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starter for @invcntions
šš”š¢š¬ š°šš¬ š©š«šØšššš„š² šš”š š„šš¬š š©š„ššš šš”šš² š§ššššš ššØ ššĀ ,Ā especiallyĀ afterĀ theirĀ sixthĀ shotĀ ofĀ theĀ night.Ā thick,Ā blackĀ docĀ MartensĀ carriedĀ themĀ asĀ ifĀ guidedĀ byĀ unseenĀ stringsĀ ,Ā straightĀ toĀ theĀ doorĀ ofĀ aĀ pastĀ theyĀ hadĀ buriedĀ deepĀ inĀ theĀ catacombsĀ ofĀ theirĀ minds.Ā withĀ aĀ quickĀ knockĀ ,Ā theyĀ rockedĀ backĀ andĀ forthĀ onĀ theirĀ toesĀ ,Ā waitingĀ toĀ seeĀ theĀ oneĀ faceĀ thatĀ couldĀ causeĀ aĀ stutterĀ inĀ theĀ rhythmĀ ofĀ theirĀ heart.Ā "Ā heyĀ āĀ IĀ uhĀ ,Ā IĀ dontĀ reallyĀ knowĀ whyĀ imĀ hereĀ rightĀ nowĀ .Ā "Ā nervousĀ smileĀ plasteredĀ onĀ theirĀ faceĀ ,Ā feelingĀ likeĀ theyĀ wereĀ inĀ highschoolĀ again.Ā "Ā seeingĀ youĀ tonightĀ ,Ā reallyĀ fuckedĀ meĀ upĀ ifĀ imĀ beingĀ honestĀ āĀ andĀ imĀ ,Ā imĀ justĀ ramblingĀ now.Ā "Ā clumsyĀ wordsĀ spewedĀ fromĀ theirĀ mouthĀ ,Ā asĀ sheĀ scratchedĀ theĀ backĀ ofĀ hearĀ headĀ .Ā "Ā canĀ IĀ --Ā canĀ IĀ comeĀ inĀ ?Ā "Ā yepĀ ,Ā sheĀ hadĀ quicklyĀ comeĀ toĀ theĀ conclusionĀ thisĀ wasĀ downĀ rightĀ theĀ stupidestĀ thingĀ theyĀ hadĀ everĀ doneĀ .
#ššššļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly .#ft. sasha#invcntions#sorry this took forever!!!#pls forgive me sldsdff
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"Ā sureĀ youĀ don'tĀ wantĀ aĀ hitĀ ?Ā promiseĀ ,Ā it'llĀ relaxĀ you...Ā " | @sakurapizza
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"Ā godĀ ,Ā canĀ youĀ justĀ beĀ honestĀ withĀ meĀ forĀ onceĀ ?Ā friendsĀ don'tĀ lookĀ atĀ eachĀ otherĀ theĀ wayĀ weĀ do.Ā admitĀ it .Ā " | @moonvvrites
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#moonvvrites#if you want something different let me know!
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" do you want me back? " it wasn't a hard question but they knew the answer, wouldn't be as direct as they hoped. | @silverspringed
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#silverspringed#I hope this works!
