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[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“ In Every Universe ”

🌙Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun × fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: talks of sex and possibly Virginity

Chapter 5

“I…um I really appreciate you meeting me here.” You and Soobin sat next to each other a small distance apart. Your crossbody bag being the only thing separating you.

“Yeah of course, no problem.” He gave a soft smile, meeting your eyes for a second and then looked away at something, anything probably. This was more awkward than you anticipated. It's not that you haven't met Soobin before. You've interacted with him plenty of times. But you would mostly have small conversions in passing at the dorms. Or at an event. Now that you think of it, the two states he’s seen you in are drastically different from one another. On the one hand, in a professional setting, your hair done up perfectly, dresses and outfits chosen for you by a stylist whether you like them or not, make-up done meticulously. Compared to you at the dorms in casual clothes, casual hair and make-up. Or on the off chance you pass each in the wee hours of the morning. Him with bed head and glasses and you in one of Yeonjun’s shirts and no pants, skin flushed and sweaty with fresh bruises and hickeys adorning your skin, depending on the direction the night took you. Now looking back, it's a bit embarrassing he saw you in such a state. Not to mention the times he’d probably heard you! Even going as far to tell you two to keep it down! The embarrassing memories come flooding back and you release a slight gasp in real time, catching his attention as your hands fly and cover your mouth. His head whips around to look at you.

“Oh did you say something?” He said voice was a bit muffled with the black mask covering his face.

“Huh.. oh no i was just …breathing.” he nodded his head. It was so evident he was hoping you'd speak first. But with thoughts bouncing around your mind you don't know if you could face him without blushing and feeling uncomfortable. Like Jesus, were you really so comfortable and oblivious to the way you pranced around that dorm with the knowledge that other people live there? Other MEN no less. And how uncomfortable you probably made them. Should you apologize or would that be–

“So do you like this park?” Soobin finally asked not to face you directly. You blanked for a moment, and turned to look at him, shocked that he started up the conversation. His eyes avoided looking at you.

“Yeah. It's my favorite one… the way the trees are set up with the playground it just reminds me so much of home. Plus the leaves changing makes it even better. I don't love the cold but if it means I can sit here and see the leaves change I'm happy, ya know.” You turned to see he was already looking at you, listening attentively. “I'm really sorry for asking you here. You’re so busy and you took time to meet up with me and– If I'm being honest I don't even know what to ask or where to start. I think I am just.” you inhale deeply through your nose. “I just want to know what he's thinking and what's going through his mind. Because you think you know someone but then you fight and it feels like all the words you want to say are unproductive, and petty, and hurtful. And suddenly the person you trusted most is just… I don't know. Not them anymore.” You exhale again seeing Soobin listening in your peripheral. You straighten up to speak again. “And yeah here we are. Sitting in a park I’ve selfishly asked you to meet me at for some hope to better understand a relationship that was kinda doomed from the start I'm realizing…” there's a small moment of silence between you like words are just hanging there.

“You know he really does care for you. He’s said so many times. Whether that was in a friendship way or more then… I mean I've never had– or I guess I should say been with someone in that way.” Your head quickly turns to his, eyes wide at the admission of him possibly being a virgin. The words don't hit right away but when they sink his eyes go big– finally full facing you, waving his largest hands in such a cute way it makes you giggle a bit.

“NO NO NO I only meant that I've never liked... I haven’t ever had a girlfriend… I had… Or I mean I– I’ve been like with like– I'm not like, you know I–” It was pretty adorable seeing this 6’1 man panic like this. Trying your hardest to hold back a chuckle.

“Soobin it's fine you don't have to explain yourself. I believe you.” You chuckle a little more. “I mean, you're the leader of a famous Boy Group. You're tall and handsome. You probably have people falling at your feet.” Your laughter starts to die out as you think back to what he said. Meanwhile Soobin’s neck and ears are red. He’s barely focused both from the embarrassment and the compliments “But that's just it we weren’t dating. We're just sleeping together… and I thought he had an understanding about that and then he blows up at me getting all jealous and possessive. And if it had been me doing something like that… and the things we said to each other… and the way he reacted…” You both jump at the feeling of a phone ringing.

Soobin quickly realized it was his and rushed to find it.

“I'm so sorry I just gotta take this.”

“No, of course.” he stood up and walked a few steps aways. After a minute or two he came back.

“I'm so sorry, I have to go, I didn't even realize the time.” he started to collect his stuff and you stood up as well.

“No, no it's fine, I'm sorry for taking up so much of your time.” he stopped rummaging around and turned to look at you.

“You really didn’t and I think we should meet again and talk. This will give me time to think and stuff… I– I really do want to help if I can.” he gave a soft smile.

