug and he’s like “nvm…i love ‘em actually☺️.”
whenever you brag about him to people, he has to look at his feet to keep himself from smiling too much.
“and if you ever need someone to listen to you, nobody does it like johnny! he’s the best listener ever, nobody can ever compare to him. johnny’s such an angel!”
“y/n…”
he’d mumble, an embarrassed groan leaving his lips as he rubbed the back of his neck, kicking a rock.
contrary to popular belief of you being more in love, he is. he swears up and down that you’re too good to him, that you’re a real doll, that he doesn’t deserve someone like you.
johnny needs someone like this in his life NOW! and if it isn’t you it’s gonna be me.
Ponyboy Curtis ;
so fucking embarrassed i’m crying.
i believe he can’t take compliments for SHIT. so being around you, he just becomes a mess. like stuttering n’ shit.
“your voice is so pretty. you read so much better than everyone else, pony. you should do it as a job—you’d totally beat everyone. it’s not like it’d ever be a competition with you there, though. you’re so cool, pony.”
“i-uhm…thank you, y/n.”
GIGGLES SOO HARD LMFAOOOO
like at night when he’s with soda, he just rambles to his older brother about what you told him. soda thinks it’s cute in the moment, but later wants ponyboy to shut up because it’s been two hours of him gushing over what you said to him.
“and then they said that i-“
“OKAY, DAMN. i have work tomorrow and you have school. ponyboy, please.”
“…okay? they said that i was the prettiest boy they’ve ever seen.”
“holy fuck.”
like he’d be ranting about some drama with the gang or some movie he’d seen, sitting on the couch as you rest your head on his shoulder.
you look over to him, thinking he’s never looked more perfect. ponyboy had washed the grease out of his hair, the fluffy hair falling over his ears.
unconsciously, you tuned him out as you leaned over, kissing him on the cheek.
“what was that for?”
“you tell stories so well, pony. you’d make a great writer, did you know that? i’m so lucky to have you.”
“i-huh?”
WAHHH COMPLIMENTING PONYBOY WHILE ATTACKING HID FACE WITH KISSES AS HE GIGGLES ☹️☹️☹️
he’s so cute thay’s literally my man….!!!!
Sodapop Curtis ;
HE’S SO IN LOVE!!!!!
sitting on the counter while he cooks and you just rant about how perfect he is makes him WEAK IN THE KNEES.
“you’re such a good baker, soda. nobody does it like you do. you’re like—the best baker in the world. ain’t he, two-bit?”
“stop it, y/n..🤭🤭”
“nah, ‘m good.”
you brag about him to the girls that go to the DX to flirt with him. i can see it now.
soda’s just in the background giggling SOO HARD AND TWEAKING WITH STEVE LMFAOO
“no, he’s so sweet to me! i swear, he’s like the best boyfriend ever, did you know that? i’d be jealous if i was you, honestly.”
“TEEHEE”
“soda, shut up!”
“i’m the best boyfriend ever, steve😛.”
HE DOES THE SAME THING FOR YOU IT’S SO CUTEEE😭😭
“you look so cute today, y/n. i got so lucky, didn’t i? had to be blessed to even have you in my life.”
FUCK i need this man at my doorstep
like imagine sitting on his lap, him staring up at you while you push back his hair with a small smile on his face. the silence between the two of you being broken by exchanged compliments.
YOU TWO MAKE EVERYONE FUCKIJG SICK I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT!!! YOU GUYS ARE SO PERFECT TOGETHER IT MAKES ME VOMIT!!!
Darry Curtis ;
tries to act cool and nonchalant when you do it, but he turns his head away to cover the huge smile that’s growing on his face.
“you’re so strong, dare! you’re the strongest person ever—you could totally take down anyone. isn’t he just the best, soda?”
“alright, that’s enough, y/n.”
“but you’re just so good to me, dare. :(.”
“sweetheart, please.”
“alright..”
“he’s smiling, y/n.”
“and blushin’…i love your brother so much.”
“everyone knows.”
AKDNSKDHEKENKDS SITTING ON HIS LAP WHILE HE SITS ON HIS CHAIR, READING THE NEWS PAPER🤭🤭
like your arms are wrapped around his neck, his arms around your waist as he reads the newspaper over your shoulder while lazily responding to your rambles.
“you look so cute with your reading glasses. you’re the most handsome boyfriend in the whole world. i’m so lucky, ain’t i?”
“you’re a real treat, y/n.”
“i love your hair, darry. you look so much better with this hairstyle than anyone else. you should be a model.”
“i’d be a terrible model, dear.”
gang is so jealous of your relationship btw. they call it bullshit that darry pulled you.
they fake gag and groan when you do this but in reality they’re like, ‘damn…when is it my turn to be happy.😒’
darry’s self esteem’s alright. it’s not the best but it’s not the worst. but you’re always there to remind him he’s absolutely perfect :).
Steve Randle ;
HE’S SOOOO WHIPPED LMFAOOOO
like i swear to god the second you went on a rant about him he was so ready to marry you right then and there.
“you’re so good when it comes to cars. honestly—you could just make your own and it’d be 100x better than whoever made them before. you’re just the best mechanic ever.”
“really? you think so? ‘cause if i were ever to i’d totally change the way they-“
and now steve’s on a 12 minute rant on how he’d change cars to rub better while you just sit there, listening to him with a smile.
YOU HAVE HIM SOOOO INSANE LIKE I SWEAR TO GOD!?? he couldn’t ask for a better partner if he tried!!!
like, i imagine steve’s always had confidence issues—being friends with soda n all don’t really help.
BUT THEN YOU CAME ALONG AND HE’S JUST VISIBLY HAPPIER😭😭.
“you’re so smart, steve. like—the smartest ever.”
“stawpp, oh my god. what else am i, though?”
“you’re cute, awfully nice, you got the prettiest eyes the world’s ever seen-“
please tell him all this while kissing him all over. he needs it so bad.
teehee lazily kissing steve randles face as the blush across his face grows from the never ending compliments that leave your lips😜
he’d totally tell you to shut up and when you don’t, he just kiss you.
