#💌 aki's love letter!!

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🍓 — HOLD ME || Y. Apollo

; [ Record Of Ragnarok / Shuumatsu No Valkyrie ]

💌 — New Notification from LOVE MAIL !! — " @AKI is back to writing !! "

# — WARNING(s) !! yandere themes, gore, fem! reader, the reader is a mortal(ass always), apollo has corruption kink fr, Stockholm syndrome, bad writing, not proofread, long, ig? .etc.

# — NOTE !! Well, i'm back writing, yay, i was originally thinking to get back with yandere! beelzebub, but when I saw apollo my jaw dropped to the ground, like WTF?! why so HOT!? hello? sir? and now here we are doing a yandere headcanon on him-

( i ) — DAWN | HOW DID YOU MEET?

Apollo, The Most Beautiful God of The Greek Pantheon, was known to be a womanizer among the gods and envied by many, who could capture any woman's heart in just a glance.

Though the sun god had everything he wanted, having the most beautiful deities head over heels in love with him; though he always felt like there was still something missing, his heart always felt empty even after all the luxury he had; he didn't understand, why?

and it became the sole reason, he had sleepless nights, he would restlessly try to look for the answer to the question, 'What was it that his heart was craving and missing all this time?'

One day, he was walking through a flower field, in the mortal realm, admiring the mesmerizing view of the sunrise from the horizon, as a new day and a new beginning started in the lives of mortals.

He looked around the flower field looking at the fragrant and vibrant around, when his eyes stopped around on a corner to see a woman, sitting peacefully admiring the sunrise like him; suddenly he felt his heart racing at the sight of this mortal woman.

he walked closer towards her direction to get a clearer of the female, he stopped at a safe distance admiring the woman's beauty.

her (h/c) hair looked luscious, her (e/c) were like the stars in the night sky, her lips looked alluring, and her (s/c) skin was so soft and delicate that it gleamed as the sun rays hit her figure making her more appealing and attractive; at the sight of this beauty, Apollo's heart beat faster, he reached his hand to touch his chest to feel his heartbeat, he was breathing heavily.

He was questioning himself, what was this feeling?....was it love?....was it lust?....or was it something?; he felt a rush of emotions at the moment as he admired the mortal woman from a distance.

after a while of being lost in his thoughts, he snapped back to reality, he took a deep breath and slowly approached the female; she had a smile on her face at her peaceful face, " it is surprising to see a mortal this early, no one is out during this time, why are you? " Apollo said with a charismatic smile painted on his face.

the woman turns to look at him with her (e/c) eyes staring into those of the sun god; she smiled, and got up, "Well, I felt like seeing the sunrise, I sometimes get up at this time around just to see this, a start of a new day " the (h/c)-ette said in her sweet voice which was like music to Apollo's ears.

" oh? So you love seeing the sun rise and set from the horizon, I suppose? " Apollo said in a playful tone, and after that they continued to talk, getting to know each other; the woman introduced herself as (Name).

(Name), wasn't just a woman who was just beautiful from the outside, the more he learned about her through the conversation, he realized how innocent, kind, and compassionate this woman was, he was getting butterflies in his stomach, when she spoke.

This feeling of longing and emptiness, all vanished when he met her, He realized what he was missing all this time, (Name) was the answer to his question, It felt like he found his other half, He found his True Love.....

( ii ) — DUSK | AFTERMATH

After the meeting with a mortal, he couldn't help but think about (Name) & her purity.....this practice continued for days, no matter how much tried to distract himself with his responsibilities and deities, she was always on his mind.

Later, he fantasized about what he would do to her, once she was his, how beautiful she would look under him, he would sit in his room fantasizing about her.

He felt like he was going insane at the thought of her, his desire to have her grew and grew over time, the desire to dominate her, the desire to break her and hold her.....this desire to ruin her innocence and corrupt her.....

He would see her illusions when he looked in the mirror, and dream about her, he even started to see her in the female deities, who would try to flirt with him and end up sleeping with them.....

Then, He started visiting (Name) in the mortal realm very often, so that he could get close to her, and he didn't fail, he did get close to her.....he had gained his innocent (Name)'s trust, and she would share with him everything, and so did he, which were all lies.

Everything went downhill the day, (Name) showed him her engagement ring and that she was getting married; Apollo had lost his sanity at the news, he was going crazy, how dare she marry another man? and not just any man, but a pathetic mortal over him, a god?

He was seething in rage and jealousy at the thought of (Name) loving a man that's not him, he didn't accept this decision of hers. And as time passed by, he was a madman now.....

A day before the wedding, (Name) got the news of her fiance and his family being brutally killed, the killer's identity was a mystery to all, and there was no trace of who did something so cruel, hearing the news (Name) started crying, her heart was broken...