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[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe “

🌙Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun × fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: Voyeurism, Perv. Soobin, mentions of Alcohol, Dirty talking, mentions of sex

Chapter 6

It was late. Like super late. Like 1- 2 a.m. late. And Soobin was a little tipsy. Well, a little more than a little, more like super tipsy…Soobin was drunk. Like tripping over shoes that were left just lying in the waking drunk. He's always said he loves to drink but he's not good at it. He recently met a new friend, Hyungwon, through some content he had to film. He was a little nervous and awkward at the first meeting. Two introverts in an amusement park and Hyungwon Hyung being older than him. But they both got along fairly well, even going as far as to exchange information for drinks in the future. Which led him here on the verge of being piss drunk at 2:00 in the morning with only one thing on his mind. He…had…tea to spill.

The good thing about having idol friends you can trust is having someone who can relate to you and understand the same wins and hardships of the job. They can even make the experience less difficult especially when you need a break from your members which everyone does once in a while. The good thing about drinking with idol friends you trust is the tea that's spilled. It's the entertainment industry. Everyone is meant to keep a good image of this, and not hooking up or dating that, no beef. But at the end of the day they’re humans too so they’re bound to make human mistakes, which is fine. And Soobin is only human too so the talk or drama really entices him. And he's the perfect person to talk to. He listens well, gives good reactions, and never tells. Of course, unless you add his members, specify Yeonjun. Him and Yeonjun have the same love of being on the listening end of the hot drama going on behind the scenes. Only it's a bit different from Yeonjun. Everyone knows he also probably has something to share due to the sheer amount of friends and parties he attends. With Soobin, he keeps a low profile and small circle of close friends so no one expects him to have any tea himself (even though he knows it all) so when he responds ‘oh I wish I had something to tell as entertaining as that, pretty boring on my end’ it's more believable.

As he took off his shoes and headed to the kitchen for some water he had one thing on his mind. A late night tea spill with Yeonjun. Who was probably up at this hour. And if he wasn't he’ll just wake him. As he finished his water, he left the glass on the counter and started down the hallway for Yeonjun’s room. As he got closer, he couldn't tell if there was light coming from under the door but he could hear noises which was good enough for him. He practically stumbled into the door frame before he “gently” knocked on the door. Head feeling heavy, he rested it on the door and yell-whispered “Hyung…Hyung are you up I have so much to te-”

Suddenly the door swung open which almost made Soobin fall.

“Soobin! What man, not right now.” Yeonjun said with a tone of annoyance in his voice. One that Soobin’s inebriated brain could not pick up on. He giggled and stumbled back up while speaking.

“Hyung just wait till I tell you what I heard tonight about these idols from OUR company you're not gonna believe it-” Soobin finally took Yeonjun's state. No shirt on, lips very red, out of breath, sweats hanging off his hips. Sober Soobin would have put the pieces together right from the shoes in the middle of the entrance way and the very obvious boner Yeonjun was sporting. “Hey…w- wHat gOiNg on WitH YoU, LoOk wEird…” he says before furrowing his brow and looking him up and down again.

“I kinda have company over so can you please...” Yeonjun gently nods his head behind him. To which Soobin eyes follow to see very half naked you in black lace bra and shorts seated on the floor by Yeonjun’s mirror, trying not to wipe your mouth of evidence. You turn to face him slightly to give a gentle smile but all Soobin can focus on is the tops of your breasts peeking out of the black lace pushup bra. His eye lingered a little too long because Yeonjun was moving to get his attention and push him out. “I'll talk to you tomorrow man.'' As he goes to shut the door, Soobin nods goodbye, eyes still darting back and forth to you before the door closes. Now he’s just left standing there not sure what to do. He stands there a little while longer before going to wash his face and get ready for bed.

As he brushes his teeth he just stares into the nothingness, still shocked at what just happened. He keeps replaying it in his mind. He goes to wash his face with cold water and as he closes his eyes all he can see is you in the black lace push bra. You guys must have gone out for dinner tonight or something and wanted some…alone time after. ‘Cause girls don’t just wear bras like that normally, right? Do you always wear bras like that? And you are wearing black panties to match? Is it a thong?’ He thought as he started back to his room, these thoughts and the interaction sobering him up real quick. ‘And you were on your knees which can only mean you were probably…and by the mirror so you could see yourself or he could see you better. Did you like that kind of stuff?’ He wondered ‘and were you good at it. From the state Yeonjun was in you must be. And your lips, now that he thinks about it, are always so soft looking and plump. And everytime he's shaken or accidentally touches your hand they're sooo soft. He's even complimented you on it. He’d never thought he'd be sitting here with a semi, wondering how your hands and mouth would feel around his cock. “Ahhhghhhg stop stop stop.” he exhaled deeply and laid on his bed and hoped it would just go down and he can sleep this all off. That was until…

“Ohh- fuck fuck fuck! Junnie please..”