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š²ššš«š¬ šš©šš«š šš§š š§šš„š„š² ššØš®š„š š¬šš¢š„š„ š«ššš š”šš« š„š¢š¤š š ššØšØš¤Ā ,Ā everyĀ emotionĀ etchedĀ inĀ theĀ marginsĀ .Ā timeĀ shouldĀ haveĀ beenĀ aĀ balmĀ ,Ā renderingĀ memoriesĀ intoĀ soft-edgedĀ relicsĀ ,Ā butĀ someĀ lovesĀ areĀ likeĀ inkĀ onĀ skināimpossibleĀ toĀ eraseĀ .Ā Ā "Ā yeahĀ ,Ā looksĀ likeĀ itĀ .Ā "Ā sheĀ murmured,Ā herĀ smileĀ waveringĀ ,Ā aĀ fragileĀ maskĀ slippingĀ inĀ theĀ faceĀ ofĀ vulnerabilityĀ .Ā howĀ hadĀ sheĀ endedĀ upĀ hereĀ ,Ā tangledĀ inĀ theĀ webĀ ofĀ pastĀ andĀ presentĀ ?Ā afterĀ theirĀ break-upĀ ,Ā movingĀ onĀ hadĀ seemedĀ likeĀ aĀ dreamĀ sheĀ couldĀ neverĀ quiteĀ graspĀ .Ā butĀ lifeĀ hasĀ aĀ wayĀ ofĀ pullingĀ youĀ forwardĀ ,Ā evenĀ whenĀ yourĀ heartĀ isĀ shackledĀ toĀ theĀ pastĀ .Ā sheĀ hadĀ noĀ choiceĀ ,Ā reallyĀ .Ā itĀ becameĀ clearĀ theĀ otherĀ wasn'tĀ comingĀ backĀ .Ā "Ā toĀ beĀ honestĀ ,Ā itĀ justĀ kindĀ ofĀ happenedĀ .Ā "Ā wordsĀ likeĀ pebblesĀ tossedĀ intoĀ aĀ stillĀ pondĀ ,Ā causingĀ ripplesĀ butĀ offeringĀ noĀ clarity.Ā notĀ exactlyĀ comfortingĀ ,Ā especiallyĀ withĀ aĀ weddingĀ loomingĀ onĀ theĀ horizonĀ .Ā theyĀ satĀ inĀ theĀ pregnantĀ silence,Ā theĀ airĀ thickĀ withĀ unspokenĀ words,Ā untilĀ theĀ questionĀ slicedĀ through,Ā sharpĀ asĀ aĀ scalpelĀ .Ā "Ā yeahĀ ,Ā IĀ do.Ā "Ā sheĀ finallyĀ answersĀ afterĀ aĀ beat.Ā drawingĀ inĀ aĀ deepĀ breathĀ ,Ā theĀ tasteĀ ofĀ nicotineĀ minglingĀ withĀ theĀ crispĀ airĀ ,Ā aĀ bittersweetĀ cocktailĀ ofĀ pastĀ habitsĀ andĀ presentĀ realities.Ā butĀ thereĀ wasĀ aĀ differenceĀ betweenĀ beingĀ inĀ loveĀ ,Ā andĀ lovingĀ someone.Ā sheĀ justĀ didn'tĀ thinkĀ theĀ otherĀ deservedĀ toĀ knowĀ thatĀ justĀ yetĀ .Ā "Ā whyĀ doesĀ thatĀ matterĀ though ?Ā "
@jawbrkrs
the smile plastered on her face when she had seen the other was fake. cat knew that nelly would know it was fake as swell. cat had always been trash at being fake with the other girl. seeing how they had spent so many years dating it wasnt like she could really hide anything from nelly.. even now. though when she had heard the other was getting married she felt like she could puke. all she wanted to do was run away. get as far away as she could. she lit her cigarette nervously as she took a seat in the lounge chair. she took a puff and blew out.
the fake smile stayed plastered to her lips. "so.. you are getting married huh?" she asked the other doing her best to keep her shit together. "i had heard you had moved on.. i just didnt realize that things had gotten so serious between the two of you." or at least she had wanted it not to. he biggest regret was how the two of them had split. she knew she needed to let nelly go... but as she looked at them right now it was so hard.
"do you love her?" she asked taking another hit off her cigarette trying to steady her breathing and her hand. "do you love her?" she asked a little louder looking up at them.