AUGHHHH
Two-Bit Mathews ;
AUGH HE DOES THE SAME THING FOR YOU !!!!
honestly—he didn’t like it at first. ‘cause deep down he was all, ‘wtf??? i’m supposed to be making them swoon n’ shit??? why am i the one giggling rn??😒😡’
but overtime he’d look forward to your silly little love drunk rambles. tell him he’s the most thoughtful boyfriend ever when he’s drunk and he might cry.
“YOU REALLY THINK THAT? BABY, STA-“
and he’s like actually sobbing while hugging you.
sitting on two-bit’s lap in the backseat of his car at the drive-in, ignoring the movie you guys came to watch because you’re both too focused on each other.
kissing every inch of his face, laughs leaving his lips as you mutter small comments about how cute his laugh is. unconsciously, his grip on your hips tightening.
FUCK i’m making myself feel lonely writing this.
every single good thing you say about him gets internalized. someone could say his hair’s dumb but then in his head he goes ‘NUH-UH! y/n said my hair is absolutely perfect😜’
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majosullivan · 9 months ago
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Nevermore Dashboard Simulator 2
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I don’t care what any of you are saying, I just think it is weird that people are joking that Lenore and Annabel are secretly into each other when they have shown constant distant for each other?? Go take a walk through the academy grounds
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the fun police right here is trying to put me in gay detenion but Lenore and Annabel are blocking the way because Lenore has pinned Annabel against the wall
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THE DEVIL HAS A CLAIM ON YOUR SOUL
#WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? #THEY CLEARLY HATE EACH OTHER #WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SAYING STUFF LIKE THIS?
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[snapping out of remembering the horrific details about how I slowly suffocated under a black mass of slurry, not knowing if my siblings were alive or not, all because I smelt the scent of coal coming from the fire in the common room] oh I should have been at the club
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i can’t deal with this academy anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!
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Area Man Who Has "Had Enough" Wakes Up Next Morning at 7:00 AM to Get Ready to Go to Class Again
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I don’t know if it’s just the stress from the announcement that there’s only one new life, but I SWEAR I just saw Lenore drag Annabel Lee into a closet just now
#or I have started to lose my mind #with how today ended #that seems like a much more reasonable conclusion
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God I wish I was that bell
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THIS WAS MEANT TO BE SAVED TO DRAFTS
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GUYS PLEASE STOP REBLOGING THIS, ISN’T MY SHAME ENOUGH?
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NO YOU CAN’T DO THIS TO ME
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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭I HAVETO GO TO CLASS AGAIN😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰😰
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my greek chorus ^
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My roommate, who just manifested into an six foot tall ochimusha and consistently calls me dearest: All the creatures in this maze seem to desire nothing more than to suck dry any life we have remaining, i just don’t understand this academy
Me [heard “suck dry” and got so hard i got nauseous]: i think i hauve the devil in me
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The Deans are literally Tweedledum & Tweedledee coded because of their sinister symmetry. but whatever
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OP I know this is a joke, but just remember that if you go knocking on enough doors asking to see the devil, eventually he’ll answer.
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I’m never going to listen to anyone ever again that tries to give dating advice along the lines of ‘The worst thing that they can say is no :)’, bitch I just witnessed that Ada girl get insulted so throughly in public after she tried to flirt with Prospero that she literally manifested into some screeching rotten hag
#like be real with me right now
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The whole experience with the rats in yesterday’s lesson felt like having to escape a ficious pack of bloodthirsty hunting dogs, and I was but a simple and unexpecting deer
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WHAT THE SHIT
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Kill them with kindness? WRONG. Spectre attack 👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻
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Call me Wall Street the way I. The way I just crashed onto the floor because of that fucking Hungry Ghost
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Have y’all just. Ignored everything that has happened the past few years or are some of you just fucking with me?
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Is this some kind of wide spread prank that people are doing? Me and my roommate were talking about what memories of our family we had recovered and I mentioned how badly my brother was affected by his conscription during the World War II, and my roommate just looked at me like I was speaking another language and asked me what war I was even talking about
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I’m sorry, world war number
WHAT?
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I’M SORRY, WORLD WARS???
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@blushedandbloomed you cannot just react like that without any explanation about what on earth you meant by World War II
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I MEANT WORLD WAR II, AS IN THE SECOND WORLD WAR, 1ST SEPTEMBER 1939 - 2ND SEPTEMBER 1945. WHY ARE YOU GUYS REACTING LIKE THIS?
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Unless you are the Oracle of Delphi, why the hell are you stating an end date for a war that’s still going on?
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BECAUSE I’M NOT??? WHAT YEAR DO YOU THINK IT IS?
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1942, WHAT YEAR DO YOU THINK IT IS?
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1950. I WOULD LIKE TO THINK I WOULD KNOW THE YEAR THAT I DIED THANK YOU VERY MUCH
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IT’S LITERALLY 1934???
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This is getting out of hand
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I DIED IN 1916, HOW ARE YOU GUYS SAYING THAT YOU WERE ALIVE AROUND TWENTY YEARS AFTER THAT WHEN I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF THE WAR THAT TOOK MY LIFE IS EVEN OVER?
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LOVELY ARE YOU TELLING US THAT YOU DIED DURING WORLD WAR I?
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THAT IS WHAT YOU ALL MEAN BY WORLD WAR I???
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I must be having some kind of vivid dream because there is no way this is right. In the most recent memories I currently have, the coronation of Edward VII recently occurred, and now I’m seeing people claiming that they died 1910-1950?
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HOLD ON, QUEEN VICTORIA IS DEAD?!
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I am going to lose my marbles
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WHAT FECKING YEAR IS IT
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mihii-i · 7 months ago
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hi there ! i’ve never requested anyone before but i saw that you like taking wlw requests so i caved 😭
as a hi3 player my raiden mei obsession has extended to acheron, and i’d love to see some general dating hcs. maybe what her preferences are (even sexual preferences huhuhrheheheh), how she shows love and affection, or whatever you feel like adding!
i have a severe acheron addiction so if you suddenly get an influx of acheron asks it’s probably me 😇
acheron general dating hcs
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Pairings: acheron x fem!reader
CW: sfw and nsfw, female reader, afab reader, nsfw below the second cut, one hc is angst, strap on mention, cunnilingus, face sitting, praise kink, slight mention of degradation, bondage, romantic sex, fingering, biting, slicey slicey white hair acheron yay (both in a kinky way and in a scary way), um I love tea :3
A/N: GIRL ME TOOO IM SO OBSESSED WITH ACHERON ITS ACTUALLY WILD SHES ACTUALLY MY FAV HSR CHARACTER I LOEV THIS WOMAN SM ALSO PLEASE REQUEST ACHERON I AM ENCOURAGING THIS SO HARD REQUEST A ONESHOT IF YOU CAN IM GONNA EAT THE WALL anyway sorry for that I just love acheron a little too much <3 🕯️
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I’m just gonna be completely honest Acheron is such a sweetheart when you’re dating her.
