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[sunatoru]

I LOVE YOUR PINNED SOB ITS SO CREATIVE

tho the link to 'yes' didn't work for me :,) idk if it was a me thing or a general thing but i thought id let u know regardless !!

WAAAAA THANK YOU THANK YOU, i tried fixing the link, pls let me know if it worked for you!!

[b1mbodoll]

hello my loves <3 just want to say i sincerely apologize for not answering asks yet T_T i probably wont anytime soon bcs my job has me Busy 🤕 but i’ll try to get to them soon and be more active!

i promise i’ve been checking them n the sweet words n coversational ones r soooo cute and sweet n i enjoy talking with u all but i dont wanna force a reply when i’m so drained :(

BUT i miss writing n i might be down to take a peek at some thoughts u guys have 🌀__🌀

^ do not send me fully fleshed out thoughts or ideas, i’m looking for like.. an idol and a kink, not extremely specific or detailed. this doesnt mean dont include ANY detail.

for example don’t say “mean dom jay makes me dizzy” i want you to say something like, “mean dom jay would [insert ur idea here.]��

to be clear this doesn’t mean i’ll for sure write something for it!!! i may not even answer any asks if i dont feel up to it but maybe if i like one enough ill indulge idk

[intimesnewhomo]

🌤️🌀☔ :3c tell me bout ur writes

Ofc u would choose the ones that make me think the hardest lol. Gonna bap these bad boys behind a readmore bc there is. A Lot™

🌤️Share your favorite piece of dialogue from your WIP.

(Sorry this is gonna be a lil long sbsbsbdbd but I rly like this exchange between Cyrus and Aym I would have added more but this is long enough so shout out to Aym calling Dara a weed-powered fog machine just a lil bit before this)

"So, what's your deal then?" he asked, changing the subject.

"My deal?"

"Yeah. Like, I'm a werewolf now, I guess, and Aylwin's a vampire, and Keren's a fucking god. I know Dara said something about you having horns." He laughed. "What are you, a minotaur?"

"A demon, actually," Aym replied, turning his gaze back onto Cyrus.

He felt his heart squeeze a little and his breath come up short. For a moment his vision blurred, though the image of Aym's face was burnt into his mind. That image flickered, and then changed. His eyes were solid black, edge-to-edge, and two long, goatlike horns twisted upward from his forehead. As Cyrus watched, Aym's mouth cracked into a long, nasty grin full of sharp fangs and in the middle of his forehead the skin blistered, then split, revealing a third, jet black eye.

Then it was gone, and Cyrus' vision cleared. Aym was watching him intently, brow furrowed, though Cyrus throught he saw the corner of his mouth quirked up ever so slightly in a smug little smirk.

"Are you all right?" Aym asked, leaning forward a little.

Cyrus unconsciously leaned away from him, rubbing his face. "Yeah, yeah, I'm good. Just got a little dizzy there for a moment is all."

Aym was quiet a moment, then: "I'm not evil, you know. The world at large exists outside of humanity's morality." He sniffed a little, brushing more invisible lint off his shirt. "You mortals can't even decide amongst yourselves what constitutes good and evil, why should the rest of us follow suit? A lion preying on a gazelle isn't evil, nor is she good. She is simply following her nature."

A little shiver ran up Cyrus' spine. It was all too easy to imagine Aym as a lion, stalking him through the grass, ready to pounce when the moment was right. That image of Aym flashed in his mind again, all black eyes and sharp teeth, and another shudder ran through him. He wrapped his arms around himself and looked at the floor, the dark tv, out the window, anywhere that wasn't Aym's dark gaze.

"And what is a demon's nature, then?" he asked shakily.

"Chaos."

There was a hint of glee in Aym's voice that Cyrus had literally never heard before and it made his uneasiness worse. His skin prickled and tingled, and he stared out the window, his brain somehow convinced that as soon as he looked back at Aym he'd be that demonic vision from his mind's eye.

🌀Post the fic summary for a fic you haven't written/published yet. It can be hypothetical or something you really plan on releasing...