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"Ā what'sĀ wrongĀ ?Ā youĀ afraidĀ yourĀ friendsĀ willĀ findĀ outĀ aboutĀ meĀ ?Ā "Ā ššš¢š§š š”šš« šš¢š«šš² š„š¢ššš„š š¬ššš«ššĀ ,Ā ordinarilyĀ wouldn'tĀ haveĀ beenĀ aĀ matterĀ ofĀ concernĀ ,Ā untilĀ feelingsĀ becameĀ aĀ partĀ ofĀ theĀ question āĀ complicatingĀ thingsĀ pastĀ noĀ return .Ā "Ā orĀ youĀ wereĀ afraidĀ yourĀ littleĀ boyĀ toyĀ wouldĀ findĀ outĀ ? which one is it ?Ā "
a closed starter for @jawbrkrs featuring mitzi.
"you're supposed to call and warn me before you show up here."
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suddenly, a slow breathe hitched in their throat. the tone of her voice sending a shiver down their spine. slowly bare feet moved forward, a nervous form displayed before her. " i ā im not too good on the top anyways. " they tried to joke to calm their nerves, looking down at what were now clammy hands.
"in what world would that be an insult?" an eyebrow raised further as the other woman took a step closer. bold, this one, through and through. but she enjoyed that side of people. or the demure kind. she was a take on all comers type. "it was more of a comment and double checking a confirmation. my costar before was a 'top' so it meant i took more of it, but i seriously doubted you were the type. plus i prefer the top anyway. come on then. get closer."
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LIQUOR coursed through their veins, only fueling what seemed to be their third fight this week. a ritual of some sorts at this point. " if you want to leave so fucking bad, the door is right there. " sounded easy enough, and yet neither one of them would budge. what was the hold they had on each other? " you expect me to be a different person? you knew who i was when you signed up for this, so spare me the speech madison. "
eyes peering over at the other in the room - another day, another fight. it seemed like there was no end, not to the endless fights and arguments. madison couldnāt even remember the last time they were able to talk without an empty tequila bottle laying around on the ground. placing her glass down as she let out a trembling, big sigh.Ā āāitās a fucking cliche.āā words finally coming out of her mouth after minutes of silence. sitting up straight, almost as if she had to prepare for round two of their argument.Ā āāi keep pushing you away and away, telling myself youāre no good for me.āā darkened brown eyes zooming in on the other - fixated on them now.Ā āāit all comes down to that - knowing youāre no good for me. but, god. only a monster can fall in love with a monster.āā / @hclysinsā
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š§šš„š„š² ššØšš¬š§'š ššš«š š¦šØšÆš Ā , šš„š„šØš°š¢š§š šš”š šØšš”šš« š š¢š«š„ ššØ ššš¤š šš”š š©šš§ š°š¢šš” ššš¬š.Ā ifĀ sheĀ wasĀ goingĀ toĀ beĀ highĀ ,Ā sheĀ wouldĀ enjoyĀ itĀ moreĀ ifĀ theyĀ weren't alone in the clouds.Ā "Ā hmmĀ ,Ā iĀ feelĀ likeĀ imĀ corruptingĀ you.Ā "theĀ languid,Ā honeyedĀ tonesĀ ofĀ herĀ voiceĀ betrayedĀ noĀ hintĀ ofĀ remorseĀ ,Ā justĀ anĀ observationĀ sheĀ wasĀ tooĀ eagerĀ toĀ pointĀ out.Ā eyesĀ glazedĀ withĀ intoxication,Ā drinkingĀ inĀ theĀ sightĀ ofĀ theĀ otherĀ .Ā savoringĀ everyĀ detailĀ withĀ feverishĀ delight.Ā "Ā you'reĀ notĀ gonnaĀ runĀ awayĀ fromĀ meĀ right ?Ā "Ā handĀ adornedĀ withĀ ink,Ā sheĀ reachedĀ forĀ theĀ penĀ onceĀ more,Ā drawingĀ itĀ towardĀ herĀ lips. atmosphere fit for a snake and its prey.
"well, obviously i want a hit." lennon reached over immediately, snatching the pen from the other girls fingers, "what kind of dumbass question is that?" but even as she was practically scolding, her lips pulled into a wide smile.