She shows affection in the most random ways it’s genuinely adorable- like she’ll buy you a random piece of food from Penacony’s golden hour or something or hug you from behind while resting her chin on your shoulder with a soft hum.
Really enjoys it when you kiss her face all over, it makes her feel loved and special.
That being said I feel like she’d be a fan of the lipstick trend too.
I feel like she’d enjoy recording things on her phone instead of yours. Like whenever you guys take a selfie or record a memory, she always pulls her phone out before you can get yours. Probably cause she’ll remember them if they’re on her phone.
No worries she still forwards them to you <3
Acheron absolutely loves it when you sit in her lap or snake yourself under her arm while leaning against her side to cuddle. She’d always wrap her arm around you with a soft smile and pull you close against her.
Whenever you two are on dates, and she gets up to use the restroom, she frequently forgets where she’s going or loses her way to it. So often times, you usually tail her as a companion because she ends up doing a whole side quest lmao-
Not very talkative in your relationship, but shows her affection when she usually just stays calm and prefers to hold you in silence, leaning against your chest to remind herself that you’re here with her whenever she hears your hearbeat.
Completely random but she probably somehow accidentally caught a fish and brought it home to you. To which you just raised an eyebrow out of disappointment and confusion, but it’s ok because it’s Acheron and you love her. <3
She may not show it, but she gets really happy when you buy her peaches or something peach flavored, since it’s one of the few things she can taste :( [the way I started violently sobbing after writing this bullet]
One time when she accidentally showed you her slicey slicey form you ended up being a little terrified, and she feels awful for it. She tried so hard to make it up to you, literally bought you anything she wanted, showered you with kisses, took you out on a romantic date, almost everything.
Sometimes you have to tell Acheron to loosen her grip, since when you two sleep she hugs you WAY too tight. Like, this woman can accidentally kill someone out of affection.
she’s like a cat with a resting bitch face, but is really sweet tbh…or maybe I just love cats too much.
Smells like peaches and rainwater and you can’t change my mind, maybe a hint of cherry blossom perfume :)
Someone get her google maps I love her sm
nsfw below the cut.
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Contrary to what everyone says—Acheron is NOT a top in my opinion. She’s a switch. A MASSIVE FUCKING SWITCH ‼️
Her strap game go crazy though trust
Nothing more this woman loves than digging her fingers into your thighs and parting them to eat you out like you were her last meal she would have in centuries. <3
I feel like she’d love face sitting, giving or receiving.
Screamer? Nah she groans and it sounds unbelievably hot. Like-?
A lot of people believe that she’s into degrading BUT I DONT THINK SO AHAHA I feel like she prefers praise, since she doesn’t like the idea of degrading you and making you seem like you’re less than her :(
Even if you’re into that, it takes a lot to convince her that you really want to and even then she’s super hesitant and barely even tries to degrade you. Probably switches back to praise midway since she can’t shit talk you at all. She’s too sweet for that.
Seriously into romantic sex over kinky sex, but isn’t afraid to throw in some crazy kinks every once in a while, bondage being one of her favorites.
Acheron would absolutely love it when you whisper how much you love her into her ear, and whine out how you don’t want her to leave. It makes her feel all warm and fuzzy as she reassures you she’s yours forever, and how you’re hers.
You whisper that stuff while she’s topping? Great, your legs aren’t gonna work tomorrow as she’s buried in your cunt and your moans are muffled by her lips smashed against yours. When she’s bottoming? Congrats, you made her even wetter as she’s trying to bite her lip to control the filthy groans from her throat and grinding down against your fingers or strap.
Biter. Like hold her as close as you can and she’ll bite down onto you HARD. Still licks the area in case it hurts though. Along with that, she loves it when you bite her back—she just thinks they look pretty.
I feel she’s ripped your clothing off on multiple occasions. Especially when she’s in her other form and wants to have sex with you. Afterwards or before, she apologizes and promises to buy you a brand new one.
Speaking of which she has DEFINITELY fucked you real good when she goes white hair and slicey slicey
She adores the idea of just towering over you with her hands planted beside your head, bonus points if she gets to hold your hands.
Her aftercare is immaculate mwah
Constantly checks up on you and showers you with praise and kisses wawawawawa while helping you clean up, and probably puts on a movie or something while cuddling up to you.
If you’re the one giving aftercare please hug her as tight as possible and reassure her she did good, just hold her hand with your fingers laced between hers as you promise against her skin that you’ll stay with her. Literally do it or else I’m going to eat your cupcakes omg
Falls asleep in your arms 3 out of 4 times everytime you guys have sex late at night.