That was not Yeonjun’s voice and he knew he didn't imagine that. Soobin covered his mouth and held his breath. Making the room as silent as possible. The walls were not necessarily thin so he could hear the sound of the bed moving. So against his better judgment he moved to the wall ,pressing his ear to the wall. He held his breath afraid they would somehow know what he was doing.

“Isn't this what you wanted right? For me to fuck you like this?” That was Yeonjuns voice. Followed by the sound of broken moans and skin slapping. Soobin wonders what position you're in? Probably on all fours. God he hopes it's all four. His hands start to slowly move to palm his erection through his boxers. And from the sound of it he’s probably got your arms pulled back too. He can only imagine the look on your face. He starts to palm himself faster. His bunny teeth gently biting down on his bottom lips to hold back any sound.

“Junnieee!! Please Please I've been so good I-” Her Whimpers start turning into incoherent words.Your voice sounded so sweet.So desperate. He wondered what your tits looked like. Did you keep your bra on or take it off? Fuck it he thought finally going to stroking his length, Trying to match the unforgiving pace Yeojun set.

“I know baby -Ugh- I know, Junnie gonna give you what you want. Yeah?” Your whimpers turn into full on cries at this point signaling that you're about to cum. Soobin wants so desperately to cum with you. His hand tightens on the base dragging up as he focuses quick strokes on his sensitive head. Other hand covering his mouth to hold back his moans.

“OH GOD junie! junie baby I- Im gonna-” Soobins close too.

“I know Baby cum for me come on.” He can hear you falling apart on the other side of the wall practically screaming out. He’s still yet too tho still stroking him himself. Pre-cum making a stain on his boxers but he could care less right.

“That it baby-fuck- that its good girl. So good for me all night you gonna get your reward-ugh fuck shit- Im gonna cum, cum in this slutty little pussy fuck!” Soobin wished he was in his place fucking you like that. Cumming in you like that. And that's what sent him over the edge. Spilling himself in his boxers ,and biting his lip so hard he’d think he'd draw blood. He slid down onto his bed breathing heavily. The post nut clarity setting into what he’d just done.

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[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe”

☀️Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader x Soobin

Warnings: Angst, Mentions of sex

Chapter 13

“What just happened?” Yeonjun thought as he stood outside of her apartment dumbfounded. He didn't know what else to do. He was so shocked and angry he could feel his heart beat in his ears. A million thoughts running through his mind on what to do or say. Some productive. Most petty. A faint sound broke the slience coming from behind the door. He moved forward placing a gentle hand on it and his ear. Quiet sobbing. His mind felt blank now, heartbreaking and tears that had been threatening to fall finally breaking the dam. It felt like he stood with his ear to that door for hours before he finally removed himself and began the walk home. He could have easily gotten a car to take him home but he needed the walk. Plus the dorms weren’t that far; he's walked it before. Normally in a better mood.

He replayed the fight in his head over and over again before he pushed it to the back of his brain like he did most things like hurt him. You had no right putting him in that position. Of choosing between his best friend and his… well his freedom. He knew it was wrong of him to call you what he did. It was just his anger. He knows how he gets about guys treating you like that. You are too precious for that. For Jackson fucking Wang. FUCK. Remembering that really pissed him off. Why do you lower yourself to men like that? And then you had to bring up JOHNNY of all people, you knew how that made him feel. He’ll never forget the feeling he felt after walking in on you two. That's one memory he’ll never be able to put away. Walking around looking for you after Music Bank event back when they were promoting the Eternity album, and catching you being bent over the couch in Johnny’s dressing room being fucked from behind. Bastard didn't even have the decency to stop. He looked Yeonjun straight in the eye and asked him what he wanted as he continued to thrust into you roughly. And you, trying to hide your face from embarrassment. Moaning out, trying to get him to stop as Yeonjun said nothing, leaving in a furious hurry.

That memory never failed to make Yeonjun livid. Wanting to take his fist to Johnny's face everytime he sees him. Even after the two of you made up. But this time it brought tears to his eyes. Which had never happened, much to his surprise. Anger is replaced with genuine sadness. Seeing you with another man like that. The noises you made, the expressions you made were made only for his eyes…He shouldn’t have called you slut. He's a bigger slut than you are. And you're not even a slut. You haven’t with been with anyone since Johnny. Yeonjun wiped the tears from his eyes as he smiled a little. He’d be lying if that statement didn't make him happy. Knowing you were only his for this whole year. And he knows it’s toxic. But then again he didn’t ASK you to do that. That was your choice. He felt the tears again. How could you even say that you two weren’t friends. You’re best friends. He tells you everything. He trusted you more than his members most times. He cares so much for you. He loves you…

