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11,8k+ primos and counting, a guaranteed, and 61 pity.

albedo is definitely coming home. he has no other choice >:]

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Heck yes!!! Get your MANN!!

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a bit down in the dumps that i lost my 50/50 in ayato's banner,,, i can still get him before his banner ends but i had to sacrifice all of my spare resources, including a handful of genesis crystals i had been saving in case i might want a skin. i was gonna attempt to pull for venti too but i suppose beggars can't be choosers,,,

,,,to make things worse, a friend of mine got BOTH of them in less than 180 pulls and while i am very happy for them, their words felt like a huge slap to the face--

i guess i'm just not meant to be lucky :''

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Waaaa, same same same - I didn't have a lot to begin with and I'll have to dump a lot of resources into getting Ayato but hopefully I can prepare for him because he's for sure coming home - just gotta keep trucking along 😭😭😭

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HAZEL, HAZEL? HIIII.

i miss talking to you,,, i honestly would talk more but 1) i'm afraid i'll annoy you 2) i can't come up with anything to talk to you about,,, BUUUUT now i have something to say, so, here i am!

the first thing is me dreaming of xiao twice for the past week. is,,, the universe trying to tell me something,,,? NOT TO MENTION, idk maybe it's a glitch or something but there have been times when xiao speaks one of his idle lines, he'll turn his head to look at my general direction for a second, before looking away again. i'm,,, honestly kind of scared.

second! i got a burst of inspiration today and got some writing done!!! after so many months of me being physically unable to do so, thinking maybe i wasn't fit for writing anymore, i made something. it's not anything grand, just a set of headcanons, but the joy and satisfaction i felt after finishing the whole thing was immeasurable,,,

anywho, i hope i didn't come at a bad time,,, thanks for listening! i hope all is well and that diluc comes to your dreams as xiao did to mine, hehe.

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Hey! Long time no chat, please come back whenever youd like :) - I will respond (even if it's days later, subject A 😭) annoying, never, am I slow in responding and that means it's all me and not you, yes!

Either way, oooo Xiao dreams how cool!! He's thinking of you, maybe it's your heart calling his name?? How awesome is that (´ . .̫ . `)

On more exciting news, congrats on your writing motivation!!! That's so great to hear. I bet you were thrilled to write something out ♪～(´ε｀ ) because you should!! You worked hard and made something, way to go ❤️❤️

Chat with you soooooon!!

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aaaa hazel, hazel!!! guess what??

i got a sudden burst of inspiration, and now i think i can make something to post when valentine's comes around!!

it's been a year since i've been able to get back to writing again. i've been in a terrible, terrible state of mind for the whole of 2021, and i think i'm slowly but surely recovering—if not, then at least i have reignited the spark i had for writing again.

this particular one is something i'm kind of proud of, but am also really nervous of posting for whatever reason? i, uh, basically tried my best the description 'poetic', but i'm scared that other people will find it either too bland or too much :') i want to try challenging myself, but i'm afraid it might end up making the end result cringy because i was trying too hard,,,

aaaaaaah okay, okay, that's all. sorry for telling you these mindless feelings of mine. you were the first person that came to mind because i feel comfortable around you :'3 you don't need to answer if you don't want to!

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Hey!! That's awesome to hear!!! When you get those really good days and that great bit of inspiration it makes you feel awesome. I hope you feel that again and again!

You'll only know how people feel once you post, plus, that first one is always so scary! But most of all, if you love it that's what matters (*´ω｀*)

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once upon a time i thought of making an oc based off ravens.

then i remembered treasure hoarders existed 😐😐😐

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Are you hinting at the fact that you have a treasure hoarder oc??? How cooool

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if thoma's skill (burst??) doesn't override ayaka's cryo infusion, it would make a pretty effective melt combination!! can't wait for him to be released,,, kisses for thoma <3

that being said, hazel!! guess what!! i have accepted the fact that i will never be those high damage dealing people a long time ago, but since the last two weeks, my mona reached 90+k damage??? even if she doesn't crit, she'll hit between 20k-50k. i don't even know exactly what i did,,,

i just wanted to see how the new energy recharge artifact set would compare to her previously 2 pc noblesse + 2 pc heart of depth. literally— i just slapped on a 4 pc emblem that had pretty good substats. i think i might've made her my most powerful burst support on accident 😭 (not complaining though)

