#📝 - Lily Rambles

[campwillowpeakvn]

everyone yell at @papaziggy-devblog

he didn't eat lunch

they have no snacks

she is being a menace to her own body

[queenlilithprime]

GENUINELY!!!

I'm a wheelchair user and my current wheelchair is broken but I have to wait and try to save up for a replacement, which is hard when you can't work a full-time job because of your disability!!!😭😭😭

Medical aides and medical devices in general SHOULD BE FREE!!!

wheelchairs and canes and glasses and hearing aids and every single other disability aid should be free btw and if you disagree i hate you

[campwillowpeakvn]

Hey guys, just a heads up, we won't interact with Ai-Generated works. Ziggy is an artist who—ironically right now is on stream doing commissions—doesnt agree with 'fan work' having generation that steals hard work from fellow artists.

[queenlilithprime]

ZIGGY IM TAKING YOUR FUCKING PENS

StOP MAKING CHARACTERS THAT ARE MY TYPE

I can't hANDLE THIS MANY FUCKIN LOVERS

MY POOR HEART HOW DO I CHOSE???

EIGHT CHARACTERS OF YOURS NOW???

CRUELTY!!! ABSOLUTELY FOUL!!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

@campwillowpeak

[campwillowpeakvn]

Ziggy appreciation post while they aren't looking

When I say they've been one of the easiest artists to work with I mean it, I don't work with many but it's always a delight! I just have to say with Ziggy the turn around and quality of everything is INSANE!!! I love everyone I work with but with Ziggy it's honestly just an incredible experience.

An absolutely astounding creative mind that brings me an unreal amount of excitement to get working!

Ziggy's doing an incredible job with CWP and though I can't say much about the behind the scenes, I can say you guys are all in for some fucking BREATHTAKING work.

Love you Ziggy /platonic 👁️👄👁️

- Lily

[queenlilithprime]

I really needed this...

Being disabled with a progressive condition means I'll never get better, so every hiccup in the road terrifies me.

The brain fog is so confusing I forget where I am, let alone what I'm writing. My nerve damage and tremors make drawing a nightmare.

But it's still my life and blood. It's still my everything. I was born to tell stories and I will try to do this until my final breath.

I'll never be able to run or dance or jump or be the athlete I once was... But I can always tell stories.

I don't know what I'll do when I lose this ability. I know it's coming, each passing day is foggier and each time I pick up my stylus to draw I can feel my pain going further than before.

But I've always persevered. I have to.

Becoming disabled taught me to love life in the most cruel way as I lose it.

But I love it. I love living. I'll do everything I can to make the most of my last few years.

Anyway this disability pride month I would like to shoutout disabled folks whose creativity has suffered because of their condition. I’m talking people with hand tremors and pain that stop them from drawing, knitting, and playing instruments. People whose thinking has become so disorganized that nothing they write makes sense to other people. People with chronic pain who can no longer dance. People so over medicated in a fruitless attempt to maintain stability that the wells of their imagination have run dry.

I see you and I love you. You are more than your creative output. You are not a shell of what you used to be. You are a whole, complete person, regardless of what your creativity has been, is now, or will be in the future.

[queenlilithprime]

CWP Devlog

Finished the players phone code! Tomorrow I'll be working on the other phones >:3

This means that in total, I have finished

Player Customization Screen (Including custom pronouns)

Sprite Coding

Main Menu coding

In-Game GUI coding

Gallery Screen Code

Inventory System and Screens

Notes System and Screen (Includes mystery hints)

Phone System and Screens (Player specific, other 'apps' are being polished tomorrow before I classify them as finished)

Romance and Friendship System

Affection hints

Happy to be working on the project! 🥳

[campwillowpeakvn]

I would not subject Lily to coding either

Fair enough, but I feel like they would do it for a joke

I would code a Carl end for the meme, but never Anteo

Anywho... Who knows if there already IS a Carl end or not :))))))) teehee

- Lily

[queenlilithprime]

CWP Devlog - Video

I am incredibly excited to show off a feature I have been working on the last two days!!!

It's... the coolest thing I've ever done and I am so genuinely proud of myself for figuring this out and making it work. Camp Willowpeak is allowing me to spread my wings and expand my coding repertoire.

Thank you so much @campwillowpeak for allowing me to work on your incredible game and bring your ideas to life.

[campwillowpeakvn]

can i put lily in a jar?

I put ME in a jar

[queenlilithprime]

CWP Lilith Revamped (They/Them)

Introducing Lilith! Again💀

I did this today instead of anything else bc @campwillowpeakvn got me back on the fuckin simp train again

TT^TT so mean /very silly

Anywho! Harper, Cammi, Sophie, and Malik better keep those fuckin eyes peeled because this mess of a bitch is going to flirt so hard >:3

[queenlilithprime]

I think about this a lot because... even now as an adult, I can't talk about the majority of my actual life. No matter what I say or how little emotion I have regarding it—for me it's an average tuesday—it's always going to be difficult for other people to hear because they know that what has happened to me is wrong.

I'm a relatively happy person tbh? Doesn't mean my life is great. My life actually is really fucking difficult for me. I have never been safe in a household except for when I was in my college dorm.

Even now, my household is pretty dysfunctional but we kinda make it work? I don't want to go into detail but yeah it's... not great.

Even with all of these difficult things in my life I still am happy and continuing on because... what the fuck else is there to do? Sit and cry about how terrible my life is constantly? After a while it gets... boring to just perpetually be in agony about things that happens frequently.

I'm a relatively happy person.

My life is also shitty.

Those things can mutually exist and I don't really need people to apologize for my life being the way it is. I'll get out of my bad situations eventually, I just have to be patient and get there.

You learn to live with trauma even if it's not supposed to be there. Even if it's not supposed to happen, and what's happening is wrong. You learn to live with it and find ways to be happy beneath the pressing stress.

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

[queenlilithprime]

Deleted my whole rant because honestly the world sucks for disabled people and most buildings aren't made with us in mind.

It's not fair at all but knowing that some people out there care, that someone will try to save us. To prioritize us over property or aesthetic...

As much as it seems like something that's a no-brainer, it actually is extremely relieving. So many times people will treat me like furniture instead of a person or even just... A doll that's there just to say I was there and not "completely left out" even if I'm able to participate or even communicate while they have fun.

It's nice to know that someone is looking out for us.

Thank you to those who do, it means a lot.

Wait what's a buildings fire evacuation plan if you aren't supposed to use the elevator to get down

[queenlilithprime]

Coughs these up just kinda simple cuz I'm lazy

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Go on a long walk and see a dog

Fmovie Ftech Fanime Fcorporations, f's in the chat guys

Movies are expensive

Did you see how many movies were released this year?

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Tv is going out of style :((

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.pk sites are from the country of Pakistan!

.to sites are from the country of Tonga!

I cannot believe there's absolutely no way to watch free shows and movies anymore, there are too many paid streaming platforms and pirating websites have viruses and ads preventing you from watching it uninterrupted((.)) id rather follow the rules and purchase media moving forward because it is too inconvenient. Seriously, free and no ads or viruses with 1080p streaming is DEAD.