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[crybaby-shaymin]

(@raylex) hi! is it okay for me to come in here to gush about my beloved? :)

I am!!! SO lucky to be able to call this silly goober mine, oh my gosh! I still don't know what in the world I did to deserve a soul like him in my life - much less what I did to deserve a soul like him as my HUSBAND. he makes me so, so ridiculously happy, he's what gets me through all of my tough times and he's always there by my side. I love him so, so much. completely unconditionally. every iteration of him in every universe. he's brought so much joy into my life, I hope he knows that... 💜✨

he's absolutely everything to me - my sun, my moon, my stars, my world, my UNIVERSE. I'd do anything for him to be happy, and I know he would do the same for me. 🥹

Of course you can gush about your beloved, @raylex !

Of course Rayman would do the same for you! Thanks to you, he now sees the world in a different- and a much better light!

He counts his blessings everyday to have you in his life! You are his everything of course!! ^v^

[crybaby-shaymin]

THIS IS AMAZING OH MY GOSH THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS!!

Art trade with @shayminxprincess! I hope you like it!

[the-scarlet-witch-22]

I am with you on this, I thought episode 6 was great! It was the additional backstory we needed.

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😭😭 im glad im not the only one because wow!! I’ve been feeling a bit crazy scrolling through social media.. thank you friend 🥺💜

[hyaciiintho]

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

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🌸｡*ﾟ+. A LOT more graphics and fancy stuff floating around. Before it was more common for people to have just. Plain icons, no borders or anything-- no fancy filters, no answered ask banners, etc etc... But now it's like... almost a weird requirement as an RP blog that you must have some sort of graphics. Mobile banner and promo at the bare minimal. Answered Ask banners were born from when tumblr asks were broke, so we came up with a creative way to post asks again. But then they stayed after it was all fixed.

Which is perfectly fine! I'm just getting at... before it was more common to see the every day RP blog with bare bones plain stuff. Now, you would rarely find an RP blog without some sort of personalized banner for their mobile theme, or people don't take them seriously as an RP blog. And I don't mean like... just any graphic. I mean personalized, as in... it has their URL, their muse, and some sort of aesthetic to it.

So yeah, that's at least what I've observed!

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Thoughts on Aimi because you bringing up that she was muu kusunoki'd makes me think. Or rather the fact that she ended up guilty only when she "accepted" that she was bullied, while when she denied it she seemed innocent. Because I was one of the people who thought of her as innocent at first but ended up going with guilty in the last trial so I'm thinking of how I see it.

First, I think that it's a question of how much one has control or agency in a situation that involves bullying, or any power dynamics driven abuse for that matter. As long as Aimi denies the bullying, she can't be in control of anything in the situation — because she's not even aware of the situation in question. If we talk about muu kusunoki'ing, it's interesting that Muu tried to convey the same idea (the situation with bullying was completely out of her control, she's a perfect victim) through insisting that the situation existed and was horrible, while Aimi tried to do it through denying and sugarcoating it. I think generally speaking Aimi's method works even better to convey this idea. Because when the person acknowledges the abuse, our first question is, then why are you still there? We can easily assume that they decide to stay and participate in these dynamics and we see it as their responsibility to escape it. But Aimi doesn't even acknowledge, so someone else needs to save her from it.

Now onto my verdict:

I was unsure what to vote in the last trial because Aimi was really surrounded with so much violence that it's hard for me to blame her for using violence as well, especially that she's young. Her brother used violence to show "love" to her and likely, as an overcontrolling caretaker, got mad every time she did something that he didn't like, so naturally how would she know what is the normal way to show love, and that getting aggressive at people not behaving the way you want them to is not very healthy? Her classmates also decided to be hostile with her because she acted in the way they didn't like. She might have been aware of the bullying but I don't think she was aware of a world where violence doesn't exist, not in such an amount at least.

Initially, I thought that Aimi was bullied because she was just seen as a burden since she appears naive annoying and clueless, and that she was deceived into thinking this is how friendship works. She reminded me of Flowers for Algernon not because of the disability but because of the similar naivety.

I think she's right in bringing up that people switch opinions once they find that there's a "reason" for someone to be bullied or abused. Because of that I don't want my reason to decide she's guilty to be that I found what she was bullied for, so I started to think about it. I think the reason why I switched my opinion to guilty wasn't because she was aggressive and so "deserved" the bullying, or because she inflicted harm whatsoever, but because she never stopped inflicting it.

As much as it's complicated because again, if the person was always surrounded with violence then how are they going to learn that it's not the only way to like, interact with people at all. She's not the source or reason of the violence that is being inflicted on her, and it's not in her responsibility or power to stop other people's actions. Again I doubt she even considered that there are places in the world that are not so hostile.