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Heyyy, me too - I’ve given up long ago at trying to do great damage. I’m really happy with all my characters and the damage they do honestly <3

(At this point I can’t imagine people would be happy with me in a domain though, so I’ll just stick with using Barbara and keeping them all alive - celestial knows they need it)

Congrats on your Mona damage though, holy cooow! That’s super impressive and while it may be lucky and unexpected, that’s still some good news indeed :)

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aaaaaaa hazel, you're back!!! just wanted to say hi :D

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Hiii! I am back yes, In a way! Got lots of work ahead of me - manifesting all the good luck I can lol

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somebody on my friends list lost the 50/50 for ayaka to diluc. i told her congratulations and she said, and i quote, “thanks, but diluc sucks”

a week later and they show off a lvl 80 diluc in their showcase and im like ???

i have the biggest urge to block them sometimes,,,

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It seems they have come to learn he is a great character! That's awesome -- sometimes people just don't know much about a character until they get them and start to use them. Congrats on them because he is dope!!

He's still hard to pull too! So I understand the want to display him lol

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i didn't plan on submitting anything because i'm participating in the post+ protest but,,, i've seen 4 writing accounts i'm following getting hate in the span of 24 hours and it has greatly upset me. the way you responded, though???— amazing. an inspiration. i just hope it won't bring you down!

i don't understand why people feel the need to constantly comment on every single thing in the internet,,, if you don't like it, just ignore it. don't interact. it's literally. that simple 😭

anyway, yeah. you're amazing, hazel. stay amazing, and i love you! you definitely deserve all the support coming your way <3

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Agreed, I see things I like and give them love - I see things I don't and move on ... Not in my world will I let that get me down bby

( Ooooo oinbbajakendkd the strike!! I forgot 😣😣 ) ( my use on the platform doesn't mean I'm okay with your decision Tumblr! )

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to that anon who wants to skip everyone for a xiao rerun— yes. absolutely. he's the one and only 5 star dps i've been craving for SO hard, and not just because i really like his aesthetic, but i enjoyed playing with him in his demo.

i did manage to get kazuha, and i know i should be ecstatic, which i am! but i can't help but feel like scum leeching off my father, even if he did say it was okay. if that makes sense?? i'm sorry that i keep coming back here and being so negative,,, i'm just so used to being pessimistic that i don't deserve good things and something bad is waiting in return??? am i bad for feeling happy spending someone else’s money :') i promised myself to never do it again,,, also, i never did mention this but one of the reasons why i was really looking forward to kazuha is because he reminds me of aether in certain ways, who i regrettably didn't pick 😔

and i get it. some of my friends have also said that it's just a game, and it is. i've just always found comfort in one fandom because i have this habit of thinking anything that can go wrong if i don't have anything else to occupy my head,,,

all that aside, i've finally found a suitable plot to my story! i think it's not too simple nor complicated so hopefully this turns out well.

(for all of you who have NOT gotten kazuha yet, i hope he comes home to you before his banner ends!)

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Hey! That's awesome!! I'm glad you got Kazu and the little extra help, well helped!

I'm sure it's easy to feel strange about spending someone else's money, and they did it so you could get something you wanted and I'm sure they are okay with it - hopefully you don't have to stress about future pulls! Especially when Xiao comes back around

Good luck on your story!! I hope you get it in a good place too 😉🙂

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TO THAT OTHER ANON WHO RANTED—

well idk abt the others but you're not alone, nonnie! if you've seen my interactions you can see how i have mentioned—more than once—that the little green monster on my shoulder is my worst enemy. i try not to let it consume me too much, but jealousy has always been my worst personality trait.