Yeonjun walked up the stairs and went to the dorm. Releasing the first normal, deep breath. He stood there in the darkness of the doorway, thinking of the doorway of your apartment. That was where you were. Still there, probably crying. He knew when you cried you tried to hold back and covered your mouth. Afraid of the sound of it. He bent down, hand to the door. He felt like he could see you in the dark. Back up against the door and cover your mouth as you sobbed and sobbed. Even shaking a little. He felt his anger bubble up again.This time it was laced with guilt. He stood up kicking off his shoes and going into his room, slamming the door and sitting on his bed. The tears falling again he sat there crying for a moment, knees up to his chest. He grabbed his phone, secretly hoping to see a text from you. There was nothing, so trying to calm down, he dialed a number. Taking deep breaths as it rang.

“Yeonjun? What's up, it's the middle of the night?” A grogging voice responded through the phone.

“Binnie…” he said voice trembling more than he intended.

“Yeah? What's wrong?” Yeonjun stayed quiet so as not to break out into tears again. “Yeonjun, say something you're scaring me. Did something happen?!”

“Binnie I- I fucked up…” he finally said

“Woah woah woah! What happened are you talking about?!”

“Changbin, I don't know what to do…I think I lost her man.” he said voice trembling quietly.

“Okay hold on, tell me everything.” Yeonjun proceeded to quietly tell him the events oh tonight in between sniffles and quiet sobs. Changbin listened intently.

“Yeonjunnie…You know I’ll always be honest with you. Right?”

Yeonjun hummed in response and Changbin continued. “Do you think you are in the right place to hear the truth right now…” Yeonjun responded that he wasn’t sure. He knew it's what he had to hear but he was stubborn and he wasn't sure he could. Maybe he should have called Wooyoung. But he’d probably get the same response. Changbin sighed “you're gonna have to hear it at some point man, it's just up to you when. If that's not now that's up to you…You’ve had a hard night just get some sleep okay, man?” Yeonjun sniffled and responded with a noise.

“I love you man i'll call you tomorrow okay?”

Changbin was about to hang up when Yeonjun spoke up. “Bin!... We’ll be okay right? It's just an argument. Friends argue all the time and they're fine. So we’ll be fine. Right?”

Changbin sighed heavily.”Yeonjun. Be honest with yourself. Are you two really just friends?”

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[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe”

🌙Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

Genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

Pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: none

Chapter 10

“What do you mean you don’t like to dance! You're legit a performer!”

“ It’s- I never said I DIDN'T like to dance I just…I don’t know. In a club setting. That's like WORLDS different than being a practice room. There people and everyone’s so… so close together. And there’s so much.. I don’t know expectation around what do to.”

You scoffed at the idea of him not being able to freestyle “Soobin… you're afraid to freestyle! “

Soobin rolled his eyes `` Well not freestyle obviously but like-” she downs another shot of soju and he chuckles to himself. “ you really don’t know the rules of the game do you?” Your supposed to drink after you share some embarrassment or a fear. Not just drink freely” she shrugged and brought her elbow to the table to point at him, squinting.

“ you do realize you have legit formal training. And I can… like MOVE that’s it. I’d be ruined if the public found out I couldn’t ACTUALLY dance. I can just move really well” she started pouring another shot for herself. “You on the other hand cause you to move so well! I’d even go as far as saying your hmm I don’t know a DANCER! So you sir have no excuse! DRINK! “

“Hey Woah no! This is a real fear!” He said trying to defend himself “ like say someone wants to come up and dance with me. How do you say no! ESPECIALLY if they're drunk! Like I don’t want to be rude. Or even worse what if I want to dance with them like

Where do I…” he looked around kinda nervously and whispered. “ where do I put my hands…” she raised her eyebrows. “ you know when I like- when they try to dance with me and stuff…” she continued to just stay are him. The sound of other conversations going on around creeping in around them. God it moments like this when he misses your endless talking just filling the space. When you get quiet like this is so Erie and awkward. Because now it’s his job to fill it. And that just not his specialty, he’s the listener and your the talker. It your dynamic! You talk about ending and everything. Sharing so much about your likes, dislikes, random thoughts, life experiences and asking questions. And he listens. Just happy to be in your company and hear your voice. Soobins always been called a good listener but he’s not sure if it just cause he actually is. Or he just doesn’t engage in conversation that much. But with you! He feel like an actual good listeners. Letting you take the lead and he just follows behind. Which is why you not speaking scares the shit outta him. Especially after saying something he thinks is so stupid.