As the tears streamed down her angelic face, she felt someone's hand on her shoulder, she turned her head to meet the eyes of the sun god, and her teary eyes widened as she noticed, Apollo's robe was entirely covered in blood (ngl, I believe he would look sexy *lip bite*)

Apollo stared down at the broken woman, with a cold gaze, there was a thick silence with a lot of tension between both, when he broke the silence and spoke, "you are mine, and only mine.", his voice was stern and possessive, as he continued "don't you dare think of loving another man other than me, I'm sparing you for this once, but if it happens next time I'll make sure, you suffer.".

(Name) felt a chill run down her spine at his words as she began to cry more; Apollo pulled her into an embrace as she cried, caressing her hair as she put his head on top of hers, "Don't worry, love, I'll never let anyone separate us..." he said in a soft yet menacing voice.

(Name) tried to push him away, which annoyed him, he grabbed her wrist and glared at her with his eyes full of rage; he took a deep breath to calm down, and dragged her to his castle.

He took her to his chamber and threw her on his bed, (Name) looked around confused yet terrified as he went up to the door and locked it, he turned to face with a devilish smirk as he approached

(Name) tried backing away, but he grabbed her wrist again and pulled her close to him, he cupped her cheek as he looked deep into her eyes, his eyes were obsession, making (Name) nervous.

He was enjoying her fear.....she looked so vulnerable.....he felt like breaking her right now and make her his, but he held himself back...because he had already made plans for their future, and the first step to make (Name) his forever was.....marriage

and who was gonna stop him? he gets what he wants, and so he did, he forced (Name) to get married to him.....

( iii ) — TWILIGHT | HOW WOULD HE TREAT YOU?

Apollo is very obsessive as a yandere, he would often threaten you and yes, he is serious about them, he is one of the more dangerous yandere alongside Buddha and Poseidon.

He can have two different personalities in front of you, either he can be this flirty and loving man or he will be this cold, heartless man who had no remorse or guilt for his actions.

Whenever he is in a good mood(which is almost every day) he would shower you with kisses, on your forehead, nose, cheek, jawline, neck, collarbone, and lips.

He keeps female workers around you to serve you, he can't take any chance of you running away or falling in love with another man. He is strict about it

If you try to talk to Zeus, Hermes, Or Ares for help, they would agree at first but they would go behind your back and tell Apollo about what you said to them, and It would end up in being a mess for you.

He is a loving and romantic man, he stopped seeing and flirting with other female deities just for you and brought you rare gifts on a daily basis.

Despite that, he was always clingy and hungry for your love, he would get pissed off easily if you avoided him or didn't return his affection back.

He is highly protective and aggressive when a god or goddess criticizes you or your relationship with him, he would directly approach them and kill them in an instant not caring about what other gods think, the only thing he could focus on is you.

Leaving the lovely things aside, He IS abusive, if you do something that doesn't please him, he would torture you in many different ways.

if you refused to kiss him or resist him, he will grab you by the jaw tightly and forcefully kiss you, or even more.

If he feels turned on, he would drag you to the bedroom or a quiet place and start to 'that'; even if it's against your will, he will do whatever he pleases.

He won't show mercy even if it was your 'first time'; he would fuck you in a very aggressive and rough way; he would try something new every time, to make his fantasies come true.

he ruined your purity, he took your innocence, he took everything you ever had.

if you tried to escape, which happened many times, he went easy on you first, but when it was too much, he would break your legs so you don't dare escape and even get you whipped in this vulnerable state.

all the agony and pain you faced after you met him, caused you to be depressed and isolated, as time passed by, you felt like you were losing yourself, having mental breakdowns out of nowhere, and mood swings.

and soon the stockholm syndrome kicked in, you started to feel positive around Apollo, you were showing him the affection and love, he yearned for all this time.

though he knew what caused the sudden change in your behavior, he still enjoyed it, cause after all your body and soul now belonged to him

It felt like you were brainwashed or were under a spell, that you suddenly did everything and anything Apollo asked you to.

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[blueparadis]

you know what sweetie I just loveeeees it whenever you change your header and banner and quotes I'm just feeling that sumtg sumtg yk. And I'd come just to admire and my cheeks wld hurt from smiling so hard. And it's Ichigo this time, oh yess. I rmbr when I keep all of his hollowfication evolution as my PC wallpaper years back. he just gets hotter. ����💕

oml that's the sweetest compliment i got for a theme change. yes yes yes. i might have a crush on certain boi with orange hair. i think a lot before putting the quote. it must give off sad vibes. it must. i crave angst ( that's my current obsession )

[arabaka]

MORE AKI SMUT WHEN???? URS LITERALLY HAD ME GOING FERAL

*₊˚💬୧ EHEHEHEHE I am so glad you enjoyed!!! DW I have an endless supply of ideas for Aki, especially for succubus!reader 👁️👁️ Please make sure you follow so you don't miss 'em hehe <3

[emjiroki]

🎠 and 💌!