I'll give you the Abominations summary since that's my Big Project and what the snippets I'm sharing are from. The overarching plotline is just. The trials and tribulations of a polycule of gay ass supernatural creechurs and their close friends and family (honestly more or less one giant polycule surrounding and branching off of the core five. These mfs are just. Fucking sm). The first book, the one I'm working on rn (tentatively titled Rebirth) deals with Cyrus joining the family and coming to terms with his new life as a werewolf. He's a college student who gets attacked at a party and almost killed, and now he has to deal with his new werewolf status, the supernatural world, and figuring out his place in the family and the growing pains for all of them that come along with it. And if all that isn't enough, the asshole bastard man who attacked him comes sniffing around causing just, so many problems tbh, not only for Cyrus and the fam but for himself and his little pack. (And his presence is going to bring More Trouble down the line but. Shhhh >:3) I'm aiming for very. Urban fantasy with splashes of very very Queer™ romance. (Genuinely I don't think we have a single heterosexual in the cast even the minor character couple who are "str8" married are actually bi4bi so. The only characters who I could say For Sure are straight are. Future antagonists, that I would genuinely almost classify as actual villains lmao)

☔Is there a fic concept you have that you'd like to just explain and share because you're not sure you'll ever write it? If so, what is it?

Godddddd probably my Adieu fic 😩 I want to write it sm but I don't know if I'll ever get around to it bc I have too many original fics I want to focus on more. I know I've already given you a big ole rundown of it but mostly it would consist of the Rammlads being an elite assassin squad for The Church™ and Till getting captured and slowly regaining lost memories and uncovering the dark secrets abt their existence, namely them being clones of the first resistance group that rose up against The Church™ and that keep getting replaced and given the same (at least half fabricated) memories any time they get killed or injured beyond saving. Till would help the other lads recover their memories and then it would kind of. Segue into the video, with them going into church headquarters and blowing everything up to end the cycle and hopefully deal a debilitating blow to The Church™ itself.

[sunatoru]

SOBSSOBSSOBSSOBS OK I MAY BE A MONTH LATE TO THIS BUT LISTEN MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE THE END SO SOON 😭 Also so many things happened and I've been trying to find the right moment and atmosphere to read the end yk? I'm still sorry for being so late to it bc of smth weird sksksjsksksk OK ANYWAYS—

Y/N IS HEALING SO NATURE IS ALSO HEALING BUT I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER LIKE GIRLY CAN'T EVEN GO OUT OF THE WATER WITHOUT THE TRAUMA ANDD IT'S SO SAD LIKE ACTUALLY— BUT I'M SO GLAD SHE'S GETTING HER LIFE BACK TOGETHER AND THE RELATIONS OF MERMAIDS AND SIRENS ARE GETTING BETTER 🥺 , my god it's so nice to see her a ok 🥲 I mean not AS ok as she was pre rin but yk and the way she's now more cautious of red flags and stuff like damn you know she was hurt BADLY for that, but at least her tail isn't a skinny chicken bone 😭😭😭 no more are the days of pirates and hurt, just yn doing cute yn things with her boyfie

SPEAKING OF HER BOYFIE, MERMAN KITA LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOO YES 100% THE BEST CHOICE I SUPPORT THIS DECISION and like it feels like I kinda added something to the final decision to have kita as the true luvr boy but if it's not true then let me live in a lie just this once 👉👈 okokok back to him, HE IS SO SWEET OMG LIKE GIVING HER DIFFERENT ROCKS LIKE C'MON— 😭 I JUST IMAGINE HIM ON LIKE A JOURNEY OR SMTH AND WHEN THE MER PEOPLE FROM OTHER KINGDOMS GIVE HIM SOUVENIRS HE ASKS FOR ANOTHER SET FOR HIS SIREN GF 🥺🥺🥺 ACK MY HEART— Gosh, the way he knew he should be cautious of Rin despite being long time best friends bc he acknowledged that what Rin did was shit and will absolutely hold it above him for the rest of time (probably) like Ugh can he BE anymore doting???? And don't get me started on how he waited for her to be comfortable with coming out of her shell again

