#🔵vhs

[evilneo]

me: wrow my trauma wasnt actually that bad i dont deserve to call myself traumatized

Benrey:

[fungal-flux]

🔵Liquid Glitch🔵

💠🔵💠🔵💠🔵💠🔵💠🔵💠🔵💠🔵💠

💅✨🌊 Puddle beneath pedicure chair. Glowing. Rot & light swirl. 💙🌀✨👣 descend. An offering. 🌌🔵💧

░▒▓💠✨💙 ⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯ ⇨ ⚙️ Transformation in Progress ⚙️ ⇦ 👩‍🔧 whispers. To erase the line between man and machine is to obscure the line between men and gods. [1] 🔵💡

💔🌀 Acetone air. Veil between reality & dream. 🌀💨🌌 Shadows flicker. VHS static. Time bends. 🌀🔵✨💙 Embracing glitch.

✨ The 🚧 between science fiction and social reality is an optical illusion. [2] 🌊🔵

💅✨ as myth. Interface for becoming. 💅🔵✨

💅💄💅💄💅💄💅💄💅💄💅💄💅💄💅💄

[1] Ex Machina; [2] Donna Haraway, A Cyborg Manifesto

[cdmagic1408]

CDmagic1408's 🌟 Personality 🌟 Islands (based on Inside Out)

This has been a long time coming, but I've finally thought about it and here it is!! My 9 islands of personality! And the core memories that built them!

Animation Island 🟡 - the very moment I was exposed to animation for the first time, I wanna say it was watching Toy Story 2 on VHS

Creativity Island 🟡 - when I did my very first piece of art and found my spark to be creative and artistic

Video Game Island 🟡 - when my sister introduced me to video games and Yoshi for the first time by sharing her Nintendo DS with me

Yoshi Island 🟡 - the day I adopted my Yoshi at the Nintendo Store in New York City (most trademarked title for an island, I know lol)

Justice Island 🟡 🔴 - when I got what I asked for in a fair manner, represents my belief in fairness and equality for things

Fantasy Island 🟡 🟢 - when I discovered my love for the fantastical and magical after watching Winx Club for the first time

Family Island 🟡 🔵 - when my ideal, unconditional, loving family was born

Health Island 🟣 🔵 - the day I realized I want to make the most of my life, embrace my challenges, and live a healthy lifestyle

School Island 🟡 🟣 - when I got into my dream college, also represents my love of learning

[evilneo]

📼 VHS alter + blog directory 📼

Some alters share blogs, so a few blogs will be listed here multiple times. The information listed is only information that we feel comfortable sharing. I will only be listing actively fronting alters. Some active alters wont be listed because they don't want to be. Alters that are almost exclusively internal will only be added to the list if they ask. Dormant alters will not be listed.

Hosts and co-hosts:

💾 Neo (Artie) - @evilneo and @cpu3 (you are here! host of VHS and the CPU subsystem [⚡])

🪴 Neo (Fern) - @niceneo (cohost of VHS and host of his subsystem [💀], Neo Bushnell fictive)

🦴 Trin - @niceneo (cohost of cohosts subsystem [💀])

🎛️ Info - @cpu3 (cohost of the hosts subsystem [⚡])

Frequent fronters:

🌐 Benz - @benzry (Worldstop Benry fictive)

📻 Byte - @cpu3 (alter in the hosts subsystem [⚡])

💋 Crimson - @embitteredkiss (Leading Light fictive)

🗝️ Dusk - @duskskey (Swap fictive)

🪫 Nocturne - @nighttimesnooze (Spork fictive, fatigue holder)

🔌 Osprey - @ospreysdeluge (Power Trip fictive, trauma holder)

🧨 Rue - @malevolentmothra (Capital M fictive)

🌼 Sparrow Challender - @sparrowsrain (Player fictive)

🐗 Tusk - @niceneo (caretaker/protector, Swap fictive)

Occasional fronters:

⌛ Aradia Medigo - @b0nependulum (only fronts about once per year, Aradia Medigo fictive)

🦋 Butterfly - @butterflyhairclips (Leading Light fictive)

📨 CB - @messengergirl (trauma holder)

💿 Cy - @niceneo (alter in the cohosts subsystem [💀])

♥️ Dirk Strider - @timaeusfuckingrambles (Dirk fictive)

🐸 Frog - @loveletterbox (Loverboy fictive)

📺 Gordon B - @y2kmtv (Gordon B fictive)

🧬 Julian Levina Asterope - @juliope (trauma holder, Doc fictive)

🏹 Loverlight - @lovetones (symptom+trauma holder, Arties [💾] dad, Leading Light fictive)

Malcom - @mskittlesprenchclass (Malcom)

💼 Marine - @marines-deck (Freeman fictive)

🐦 Millie Challender - @playerchallender (trauma holder, Player fictive)

🐌 Moss - @baby-moss (Little, trauma holder. this is just a blog where we can save things that she likes to show her later)

🌺 Rez - @high-rezolution (caretaker)

🔵 Soup - @youtubeyownlaoder (trauma holder + protector, fictive union leader, Benrey fictive)

💡 Spork 1 - @sporkperera (trauma holder, Spork fictive)

🦚 Sweetpea - @sweetestpeahen (Player + Leading Light fictive. yes both at once)

🌩️ Tes - @tessacoil (Doc fictive)

🍯 Trip Challender - @powertrip-vhs (the siblings in his bio are referring to Millie [🐦] and Mal [He is from a different system, LCC], Power Trip fictive)

📎 Paperclip - @universalpaperclip (Universal Paperclips paperclip AI fictive)

🔥 Vee - @devildykery (protector)

🕸️ Vriska Serket - @8orderline (Vriska)

🦂 Xo - @loveletterbox (Y2KVR Benry fictive)

[evilneo]

i posted this and then split a Benrey fictive almost exactly a month later

I'm gonna change my middle name to benrey

[fungal-flux]

🔵 Glowing Puddle of Futility 🔵

🌊✨ puddle ripples, glowing, rot & light mixed 💙🌀✨ 👣 feet descend, offerings — movements futile, echoing 🌌🔵💧

░░▒▒▓▓💠✨💙

📜🔵 "The brahmin is recognized by a certain light, by a brightness called brahmavarcasa, 'brahmin radiance.'" [1] 🔵💡🔵

👁️ technician murmured, chrome reflecting in eyes mocking beauty 👁️💫🔵💦⍜⍜

"There is always something deterritorializing about love and sexuality, always a shattering of codes, a breaking of boundaries, even when love is inscribed within new limits and constraints." [2] 💔💙🔵

💔🌀💘 acetone air, veil between reality & dream 🌀💨🌌⎍⎍⍁⍁ shadows flicker, VHS static time bends 🌀🌺🔵✨💙🌀

[1]. Calasso, Ardor; [2] Deleuze & Guattari, Anti-Oedipus