“Soobin… your really not beating these virgin allegations hon ” soobins felt his whole face heat up and his heart race picked up choking on his water. As you started to laugh. “Omg omg Soobin I was just joking!” she says laughing helping him wipe up the table as he coughed. Jesus, did you really think he was virgin!? Fuck! How is he supposed to fix this I mean he can’t just straight say he’s not ,cause he will just sound like even more of one trying to explain himself-

“Your so cute , I can’t with you”

…Soobin feels like he was floating. You leanded forward to wipe his mouth. He could feel himself staring but he couldn’t stop. You looked to pretty so focused of his mouth. So caring and attentive even tho you're just a few shots away from him having to walking you up to you apartment. Again. You could hold your liquor so when you drank you went pretty hard, but you never eat enough to combat that. He hated it. He on the other hand was Terrible At drink. Although he really does enjoy it ,he really does suck at it.

“Okay so, here’s how we fix your dilemma.” You took another shot. “We take you to a club. Simple! Right?”

He started to shoot out protests like “ I wouldn’t even know- know where to go” or “ that would make me even more nervous” and “ I can’t go with guys there’ll make fun of me and then try to help and I do NOT want Gyu or Junies help!” And finally “ WHAT IS THE PRESS SEE’s me breaking news Tomorrow by Together leader can’t dance for shit !” You rolled your eyes reaching for the water. Which he was grateful for. He hated telling you to have water when you're drinking. Made him feel like he was being rude or something.

“Oh god you're so dramatic…” you took a sip of water “We don’t have to rush over there now we’ll go when you're ready okay?” You gave a soft smile and then moved on to another conversation. Soobin wanted to listen but he couldn’t move past the WE you said. As in him and you. You wanted to go dancing. With him!

The two of you. JUST the two of you!

“I told you shouldn’t have drank that much. Where are your keys?” Soobin starts looking through the bag as you sit there head on his shoulder. He leans in to whisper so the driver wouldn’t hear you. “Do you have to throw up ? Cause if so tell me” you shake your head no and then grab on to his arm.

“No just sleepy…I miss my dogs soobinnie” she says nuzzling into his arm. He sighs and pats your head a bit and then goes back to looking for your keys. You always miss your dogs when you get drunk. You couldn’t bring them with you when you moved here and you can’t bring yourself to get one here.

“I know I know. Here let’s go.” Soobin opened the door and helped you out. You immediately clung on to him stumbling to the door and into the elevator. Once we got into your house he let you lay on the couch as he got you some water to sip on. He always liked the way your apartment looked and smelled. Like someone just finished burning a candle or something. And the decorations were so cute and stylish and just so overwhelming. “Okay sit up , do you want some ramen or- Y/N?” He looked around until he heard a mumble or words coming from your room. He moves over to find you laying in your room clothes and shoes on the floor and under your covers.

“ Soobinnie my head hurts” he smiles walking over getting you to sit up and handing you the water to drink.

“ I left for a second when did you have a chance to change clothes.” He chuckled. As you start to drink he grabs the makeup wipes off the dresser. “ Here, look at me.” He gently grabbed your face turning it towards him and gently took off your makeup.

“Soobin?” His eyes met yours and he immediately got nervous. The way your eyes were boring into him. They looked so big looking up at him.

“Yes?” He swallowed hard. How do you not realize the effect you have on him?

“Can you stay with me …please” … a moment frozen in time. Soobins fully not FUCKING WORKING. Do you know what you just asked? God you don’t know what you do to him. He feels like he could never say no to you. You could ask him to eat the spiciest thing on planet earth and he’d do it for you. But right now he knows he shouldn’t. It wouldn’t be right. You just started being friends again with Yeonjun. And that's truly where your heart lies. And if Yeonjun found out! You must have sensed his inner turmoil because you said “ Not like that perv ” you said drunkenly giggling and hitting his arm. “ it’s just…” your giggles faded out. “ I don’t wanna be alone tonight.” You looked away from him. You looked so sad he hates when you look sad like that. He reached his hand out gently towards yours wanting to take it so bad. He was inches away from it. “ Please Soobie !” You quickly turned around hands in a praying position. He quickly took his hand back towards his chest. Eyes wide at how close you were getting. He could see the small marks adoring your face, the small difference in the color of your eyes.

“I mean…if it means that much to you I guess I can stay” he gave a small nervous smile which was very different from the huge grin on your. He swallowed hard. “ where should I go ?” He was cut off by you throwing your arms around his shoulders pulling him down onto the bed giggling and smiling. He felt as stiff as a board it was so quick he could’ve even process how he found himself laying next to you like this. “ I think um…I think I should sleep on the couch or something.

