#𝖋𝖎𝖑𝖊𝖉 𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 *˖ ⊹ talks ╲ cyrus .

[jawbrkrs]

" if you didn't want anything serious then who's that? " JEALOUS brown eyes directed behind her. he didn't have a right to feel the way he did, and yet.. " i think you could do better.. " | @aftrhrsss

[jawbrkrs]

" of course not. " he couldn't be annoyed with anyone else but himself for the whole situation. " no dissertation needed, but a heads up would have been nice. " a cushion for his ego would have been a better way to put it. " but thats my fault for thinking different. " always anything to blame anyone but himself.

"Couldn't forget it even if I tried." Mel commented, not all that annoyed by that fact but somewhat wishing she'd randomly hooked up with someone outside of the friend group. Lesson learned. "From what I remember, things were casual. I didn't think I needed to give you a whole dissertation on moving on." Honestly, she thought it'd been left pretty open...just in case.

[jawbrkrs]

based on the first bullet.

"  look  its  raining  like  crazy,  the  powers  out,  and  it'll  probably  be  like  this  for  the  next  hour  ..  you  can  wait  it  out  here.  pretty  sure  I  don't  bite  —    anymore.  " | @nxnsense

[jawbrkrs]

this was all new for him. actually exploring his feelings, and confronting them head on was out of his comfort zone. he wasn't sure what it was about fallon, but she made him want to actually try. " fine, you're right i don't.. " years of insecurities had his mind wired a certain way. " a date? like an actual date? " he couldn't remember the last time, he'd actually done that. now the presure was one to make it the best. " alright, deal.. but if you love it, you let me keep my dick, and you can give it an extra kiss.. " once again the normal cyrus came to the forefront, chuckling at his own joke. " im kidding! " quickly throwing his hands up in defense.

   @hclysins​ the sudden confession caught fallon off guard. since she didn’t know cyrus very well, she assumed that he was a fuckboy who just wanted to string her along to get what he wanted. but it was clear that he did have feelings - he just didn’t know what to do with them. fallon was still annoyed, but understood where he was coming from. at least he told her instead of keeping things to himself and hurting her. “again -you don’t know what’s best for me.” she responded, now feeling disappointed but no longer as angry. “we don’t have to be lovey dovey girlfriend and boyfriend right away. just … take me on a date or two. the fair, an arcade, the theater… you know ,fun shit? it doesn’t have to be serious right away. how about we try? and if i’m still not sure after a few weeks, i’ll chop your dick off.

[jawbrkrs]

"  haha  —  you're  so  funny.  "  sarcasm  seeping  throughout  the  room.  if  he  wasn't  dishing  the  blows,  you  could  guarantee  the  brunette  was.  "  you  know  what,  you  do  that.  that  way  you're  not  forced  to  sit  through  a  date,  that  clearly  will  never  be  as  great  as  me.  "

" wow , so charming. here i was, planning our wedding and the names of our first children. thanks for bringing me to my senses." fallon snapped, rolling her eyes as she pulled her shoes on. "was gonna go on a date tonight, but i might stay home and add another picture of you to my shrine."

[jawbrkrs]

" don't flatter yourself... we have the same group of friends remember? " his defense mechanism clearly in full effect, trying to avoid his own emotions as usual. " maybe I am, considering how things ended, can you blame me? "

"You're the one showing up out of the blue, Cyrus. Almost like you knew I was going out tonight." It wasn't that she didn't think of him sometimes but he was right, it was supposed to be casual. That was it. "Kind of sounds like you're trying to convince yourself and not me..."

[jawbrkrs]

" you can do whatever you want to do fallon. but i didn't think you'd lie about it. " his ATTITUDE and demeanor changing with a scoff. it got under his skin, that it was someone else and not him. he shouldn't care this much, but as time went on he only felt himself getting more and more riled up. " cole? a stable job? what does that even mean? " defensive immediately about his own work ethic. " c'mon you and i both know that man is boring you to death. " the loafers, and slacks told cryus everything he needed to know.

   “maybe i said i didn’t want commitment, but now i do. is it a crime to change my mind?” fallon whispered, making sure she wasn’t in earshot of her date. truthfully, she wasn’t that interested in the guy. the only thing she wanted was cyrus’ undivided attention to confirm that he liked her. and since that was proven true, the man sitting behind her fulfilled his purpose, so his presence was a burden. “his name is ....” she paused, then realized she didn’t even remember. “cole, and he has a stable job as a...” another pause so she could make up another lie.  she hadn’t been listening to a single thing he said the entire night. and she especially didn't give a fuck now that her goal of making cyrus obsess over her was reached. “accountant? guy? look, i don’t fucking know. sue me."

[jawbrkrs]

modernmusesindierp​:

She furrowed her eyebrows, this wasn’t the answer she was looking for. “You know what your problem is?” She started. “You are a narcissist. You play mind games.”

      "  you  say  that  like  you  dont  ..  "  feeling  as  though  he  always  had  to  make  the  first  move  in  case,  she  decided  one  up  him.  "  how  is  this  a  mind  game?  i  would  think  keeping  things  as  they  are,  is  playing  it  —  safe.  "

[jawbrkrs]

modernmusesindierp​:

“yet you say this as though you want me to beg for you” jenny said. many times when she was near him she couldn’t hear herself talk, although many of her friends warned her that she was slowly becoming obsessed, she couldn’t believe it one word of it.

        “ that’s your opinion .. ” a smug smile, with challenging eyes. “ but if you want to beg, believe me.. I won’t stop you. ” raised eyebrows, knowing it would only get under her skin more. 

[jawbrkrs]

aftrhrsss​:

    she was was both aroused and annoyed that cyrus assumed he knew was best for her. aroused because he knew her well enough to know what she deserved. annoyed because he wouldn’t claim her. he didn’t get to nitpick her dating choices without putting the effort in. “why do you give a shit?” she questioned, crossing her arms. “if you like me, you need to directly say that and ask me out. you don’t get to sit back and then complain that i’m trying see other people. and then critique said people. how about you give me what you think i need instead of telling me that i can’t find it?”

      he  couldn't  confess  his  real  reason  for  confession  without  hinting  his  feeling  for  her  might  have  been  a  little  real. a  new  feeling  he  had  never  felt  before,  and  the  only  way  to  conceal  was  by  being  his  usual  jerk  self.. "  was  me  not  fucking  you  a  clear  sign?  "  a  stupid  thing  for  him  to  say,  but  the  best  way  for  him  to  conceal. "  im  sorry  —  im  just... im  not  the  best  with  the  whole  feelings  thing. "  a  sigh  as  he  contemplated  his  next  few  words. "  i  do  like  you.. and  because  of  that  i  do  think  you  deserve  better. I  don't  even  know  if  that  person  is  me. "