However I do think that in the end it was Aimi's choice to stay in these dynamics with her classmates. Her brother is one thing, but I don't see a reason why she wouldn't be able to change schools. It's as if she insisted on being friends with *these people* in particular, maybe because they already rejected her that she was growing attached even more in a sense (wanting to "win" them, or take revenge for hurting her, or most likely both as it often happens). We didn't get a lot of information on her brother so I don't know, it might have as well turned the situation again if he insisted that they kill her classmates and if she doesn't go along with the plan or tries to sabotage it she will be punished, but I don't remember we got any implications of that. Just that he came up with it and she went along with it. So I suppose that she had a chance to stop it and just leave the environment of her classmates. I don't think that she was completely averse to the idea since she is already known to become aggressive at her classmates when they reject her so I think she wanted a chance to take revenge.

The way Aimi acts and wants to prove herself as a perfect victim, even denying the abuse so she for sure doesn't have to take any responsibility for escaping it, while I don't think it's done out of malicious intent, it does make me feel that it was sort of convenient for her to stay as a "victim". I don't mean that it was good for her or that she enjoyed it, I mean that burying herself in being a "victim" was a way to prove to herself that her pain matters, and that she will finally become likeable if she's innocent enough. But together with that she continued being the source of harm as well, the final of it being mass murder. Also the problem with proving yourself as a perfect victim is that you become blind to your own harm because victims aren't capable of harm.

So yes she's muu kusunoki'ing in the sense that she gets trapped in the power dynamics and continues to perpetuate them. In a way, she became an accomplice of her classmates. The mass murder makes it look especially bad because I think it's one thing to return the pain to those who harm you, or to harm as the only way to escape (so I consider her murder of her brother justified) but it's another thing to try and make these people to be completely gone when there are other ways to go out of the situation. Like girl stop latching onto those who already rejected you you're making it worse.

thank you so much for sharing your thoughts!!

when it comes to aimi's brother, he's simply a character that i just can't reveal much about bc of how some in-universe stuff works, so the audience only has the vds, mvs, and aimi's behind the sin vd to work with 😔 but his relationship with aimi is actually slightly different from what you suggested, he didn't really threaten to punish her, it was more like.. he taught her that violence is the only option, basically. or to be more exact, he said that she's just so nice and so special that she can do no wrong, so no matter what she does, it will always be valid and acceptable. 1) because he was that attached to her and he really did love her in his own way and 2) because they're two privileged rich kids who believe they're allowed to do anything they want. i think if aimi snapped and decided to kill a classmate (or classmates) herself, without any help, he wouldn't question it at all and would even be happy about it.

like here are some examples! the guy clearly believes aimi can do no wrong and that it's always been her classmates' fault.

and um. he's kinda wrong about that because aimi thought she was a "perfect victim" even before milgram! like she already said stuff like "why are they so mean to me, i'm not the one in the wrong"!

and it actually really is convenient for aimi to stay as a victim because you're right, it would actually be very easy for her to change schools! i really love this parallel between her and akio because akio mentioned before that he's currently attending an elite school, however, akio's financial situation is very different from aimi's and he actually feels like he can't change schools now because he's afraid of disappointing his parents who have worked hard to send him there.

meanwhile aimi could easily leave but. she was so angry because she thought she can become friends with literally anyone, so she stayed there until she could successfully buy everyone's friendship (and that worked only when she sent them to their death). the girl really just couldn't handle rejection 😭

[elizakai]

Spooky MellyBabbles badge >:3

BRO WHAT!?

THANK YOU SO MUCH HOLY SHIT???

WHAT

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BROOOOOOOOOO SOB

[rosylamb]

You're so tiny I could pick you up and kiss n cuddle you 🥰

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Wait . . what ??

My friend !! ♡

Well, I am small this is true, but I think I would be very surprised to be picked up cus I’m scared of heights!

(I’m also scared of large crowds, getting lost, and losing things like my stuffed animals !! The last one is very real, I have nightmares about them going missing honestly ;-;)

It is so kind of you to want to give me hugs though! You’re very sweet — thank you !! ♡

I will give you a very nice one in return now hehe c:

Sending all my happiest thoughts, and lots of love! Take care, my friend ~ !!