i think your views are valid because it happened to me too— i unfollowed this one writing blog that, in my opinion, had suddenly dedicated all their content to their self-ship. all their posts suddenly turned to moodboards, couple photos from pinterest, and talking about how this one character would act around them. nothing else, day to night, continuously, for a week and a half until i had enough. i don't mind writers being happy about shipping themselves, but when they do it in a blog that they've declared a fanfic writing blog, it throws me off.

it’s absolutely okay to unfollow/not interact with people whose content may make you uncomfortable. it’s certainly much better than sending hate/telling them to stop doing it,,,

one of the reasons why i love tumblr so much is that you can block certain tags, meaning your entire experience here can be tailored to whatever brings you the most comfort. so long as you're not harming other people, i'd say do what you happy.

and i apologize if i offend any writers out there who do this!! it wasn't my intention, and, this is a very personal thing. a lot of your followers probably don't mind at all, so, as i said before, please do what makes you happy. (i'm sorry if you also take offense from this, hazel. i know no one asked for my opinions, i just,,, wanted to share,,,)

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It's nice to be able to show solidarity! To know you aren't a lone 🙌

You didn't upset me one bit :) - if this is where you feel comfortable sharing opinions and thoughts, I'm glad to be that place for you.

And you gave good, thoughtful suggestions to keep you in a good mindset without spreading hate to another! So thank you for that ❤

(I know I love Diluc so much, he's my favorite - so I hope my obsessions about him are limited to where you don't feel I'm overstepping either!)

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hi hazel!! those photos you took look amazing,,, i genuinely hope you had mega fun on your trip!!

i took a break from tumblr because,,, aha,,, kazuha heartbreak and wasn't planning to go on here again for a while but i end up here again, sighs,,, i can never really leave this hellsite anymore, yikes.

I'm feeling slightly better now and I've come to terms with the fact that I guess my luck sucks, lol. To all you avid diluc wanters who are not diluc havers yet, never give up!! you WILL get him. he has no choice. i'm rooting for you all,,, i used to want him but purely for how easy it was to deal damage rather than his companionship, so maybe that's why i don't really get sad over not getting him??

i definitely won't complain if he ever chooses to come home, but I've gotten over him to the point you could say I uh, ‘gave up’, lol. I just,,, came to peace with the terms that he might never be part of my roster, and that's okay.

the issue with kazuha (and why i'm uncharacteristically depressed over literal pixels on screen) is because i want his company. someone said his lines are flirty and!!! my lonely ass wanted him even more,,,

at the very least, i have a guaranteed this time, and i shall cherish it well. the last time venti dodged me, mihoyo did a zhongli rerun,,, now i'm hoping they'll have another one of my comfort characters banner up again to help alliviate the pain. not to mention inazuma is coming so exploring is defo gonna help take my mind off of things! here's to hope that something good is in store for us 50/50 losers in the future.

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I did have a lot of fun!! it was a blast

sometimes it’s good to just take a break from things and come back when the thing doesn’t make you stressed out - this should be fun and exciting, and if iit’s making you miserable you have to think about if it’s worth it. 

There will always be people who can drop some money on the game no matter what -- it’s important to keep trying and see how things go when you pull on any gatcha game 

.. for Kazuha, to me he acts more like Albedo than anyone, a more confident, direct, and unapologetic Albedo (at least from what I saw in the story) 

hey! that next gold will be what you want?? that’s awesome!! keep saving and do what you can :) 

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i wish i had the luck of myself getting 4 stars transfer to the 5 stars once in a while— the only one i don't have is bennett,,, pls let him be in kazuha’d banner so i'd feel a little better if the pretty anemo ronin doesn't come home :')

i finally got fischl a week ago!! i was pulling on klee’s banner to increase pity and i was about to stop because all i got was sucrose, who is now at c5 lmao (no offense tho, i'm definitely gonna build her. she's adorable)

at one point in childe’s banner, i did 5 single pulls just for fun and got rosaria. my first ten pull on zhongli’s gave me yanfei,,,

now if only it’d work that way for the 5 stars 😭

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wow - you’ve got some good luck with four stars -- it took me way to long to pull Yanfei -- Bennett is like always on a banner so your bound to get him soon! 

perhaps this is building up to a positive five star streak for you!! 🙌🙌🙌