THEN RINTAROU SUNARIN TAROUSUNA HOW'S IT BEEN???? I have major questions abt like what was he doing in the shack or maybe it's his now? Like maybe the woman wasn't actually a mer person who lives above water and she yk 💀 idk but anyways, I can't believe I felt smth when he put his hand on Y/N's cheek like GURL What I thinking but GOD I can feel the way he still loves her and regrets what he did all those years ago, how he inspected her face to see if there's any remnants of his past mistakes but also to remember the face he fell for so long aho and how stupid he was to ever cause pain to it (or not but that's my HC and I will die beside it) he is such a little wet napkin aksksksksk the way he was shocked when he saw Kita made me chuckle a bit to cope </333 but it's nice to know that he was really ready to lay down his life for forgiveness, it shows that he REALLY thought about what he did and I think that's admirable

THIS WHOLE SERIES WAS A ROLLER COASTER MAN, THE STAR CROSSED LOVERS STORY TURNING INTO A BETRAYAL THRILLER AND FINALLY TO A TALE (TAIL heh) OF HEALING AND PAST REGRETS I'M IN LOVE, How it started with a love you think could work if they fight for it hard enough to a love you think shouldn't be after the actions of one to a love you know could never be yet something that could teach someone the importance of cherishing those you care about no matter your selfish desires. MAN THIS STORY IS MAKING ME SPOUT OUT POET SADNESS like actually it's just such a nice story and the fact that it doesn't end with them getting back together the right way this time gives it a sense of bittersweet endings, Rin might still love her but YN loves Shin now, yet that doesn't mean the love she had for Rin was something she'd forget about, it was part of who she is today and the times when they truly did seem in love were happy moments. YN understanding that her experiences changed her for better or worse, but it taught her so much and it led her to Shin. This feels so bittersweet and I can't have it any other way :) This series is amazing and I hope you continue to write in ways that could invoke the old man writing with a feather pen in an old study in people (specifically me)

P.S ACK OK I WANNA SAY AGAIN THAT I'M SORRY FOR BEING LATE BUT I KNEW THE SECOND IT WAS POSTED BUT HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF BC IT'S THE END END LIKE 😭😭😭 My heart— And and I decided to not ask on anon bc of the last ask I sent so 👉👈 I MEAN It feels so good to like be brave enough to yk be known but like I was also scared like how am I gonna prove it's actually me 💀 but I decided to just do it :)) AND ONE MORE THING I really do wanna reblog this series to my hearts contents but I feel bad for endlessly reblogging stories while I still don't have a masterlist cause I imagine people seeing smth I write and going to my blog to see what else I write and having to scroll through a mountain's worth of reblog just to get to my little pool of drabbles 😭 But I'm working on that masterlist so uh watch out for them reblogs from yours truly 💕 Anyways,see you in the next Suna redemption arc maybe 🙏

WAAAAAAAAAA IM SORRY I DISAPPEARED AND LEFT THIS ASK TO COLLECT DUST IN MY INBOX!!!! ALSO VERY NICE TO MEET YOU OFF OF ANON!

ngl you kinda did give me the idea to make yn get with kita 🤭🤭🤭 like after your asks i was like “omg… anon’s onto something holy shit” and their dynamic was so good 🥹

I ACTUALLY HAVE PLANS FOR MR MERMAID!SUNA but i think we (me) all need to be very patient before it gets released 😞 AND YOUR HC ABOUT HIM ARE KINDA SPOT ON WITH BOTDB CANON NGL, we will definitely see more of him, his past and the years without yn soon 🥸

thank you so much for your constant kind asks and the length is always huge omg (in a good way) it makes me so happy and excited to keep writing!! LIKE GENUINELY YOUR ASKS WERE ONE OF MY BIGGEST MOTIVATORS FOR BOTTOM OF THE DEEP BLUEEEEE THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAAAAA

[sunatoru]

NO WAIT I'M STILL HERE— AJHDJSAJS SORRY FOR BEING SO LATE I'VE BEEN DISTRACTED 😭

BUT THIS CHAPTER MAN DO I FEEL SATISFIED LIKE YUUJI I'M SORRY BUT YOU DESERVED EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU IN THAT MOMENT, Imagine begging for your life after threatening that of an innocent soul like sir, you have no room— not to mention the way he crumbled the SECOND he heard the singing was *CHEF'S KISS* I COULD NOT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER CONCLUSION AND ENDING FOR A CHARACTER LIKE PIRATE TERU AND HIS CREW