I don’t want to make you uncomfortable or anything”

“ your not making me uncomfortable! are you?…” he shook his head, not holding his breath subconsciously sitting as still as he could staring at the ceiling. You clung onto his arm and wrapped your legs around his leg. A few moments passed with silence and he began to feel your breath rise and fall. He prayed you were asleep so we could leave on the couch… well parts of him did. The other had never felt more happy in this life. But it was time to leave. “ Soobin?” “Hmm?” He turned his head expecting you to be sleep talking. But your eyes met wide open. Had you been staring at him! You pause mouth open to say something “ …your so warm.” The two of you continued to stare until you sat up drunkenly to turn off the light, he reached out to stabilize you but you were fine, and then you crawled back into bed pulling the covers over the two of you. Soobin laid on the side away from you and did the same. Silence consumed the room until you spoke again.

“ Soobin?” “ yeah!” “I- I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable before. I never really think about boundaries with people I’m close with so I don't think about the way I behave can come off as inappropriate. So if I’m ever being to much or just…” your voice faltered for a moment

“It just felt good to not be alone you know and I don’t I’m just sorry i-” Soobin felt like he body moved on his own when he turned over and reached turning you over and pulled you into him. A gasp leaving your body as he cut you off.

“ You could never. So don't worry. Just sleep okay.” You hesitated for a moment and then cautiously wrapped your arms around him burying your head into his chest. He could swear he felt you inhaling his scent but could just be wishful thinking.``Don’t you need music to fall asleep?” He said gently “ I know you I’m have trouble sleeping”

He could feel you smile. “This will work just fine”

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[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

🌙Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun × fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: none

Chapter :11

“Are you nervous?” You look up surprised at the boy sitting next to you.

“I-I’m sorry?!”

“Are you nervous? You were zoning out a little hard there.” He said with a smirk across his face.

“Oh no, I’m fine! I just…your English is really good. I was startled, that's all.” You swallow and nod your head. “But I’m fine, thanks.” You weren’t fine. You were terrified. You are in a country where you don’t know the language, practically by yourself, and you have to perform! Yes, you’ve done it your whole life but that didn’t make the circumstances less nerve ranking. And lying to this random boy is only making your emotions more heightened. You look anywhere else thinking the conversation is over. But you could feel his gaze still on you. “What?” You said quietly and a little irritated. He just continued to stare. “What?!? Like is there something on my face?”

He suddenly grabbed your hand. “It’s okay not to be okay you know?” You looked at the boy's face straight on, finally taking in his features. Pouty lips pulled into a comforting smile, big ears sticking out from his hair cut, high cheek bones causing his eyes to make small crescent moon shapes as he smiled. You knew trainees were supposed to be good looking but he looked so unique. Like you couldn’t even imagine him up. He gave you a squeeze, bringing you out of your thoughts, turning his body towards you, you doing the same so you could both full face each other. “I’m Yeonjun! I was born in ‘99, or I’m 20, sorry I forgot you guys just say ages not like years and stuff.”

“How is your English so good?” He chuckled a little and you’d be lying if it didn’t make you feel something in the pit of your stomach.

“I lived in California for about 3 years when I was little. Went to school there and everything. It felt really weird you know, being in a new place. Being with and seeing people I’m not used to and hearing a language I don’t know all the time…” he gave you a knowing look and squeezed your hand, sending shock waves through your whole body. “Soo I can kinda pick up on the feeling. And read it well in others.” You smiled at him shyly from him being able to call you out so clearly. But if you’re being honest you need someone right now.

His smile faded a bit and he let go of your hand and the warmth left with it. “I’m not sure what you’ve heard about me but…I remember feeling pretty alone. I’m lucky I debuted with a group! But you… you're alone.” You nodded to him with an awkward smile. He was right, you really were. You could feel your eyes getting wet. You suddenly felt a warm hand on yours again. You looked up to see his bright smile as he squeezed your hand, “Well not anymore okay, cause we are friends!”

[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe”

Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: Angst, Cursing, mentions of sex, physical violence (just a quick slap to the face nothing intense)

Chapter 12

The slam of the car door woke you up. Were you home already? You looked around confused, did you come home by yourself? Are you really that drunk? Suddenly the car door opened.

“Get out, come on.” You could recognize that voice anywhere. But the tone he took with you was somewhat off putting. You step out of the car, looking around trying to familiarize yourself with the fact you were at your apartment building. The slam of the car door scared you causing you to jump, and then you saw the tall man in a black suit walk right past you, heading up to your apartment. You follow behind, very confused, entering the building a few steps behind as he greets the door man.

“Good evening Mr. Choi and Mrs. Y/L/N fun night-” He voice gets caught in his throat for a second as he lays his eyes on you. You greet him back with a quick hello and a smile as you try to keep up with Yeonjun who's not waiting for anyone. Just making it in the elevator with him. You finally catch your breath. It's quiet, you may be drunk but you can feel something's off.

