#🎀: muse ~ Archie Hawkins

[midnightpsychos]

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For Archie

@predatorymaniac 3/4 completed so far

|| “Words cannot be expressed on how much this has affected me, having you leave me when you were the only person I felt like myself around, you just decide to die on me. I know and understand that life was never for you a very good experience but I’ve been through similar situations as well so I know how you feel about being loved but you gave me more than I could ever hope for by actually being my boyfriend even if it was bittersweet. If this is god’s way of telling me that he isn’t happy with how I’ve chosen to live my life then it was something that hasn’t stopped me from being me and it was unfair on you. 

If there’s one promise that I can make you, it’s that I will never fall in love again. You will never be forgotten and forever loved, you’re the only one for me and even though you’re not by my side, you are in my heart, my heart beats for you, my heart is you. I love you my James dean so fucking much”

[midnightpsychos]

“Aye, im sure laddy, I wouldn’t have agreed to with with your wee self if i didn’t like you now. It doesn’t really bother me that you might be dangerous honestly - I could use some of that in my life” Archie let out a chuckle as the other laid his head in their shoulder, meeting mate made Archie worth having their job and made them feel calmer then anything ever but they were scared that if Nate got bored of them that he would leave. 

The feeling inside of Archie was indescribable and it was what made them excited whenever Nate would come into the bars and ask Archie if they would like to dance, this side of Nate made Archie fall in love with Nate slowly but surely with the feeling of love brightening Archie’s day and actually make it worth working those bar shifts if it meant that they got to see Nate majority of the time.

“Sure I’ll dance with ya, I could do with a break and why not do it by dancing. I like you, do you like me?” Archie asked Bobby, no one ever wanted to talk to them because of how they presented themselves - half the time people would give Archie the cold shoulder so when Bobby approached them and asked about them, Archie was happy. 

Taking Bobby’s arm, both of them made their way onto the dance floor, it was probably a good time for Archie to be asked to dance due to them usually being on their own behind the bar and since it was quite a busy night, there were plenty of other bartenders who could look after the bar while Archie was enjoying themselves so much. 

“So, how long have you been in this town for? Since you know, I’m quite new to how Americans work and I just want to get to know you better because yeah, you seem amazing” Archie said to Bobby with a smile of their face while dancing their heart out to the music in the background.

[midnightpsychos]

“Sure I’ll dance with ya, I could do with a break and why not do it by dancing. I like you, do you like me?” Archie asked Bobby, no one ever wanted to talk to them because of how they presented themselves - half the time people would give Archie the cold shoulder so when Bobby approached them and asked about them, Archie was happy. 

Taking Bobby’s arm, both of them made their way onto the dance floor, it was probably a good time for Archie to be asked to dance due to them usually being on their own behind the bar and since it was quite a busy night, there were plenty of other bartenders who could look after the bar while Archie was enjoying themselves so much. 

“So, how long have you been in this town for? Since you know, I’m quite new to how Americans work and I just want to get to know you better because yeah, you seem amazing” Archie said to Bobby with a smile of their face while dancing their heart out to the music in the background.

“So you teach history? And about serial killers? Huh, that seems like fun and I bet the kids are interested in the wee history of it all.” Archie put the glass they were cleaning and hung the glass up, listening more into what Bobby was saying about his job while they worked behind a bar having drunk people approach them and ask them to make them another drink. Archie didn’t know why they continued working there but they just fancied to do something small instead of a more pressured job. “I take it that you are enjoying the job, ay? Well if you are then it’s a good thing that you’re there, I bet you lighten the kids’ day whenever they see you”

[midnightpsychos]

“So you teach history? And about serial killers? Huh, that seems like fun and I bet the kids are interested in the wee history of it all.” Archie put the glass they were cleaning and hung the glass up, listening more into what Bobby was saying about his job while they worked behind a bar having drunk people approach them and ask them to make them another drink. Archie didn’t know why they continued working there but they just fancied to do something small instead of a more pressured job. “I take it that you are enjoying the job, ay? Well if you are then it’s a good thing that you’re there, I bet you lighten the kids’ day whenever they see you”

"shit I'm bobby and you are who what is your name ? I seen you at the bar and I just wanted to say hi to you and shit ." Bobby to Archie

@predatorymaniac, get ready for my horrible impression of Irish people (Irish people don’t come for me please)

“Ay, my names Archie. What’s your name wee boy? I have seen you come into this bar many o’ times every odd couple of weeks for a drink. Well thank you for saying hi and it’s nice to meet a wee nervous guy like you” Archie was preparing drinks while talking to the young bloke, they felt a tingly warmth in their belly as they spoke to the boy.

[midnightpsychos]

“Go on then, I dare you too, and in answer to your question about why you? Well it’s because, you’re really the only person who has ever been willing to speak to me and actually take a chance on me - plus you’re a really cute guy and I love dancing with you like so much” Archie knew that with danger, there was always something to get their blood pumping and if it meant seeing someone get killed then so be it. 

“No, I’ve never met a serial killer in me life - I’ve only ever seen them on TV or like a good wee crime documentary. Why do you ask? Or if it for your history lessons?” Archie chuckles while Bobby laid his hand in their chest, surprisingly - Archie was slightly taller than Bobby but didn’t feel any need to make fun of him for it since Bobby was still a pretty tall guy, Archie blushed when Bobby called them baby and it was a great feeling kinking that someone at least cares about you and respects what your values are and that’s what made Bobby seem perfect to Archie.

“Aye, im sure laddy, I wouldn’t have agreed to with with your wee self if i didn’t like you now. It doesn’t really bother me that you might be dangerous honestly - I could use some of that in my life” Archie let out a chuckle as the other laid his head in their shoulder, meeting mate made Archie worth having their job and made them feel calmer then anything ever but they were scared that if Nate got bored of them that he would leave. 

The feeling inside of Archie was indescribable and it was what made them excited whenever Nate would come into the bars and ask Archie if they would like to dance, this side of Nate made Archie fall in love with Nate slowly but surely with the feeling of love brightening Archie’s day and actually make it worth working those bar shifts if it meant that they got to see Nate majority of the time.