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꒰♡꒱﹑ IN WHICH you're haunted by the ghost of him.

ıllı . ##2019 ( TIMESTAMP ) && beomgyu x gn. reader. beware. break up au, angst, hurt, comfort, time paradox. wc. 0.59k!

𝘁𝗼𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗿𝗼𝘄 𝘅 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝘀 ◞♡   ⃗. @ihruaz

𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹 𝘁𝗮𝗴𝘀 ◞♡   ⃗. @kstrucknet @loserlvrss @slytherinshua @welcometomyoasis

AUTHORS NOTE ♡⃕. this came out angstier than i had intended and i’m blaming my sad playlist. like and reblog!

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You stir awake, blinking your sleepy eyes as they adjust to the dim light. Rubbing your face to shake off the lingering drowsiness, you feel your boyfriend stirring beside you.

Glancing at the nightstand, you glare at the clock next to you. 

For weeks now, you’ve been waking up at the same time each morning. Your clock always reads the same thing.

4:00 am.

The sound of your name pulls you out of your daze as your boyfriend murmurs, “Come back to sleep, will you? It’s too early, my love.”

“I can’t—it’s always the same time. Why?” you ask, barely managing to hold back your tears. At the sound of your distress, Beomgyu sits up, wrapping his arms around you and gently wiping away your tears. 

“Hey, hey, it’s okay,” he reassures you as you curl into him, seeking refuge in his embrace. “I’m here. I’ll always be right here.”

“But you’re not,” you manage to say, looking up at him, “You’re gone.”

“What?” Beomgyu replies, a confused laugh escaping his lips. “What do you mean?”

“You’ve been gone for a while now, remember? I told you to leave,” you exclaim, a mix of frustration and sadness overwhelming you, “This is just another dream.”

Not long ago, you realized you couldn’t keep deceiving him—or yourself. Each “I love you” echoed with an emptiness that had lingered for too long. 

An emptiness you had chosen to overlook.

Just a few days after the breakup, he began to haunt you, waking you each morning at the exact moment you ended things with him.

“Remember, my love? I woke you up at this time,” you gesture toward the clock, which still reads four in the morning, “because I couldn’t keep lying to myself or to you—or to us.”

“Funny, I still see you as part of me, even though I was the one who insisted I didn’t need you anymore,” you sob, pressing closer to him, contradicting all the convincing stories you’ve told yourself—that you didn’t need him, that you didn’t love him. 

“Now you’re here, a ghost that haunts me, and strangely, I find comfort in that.”

“Then keep holding on to my ghost,” he whispered, pulling you even tighter as if fearing you might vanish at any moment.  “You must need me if I’m here haunting you, right? Please, let me stay with you for as long as you’ll have me.”

And so, you remained in that embrace you missed; he held you close as you cried.

Your comfort and your tormentor, Beomgyu, was your everything. In the aftermath of tearing out his soul, he was the one piecing yours back together.

As you ran out of tears and your eyelids grew heavy, you didn’t stir when he quietly got out of bed and slipped through your bedroom door, just like that night. His scent faded when the door clicked shut, and still, you didn’t react.

Laying your head back to sleep, you glanced at the clock: four in the morning. The numbers mocked you, a reminder that the remnants of his echo had become your constant and only source of solace.

In the ache of his absence, you felt undeniably alive, realizing, at last, that you had truly loved him all along. If you hadn’t, this ache would have been bearable— it simply wouldn’t exist. 

As you closed your eyes, a faint smile touched your lips at this revelation, you closed your eyes and began to drift off, only to be jolted awake by the relentless scream of time.

4:00 am. 

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