#💀 𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝕱𝖑𝖆𝖒𝖊 : dabi

[maleerie]

𝔇𝔞𝔟𝔦 & 𝒜𝔩𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔯 ; Sunday sillies.

Main muse dick headcanons time, cause we talked in the server like Freaks TM and I was suppose to post this days ago but didn't. Kinda CW for this post : It will be NSFW, obvious, but might be sensitive in the way that my two current main muses have penises that are 'abnormal' with heavy relations to disability ( Dabi ) and transness ( Alastor ) also just. Uh. A touch of freak shit so yeah, read on at your own risk. ❤️

Starting with Dabi : So. Lol. The fandom has a lot of wild takes about Dabi and sex, many of which I feel completely opposite about. For me, ultimately, Dabi is disabled and has a disabled body, this extends to his penis / penis function. Something to keep in mind about Dabi : He was partially cremated as a teenager. A good 75% or more of his body suffered 4th degree burning and he had to be restored with artificial tissue. He also cannot feel pain and has very dull sensory perception due to his severely impaired nerves from the burning. Dabi pretty much had to undergo a complete phalloplasty. So Dabi's dick looks normal, but it isn't.

This is a sensitive thing because Dabi's also aware theres something off and again, he was literally never medically informed of any of this to really understand. He can get an erection, since his surgery would have resulted in a "semi rigid" implant, having an erection is pretty easy, however, he sometimes struggles to cum, which results in dry orgasms. Finally, in part due to Dabi's inability to feel pain, he has it pierced. Its got a jacobs ladder, 4 piercings, which he usually completely forgets about. For size its just slightly over-average, and no he don't got a damn clue what to do with it but he's got the spirit and thats all that matters. More in depth Dabi nsfw headcanons are here. I might repost them at some point too lol.

On to Alastor: Theres no easy way to put this but Alastor is one of my only trans muse's who technically has some from of "bottom surgery". I phrase it this way because no, when Alastor was alive he didn't have this but thanks to hell having a transformative effect on sinners bodies, Alastor now has a dick... Of sorts. Its not human in shape or size. Its more of a dark, thick presenile tendril that he can protract and retract to use however he wants and despite the body-horror aspect, he's pretty damn ok with it. Alastor also is not a virgin in my portrayal, despite his aspec identity. Alastor came up in the roaring twenties, THE time for sexual exploration, so no, he's not innocent or clueless and has done the deed a number of times in his human life. Alastor might have been described as somewhat of a "stone" in his human life and that's probably still mostly true, though his new endowments have shaken things up slightly, but he still finds sex kind of unappealing and tends to really not like any lack of control ( Which is tricky when it comes to sex / sexual pleasure ) and frankly finds an orgasm more effort than its worth. I actually know I wrote a more detailed post about Alastor vs Sex and romance but I'm not sure if it got deleted with Al's old blog, but I'll def make a note to look for it in my archives and repost if not lol.

[maleerie]

when you get the chance, i want your thoughts on dabi's relationship with himiko uwu, need your brain worms.

Ahhhh, Dabi and Himi !! Two of my fav little weirdos. My thoughts on Dabi's relationship with Himiko is hard to describe. Because I don't think he looks at her like his sister though at the same he will often be reminded of Fuyumi when he thinks of her. At first, Dabi didn't like her. He thought she was making a mockery of Stain's ideology which is why during the start of their relationship he was very rude and dismissive toward her.

As Dabi got to know and understand her though, he came to relate to her and see her as a real ally and realize that he'd judged her wrongly. Its something he wouldn't admit, but we do get to see Dabi's kinship with Himiko in the scene where he burns down her childhood home which was clearly a source of pain for her. It doesn't matter what nonsense he spouts, he did that entirely out of sympathy for her.

I think its interesting to consider that Dabi followed her and possibly got to see what was written inside her house and a particular detail that stood out for him in my portrayal is her height and age is recorded on the door frames. When Himiko turns five... That stops. Thats the age her quirk developed. For a keen eye and someone with their own experience with this, it was easy for Dabi to realize that this was the age her family started to neglect and abuse her. Dabi would have related to that extremely since he was also around that age when he was dropped by his father after his quirk started doing something undesirable.

Its hard to describe how I think about Dabi and Himiko because, again, I don't really subscribe to them as being sibling coded and Dabi doesn't see Himiko as his sister, yet at the same time, he does care about her and she reminds him of his sister so its kinda the only appropriate likeness, y'know ?? While also at the same time he thinks of her as "better" than his sister, as awful as that may sound. This coming from the fact that Dabi can relate to Himiko's struggles, he feels that Himiko gets him and vice versa, but he knew the same wasn't true of his relationship with Fuyumi but rather he felt it was very much the opposite with her. Not that he hates her, but he really felt her lack of support and it stung every time she said their dad was right.

All that aside though, no matter how much Dabi might like and respect members of the League of Villains, he has a tendency to keep them all kinda at arms length and deny this, and this is entirely because Dabi is resigned to the idea that he is going to die. While most of the LoV, especially Himiko, imagines a "better" future for herself where she can live freely, Dabi doesn't imagine a future for himself, so he doesn't like to allow himself to be 'present' in theirs, as much as he can help it. Dabi was most confident he would be the one to die in the war. To him it was always a suicide mission. He didn't want to be overly close to his LoV friends because he didn't want to be persuaded out of this and he didn't want them to be sad he was gone. Which is just another layer of gut wrenching tragedy all things considered. 😩

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His  blue  eyes  have  a  look  of  suspicion  swimming  deep  inside  them  as  he  eyes  the  hand  he  was  offered.  People  didn't  usually  wanna  touch  him,  and  he  understood  the  aversion,  all  things  considered.  He  waved  his  hand  in  dismissal  at  this  thought.

❝ Put  that  away, Keigo ━ you  don't  wanna  touch  me;  you  dunno  where  I've  been. ❞  And  with  that,  both  hands  return  to  his  pockets,  but  his  eyes  stay  on  the  other  man.  His  head  tilted  slightly.  ❝ So,  if  you're  not  a  hero  whaddya'  do  for  work ? ❞

"Heh... depends on who I'm talking to. But, since I don't know you through work... Keigo." He shrugs and holds out a hand to maybe shake. He knows not many are keen on the handshake but it's worth a try, "Never heard the name Dabi before; it's sounds cool." Keigo isn't used to having a conversation go this smoothly... was he finally getting better at not being so extremely off-putting or was it something else? He couldn't tell... Either way it made him feel a little more confident in his abilities.