I’m too gay for her it’s not even funny anymore atp
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A/N: ONE, I KNEW I HAD TO WORK ON THIS AS SOON AS I SAW IT EVEN THOUGH ITS 2 AM AND I SHOULD BE ASLEEP. AND TWO, IF SOMEONE ASKS “well why is it so long 🥺🥺” BECAUSE I LOVE ACHERON SHUSH
anon I’m encouraging this behavior please request me more acheron and acheron oneshots I’m begging u I’m totally normal about her
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cosmicallydivine · 2 years ago
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i’m realizing just how well it fits for crowley talking to god as well and im gonna be sick
“i don’t know if you’re listening, or if you wanted to hear from me//i don’t feel like you’re supposed to when somebody sets you free” WITH THE SEASON 1 SCENE WHERE HES YELLING TO GOD FROM HIS FLAT AND TALKING ABOUT HOW HE NEVER MEANT TO FALL
“i’m not good at pretending that i’m happy to be alone” WITH THE ENTIRE “i’m on my side” “that sounds lonely” / “i thought you said it wasn’t lonely” “i’m a demon. i lied” THING OH MY GOD
and again with “do you know me better, better than i know myself?” YALL THE RELIGIOUS IDENTITY CRISIS OF IT ALL
i’m just so obsessed with the idea of how falling actually affected crowley internally and like the loss of identity that would come with it like there’s so much tragedy there
someone who actually knows how to edit i am BEGGING for a crowley edit to better by ben platt
“i don’t wanna come crawling, crawling//but i catch myself falling, falling//i could try to stop calling, calling, just to show myself”
“cause i lost part of me when i lost all of you”
LIKE ITS SO POST S2 CROWLEY OH MY GOD
AND AND AND “but it’s me that i miss now, there’s a me that i didn’t keep” WITH PRE FALL CROWLEY BUT ALSO WITH WHO HE WAS WHEN HE WAS WITH AZIRAPHALE AND AAAAAAAAAAA
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ask-october-fox · 5 months ago
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Hey OctoberFox! Welcome back! I've been a spirit viewing from afar ever since my partner introduced me to your existence a few years ago, so happy to see you're doing well! We always make sure to stock up on apple cider frycakes when we can (and apples, of course), so if you'd like an offering we can set some aside at a shrine.
I wanted to ask you a question... well, maybe advice is the better word to choose here. I've been diving into a lot of things over the past couple of years: voice acting, blender/3D art, and coding to name a few. However, I often find myself either losing all confidence or interest in these things (that I find myself loving to do) after a few weeks of investment. As an entity that has continued to push forward and return with dedication year after year, do you have any words of wisdom you could offer this lost spirit? I apologize if I'm asking for too much, but different perspectives makes a complete picture and I feel like knowing yours would be helpful.
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Hello dear spirit! I am so glad that you could join me this year! Also a an extended "thank you" to your partner for introducing my little corner of the world to you. I hope you have been enjoying it. As for your question, that is a tough one I would have to say, but do know that the feelings that you have are very normal. Im not too sure what to tell you in terms of you losing interest- unless losing interest is part of the losing confidence, but either way please dont be hard on yourself for having a fleeting passion for one project before moving to another. I suppose that inspiration is a finicky thing like that! As for the losing confidence, please know that this happens to literally everyone. I think part of that can be how we see others around us, social media has a tendency to show usually the best of someone's work all while hiding the mistakes, trials, and errors to get where they are now. To be honest, it is very hard to be where we want to be with the hobbies and passions that we love, because for most of us, there is no true ceiling. Once we reach one step, we're already looking ahead trying to get to the next, and then the next, and so on. Its a want to be better, to strive for more, and its a beautiful and frustrating thing. If it helps at all, when I first started as a spirit guide I was... not very good at it. I had no idea what I was doing or what I was supposed to do! I made so many mistakes, its almost embarrassing to admit. But I kept going, because for all the mistakes I made, there were times when I could help someone, and when I could help one person.. I could help two.. or three. Each person I helped has become a memory that I keep close to my heart, and when I feel like maybe I cant do this, I try and remember those times. If I can make one person smile, or offer some words of comfort; if I can do one good thing for someone, then I know im going in the right direction. Its because of you spirits is what has kept my own fire alive for all these years, and because of that I want to be better not just for myself, but for all of you as well. Also another thing to keep in mind is that projects and hobbies are meant to be fun! If they start to become work, or a drag, step away from it. Dont turn something that you love into something that you hate all due to some imaginary pressure to be perfect from the get go. After all life is short, yes? Why spend that time not enjoying yourself? So keep going! Keep trying! Keep making mistakes and keep learning! Try new things and try old things! After all, if you feel like youve hit rock bottom.. then the only other way to go is up. I hope that wasnt too lengthy, but if they helped you-even a little, then know that will be another memory that I will carry with me for the rest of my days. Take care, spirit. Be kind to yourself 🤍🖤🧡🕯️
.....are those treats still available...? 👀
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chonkymoth · 4 months ago
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wishlist + predictions for s6 of wwdits ✨🕯️🦇🖤
guillermo getting a job + moving out into the garden shack/house is what causes nandor to lose his mind (as per the synopsis for ep 5)
laszlo succeeds in creating a cure for vampirism via his frankenstein experiments—likely chucks it in the bin for one reason or another
sean admitting he's known about everyone being vampires for a while now because hypnosis no longer works on him
laszlo's dad's ghost hitting on doll!nadja (or vice versa)
return of jim the vampire (pls) (laszlo x jim content i am BEGGING)
ambiguous nandermo canon (realistic scenario even though I desperately wish it would just. be canon)
zombie!derek is working wherever guillermo gets hired (panera? per promo pics?)
confirmed marriage between the baron and sire
the guide starts working at the office as well
"swear wolves" reference and/or getting to see anton (my beloved)
reference to/getting to see o'leary and minogue
simon the devious/the cursed hat!
nandor joins a basketball team/more nandor loving basketball content
nandermo's most intense fight yet <3
guillermo's mom calls nandor his bf
colin posts rage-bait on social media to drain ppl
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taxman-talkman · 27 days ago
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One day. Maybe soon. You’re going to realize how horrible of a person I am. I’ve been kind of putting it off because I like having friends who didn’t have to see me at my absolute worst. Who didn’t have to be snapped at, who didn’t have to watch me swallow my pride and relearn how to walk with new prosthetics. Who don’t have to deal with the worst parts of me all the time. You’re forgiving and you’re kind but you’re not that forgiving. I know there’s a line somewhere and I don’t know what it’s going to take to cross it for you but I know I will. I know I will. Eventually. I will.
There’s never been someone who has had it so bad and who has come out of it trying to be. Nothing like. What they wanted us to be like. You got dealt a shit hand in life again and again and again and you’re still. You don’t want to hurt anyone. And you’re not. Mad. And I want you to be mad because the shit that’s happened to you isn’t fair. And the only way that I can think to. I don’t know, deal with that is to be mad. And I guess I worry that maybe you don’t think it was so bad or maybe that. It’s okay that it happened to someone as “low of a station” as you and I don’t want that. I want you to treat yourself like a person and I want you to be mad. Or at least. Something. It wasn’t fair. It’s not fair.