You look to the door “Mr. Moon was acting a little strange, huh? He must have a cough or someth-” You try to make small talk but are cut off by Yeonjun handing you his jacket. “Oh um thanks..” you say grabbing it. “But i'm not really cold I mean it’s a nice nig-”

“I don't care, put it on…” the elevator dings. “You look ridiculous.” He says under his breath as he exits. That would normally piss you off but instead it hurts. You sadly put on the jacket and follow him out of the elevator.

“What did you say?” You ask hoping to sound more assertive but it comes out sadder then you thought. He struggles with the door and walks in without holding it open or saying a word. You follow him, now this really pissed you off. This is YOUR house he’s not gonna walk in like he owns the place. “Yeonjun!” You say more aggressively and loud. You follow him into the kitchen.

“What did you say!?” There he is in YOUR kitchen drinking water from YOUR fridge like an asshole further pissing you off. “HEY-”

“I said you look ridiculous!” he finally says. There's silence. He's not looking at you, just facing the sink. “Mr. Moon has a cough? Are you joking, look at how you're dressed and you think he has a COUGH.”

“I- thought you’d like it I-I wore it for you.” 'You say, your voice is softer than you once again anticipated. You went through so much to plan this all out and the dress was supposed to be a surprise for him.

“Oh yeah I like it..” he says in a sarcastic tone. “Me and who else Y/N?” Finally turning to face you.

That made anger begin to bubble. You knew the conversion was bubbling. And you're not backing down this time. “What do you mean by that?”

“I think you know.”

“No I don't, Yeonjun! Please enlighten me.” There was more silence. You lean in on the island separating you too. “I want…to hear you say it.” It's a stare down between the two of you. “Say it Yeonjun…Say it!”

He kept eye contact, holding on to his reserve by his fingernails. He knew his answer would open up THAT argument but he was so mad, so jealous he didn’t care.“What were you doing in Jackson’s room huh?-"

"-Unfucking believable.” You cut him off, walking away to the living room with him following.

“-What were you doing up there with him? I spend all this time looking all over the house for you only AFTER I see you cuddling up to him at the Gala-”

“-CUDDLING UP?” You turn around shocked.

“YES cuddling up Y/N, you were all over him. Are you joking-”

“This is unbelievable.. You have to be fucking kidding me.”

“Since when were you two close?!”

“He’s my friend Yeonjun!”

“Oh YEAH! Just like how Jaehyun is your ‘friend’ or how Minho is your ‘friend’ or Jeno, or Mingyu, or Shownu, or Taeyong-”

“Enough, Yeonjun.” You warn, shooting him a look.

“NO, no please you have SOOO many friends like Bangchan, Johnny, Kai, Mark,SEHUN ! You're just friends with everyone huh?”

Your blood started to boil. “I said enough..”

“Shit, any of my members I should know about?!”

“Fuck you!” You started to approach him.

“You know for a Hybe employee you sure are an SM slut huh?”

The sharp sound of your hand hitting his face feeling the silence in the room. The look of shock on his face and the handprint on his cheek.

“YOU DON'T HEAR YOURSELF WHEN YOU TALK DO YOU!” you couldn't stop the tears from falling. “YOU JUST KEEP GOING AND GOING AND GOING FUCK… YOU’RE NO BETTER YOU KNOW THAT? FOR EVERY 2 GUYS I'VE SLEPT WITH YOU'VE SLEPT WITH DOUBLE THAT. DOUBLE…” you step away for a minute, trying to calm down and collect yourself. Find the words to say, unlike him. “Do you know how often I have to hear about your sexcapades? Do you know how often I DON’T talk about mine because I know how jealous you get and how upset it makes you?”

“I do not get jealous.” he finally says.

“THEN WHAT IS THIS! Huh? What is this whole argument about if not jealousy, Yeonjun. You think it doesn’t hurt me when you talk about all the beautiful models, and fans, and celebrities you fuck. You think I don't cry after hearing about that shit. THAT’S JEALOUSY. What you felt when you saw me and Jackson was jealousy, even though nothing happened-” He scoffed mumbling yeah right. “-Nothing happened, that was jealousy. When you walked in on me and Johnny at that after party last year and you wouldn't talk to me for two weeks and buried your sorrows in some model. That was also, in fact, jealousy! Even when you dragged me away from dancing with Taehyun of all people to fuck me in the bathroom at the club that’s also-”

“OKAY ENOUGH PLEASE!”

“And once again a prime example.”

“No NO it's not! I just don't like hearing about that shit!”

“And you think I do Yeonjun!?”

“Well you never say anything about it.”

