#🐞♡ memento.

[finalprincess]

It's difficult for me to describe my relationship with my Kindred as anything other than polyamorous. We weren't exactly . . . Involved, per se, but we were certainly not uninvolved with one another. Our relationship was special. In a way only a Higher Kindred and her Lower Kindred could be.

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Vampire girls and their deep seated need to be babied and cradled and taken care of in more ways than one

There were times where I would get so terribly small and cling to whoever was available. Usually my Kindreds, oftentimes my Father, . . .Occasionally others. I was a tiny, clingy thing, headbutting my beloveds and wiggling and then purring and giggling when stroked. Infantile and needing to be taken care of.

It is . . . Embarrassing to reflect on, but it aligns with much of what I do with my host's partner. The amount of times I've straight up just messaged him "headbutts you" is a bit embarrassing.

[finalprincess]

🗺️👬⭐👎 for the fictive ask game please :3

🗺️ What do you miss about your world?

I miss my Family, mostly. I speak consistently with the iterations of my Kindred in my Layer, but as we aren't from the same Canons it's not the same. I also miss mi nieto dearly. And . . . While I don't particularly miss wearing big, frilly dresses I do find myself missing my bonnet on occasion. That's sort of superficial, though.

👬 How do you feel about doubles?

They're whatever. It's not something I really think about much. They have their existences and I have mine. I don't think either of us are less 'real' than each other. I am prone to being a bit grandiose, however.

⭐ Is your fiction-based identity spiritual, psychological, or something else?

That's something I'm still actively exploring. I lean more towards the psychological end of the spectrum, but who knows.

👎 What's your least favorite thing about your source?

Ah . . . I touched on this a little earlier, but sometimes I wish the game's storyline didn't have to be so centered around Sancho's perspective. I realize that it has to be that way, but I feel as though it paints a . . . Very particular picture of events. Perhaps I'm just self-centered, though. I just wish things dwelled a little more on the time we all had before . . . Shit hit the fan, as one would say.

[finalprincess]

I don't know why I've been feeling so chatty today ♪ . . .

I've been thinking about Father. I think of us and I see a child's crayon drawing of a father and daughter. Of a princess and her savior. And then it's mutilated and muddied and confusing and blurring the lines of lust and desire. It's dirty and yet it only feels natural. It's all I know and will ever know because I chose to block out everything else. He towers over me and I am his. I am always his

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Dulcinea, Amaryllis, Cain ♡ She/They ⚢ Introject

My personal journal of sorts. I post about my life (both past and present), identity, and other such things as I please. I RB things that I like or relate to ♪

⚠️: 18+ only, I interface with "weird" kinks and dark content/tropes. I discuss weird dynamics with the C7 Bloodfiends. Do not inquire about my host or its identity.

More info below . . . ♡

I am Dulcinea, but I also respond to Amaryllis, Aldonza, or Cain. She/her or they/them are fine

I am a lesbian, generally speaking. Gender is whatever but I am likely some variant of transmasc. Not single but not exactly taken either.

I am positively ancient (736 last time I counted) but bodily a young adult. I do age regress but I am unlikely to post much about that here

Protector in a DID system and a fictive of Dulcinea from Limbus Company. I am source attached and possibly fictionkin. I engage with my source as both a piece of media and a representation of my personal history ♡

I enjoy writing and music. Aspiring entomologist forced to study developmental psychology. I'm not much for fandom beyond PJM but I enjoy Ave Mujica, Sims 2, Sonic, and musical theatre

The contents of my posts will vary but I generally use this to blog about my day-to-day life. I also reflect on things related to my source (people, places, memories). Reblogs will typically vary from aesthetics I enjoy to fanart and fanworks

I don't care about shipping much, I just explore dynamics that help me cope or otherwise interest me. I do love my Kindreds more than anything and discuss this often.

I struggle with empathy and may seem sort of flat / mean but I promise I don't bite ♪ Most of the time anyways. I don't tag much outside of my weird little tagging system

IC: moge23333 on Twitter ♡

[finalprincess]

Thinking about this more in depth. I don't have many fond memories with her . . . but I'd like to recall one that sticks out to me.

I remember crying in her arms once. Ugly, heaping sobs. I never told her what my life was like before I was turned, but I sunk into her and she held me like she knew it all down to the clearest details. Sometimes I think she understood me in a way no one else did, behind those unimpressed eyes of hers. If only I could understand her

Hmhm. Perhaps It's just the fact that I . . . May or may not be high right now. But I miss my sister