THEN WE HAVE THE SISTERS COMING IN SPEARS OUT, VOICES READY, MELODY PLANNED OUT FOR THIS RESCUE MISSION HELL YEAH! How they literally tell him straight up that "Bro we fuckin hate your guts for what you did to our sister but we can't throw you away bc you know where she is so get to it errand boy" 👌 and the way the started criticizing Y/N's taste in men 💀 they really wanna hammer it in to him that *no we don't like you. At all.* but I'm so glad they still care abt Y/N so much despite her probably almost starting an inter-merwar bc of some guy named rintarou 😭

Y/N MY SWEET SIREN LADY YOU ARE FREE NOW, FREE TO FIND ANOTHER MAN LIKE PLEASE LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND FISH OUT THOSE RED FLAGS BEFORE THEY HURT YOU AGAIN </3 BUT I'M SO HAPPY SHE'S OK NOW AND HER TAIL IS ON IT'S WAY TO BECOMING NORMAL AGAIN AHSHDHAJSHSHAJAH Siren Y/N learned a LOT about humanity during her captive days and they were NOT great like at ALL (ok maybe except for that weird healer lady) BUT I hope she would still be willing to give humans a chance because she needs to know that the rest of us (who aren't pirates, freak circus owners, corrupt zoo owners, yadda yadda yadda) aren't that bad, yk specifically the human me ;) we can be besties Y/N don't worry, I'll kick the shins of everyone out to hurt you <33333

AND FINALLY RINTAROU FUCKING SUNA..... you did pretty good, yeah I still hate your guts for being a SELFISH SEA TURD but at least you acknowledge that what you did was fucked up and tried to make it right even if it is going to stain your conscious and life records forever, I WILL SAY I'm impressed at how much he made me un-hate him, I mean he's still like the worst but yk less worst and maybe yeah, the punishment of him being banished to the human world forever and never being able to go back to the ocean is k i n d a s a d, cause I'm WEAK to tropes where it's like the last you'll be able to do or see something so that explains the crack in my heart rn :" But goddamn, he learned his lesson and accepted it with grief and regret *pat pat* you did well and I begrudgingly hope for your redemption and rebirth as a character

Yk, maybe the epilogue would end with them just seeing each other one day after years and being like "Hey" "Hey" and asking how they've been, then revealing how they've got their own lives both in the ocean and on land.... I mean it could also go the route where they try to make it work but I feel like that would take one long epilogue to explain 😅 but I really look forward to what conclusion their stories will reach, whether they fall in love correctly this time or learn from their mistakes and become better people respectively, I really want to say that you have made an *AMAZING* story of two people with similar dreams yet different ways of fulfilling them, Y/N simply wanted to run away and never look back with him but Rin wanted to have his freedom set in stone no matter what it took even if it meant having to sacrifice someone he was supposed to care for

Man, this conclusion is making me EMOTIONAL 😭 but I want you to know that even if it doesn't seem like there wasn't a lot of hype for this series, I'm glad I got to be part of the hype that was there :D I'm so glad I was one of the reasons you kept going strong with this series till the end :) I'll be patiently waiting for that epilogue so go at your pace! (Also, you are one of the reasons I decided to start writing on tumblr so thanks for being inspiring with this series <333)

HAISHWOSB HIHIIII YOUR REACTIONS MAKE ME SO HAPPY TEHEHEH

HAHSHAHA ERRAND BOY😭

i’m glad i was able to make you un-hate suna, he does deeply regret what happened and i hope one day i’ll be able to revisit this series and explore his grief more! spin-off series where suna lives eternity as a human and watches humanity evolve??? 🤭🤭 jokes jokes (possibly)

“i really want to say that you have made an *AMAZING* story of two people with similar dreams yet different ways of fulfilling them.” STOP YOURE ACTUALLY GONNA MAKE ME CRY WTF 😭😭😭that’s so sweet of you i’m skdhwidnwk i really appreciate how much you looked into this story!!