I think about the line that I’m going to cross with you a lot. I watch it. From where I am. I can’t see it but I always look at the next shitty thing that’s going to come fumbling out of my fucking mouth. I don’t expect you to love what I say every single time. I know it’ll happen. You’re my best friend but I know it’ll happen. I had it so good compared to you and I turned out like this.
I don’t have enough time left to make it up to you. For how I am. I’m going to say shitty things and there won’t be enough time for me to. Take it back or. To apologize or anything. You’re going to go on and I’m really, really not.
I’m scared that I’m going to cross that line and you’re just going to accept it. I’m going to step clear over that line and you’re going to act like it’s normal. Or I’m going to step over that line and you’re going to. I don’t. Know how to do this. I don’t know how you do it. How you’re not mad all the time. How you’re not just. I want you to know that you’re a person and that you get to be mad and frustrated at how things are, how they were, how you were treated.
How you are now scares me a little. I want Florix to be Florix. Not Infestation but, yourself. And I’m. I don’t want you to lose more of yourself. I want you to be yourself. I want it to be you. I want Florix, my friend. My best friend. And I can’t tell you. I don’t know how you live day in and day out with that. I’ve lost so much of myself, I nearly lost my fucking mind in shelving and I don’t know how you do it. How you feel yourself being pulled apart, pulled thin over many different places all at once. Aren’t you afraid that it isn’t you anymore? I want it to be you. I don’t want to lose you. I was scared. I know what I said. I can’t apologize.
When the time comes when I inevitably fuck this all up and I’m stumbling over myself to apologize or take it back or whatever it is that I stupidly try to come up with, I hope you pick yourself. I was ruined by what happened to me and you’ve managed to come out of it. A better man than I ever could. So I hope you pick yourself.
Good luck.
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changingplumbob · 1 year ago
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URL Song Tag Game
Thanks to being tagged by @seriallovertrait and @gamyrmaiden I get to bless you all with how eclectic my music taste really is. I'm going to tuck it all below the cut because my username is long.
Quick moment for all my beloved songs that start with s that won't be able to be mentioned 🕯️
Everyone who sees this is obviously tagged but I know not everyone is music mad. For some exact tags... @marcishaun, @sharona-sims, @daedriyth, @simslegacy5083, @aliengirl, @limeysims, @nigmos, @ethicaltreatmentofcowplants (feel free to shorten your username, or not, I'm not your boss), @eljeebee, @calicosimgirl, @mushbop. But EVERYONE is genuinely tagged because I'd put you all in if I could.
So, songs for the letters of my username below! Also including the lyrics I love because who am I if not someone who breaks the rules of tag games? Please don't feel like you have to do this level of detail, it's purely me making more work for myself.
EDIT: Omg and @matchalovertrait tagged me to but I missed it because I took so long doing this 🫠
C Curtains: Ed Sheeran
This one is my, I see the light at the end of my depression tunnel song. It came out just as my mental health was moving into a better place. Obviously I also love Ed Sheeran.
Can you pull the curtains, let me see the sunshine? I think I'm done with my hidin' place, and you found me anyway It's been forever, but I'm feelin' alright Tears dry and will leave no trace, and tomorrow's another day
H Heroes: David Bowie
I love David Bowie! This song is a classic and it always makes me happy.
I, I will be king And you, you will be queen Though nothing will drive them away We can be Heroes, just for one day
A All the King's Horses: Karmina
I am still obsessed with Reign. This song I actually heard and fell in love with before I saw it on the show though. It conveys such rich emotion. Seriously, if you only listen to one song from my post, make it this one. It makes me want to write every time I listen to it.
All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put me back together again
There is a reason I'm still standing I never knew if I'd be landing And I will run fast, outlast Everyone that said no
N Never Enough: Loren Allred
I love musicals, though I'm not as obsessed as some. I really like the Greatest Showman and it has a bunch of great songs. This song always takes my breath away.
All the shine of a thousand spotlights All the stars we steal from the night sky Will never be enough Never be enough Towers of gold are still too little These hands could hold the world but it'll Never be enough Never be enough
G Gold Forever: The Wanted
My boyband phase was The Wanted rather than One Direction. I love Gold Forever, and hearing it gives me all the nostalgic high school feelings. I still can't believe Tom is dead.
Promise me, you'll stay the way you are Keep the fire alive and stay young at heart When the storm feels like it could blow you out Remember, you got me and I got you
'Cause we are butterflies, butterflies, we were meant to fly You and I, you and I, colors in the sky When the innocence is dead and gone These will be the times we look back on
I It Won't Be Long Now: In the Heights Original Motion Picture Cast
I love so many songs from this film, some days I will just listen to the album on loop for hours. This one is a favourite, along with Blackout and Champagne.
The neighborhood salon doesn't pay me what I wanna be making but I don't mind As I sweep the curb I can hear those turbo engines blazing a trail through the sky I look up and think about the years gone by But one day I'm walking to JFK and I'm gonna fly!
N Nothing Left to Lose: Jeremy Jordan and Eden Espinosa
Yes this song is from the Tangled animated TV series. I see no problems. These two are great singers and honestly I could just copy/paste all the song lyrics because it's great.
So I chose To lose my doubts and lose my chains Lose each weakness that remains Now that I have nothing left to lose Nothing left to lose
G Give Me Your Hand: The Ready Set
This is one that gets stuck in my head easily but I actually fell in love with it because the lyric video for it is singing the song in sign language! We love inclusion and accessibility here!
She said 'I love this song I've heard it before and it stole my heart I know every word' She's gonna dance all night night, Till it hurts Singing the best song ever, best song ever!
P Playground: High Dive Heart
I like a bunch of songs by High Dive Heart and was stoked this one could fit on the list! I love it because I'm a senimental sap at heart and the whole song is a nostalgic dream of what made our childhood before we grew up and had to tackle the real world.
That's why they call e'm the good ole days Taking on the world cause we weren't afraid Jumping off rooftops in our skates Cause we didn't know we could break If I knew then, what I know right now I would've stayed on the playground I left my heart in the lost and found I should've stayed on the playground
L Life On Mars: David Bowie
Another Bowie song? YES! When I play his legacy album and get to this one I often have to put it on single song repeat for a while.