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of course when life seemed to be on the right track. . . fate had a twisted sense of humor , reminding them nothing was ever certain . for one ā they had kicked the nicotine habit to the curb months ago , but the ghost from her past made the allure of the old vice irresistible. ā first flight out huh ? so you werenāt going to call and let me know you were in town ? ā there was a sting, a subtle jab to their ego, though they couldn't quite pinpoint why. an awkward silence stretched between them , the crisp night air amplifying the frosty atmosphere. ā oh uh , yeah. ā usually nelly was one to show off the gold band but not tonight. . ā we havenāt set a date yet, you know still trying to figure out the kinks. ā we they imagine the party tonight , the thought of seeing her ex and talking about their engagement was not on the agenda. . . yet here they were. ā probably a small ā¦ intimate , affair. ā they would definitely need another shot after this conversation. ā how uh, are you though ? ā what they were really itching to ask were are you single or engaged too ?
Catalina knew that she should have been happy for the other.Ā Ā If anyone deserved a happy life it was Nelly and yet here Cat stood at this party sour at how cheery the couple was. Everyone seem to approve of the relationship though and loved the others partner. Got Cat had wished she just would have stayed him. This truly must have been what her hell would have felt like if it was real. However when she had found out the other two was getting married that had did it for her. She was done, she needed to get out of there.Ā Ā The room felt like it was getting smaller, she was getting hotter and she just simply couldnt breath.Ā Ā Cat made her way through the crowd as she pushed the backdoor open and settled on the patio.Ā
Anxiously trying to get her cigarette lighter to light. Her eyes moved to see the other join them on the patio. It was hard to stand there right in front of Nelly. So many memories had flooded, not just the bad. There hadnt been that much bad actually. A small frown took her lips when Nelly asked if that was how they were going to greet them. āThanksā¦ sorry.ā She muttered as she took the lighter and lit her own cigarette. She couldnt take a puff fast enough needed the nicotine to calm her a little. She handed over the lighter andĀ Ā shrugged. āJust a couple days.. probably get the first flight out on Saturday.ā She admitted wishing she could go now as her nerves grew.Ā āyouāre engaged?ā
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#ft. catalina#daringsunflowers
