#🌷☀️ <- how life feels w f1 in my life…

[m4xlesbian]

GOOD MORNING MAPLE NATION ITS RACE WEEK AND ITS AUSTRALIA RACE WEEK WHICH MEANS MY F1 ANNIVERSARY IS COMING UP‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

[m4xlesbian]

r u okay/good?

hi ml 💓💓💌💌 i’m… okay. rant under the line. thank you for asking dear ☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

its been a rough week. i dont want to be disrespectful and make the whole horner situation about ‘uuhuhhhuhh my poor interest!!’ bc thats not my main point at all but it HAS affected me a lot. especially in how i enjoy/see f1 rn. idk the stress of it all really really made f1 feel like less of a safe hyperfix place for me and instead of taking away stress (i mean ill always be stressed about racing, but thats the FUN stress yk ☹️) gave me a lot more. i think i just need a break for a few days or something 🥺🥺🥺 thankfully its not race week

that brings me to my second thing tho: i use f1 a lot. its my special interest + hyperfixation and this mixed with still going through a breakup atm is just. not to be dramatic but it feels like im losing another part of my life ☹️☹️ its not that serious i know and ill recover from this but its rn just making me feel BAD and everything.

i also miss having a partner. and im on my period. so fun times 😨😨😨

ANYWAY i will be ok u better believe it 😁😁😁 but i might be a bit inactive here the coming days. ill still be on discord (prosenna if anyone wanna chat 💓💓💓💌💌🌷🌷💕💕) but ill try to just… take it easy. yknow. actually have some fun. try to read some books idk 🤣✨✨☀️☀️🌈 love u all sm tho ill be back w a new diary post soonnnn 💫💫