Gonna do this one for the selfship I don't talk about often, me and Aki 💕

🎠- what do you do for leisure/entertainment? do you go places, play games together, or simply watch a movie nd cuddle?

We mostly stay home and just enjoy each other's company, but sometimes it's really fun to go to a karaoke bar and watch the drunks sing. Me and Power almost got him to go up and sing once but Denji stole the spotlight with a terrible rendition of "rhinestone cowboy"

💌- how do you communicate while your apart? do you give eachother notes/letters? or do can you text eachother?

I text him constantly lol his texts back are mostly one word, an emoji, or a simple "love you too" we only call when he's gone for a bit but we csmt video call because the moment denji and power realize the phone is on they're snatching it and holding me hostage

[weepy-the-clown]

To an Old Love and a New friendship

Where do I even begin? Well, hello there. Yeah, you know who you are. ☺️

Responding to your letter. I want to start off with, yes, that was true. We never really got into it because it seemed we had a hard time talking about it. I also had a hard time bringing up the topic.

But yes, the time I confessed to you again was me just trying to find some sort of solace. I was tired of holding on to someone who sent me the most mixed signals I've ever received in my life.

I won't lie, it really hurt me when you told me one thing and then said something else. What I mean by this is when you told me you felt the same way and even love bombed me for months and talked about the fantasies you had and all.

Making me so delusional with the thought of finally getting to have you in my life as a partner and then you switched up on me as if everything you said was just a game for you to get a reaction out of me or those summer flings you hear about in movies you know? The whole "Oh I only want them for the summer and just let them go after. Just to have some sort of life experience or memory."

I didn't move on fast. Even though it seemed like that, I was still hooked on you for a while hoping that you would tell me "Aki, I'm actually ready now." But of course as always that was just all a delusion.

It was honestly better that way anyways, instead of you breaking up with me mid way through our relationship, ya know? So thank you for that.

Honestly, we did grow distant. A lot more than I like, but that was part of my fault just trying to keep my distance and not get hurt or catch feelings again, ya know?

To answer your question though, I really wouldn't mind trying again at our friendship. I really appreciate you and cherish you a lot, you have really changed me as a person and helped me grow through these last few years. I'm glad I also helped you in some way and I noticed the improvement, I'm really proud of you, sude🤍

So I'm willing to try again if you also would really like it too.💌

[b4tboys]

as summer takes over, i constantly find myself in a frying pan. istg we're all gonna end up fainting one day.

how are you, lee??

i’m pretty sure i can make cookies in my car with the 100+ degree heat 😃👍

i’m doing fine! just pretty busy as of rn

how are you aki?!

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awww thank you, mina!

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changed my user for the third time in my existence on this app😍

before: nyxxcore

now: luochav

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[b4tboys]

👀👀👀👀👀 do i detect a fellow ayato simp here??

hi bestie!! just came across your blog earlier while trynna find some good ayato angst while going through my feed.

i started simping for him the moment i heard that ayaka had a brother and it got better worse when i heard sayu's and itto's voicelines about him

WE DO NOT SPEAK OF WHAT I WENT THROUGH WHEN I HEARD HIS VOICE IN THE TRAILER

istg when i get him i'm gonna but him, sayu, ayaka, and thoma on the same team and call it 'the yashiro commission.'

anywho, an honour to meetchu! my name's isuzu and if you don't mind, i'd very much like to be your friend! and we can thirst over ayato together!

have a great rest of your day, sweetie!

yes yes! ur radar is correct, huge ayato simp since july? and yeah his voiceline kinda just demolished me

i don’t have ayaka since i skipped for yoimiya and raiden but i have friends that do so!! i’m hoping that they work v well together!

and yes! it’s always great to meet other ayato simps! i’m lee and friends are always welcome!!

have a good day/night too!!

[blueparadis]

i, for one, am not a yoshida apologist. who on earth is yoshida anyway? (you don’t see my url)

he doesn’t have any flowers to offer, just hubba bubba 🥲 ya like hubba bubba?

Hello tumblr user yofumi.

You daggered my heart. :O

How could you humph !

[b4tboys]

i hc that if you fall asleep while ayato's finishing up paperwork, he'll drop the pen and cradle his cheek in his palm whilst giving you the most adoring possible look. he takes off his glove and gently, oh so gently, brushes his fingers against your cheek. you instinctively lean into his comforting touch, and he swears that if you continue to act this adorable, he'll spontaneously combust.

isuzu will be back with more ayato brainrot.

oh 100% he’s such a softie and he would only dare to look at you when you’re not watching

also skin-to-skin contact 😳

[b4tboys]

hi babes, what's kicking?

friendly reminder that you're cute and pretty <33

remember to drink water and roll on your bed and do nothing when you feel like it, breaks are absolutely necessary <333

not much! but i am kicking the air that i have to settle for a virtual hug instead of an irl one

and back at you! taking care of you is important! i did do that when i took my nap this afternoon lol