Sailors fighting in the dance hall Oh man, look at those cavemen go It's the freakiest show Take a look at the lawman Beating up the wrong guy Oh man, wonder if he'll ever know He's in the best selling show Is there life on Mars?
U Unapologize: Carrie Underwood
I am a romantic so of course I'm going to love this song.
I unapologize I meant every word Won't take back the way I feel about you Can't unsay what you heard
'Cause you heard me right, and I won't try To fight 'em back or hide my feelings for you I unapologize
M Monster Under My Bed: Bebe Rexha
You know that song The Monster sung by Eminem and Rihanna? Well Bebe Rexha wrote it! I love her solo version, not to rain on the rap version obviously, but I love her early music.
In a world so black and white Out of place and out of my mind Woke up and I realized Imperfection is divine
B Babe: Taylor Swift
So I heard the Sugarland version featuring Taylor Swift, loved it, adored the music video! Then Red (Taylor's Version) came out and I learned she actually wrote it? I love it.
I'm here on the kitchen floor You call, but I won't hear it You said no one else We ain't getting through this one, babe I break down every time you call We're a wreck, you're the wrecking ball You said no one else This is the last time I'll never call you, babe
O On Melancholy Hill: Gorillaz
I heard this one first when playing Life is Strange 2 and I love it. The rhythm is soothing to my brain.
Where you can't get what you want But you can get me So let's set out to sea, love 'Cause you are my medicine When you're close to me
B Brave, Honest, Beautiful: Fifth Harmony ft Meghan Trainor
I was never obsessed with Fifth Harmony but during university I did have a rough time and there was a bunch of their singles I'd listen to on loop to lift my spirits. This was one.
You can dance like Beyoncé You can shake like Shakira 'Cause you're brave, yeah You're fearless and you're beautiful, you're beautiful
So whine like Rihanna Go and pose like Madonna 'Cause you're brave, yeah You're honest and you're beautiful, you're beautiful, girl
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kittonafoxgirl · 4 months ago
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Hi friend! 👋 Hope you're doing well! For the writers asks game please:
🕯️ ⇢ on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that? (for either fics or podfics!)
🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
I am doing wonderful :3 busily finishing up my second big bang podfic.
How much do I enjoy editing. Mm so for writing, when I edit it's more about trying to figure out how to add words because I don't particularly enjoy writing and it always feels a bit like pulling teeth. However I do enjoy *reading* my own writing sooo uh that means I do occasionally talk myself into doing it. Probably like a 2? For editing my own stuff.
I enjoy editing other people's stuff more (spag, flow, word choice etc) as long as it's short. I lose steam pretty fast if it's more than like 10 pages. But I'd give this type of editing mmm 6?
For podfic, I have a hard time getting myself to start editing, but i do enjoy it a lot once im doing it, especially if I'm adding sound effects or music. I'd say 9/10 most of the time. Which is good because editing takes at least twice as long as recording did and that's if I'm not doing anything fancy.
Share a head canon. I...I'm sure I have some but man head empty no thoughts. The one that came to mind only works for certain AUs but it is one I've had fun playing with (it features in the one fic i have on AO3 thats over 2k): because of Anakins extra special connection to the force, he's shit at shielding his own mind so obi-wan helps him maintain shields and this means their bond is a lot stronger than a typical master padawan bond.
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darkcacaocookieandfriends · 4 months ago
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🕯️xas many as you want. I love hearing this shit
(I will do several for each one. Separated by muse. Spoilered because long as hell.)
Dark Cacao
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(Candy) "When the time comes, all will come to fruition and you and I will be enemies once more. Even though I am the keeper of your name, I cannot help but feel disheartened at this scenario and yet, I know it to be so certain in my mind. I try to put it aside... Yet, I feel it with dough-chilling certainty."
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(Skyline) "Skyline, my boy. You have quite the future ahead of you. So much promise in one little cookie, fallen from the sky like a gift to all of Earthbread. I can only hope, that in your quest to find yourself that you never lose sight of who you truly are...no matter who that cookie may be." Burning Spice
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(Candy) "Candy Eye Cookie... If only you could see that you are not meant for greatness. The goal of a monster is always the same, and a herald cannot be made of you. Ask me how I know this. But you could never, for that is the very thing you fear. Embracing yourself is your own worst fear and yet something you cannot deny. For a monster is a monster no matter what disguise they wear."
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(Candy) "Even someone like you would shrink away at my touch. The touch of a cookie so fated to only crumble all that is in his hands. Can you not see, that I too have met failure and shame? Of COURSE it hurts, and it always will but running from that will always be a neigh impossible feat. It's best to embrace the darkness in your heart. It hurts far less to do so... It's best to bury it and move forward. More than anyone, I know there are pieces far too fractured of myself to put back together. You can never be that cookie in their eyes, Candy Eye Cookie. You can never make up for those transgressions, and they will always be a brand upon you, reminding you of all you've done. At times, I wonder if you hear it too? The voices of cookies long since perished by your hands, the wailing in the spice storms, the calling of the Licorice Sea...You feel the same too, don't you? Constant reminders of your failure. Of all you could never be. It hurts you too...doesn't it?"
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(Skyline) "Truly, you have the blackened heart of a Great Destroyer! I cannot wait for you to carry on my legacy, and when the time comes we will see if I get my question answered. What would it take, to destroy me? Could it be YOU, perhaps?"
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(Tainted Licorice) "You try so hard not to lick the bottoms of the shoes of others, but you have been doing that all along to my DEAR FRIEND Shadow Milk. In your pursuit of freedom you only adorned yourself in even MORE chains. How amusing!" Choco Werehound/Schwarzwalder
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(To Candy)
"I've got to wonder, why you try so hard to keep what little humanity you got. Why are you so afraid of being one of us? Wear it with pride. I think Red Velvet Cookie said it best, cookies came up with the term monster as an insult, something to degrade us and separate us, to put us below them. Is that how you really feel? If so, I gotta say, I thought I had a subservient issue but you got me beat. I know I'm still on my own journey to find out who I am, and I hope one day you can too. Maybe then you can finally rest that pretty head, eh?"