IM SO GLAD YOU WERE PART OF THE HYPE TOO, the group of people who reblogged and sent asks or commented really helped carry this series and my motivation to finish it. i’m excited to write more for you guys and i hope i can do better with my next series :,>

ALSO WTF HELLO PLS DROP YOUR WRITING BLOG I WILL FOLLOW YOU AND HYPE UP YOUR POSTS THATS SOA WIDHOWBDWO,, MEEEE??? I AM ONE OF THE READONS YOU STARTED WRITING, i am fr so honoured oh my God 🫣🫂🫂🫂

[sunatoru]

anywaysss, chapter 8 had me screaming and crying. i'm happy reader has finally reunited with her sisters BUT RINTAROU HAS NO ONE NOW and that just iqjswjns anyways i absolutely love your series

i have a botdb!suna headcanon that i can’t explain rn cuz i might turn it into a fic someday in the future, but i think suna finally forgives himself enough to move on from siren!yn and find a new love 😞

[sunatoru]

CAN I JUST SAY THAT I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUR MERMAID!SUNA SERIES AND I'M HONESTLY SO HAPPY I DISCOVERED IT

WAAAAA THATS SO SWEET 😭😭

[sunatoru]

Y/NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN— 😭

AAAAAAA THIS CHAPTER MAY BE SHORTER BUT GODDAMN HAVE MUCH TO SAY >:((((

FIRST OF ALL, YUUJI TERU TERUSHITMA COME OVER HERE RIGHT NOW YOU— again, like I get why you hate sirens with a passion that burns my eyes bUT Y/N DID NOTHING WRONG 😭 ALL SHE WANTED WAS FREEDOM FROM A DESTINY SHE NEVER WANTED, WHY MUST YOU TAKE THAT AWAY FROM HER. Not to mention like sir, you didn't go to pirate siren therapy? Cause boy you need it after the massacre you're about to witness and o h n o it's gonna be even WORSE because there's not gonna be some independent sirens, no no THIS WILL BE THE COLONY, THE CIRCLE, THE SISTERHOOD— THEY WILL FUCK YOU UP 🤡

SECONDLY, Y/N, bby girl, why did she have to suffer so much :") Her poor tail is probably never going to get its former beauty back and that is UNACCEPTABLE. She was so happy at the beginning, so hopeful that she could see how wonderful humans are 😭 only to be subjected to unjustified cruelty by the same creatures she wanted to believe were good, now she thinks all humans are like Teru and as a member of the human community, we do not own him. The ocean can have him dead or alive <3

AND FINALLY THIRD, AHAHAHAHAHA I WAS RIGHT AND I LIKE IT 💅✨✨✨ So glad Suna is self aware enough to realize that yes he's the bigger fool AND that Y/N will most definitely never talk, look, and breathe the same carbon dioxide? As him ever again. Serves you right for being selfish and dumb and idiotic and a dunce and did I mention being a fool? I'm so glad the siren elder still cares for Y/N and wants to know where she is right away, I can't wait for that ship to be surrounded by sirens in a synchronized swimming formation getting closer and closer before singing the most beautiful song to save their sister. I understand why these pirates hate sirens so much but I will NOT let their unjust treatment towards Y/N go UNPUNISHED 🙂

Aye, so happy you decided to keep the part where Suna goes to the other sirens in :D like it's ok if it's predictable cause it means you've done a great job at establishing everything <333 Aaaaaa I can't believe the series will end soon 🥺 I wished I found it from the beginning but curse my inconvenience 😔 Can't wait for the last few chapters and hopefully Y/N will get the closure she deserves all this time :)

P.S There is NOTHING wrong with writing mermaid fics even when you're 'mature'. Mermaids are pretty and magical so they are timeless in my eyes ! Keep going strong and remember to take breaks :)

HOIII, i love king asks like this pls you’ve warmed my heart, and my friend and i (who helps me edit my stories and beta reads them for me ❤️❤️❤️) giggled at this ask so much.

“terushitma” LMAOOO, but ye he’s totes fucked, poor man’s he should’ve gone to pirate siren therapy. i would’ve paid his bills for it.