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šššĀ ššĀ šššš'šĀ fineĀ .Ā ItĀ wasĀ likeĀ tryingĀ toĀ paintĀ overĀ aĀ crackĀ inĀ theĀ wall,Ā pretendingĀ itĀ wasn'tĀ there,Ā evenĀ thoughĀ itĀ was.Ā Ā sheĀ didn'tĀ deserveĀ thatĀ ,Ā andĀ deepĀ downĀ nellyĀ knewĀ thisĀ placeĀ wasĀ onlyĀ aĀ webĀ ofĀ regretsĀ theyĀ shouldĀ couldn'tĀ helpĀ butĀ weaveĀ herselfĀ intoĀ .Ā sheĀ glancedĀ downĀ atĀ herĀ skinĀ ,Ā twistingĀ herĀ armĀ toĀ revealĀ theĀ vinesĀ ofĀ inkĀ thatĀ woundĀ itsĀ wayĀ overĀ herĀ fleshĀ .Ā "Ā thanksā"Ā sheĀ startedĀ ,Ā voiceĀ aĀ whisperĀ ,Ā likeĀ theĀ firstĀ hesitantĀ notesĀ ofĀ aĀ songĀ .Ā sheĀ wantedĀ toĀ sayĀ moreĀ ,Ā toĀ tellĀ herĀ sheĀ wasĀ theĀ bravestĀ personĀ sheĀ hadĀ everĀ knownĀ ,Ā butĀ theĀ wordsĀ crumbledĀ toĀ ashĀ beforeĀ theyĀ couldĀ leaveĀ herĀ tongueĀ .Ā Ā ofĀ courseĀ sheĀ canĀ sitĀ downĀ andĀ takeĀ hoursĀ ofĀ needlesĀ jabbingĀ intoĀ herĀ armĀ ,Ā butĀ speakingĀ herĀ heartĀ toĀ theĀ girlĀ standingĀ beforeĀ herĀ feltĀ likeĀ freeĀ fallingĀ intoĀ aĀ darkĀ holeĀ .Ā exceptĀ herĀ nextĀ setĀ ofĀ wordsĀ ,Ā leavesĀ themĀ withoutĀ anĀ escapeĀ .Ā "Ā itsĀ okayĀ āĀ butĀ toĀ beĀ honestĀ IĀ ...Ā it'sĀ neverĀ feltĀ likeĀ homeĀ .Ā "Ā Ā beingĀ nearĀ herĀ wasĀ likeĀ steppingĀ intoĀ aĀ worldĀ whereĀ somethingĀ vitalĀ wasĀ alwaysĀ absentĀ ,Ā andĀ nowĀ sheĀ knewĀ whyĀ .Ā "Ā "I'veĀ alwaysĀ feltĀ likeĀ somethingĀ ,Ā someoneĀ wasĀ missingĀ .Ā "Ā wordsĀ wereĀ aĀ keyĀ turningĀ aĀ lockĀ ,Ā toĀ aĀ doorĀ ofĀ vulnerabilityĀ sheĀ thoughtĀ sheĀ lockedĀ upĀ aĀ longĀ timeĀ agoĀ .
brown locks shake gently at the suggestion her night might have been ruined, seeing nelly was never going to be easy, yet sasha knew even now she wouldn't turn it down for anything ā certainly not yet another party with the same people she saw all the time. ā it's fine. ā she reassures quickly, honest smile pulling to her features as she tries to push away the rise of nerves each time her gaze meets the familiar eyes. ā oh they're definitely artistic. ā agreement falls lightly, unable to help moving a little closer to nelly for a better look at the way the ink decorates their skin. ā honestly, they're beautiful. it's just that no one here's brave enough to do it. ā but it suits her in a way that makes so much sense with the nelly she'd always known, feels right even if it is a new addition to her ex. ā god, she'd love that. she'll have you on youtube on repeat, it'll be unbearable. ā a gentle laugh falls from her own lips as eyes roll, pretending for a moment that the conversation between them can be normal, though it fades all too quickly at the words which follow. ā uh, no ā not really. you know this place, there's not exactly anyone here for me anymore. just ex-cheerleaders and girls who want to be young moms in their teslas. anyone cool left a long time ago. ā the words intend to joke and yet the lightness feels forced, as if there's a part of sasha not quite able to remember why she hadn't done too. ā it's nothing like LA, all the models and actresses, i bet everyone's fascinating. ā
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly .#ft. sasha#invcntions#thank you thank you lol
