#🌹 senspeak

[sennyroses]

hasn't canon senpai always been racist tho

well first off i’m not “canon senpai” so automatically this is irrelevant! either way not always, if i recall that was “confirmed” LONG AFTER WEEK 6 CAME OUT. i had already realized i was senpai fictionkin before then and i think you can understand why i am upset. even if i weren’t i don’t see what’s funny about making a character bigoted, newgrounds game or not.

please do not send me asks like this again i really don’t like getting mad at people!

[sennyroses]

not the same guy but sven softmod give me your outfit NOW.

[sennyroses]

I REMEMBERED SOME THINGS!!! oh my goodness ii’m really happy right now haha

well most prominently i remember that week 6 did not happen as it is supposed to. spirit was a very recent one of girlfriend’s exes, and she’d actually been gifted my game secondhand by him. i suppose it makes sense now why her father trapped him in there.

gf lended the game to bf after he ended up being curious and. well. i suppose it was love at first sight for me, even if he didn’t exactly know that i was alive? he spoke aloud a lot when he was playing as if he was actually talking to ME and i couldn’t stay on script anymore so i… may or may not have altered my own dialogue so i could speak to him directly. i don’t regret it at all! he had such a cute surprised look on his face when he realized i was talking back.

of course i was bummed out when i learned bf had a partner before he told me that he was poly and that while gf may not have had feelings for me she was perfectly fine with bf and i dating. gf was always very sweet, we were close, just not quite romantically. she was the one who got me out of the game! i owe her a lot although i guess i’m more biased towards bf here haha…

i’m glad to have some more things clear in my mind.

[sennyroses]

hello hello! i’m sen, welcome to my blog ^_^ this is… pretty self explanatory i suppose? i’m a senpai kin and this is where i post about that! i’m fine with other senpai kins interacting. not quite looking for anyone, but if other fnf kins would like to interact i’d be more than happy to answer asks! (dms make me anxious.) i don’t have many mems, but i’m always open for other questions.

along with the typical kin ramblings i’ll reblog art of me and things i enjoy. love related things in particular make me happy because i consider that a very core part of who i am, and i may talk about bf often as i associate him very heavily with my partner, and he was my partner in source.

also if you come in here assuming i am anything like “canon” senpai you are sorely mistaken.

dividers used here are from @.firefly-graphics! ✨

[sennyroses]

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[sennyroses]

i called her my fair maiden and she called me her prince and god if that didn’t give me some mix of kin euphoria(? is that the term?) and also just sooo happy shes so sweet and and and oouauauuu

[sennyroses]

if you're not canon why do you care that he's like that tho

…because i am allowed to be upset about being portrayed in ways i consider wrong and weird? literally what are you getting out of this, if you delight in pissing me off you’re not really succeeding you’re just confusing me at this point. i think most people would be bothered by being written this way.

[sennyroses]

definitely not mad over the new fnf comic ! im actually so normal and not upset at all *sound of teeth grinding loudly*

[sennyroses]

i rewatched the week 6 with lyrics video and bf referred to me as a “pretty boy” and i giggled like ehehe he thinks i’m pretty ithink someone needs to hit me on the head

[sennyroses]

it’s funny to me when people write me and spirit as one in the same because we’re really not. in fact i actually cannot STAND the guy? acting like it wasn’t his fault for getting trapped in the game and quite possibly being the most ungentlemanly person i’ve ever met. of course i hate him for being the reason i gained sentience in the first place but i think the way he told me he treated girlfriend makes me loathe him the most. i’m very glad he did not come with me when i was freed from the game. he can rot in there for all i care! ✨

[sennyroses]

this was all i could think about during soft week 6 sorry

not the same guy but sven softmod give me your outfit NOW.