🌸 ˚ . ⊹ XOXO ♡

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[itsmarsss]

Hi! I noticed that you talk w/ alot of people through the asks and it seems a bit fun. But I have no clue of what I wanna talk about. So you can say anything, preferably about helluva boss. Loving Scandalous BTW ~🌸🧡 (I think that's a new combo. Gimme one if someone's using it lol)

ohh welcome babes of course! we can always chat, I have sm fun talking to you guys :)

okay since you gave me the freedom I’ll yap abt this m&m x reader oneshot I’m writing it came from someone requesting me to write something w hugs involved and it turned into this thing abt having Millie and moxxie act super close and touchy and this confusing thought of are they trying to cheat on each other w me rn or am I crazy ???? lol it’s been fun to write it

I’m also writing a blitz x reader oneshot combining a bunch of premises and things people have mentioned or requested me lol it’s like pure smut and i love writing blitz smut cause he can be hot but he can be so so stupid at times too I love the dialogue

[skeletalheartattack]

You seem pretty cool my dude, from the blood of my father's before me, and my children's long after, I wish you many zarbon cuddles in your destiny

FOOL!!! YOU FELL FOR MY SKELETONS TRICK, CURSED BY ME AND MY WICKED STICK!!! YOUR BLOOD BELONGS TO ME, AND I GET ZARBON ALL FOR FREE!!! FAMILY'S FUTURE, FAMILY'S PAST, OH HOW I'M GOING TO MAKE THIS GOOD TIME LAST!!! ALL WITHOUT YOUR FAMILY'S PERMISSION, OUT COMES ZARBON FROM THE TELEVISION!!! WHAT DOES FUTURE HOLD OF ZARBON AND ME? FIND OUT NEXT TIME, ON DRAGON BALL Z!!!!

[gadriezmannsgirl]

GIRL- I was rereading your work.. (as always) 🙈but I noticed that whenever you say " sorry this was rushed" it ends up being an amazing story and one of my favs💕 Just wanted to throw that out there

Everything you write is Amazing!!🌸

Hahaha girl; I, most of the times, write in a rush and it's that much that when I'm revising, I notice some misspelled words and stuff, so I can't help but think that the story doesn't make any sense😭 however thanks for the kind words💖 I'm glad you like my work!🌻

[crybaby-shaymin]

This is out of the blue but I saw your post in the tag and I just wanted to say that I hope you feel better soon! I'm not doing too well either, but I know we can both get through these times. Anyways, I figure I'd gush a bit about recent developments with my S/I.

I was trying to make a completely new one and I ended up just adding onto my current S/I's story. Caelyn's a kitsune psychic with uncontrollable dream powers, and the new one is a deity of dreams, set in the same universe (Golarion from Pathfinder). Apparently the way souls work in the setting makes it entirely possible that Caelyn could eventually reincarnate into a deity. It would just make so much sense, so I went with it. So, task failed successfully, I suppose.

Hey that's a-okay by me to come out of the blue @claepots ! I hope you feel better soon too ;v;

Caelyn sounds really interesting! I really love Kitsunes so I am a bit bias. I also love the dream powers and the dream deity idea!!! It would make sense for them to become a deity given that I BELIEVE in Japanese culture where Kitsunes came from, they are partially worshipped like deities (if I'm wrong, please correct me)!

Maybe Caelyn can gain all 9 tails through the dreams :0 even though the dreams are uncontrollable, they can still serve a purpose to teach Caelyn important things and help Caelyn learn lessons which would gain a tail or two since Kitsunes gain tails the more wise they become!

[pjo-hoo-toa-freakazoid]

hey Colby! Was wondering if for the pjo moonboards/gang aesthetics, you could do Leo Valdez and Cupioromantic? Or if not possible then Drew Tanaka and Sapphic? All good if you don’t wanna ^^

​Ahhh being called Colby ksksk💕

Cupioromantic + Leo Valdez

[the-scarlet-witch-22]

Hiiiiii me again so prepare for a novel length ask 😵‍💫 sometimes I just can’t shush.

I agree with you soooooo much about the finale and Agatha/Rio. It was so interesting to watch it unfold - like the almost kiss in the forest? My impression of that was Agatha had received special treatment from Rio because of their relationship (which we got confirmation of this) and that she had a moment she thought that happened again - that somehow Rio had given Nicholas back as Billy. And Rio knew that, too, which is why she stopped Agatha from kissing her - Agatha was having soft, grateful feelings to Rio, thinking she had her son back - and Rio couldn’t let her believe that. Or didn’t want her to.

But I agree, they aren’t getting back together - Agatha made that hella clear. Even if she still has feelings for Rio, she can’t get past the loss of her son. Rio took Nicholas, and while it was her job to, there are some things that just can’t be repaired.

I also admittedly laughed really hard when Agatha came back as a ghost. Not only did she keep Rio from getting Billy, she siphoned Death’s power in a farewell kiss, and did…whatever she did, to become a ghost and keep Rio from taking her spirit. Total power move.

Plus..Rio does not like ghosts at all. I wish I could stick it to my ex in that next level petty of a fashion.