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š®š¬š®šš„š„š²Ā šš”šš¢š«Ā ššØš§šš¢ššš§ššĀ wasĀ boilingĀ overĀ ,Ā aĀ touchĀ ofĀ arroganceĀ evenĀ whenĀ itĀ countedĀ ,Ā butĀ rightĀ nowĀ itĀ wasĀ hardĀ toĀ evenĀ pullĀ theirĀ eyesĀ upĀ fromĀ theĀ floorĀ .Ā shouldersĀ slumpedĀ withĀ aĀ vulnerabilityĀ thatĀ beliedĀ theirĀ typicalĀ allureĀ .Ā "Ā IĀ guessĀ ,Ā IĀ justĀ didn'tĀ āĀ wantĀ toĀ ruinĀ yourĀ nightĀ orĀ anythingĀ likeĀ thatĀ .Ā "Ā admittedĀ ,Ā wordsĀ tumblingĀ outĀ withĀ aĀ hesitanceĀ thatĀ wasĀ soĀ uncharacteristicĀ ofĀ themĀ .Ā nellyĀ couldn'tĀ blameĀ herĀ ifĀ sheĀ actuallyĀ didn'tĀ wantĀ toĀ speakĀ toĀ herĀ .Ā allĀ thisĀ timeĀ andĀ noĀ phoneĀ callĀ fromĀ herĀ endĀ .Ā yeahĀ ,Ā sheĀ wasĀ actuallyĀ theĀ worstĀ .Ā "Ā Ā IĀ wentĀ aĀ littleĀ crazyĀ outĀ thereĀ .Ā tooĀ muchĀ freedomĀ myĀ dadĀ saidĀ ,Ā butĀ IĀ thinkĀ they'reĀ moreĀ artisticĀ thanĀ anythingĀ .Ā "Ā eachĀ traceĀ ofĀ inkĀ blazedĀ onĀ herĀ skinĀ wasĀ importantĀ toĀ herĀ .Ā someĀ signifyingĀ importantĀ thingsĀ inĀ herĀ lifeĀ .Ā "Ā reallyĀ ?Ā IĀ mightĀ haveĀ toĀ addĀ aĀ songĀ justĀ forĀ herĀ inĀ myĀ nextĀ setĀ .Ā "Ā softĀ smileĀ erruptsĀ ,Ā asĀ theyĀ watchĀ fromĀ behindĀ ,Ā gratefulĀ thatĀ somethingsĀ stillĀ stayedĀ theĀ sameĀ .Ā "Ā IĀ mean,Ā LA'sĀ theĀ dream,Ā rightĀ ?Ā iĀ getĀ toĀ playĀ atĀ someĀ ofĀ theĀ craziestĀ clubsĀ andĀ partiesĀ ,Ā meetingĀ celebĀ afterĀ celeb.Ā iĀ shouldn'tĀ complainĀ ,Ā yeahĀ ?Ā "Ā noneĀ ofĀ itĀ hadĀ everĀ feltĀ trulyĀ rightĀ withoutĀ sashaĀ byĀ herĀ side,Ā butĀ theirĀ prideĀ keptĀ buriedĀ ,Ā festeringĀ beneathĀ theĀ surfaceĀ .Ā "Ā whatĀ aboutĀ youĀ ?Ā youĀ seeingĀ anyoneĀ ?Ā "Ā theĀ questionĀ slippedĀ outĀ beforeĀ sheĀ couldĀ stopĀ iĀ t,Ā aĀ dangerousĀ curiosityĀ thatĀ couldĀ getĀ themĀ caughtĀ upĀ .
ā ah, so you did see me ā somewhere amongst the lack of eye contact and fact i didn't see you at all after, i thought maybe you hadn't. ā words tease softly, any forced suggestion of ease on her features surely countered by the complete lack of filter to the words. nelly had always managed to cause that, their presence a guarantee of the complete incoherence that seemed to follow. ā no stress, i would have hidden too ā i, uh, did, actually. ā she jokes lightly, brown eyes unable to help glancing over her ex as she took off her jacket and for a moment it's a reminder of just how much has changed. how much nelly might have changed. even if being around them still felt like the most natural thing sasha had done in a long time. ā you look great, by the way ā i mean, those do. ā her head nods softly in the direction of the tattoos, attention forced away in favour of moving to fix them both a drink. ā things have been alright. probably nothing compared to what you've been up to. my mom still asks about you, all the time actually, i think you might be her claim to fame. ā smile pulls to her lips as she glances quickly over her shoulder at nelly, grateful for the momentary distraction of focusing on the glasses. ā how've things been with you? ā
