#📼 — 𝓜.𝐀𝐈𝐋.

[kisscara]

r u ok? im js checking up on ur acc hope ur doing better luv u <3

YES IAM NOOWW i missed u all so much i love u all ugh

[kisscara]

everyday we breathe lain

kiki do u perhaps think lain🤔

omg i do think lain

visual representation of me 24/7:

[kisscara]

No one loves u

ur a twenty five year old living in ur mom's basement living off of energy drinks and anime girls on ur pc screen and only Lord knows how dirty that screen is and ur mom tells u to get a job but u sit on ur ass all day on tumblr with no passion in life whatsoever than ur libido and ur dad is currently absent (i'd be too if i were him) and ur a middle school dropout and u was that one kid who thought vaping was edgy so u did it and u got urself a fine but u did it again and u got jailed and ur mom bailed u out cuz her chid is so hopeless like that and that makes it hard to get a job but u can't even a get a job where ur at now cuz all u care about is living in ur dank stank ass basement and eating pizza and avoiding fresh air and grass and sun like the plague and ur music taste is ass and u bash on ppl who have a music taste that differs from urs and u jerk off to anime randos way too much that ppl are afraid to touch ur hand which results in u not having any friends and compared to ur life i think im loved :3

[kisscara]

SWEET LITTLE BUMBLEBEE I KNOW WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME DUDUDU DADA DUDUDUDU DAADAA

pls send help this song is playing in my head for 3 hours now

-🐝 anon

HELP MY LITTLE SISTER IS ALWAYS SINGING ITTT

[kisscara]

myst what happened to scara plushie

you tell me 'cause im gonna be fr with you idk where the little shit went.

[kisscara]

i noticed that your posts other than your stories don’t get a whole lot of love! i’m sorry people don’t recognize how sweet u are when nobody’s looking :((

<333

sobs

[kisscara]

entp

js realized ur intp... we are of different worlds.

[kisscara]

still thinking about that pmmm au…

also a crappy sketch/early design of this version of walpurgis night + plus scaramouche

scaramouche the living definition of standing man emoji

[kisscara]

leave me in the past, wanderer. (can i not love you forever?)

contains: scara x gn!reader, angst, tweaking with canon genshin for this 💀, irminsul mentions, you appear in his dream, reader and scara implied to have been in a relationship before his irminsul deletion, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH SNEAK???, nahida appearance !!!, "scara" in purple and wanderer in blue, changed dialog format again lol

notes: i listened to voca songs while making this. 39 music specifically (as of rn lol), so yeah i was happy but writing sadly, fellow anons rate this prompt (not my best work sadly..) - i wanna hear opinions and roasts., I GOT INSULTED (not really) BY MY FRIEND WHO LIKES BL SHIPS/SHIT LIKE KAZUSCARA ND ZHONGCHI OMG.

ever since scaramouche tampered with irminsul to rid teyvat of himself, he's been in some peace. he's been cleared of some of his burdens from his previous life and identity, yet he can't shake the feeling that something is missing from him.

as the wanderer, he can rest without thinking about if theres someone plotting his death... a very common occurrence when he was still the balladeer. without you, he may have been cut short of his "godly reign":, of a many samsaras.

he doesn't want to stay in the past. why would he? he could start over as wanderer and lead a much more blissful life than his last; but that doesn't mean he's complete yet, not without you.

wanderer... why are you thinking of me? you don't need me anymore.

"w-..what? who are you?"

[name]. i am name, your ???

"[name]... where have you been?"

you are wanderer now, my old master. tell me — are you still stuck in the past?

"no.. no i'm not. if anything, i'd refuse my past."

exactly. if that had been the case, why is it that you yearn my presence?

"what? i... i don't."

you're lying, wanderer...

...

"huh. so it was you, [name].."

"ah, wanderer! hello there. what have you been doing as of late?"

"e-ehem... can i ask of a favor, dendro archon?"

-

"mm... i'm afraid that isn't possible, wanderer. i can't bring back this [name] person because you want me to."

"oh..."

...

...wanderer. stop it. stop thinking of me.

"[name]?"

you... please. i beg you, stop it. you're hurting me too.

"me? what am i doing? can i help you with your pain, [name]? look, i know that i hadn't been the best when i'd last seen you... but let me help-"

don't you get it? leave me in the past, wanderer. all of this... they are distant thoughts. i, am a distant thought. you're a new person now, you... i cannot help and you can't. i'm gone.

"[name]. please... is this the last time I'll see you?"

of course not. theres maybe a million files and photos of me, this won't be the last time you see me — but the last time you talk to the real me.

"can... can i not love you forever...?"

oh? eternity wasn't something i thought you'd look for... but no. you can't love me. it simply isn't possible. if the person you loved was dead, how could you love them forever?

"i care for you, so let me love you (as i'm laying on your chest) until you leave."

...

you left. you left your ??? alone in teyvat; all by himself (ANYMOREEEEEEEEEOOOHHHHH), unable to go back. he is not a former shell of himself, much the opposite.

he has no heart; his creator didn't give him one (hey ei kinnies, shoutout to lume). the wanderer didn't get to say goodbye to anyone he'd lost.

he shut you out before being made into a god — one unworthy of your worship and love, undeserving of your life and presence.

rawr what do we thiiiink -still with you anon

my tears are certainly tasty if that's what you want to know

[kisscara]

i feel like an older sister here omg :') -still with you anon (pssst, fellow anons i use she/they pronouns 👍)

anons are gonna be yelling 'ATE SWY ANON' left and right fr

[kisscara]

angst.

-crunchy

crunchy 'non... plz show me the rest I BEG

[kisscara]

I’M CRYING I LOVE BEING FILIPINO. I MISS HAVING PANCIT CANTON AGHHHH.

crying rn

<333

-heart anon

AUGHH SAME I HAVEN'T HAD PANCIT CANTON IN FOREVER

[kisscara]

im actually bored

i made this xiao edit, posted it on tiktok, has over 25 likes (shocking because its A TRANSITION EDIT, NOT a velocity!!!!!!)

why do transition edits flop sm ☹️

omg i feel u i hate tt algorithm sm i moved to ig

[kisscara]

Holy sugar pieces i just learned how to anon 😍

congratulations and thank u for sharing w me

[kisscara]

HELLO 👋 I was just gonna ask if baby Kuzushi will ever come back??

P.s : I love the way u write scaramouche !!!

OUR FAVE CARBON COPY OF SCARA WILL BE BACK SOON DW !!!

[kisscara]

wait who’s the contact ‘fav boy’?

ITS SCARA HELP IS IT NOT OBVIOUS /NM