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(Skyline) "You got so much to learn, kid! But don't worry, Uncle Brute's gonna help you! I'll teach you what it means to be a monster, what the thrill of the fight and the love of jamshed can do you!"
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"I know your mother's just trying to guard your heart, but trust me it hurts you more than helps you. In this world, you're going to see things you don't like, things that will haunt you forever if you're not ready for them. She should know that more than anyone but I think that's why she tries to save you from it. She doesn't want you to hurt like her... Sorry Candy, but he's gotta know for himself. You can't save anyone from reality."
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(Licorice) "I want to protect you from all the pain you feel, and yet you hide things from me. Am I...not good enough to know them? Am I not good enough to stand on equal ground with you? Am I...just a cake monster to you after all?
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"If you knew how I really felt, would it change anything? You're one of the few cookies who don't run away screaming when you see me. More than anyone, you accepted me. I don't even mind being your slave anymore...In fact, I feel at home being one to you. It feels weird NOT being your slave now. That might be complacency talking but so be it. I'm not willing to change that. Am I truly a slave, though? Sometimes I feel we're more friends, buddies with benefits...You think I'd be fine with that...but I want to much more. I can't help how I feel. I just want to be the one who takes away that pain, to protect you from anyone and anything that wants to hurt you. I want to dry your tears, to kiss them all away and hold you in my arms. I shouldn't want that. I know it's taboo for someone like me to want those things from you...Guess I'm taboo, then. Guess I'm a bug, dumb brute for wanting a stupid, flat cookie to love me...if only you knew what you did to me, what you make me want to do to you... I know you gave me an option but I could never leave you. I could never not protect you. I belong to you...and I want you to belong to me."
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(Tainted Licorice) "What made you agree with me? To think you too are born evil? I know you seem righteous in your convictions but...that's never been the Licorice I knew. He always had some good in his heart. He was never...truly evil. Just hurt and misunderstood. When you love someone, you love their cracks and flaws...but I can't help but wonder if this is all a symptom of something so much greater. Who broke you so bad to make you choose this path? I feel like you're scared, but you won't tell me that. I know you better than that. You always wanted to be tough to me. You always wanted to be strong...but, I know the truth. I never cared if you were or not. You want to lead, but the truth is you need someone to lean on, to rely on. Your foundation is made of salt and your crown is a bunch of rotting thorns. A true leader has to stand on their own, I gotta ask if you can like this? You assure me you can, but I have doubt in my heart. Forgive me, my love. And still, despite this, I'll follow you because in the end, there's gotta be someone to catch you when you fall and these strong arms are waiting for you when that happens. In the end it's you and me against the world, and even if we crumble to bits I'll make sure it's in each other's arms."
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goldenworldsabound · 5 months ago
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If you wanna talk more about your Log Horizon SI :3c
🎵Music: If you/your self-insert had a theme song, what would it be? Bonus: An extra song that fits you/your self-insert and your f/o!
and/or
🕯️Candle: Do you/your self-insert have a secret? If so, what is it and why do they keep it to themselves? Is it dark and mysterious or something small, yet impactful?
(dragonsmooch)
Ask meme here! I DO WANT TO THANK YOU @dragonsmooch
🎵Music: If you/your self-insert had a theme song, what would it be? Bonus: An extra song that fits you/your self-insert and your f/o!
Okay I don't have any songs specifically for my SI yet and I find it hard to seek them out so take this ship some (with some explanation).
I love this song so much. It feels so innocent and happy go lucky which I think is fitting for the ship. Supporting each other and loving being together! Especially the aspect of stumbling in see we all got isekai'd, especially Void who got isekai'd onto the opposite side of the globe from all of their existing friends due to bad luck. I think they do feel very much like they stumbled into this new friends/family they found.
🕯️Candle: Do you/your self-insert have a secret? If so, what is it and why do they keep it to themselves? Is it dark and mysterious or something small, yet impactful?
A secret...nothing comes to mind too much at the moment, though I've only just started season 2 so it's possible that will change. I think Shiroe, Naotsugu, Nyanta, and possibly Akatsuki are all aware that Void's friends are still working on how to get to them, and that this might impact things, but they do keep it from the kiddos. They kiddos don't need to be worrying about stuff like that. It's all very long term for a while and truthfully the longer Void is with Log Horizon they don't know what they'll do when their friends finally do show up...
But I don't think there's much they keep from Shiroe. I am toying with the idea of them dying once before he does (you get resurrected though you do lose some exp/real world memories) and I think they would withhold what that experience is like from him - but again while I KNOW it's explored more in the show I haven't gotten there yet and I don't remember from years ago so XD details still fleshed out. It sounds like it wears you down so they might not want to tell him about it, so he doesn't blame himself for their death in combat.
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swordpact · 1 year ago
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🕯️ from fal and minthara
fallahan.
there are loose pages slipping from the journal. oriax had been sewing them into the old book when the night had grown dark and he had slipped away to hide beneath the heavy blankets provided here by fallahan. looking at it, one can see oriax's clean and practiced script.
a peek wouldn't hurt, would it?
The last time I glimpsed Fallahan had been from the balcony of my home, when my father had been dealing with him for materials that only an ex-adventurer could get their hands on. I don't remember being seen -- but he responded with familiarity when we finally made the acquaintance of him and those he works alongside.
I must admit I find his company agreeable, even preferable to many of the people we have met on this journey yet. The others think I am losing myself to naivety once again, but I am simply glad for some of the comforts of home.
Perhaps I will make time to dine with our current benefactor on the morrow.
minthara.
there are diagrams on this page - half-sketched images of the sigil of the absolute tucked beside the skulls of myrkul, bane and bhaal. he's had a lot on his mind recently.
the writing on the page is neat and tidy, though it smudges in a few places where he's grown careless with the ink.
Minthara walks into the city with us. I can't stop thinking about seeing her in the camp, a tactician surrounded by stolen text, before we turned on her. I think there's still a crack in my skull from her mace. There's certainly a scar on my horn on the right side.
She swears vengeance on the things trying to guide her fate against her will, and I have grown to. . .trust her in some measure. Her rage is something comforting in the chaos of the city.
I need to meet with her and discuss our plans for taking the temple beneath the city. I'll deal with that in the morning.
inner thoughts.