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly .#ft. sasha#invcntions#I was literally thinking about them and then went to look and see that I owed!!! this was lost in my drafts im so sorry asldkfj
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faceĀ toĀ faceĀ withĀ herĀ againĀ ,Ā madeĀ themĀ realizeĀ justĀ howĀ easilyĀ sheĀ couldĀ alwaysĀ makeĀ herĀ forgetĀ aboutĀ theĀ restĀ ofĀ theĀ world.Ā theirĀ eyesĀ metĀ ,Ā andĀ inĀ thatĀ moment,Ā theĀ worldĀ outsideĀ couldĀ haveĀ beenĀ burningĀ ,Ā andĀ nellyĀ wouldn'tĀ haveĀ noticedĀ .Ā "Ā thanks.Ā "Ā smallĀ murmurĀ rushesĀ pastĀ tequilaĀ drenchedĀ lips.Ā thisĀ smallĀ townĀ alwaysĀ feltĀ likeĀ aĀ suffocatingĀ cageĀ ,Ā squeezingĀ everyĀ ounceĀ ofĀ creativityĀ untilĀ onlyĀ ashesĀ remainedĀ .Ā noĀ oneĀ deservedĀ toĀ beĀ trappedĀ hereĀ ,Ā leastĀ ofĀ allĀ herĀ .Ā "Ā IĀ didn'tĀ meanĀ toĀ bargeĀ inĀ āĀ IĀ justĀ sawĀ youĀ atĀ thatĀ partyĀ tonightĀ ,Ā andĀ it'sĀ beenĀ aĀ reallyĀ longĀ timeĀ sinceĀ we'veĀ seenĀ eachĀ otherĀ .Ā "Ā Ā normallyĀ ,Ā sheĀ woreĀ herĀ coolĀ demeanorĀ likeĀ armorĀ ,Ā Ā butĀ nowĀ wordsĀ spewedĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ mouthĀ withoutĀ aĀ filterĀ .Ā "Ā ohĀ noĀ āĀ noĀ imĀ okayĀ .Ā "Ā aĀ lie.Ā sheĀ wasĀ barelyĀ holdingĀ itĀ togetherĀ .Ā "Ā wellĀ maybeĀ ,Ā aĀ drinkĀ mightĀ helpĀ .Ā "Ā sheĀ gaveĀ inĀ ,Ā sheddingĀ herĀ leatherĀ jacketĀ likeĀ aĀ snakeĀ sheddingĀ itsĀ skinĀ ,Ā revealingĀ newĀ tattoosĀ thatĀ mappedĀ outĀ theĀ storiesĀ ofĀ herĀ timeĀ awayĀ .Ā theyĀ hadĀ alwaysĀ beenĀ aĀ creativeĀ soulĀ ,Ā drawnĀ toĀ designĀ ,Ā butĀ sheĀ hadĀ toĀ admitātheĀ numbingĀ kissĀ ofĀ theĀ needleĀ hadĀ becomeĀ anĀ addictiveĀ . " how ? uh , how have things been ? "
it's embarrassing, the way her lips curve up to a smile the instant brown eyes rest on nelly ā that even now, when the sight of the other splinters the parts of her heart that never actually healed, for a brief second sasha feels like a teenager with a crush. ā yeah, i ā yeah, of course you can. ā she shakes herself quickly out of it, moving aside to offer nelly the chance to come in before she's able to consider just what a bad idea that actually is. ā well, i uh ā i would have skipped town for your visit, if i... had any idea it was happening. ā words attempt to joke lightly, as if there's not a trace of hurt about that fact buried somewhere deep within them. ā anyway, you know us townies, we're always around. used to tell you i'd never get out this place. ā even if it was normally with the prefix of just how badly she wanted to. nelly was always going to be the one who really made it. sasha was proud of them for that, grateful for the way it allowed her keep up with her life from a distance. ā you want anything? water, food, a drink? ā god knows she could do with one.
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly .#ft. sasha#invcntions#again sorry this took forever!