MORE STUFF ABOUT YN’S TAIL AND HER OVERALL WELL-BEING WILL BE IN THE EPILOGUE, but i will spoil a tiny bit, she finally gets the treatment she deserves, my poor babygirl 😞😞

HONESTLY YOUR SUPPORT IS SO ISDHWISHOWSB THIS ASK FR WAS THE REASON I GOT BACK INTO WRITING THE REST OF THE CHAPTER, i loved coming back to read it every now and then as i slowly worked on it :,) thank you so much, botdb may be ending but at least i can guarantee more suna content later 🫣🤭

[sunatoru]

Hey Lay :D It’s been a hot second since I’ve seen you on my dash, how are you doing? Obviously you don’t have to reply if you don’t want to<33

HELLOO ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

i’ve been gone for so long and honestly i only planned to take like a week off, but then the roster for work came out and for like the last few weeks i’ve been working nonstop, and with my uncles health and so many other things on top of it, i was just ignoring this blog tbh :,)) BUT IM BACK!!

botdb will be finished within the next two weeks!!!! and then i’ll take a week or two to figure out what the next series will be, i’ll def post another standalone fic or two (pop goes the cherry has me 🫣) BUT WE ARE BACK BAYBEEE

[sunatoru]

LMAOOOO WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO US WE CAME HERE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME

i mean… /IM/ having a good time 😩

[sunatoru]

GIRRLLLL WWHHAAATTTTTT NOOO LMAOOO DONT KILL HIM

HAHAHAHAHAH

[sunatoru]

I KNOW MERMAID SUNA IS A POS BUT I DONT WANT HIM TO DIE 😭

🤭🤭🤭

[sunatoru]

Idk, I feel like I could fix mermaid!Suna, ya know?

LMFAOOO you probably could, i believe in you

[sunatoru]

I just finished reading your bottom of the deep blue series and firstly, might I say your writing is so beautiful!! The way it evokes these intense emotions really makes me feel invested in the series, eagerly anticipating the next chapter and what shall be done with Suna’s character.

Secondly, suna…to sum it up: oh dear. Nothing else needs to be said, that indecisiveness is irksome🤔 he should sort out his inner conflict as perhaps it will lead to his downfall. Regardless, he should get what he deserves >:(

Lastly, Terushima’s character really piques my interest, as stated in the series he has a deep hatred for sirens yet we haven’t seen him properly interact with reader yet (bar the brief market interaction) if that happens I can’t wait to see how it will play out, is his character of high significance?

Can’t wait for the next update!!<333

ANON YOURE SO SWEET OMG, ily thank you so much 🙁

suna’s definitely finally realising what really matters to him but it’s taken him quite a while, like poor girlie got at least 100 scales ripped off 😭 i’d be so mad at suna even if he saved me.

teru and yn have had small interactions but there is one chapter dedicated to just the two of them so 🤭 i’m excited to post it, we get to look further into yuuji as a person!!

[sunatoru]

is it possible to kick suna to the ocean and drown him? oh wait HE CANT BUT FOR THE SAKE OF Y/N I WILL MAKE HIM

oh you’re gonna love the final chapter

[sunatoru]

*SOBS* I AM IN LOVE WITH BOTDB BUT I HAVE A DEEP HATRED FOR THIS SUNA OMG—

This is such a good series like I'm way too invested 💀 I legit saw chapter 4 and wanted to know the whole story but ik if I do then I might keep thinking abt it until the reader gets the closure she deserves 😭

And can we talk about Suna from chapter 4 - 5? Like sir I hope you know that the second you get me out, I'm leaving your sorry ass and going to find idk sea creature Kita. After all that big talk in chapter 4 about how he'll let the guilt eat away at him later, now he realises that yes he likes the reader and wants to get her out??? Excuse me you bastard, you put me in here 😭 I am so unnecessarily angry at Suna to the point where I'd want to just manifest on that ship and break YN out myself ahagdgajsks

Keep continuing this series at your own pace and hope you know how much of my day is spent angrily cursing BOTDB Suna for all eternity 😔

SorryifthiswaskindalongbutIhadtogetthisout—

ANON WOULD YOU LIKE A GLASS OF WATER?? when i saw this ask in my inbox i literally smiled so hard omg my cheeks hurt, firstly thank you so much for this HAISHAI made my whole night fr 🫶 and secondly, you’re going to literally despise suna next chapter 🫢 i cannot wait for it to be posted, and i hope it’ll cause more reactions like this LOL