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i never thought i would be here but i am absolutely losing my mind at these recent matty/ross developMENTS. like.. what is going on? why was the malaysia kiss so much different than the others.. like, did you guys practice..? 🥹
Bestie we are here toGETHER don't you even worryyyy
I have many questions and not enough answers and I would like Ross to officially join Matty in LA (as he seems to be have done already anyway?) and just scoop him up and kiss him again
I don't think I'm asking for too much ✨
Bring on Chicago on Friday 🕯️🏳️‍🌈
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heireign · 3 months ago
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@absolventiia : send me 🕯️to hear my character's inner thoughts about your character — aurane.
113AC : ( it had seemed as a horrid a cruel jape as there ever had been one, when they had been borne — that my mother had laboured for the majority of her life to that end, that she had kept forcing herself to endure, again and again, all in the service of doing her duty to my father and providing him a true heir, that he should have two with his second wife and more, have two with her. that he should have all that he wanted and even more, I wanted that for him, I did. but I still do not know why it had to be her - why it had to be her of all people, my closest friend and confidante, now his. I wanted things to remain the same, but how then, could they ? to have birthed an heir and a spare in one… I would be useless, if I wasn’t already. why good indeed would I be then beyond a marriage pact to a lord of a far off castle, distant from the goings on of court and out of sight. out of mind, and soon enough it would be I who was mocked for daring to hope. it is childish, a selfish thought to dwell on the inevitable, to mar the happy occasion with my own irrelevant responses to it all — for it would not matter if I did not want to be replaced, if the king saw fit to see it done. it would not matter, and it would not be their fault. and I am glad they were born healthy, above all. and if this was the price I need pay for their well-being, for their continued good health and the survival of their mother, I would willing pay it. yet I fear obscurity, more then I ever have. I loathe those brief moments where I saw a glimmer of something more, the brief sheen of hope upon the horizon. I would try, I will try, I have always wanted a sibling, I have always wanted, a brother - but I need time to come to terms with …. the inevitably of my own existence. the reality of it I should have known better then to expect more from. I did not think it would be so painful as to call them brothers after baelon, but my lips struggle to form the words )
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129AC: ( he looks like his mother, aurane. while aegon has the hair and eyes of our father, he has more of the hightower coloring. or mayhaps it was the florents. alicent had always favored her mother too. he looks like my own sons, bearing the same dark brown hair and brown eyes that they do. and he was legitimate beyond a doubt. though he and his twin are alike in many other ways — both of them had displayed little interest in the iron throne, both of them preferred to lose themselves in drink and whatever sort of pleasures may be found upon the street of silk — it was the elder of them who garnered the majority of the attention, and the stares. it was the elder of them those green lords upheld as the true heir to the iron throne. they were scarcely seen apart from each other, her half brothers. though I have not been the best sister. I do not know when I had begun to drift so steadily from them, nor do I know quite how I might rectify the situation. from the times aurane and I have spoken, it has been cordial enough, though always hollow curtesies – born from a place of not true knowing. they could be nice to each other, and I have tried my best to be, but naught can truly be healed between us if we do not know one another. it feels as if, at times there was no way to go back — to be able to build anew and not need worry about the ramifications of what others might feel in seeing the two of them standing by side.
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I feel for him, truly. I cannot imagine how it must feels to be the long sought son’s perfect duplicate — and not the firstborn son yourself. to be known as naught more then the shadow of prince aegon the elder. and not prince aurane, the younger born twin. I can sympathize with him, in a way. I often feel little more than a shadow myself, the imprint of a wanton princess who defied all that was expected of her, all manner of propriety. decency. to be close to what everyone wanted you to be and yet not quite, not yet able to get there. he does not have the privilege of being his mother’s first son, or his mother’s first daughter, or his father, and yet. I do believe he has begun to make his way and carve out a path of his own. )
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Rules and About (Yes, I am ODD):
1. No assholes (including me) are allowed on this blog!!! Please be kind from now on, I'll be the same. We need kindness in this world now with what just got shat on with. With what I've seen, yeah. Time to get real. It also punched my Pluto in Sagittarius and Lilith in Virgo into transform mode to be social and not be afraid of opinions. 22 years of fearing what people think from bullying, good grief!
2. Mention Evangelical Christianity post Vatican 1 at your own risk. It is the same with any religion or belief system, especially ones that subjugate women. Fuck that shit. Earth's one foxy Mama and these brats need an ass whoopin with her beloved's belt.
3. No minors. I post freely. The minds of today's youth are scarred enough as is!
4. I am clairaudient and a medium. I literally talk to and know a bunch about ghosts, angels, demons, aliens, and the other side, not just astrology and numerology. I also know what really happened and about places like the Pleroma, associated colors, futhark runes...the works. They are my company (a.k.a my platter of saucy chicken wingz) for the most part as I live alone with a cat and hamster (Toki and Izzy). I guess nearly dying at birth from being born 2 months early with half-formed lungs, defying death and brain death, developing ahead of schedule, and later on watching your guardian angels (big shout to Michael, Ithuriel, and Raphael!) destroy a fallen angel (Yeah, Raziel is dead...I was really into Soul Reaver at the time too, lol! Angel humor) will do that to you...as well as dreams so real I physically felt things. I've even seen some cool folks in dreams with a few having the esoteric right up their alley!
My friend from my old job (flippa the burger!!!) said those who fight their way into the world are veiled and have special abilities. Seeing and perceiving things lately, she wasn't bullshitting! Ich liebe dich Tina! 🇩🇪
I also know about a lot of random shit so I may help with odd anecdotes as much as I can! If you also need something off your chest I know the rigamarole of the mental health system and could build a castle out of all my old pill bottles and stories (like snorting black pepper and knock-off Mrs. Dash post-lunch one day or my time in assisted living). Having depression and anxiety sucks and so is the feeling of it dragging the spark of life out of you by its hair!
Now, not too many more doobs, too much will fry your brain! (It fried mine pretty bad, I know that from my home being all over the place, losing days in bed high and depressed, and watching my Dad struggle with it). Just be homeslices and crank some good tunes. If it pisses off a nun or priest or granny clutching her crucifix it is good with me! (I'd recommend Violent Pornography by S.O.A.D.).
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