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these parties were always the same, with the same faces. the only saving grace was the potent combination of tequila and lime, their pre-game ritual to make these events pass by in a blur. the hand intertwined with theirs added an extra layer of excitement. from the moment they first met, the two of them had become inseparable, and now, especially so, since the other woman had popped the big question resulting in the silver band on their finger. people had their doubts, considering their age but nelly learned a while ago that you don't let something precious slip between your fingers. and fate was playing a wicked game ā unless that something good decided to slip back up... there she was. they practically chocked on their drink watching the familiar figure walk across the room. " yeah ā im fine. " she mumbled, trying to laugh it off as their fianceĆ© asked if they were okay. " im ā uh going to go to the bathroom really quick. to clean up ā " the lie esacped to easily, and they weren't even sure why, but instinctively their body followed after hers. she slowly opened the sliding door, anticipation causing a slight shake of their fingers. " is that the hello i get? " even her voice could still cause the hairs on the back of their neck stand up. without a word they simply handed over their lighter, before lighting her own cigarette. a cherry red glow, as nicotine began to course through their blood. " how long are you in town? " she took a drag from the cigarette, allowing nerves and smoke to escape from their lips in tandem.
@hclysins
catalina wondered what the fuck she had done wrong over the years to deserve this? it had been years since she had seen the other and she was finally moving on with her life. then there they were- hand in hand with someone else. cat couldnāt help but just stare, she had felt disgusted at how truly happy the other had made them. once upon a time it was cat who had made them smile and laugh like that.. now another woman took her place. it was tough to watch but cat had tried her best to pretend as if it hadnt ate away at her.Ā Ā
instantly she regretted agreeing to come to this birthday bash her friend was having. it felt like a bunch of old people visiting each other anyways. it had been very lowkey and all cat wanted to do was leave and have a drink, or get high, anything really that would take the the sickness in her stomach away. her ride was still visiting and having a good time asides they had been there half an hour there was no way her sister would leave right now. so she was stuck, she might not have been able to go but she could avoid the other. slipping out the back door to the patio she had to have a smoke. pushing the cigarette between her lips she struck her lighter a few times but got nothing.Ā Ā āgod could this night get any worse!ā she murmured and just like that the back door opened. her eyes panned around to see them standing there. āof course youre out here.ā she pointed out, āif youāre going to come out here and bother me then do you at least have a lighter?āĀ Ā it probably wasnt the nicest thing cat could have said especially since it had been years- but it certainly wasnt the worst.Ā Ā
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#ft. catalina#daringsunflowers
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nelly was usually always FOCUSED on her music, so caught up in perfecting her sound that she rarely strayed to do anything else, except with zaneta called. she though about her question for a moment, before relaxed shoulders shrugged. " why not ? it would add to my rockstar image.. big bottom energy? is that suppose to be an insult or ā " already moving in her direction.
"eh. people like revolving casts, not just the same faces and bodies over and over. it's good to have a small group to pull from," zaneta looked back to see nelly's reaction and then sighed. it wasn't surprising that that was her reaction. she had been in the video and knew it was less than salvageable. "oh. yeah? you think? you want to be fucked on camera? i figured you'd be fucked. you're giving big bottom energy at all times to me."
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#ft. zaneta#cruelangcls#&qued up /.
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" I still don't understand why you waste your time with these random guys. " nelly moved to look over her shoulder, a small grimace gracing their face. " yeah .. buddy already looked like he wound't last ten seconds. the stills yes, but the footage is a no go. " watching the man struggle to keep it up, earned an eyeroll from chocolate orbs. then .. a thought. " unless ... there's still time and I fill in? "
open to: everyone plot: zaneta [she/her, top/switch] is fairly annoyed that her new video did not come out as intended. your muse [roommate, fwb, (step) sibling, etc.] has a chance to fill in
please do not like my starters made with beta; can switch to legacy
"remind me to, next time, if i need someone for the camera, to have you come over. the guy from the messages? the one promising so much? he lasted all of forty-three seconds and had no bounce back," zaneta sighed as she looked up from the raw footage on her phone to the other and then back down again. "maybe i can sell the stills of me? he's not worth it though."
#ššššš ššššš *Ė ā¹ talks ā² nelly ā
#ft. zaneta#cruelangcls#I hope this works!
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