Ghost!Agatha x Reader has wriggled its way into my subconscious, so there’s that, too. Ahem.

Was Eras completely magical? Did you go with your wonderful girlfriend? Details on your outfit, please? 💜

Also also, sending you a huge hug on the post about your mother. I am so sorry you have to live that way. I live in a red state and while my family is VERY BLUE, my heart breaks for anyone who doesn’t feel they can be safe and supported with their family.

I hope you’re having a lovely night. 💜

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Hi my friend <3 (my response is sooo long so I’m gonna cut it hahaha)

Oh wow I really like your interpretation on that moment between Agatha and Rio in episode 4. I almost took it as a warning, I guess, or to maybe set Agatha's expectations. Because yes absolutely Agatha has received special treatment, like Rio said more than any mortal before her ever did, and I think she's aware to some extent the power she holds over Rio. What's interesting to me when looking at their relationship, is the majority of the manipulation comes from Agatha. It's funny that the personification of Death doesn't hold the upper hand, but I do think it's very fitting with Agatha's character. Anyways, I kind of saw it as Rio warning Agatha, 'that boy is not yours and he shouldn't be here'. And I think her reasoning on that definitely was because she still had feelings for Agatha, ya know? Taking Nick destroyed them, and maybe in her mind she thought 'well I'm warning Agatha, so it won't be an issue. He's another woman's son anyways'.

Gosh that was way too long, hahaha. But yes I completely agree! I am super intrigued to watch them interact in the future...especially with Tommy now being back. I fear Rio is not gonna be too thrilled with Agatha doing all of this for another woman's kids LOLL can't say I blame her. And the Agatha ghost bit SENT ME. Taking ghosting to a new level of petty, in true Agatha Harkness fashion <3

I'm really playing around with a ghost!Agatha fic!! I'm sooo behind on writing but the idea I have is kind of depressing, lol but I'm gonna try and think of a more upbeat version.

Oh my gosh the Eras Tour was actually one of the best nights of my entire life, no exaggeration. I love Taylor Swift, she's on a good portion of my writing playlists. I actually started crying when it started, which is embarrassing af but I don't care!! And yes! I went with my girlfriend (who acquired the tickets, she's a rockstar and we love her), and one of my friends & her girlfriend! I love the song Maroon (which she played a night later rip haha), so I found these sparkly burgundy pants and a maroon themed shirt and paired with Nikes that had a burgundy swish on them.

Also thank you for saying that <3 It's really hard being in a mainly conservative family. I'm genuinely so happy that your family is voting Blue, at this point it just feels like a difference between having morals and not. I'm also tired of these past few elections feeling so stressed, idk, things have just taken such a drastically dark turn and I hate that we ended up here. My response is SOOO long and I apologize but I hope you're well, thank you so much for the ask <3 (I'll post a pic of the concert separately because this is already so long asdhasfhjas)

[hyaciiintho]

// This is gonna sound silly but FF14 AUs for the Ace Attorney muses. There's the SAMURAI class that'd be perfect for Simon! c:

Send me an AU idea you have for my muse and I’ll give you my headcanons and/or thoughts about it. Be as basic or detailed as you’d like! | ✿

🌸｡*ﾟ+. HONESTLY THOUGH the SAM quest line is also very Simon-esque in a way that I won't spoil for anyone who hasn't played through it~ for BOTH FFXIV and his Ace Attorney game. But now I'm curious as to how I would have him in FFXIV... like... would I make him a regular Hyur or make him a tol and scary looking Au Ra with a perpetual glare? Pfft~ Or do I forgo all that make him a harmless looking Viera with a perma scowl? LOL Honestly leaning towards Au Ra though, it feels right.

He could be carrying on the legacy of his master by the way of the sword while watching over a certain someone on their journey all the while c: An eye from the shadows that only makes his presence known when truly needed. I kinda like that idea!

[inaflashimagine]

nessa!! it’s been way too long since i last dropped by!! i’ve missed you!! how are you?? 

now that spring’s here, i’m lugging in a GIANT basket of flowers of all kinds for you 💐🌷🪻🌹🌻🌸🌺!! + a curious sel question!!! — what’s your favourite thing to do during spring? 🥺 

hi sel, i hope you're having a lovely day!! i've been doing well, enjoying the sunshine and hoping it stays for a while!

that's so sweet AHH (don't forget to save some for yourself!!). during a nice spring day, i love going to the farmer's market to get some goodies that i'll take to a park so i can munch on them while reading a good book!! spring truly is one of the best seasons

[strawberrisoulmate]

for a recommendation that's not just another one of my ocs, though: saber from fe: echoes uwu

oh…? 👀

i am interested 👉👈