“Yeah because unlike you I’m an adult and know how to control my feelings. Since you don’t seem to have the mental capacity to understand this situation I keep having to hold back my feelings. And it's my fault because I back down and make you feel better and BABY your ass so conflict is avoided… But you know what? I'm done.”

“What do you mean you're done? What, we're just gonna stop being friends? That's it?”

“WE’RE NOT FRIENDS!” There's a ringing in your ear from how mad you are. You take a deep breath. “We haven’t been for a very long time and I think you know that.”

You go to sit on your couch and he circles around to follow “I- I don't know what you’re talking about. We’ve always been friends. We just also you know - fuck sometime it’s normal-”

“No it's not. At least not in our case. And you skirting around the real issue shows me you're not ready for this conversion and I can't do THIS anymore.”

“What ISSUE are you talking about-?!”

“I haven't slept with someone that isn't you in MONTHS Yeonjun. You think that's because we're ‘best friends’. When you caught me and Johnny that was the last time I had sex with someone that wasn’t you. The hurt I saw on your face made me realize something I'd always known but pushed away.”

“What…” he said timidly. But you didn’t respond. He knew the answer though. You both did. He hung his head low, running his fingers through his hair like he does what he's frustrated. He wouldn’t dare speak first, he wouldn't know what to say. You sat for a little while in silence until you mustered up the courage to end this.

“Can I ask you something?” you said, his head popping up at the sound of the silence being broken. He nodded eyes trained on you. “Do you love me?”

He answered quickly, “O-Of course Y/N…you're my best friend.” You set out to scoff, turning away from him.

“Would you stop sleeping with other people for me?” There was a long beat of silence. You could feel the couch move as he straightened his posture. He thought of what to say.

“Um- I…” you could feel the tears spilling down your face. You knew the answer before you asked it. But you needed to hear him say it. You needed to move on. “ ]You know I love you but…I- I don’t want to give up my freedom.” And there it was the nail in the coffin. You smiled to yourself, crying.

“I understand.” You said “So I hope you’ll understand my decision as well.” You go to the door and stand there. “I'm sorry but I can't do this to myself anymore. And I'd like you to leave.”

~Previous- Master list -Next ~

[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe”

Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun × fem!reader × Soobin

Warnings: none

Chapter 11

“Are you nervous?” You look up surprised at the boy sitting next to you.

“I-I’m sorry?!”

“Are you nervous? You were zoning out a little hard there.” He said with a smirk across his face.

“Oh no, I’m fine! I just…your English is really good. I was startled, that's all.” You swallow and nod your head. “But I’m fine, thanks.” You weren’t fine. You were terrified. You are in a country where you don’t know the language, practically by yourself, and you have to perform! Yes, you’ve done it your whole life but that didn’t make the circumstances less nerve ranking. And lying to this random boy is only making your emotions more heightened. You look anywhere else thinking the conversation is over. But you could feel his gaze still on you. “What?” You said quietly and a little irritated. He just continued to stare. “What?!? Like is there something on my face?”

He suddenly grabbed your hand. “It’s okay not to be okay you know?” You looked at the boy's face straight on, finally taking in his features. Pouty lips pulled into a comforting smile, big ears sticking out from his hair cut, high cheek bones causing his eyes to make small crescent moon shapes as he smiled. You knew trainees were supposed to be good looking but he looked so unique. Like you couldn’t even imagine him up. He gave you a squeeze, bringing you out of your thoughts, turning his body towards you, you doing the same so you could both full face each other. “I’m Yeonjun! I was born in ‘99, or I’m 20, sorry I forgot you guys just say ages not like years and stuff.”

“How is your English so good?” He chuckled a little and you’d be lying if it didn’t make you feel something in the pit of your stomach.

“I lived in California for about 3 years when I was little. Went to school there and everything. It felt really weird you know, being in a new place. Being with and seeing people I’m not used to and hearing a language I don’t know all the time…” he gave you a knowing look and squeezed your hand, sending shock waves through your whole body. “Soo I can kinda pick up on the feeling. And read it well in others.” You smiled at him shyly from him being able to call you out so clearly. But if you’re being honest you need someone right now.

His smile faded a bit and he let go of your hand and the warmth left with it. “I’m not sure what you’ve heard about me but…I remember feeling pretty alone. I’m lucky I debuted with a group! But you… you're alone.” You nodded to him with an awkward smile. He was right, you really were. You could feel your eyes getting wet. You suddenly felt a warm hand on yours again. You looked up to see his bright smile as he squeezed your hand, “Well not anymore okay, cause we are friends!”

~Previous- Master list -Next ~

Update: IDK why it’s says mature…it won’t let me fix it soooooo

[fairly-fairy-shampoo]

“In Every Universe”

🌙Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?

genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST

pairing: yeonjun × fem!reader × Soobin

🌙Masterlist ☀️

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16