#𝒢 angel scriptures . . . ✦✦

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angelkin experience is this song

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i will live forever.

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ive gotten over My feelings of yearning and missing my sources. for some certain sources of Mine, frankly I'm glad I'm not there anymore.

I'm glad to be here, to be reborn into another life and to be able to even remember who i was before. Im no longer an ancient and powerful ocean goddess, or an android idol who " ruled the world " with My popularity. that doesn't mean My current life isn't any less valuable, and I'll live this life happily, enjoy new experiences that i wasn't able to enjoy before, and make new memories, even though i might not remember them the next time I'm reborn.

what truly matters is the life i have now.

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mmm i wanna go home now and play totono, nso, and ponytown so i can make Miyuki and k-angel in ponytown. . . i need to feel validated and affirmed for My kins immediately !! (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

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if someone were to dissect Me they would find pure golden blood, wires and cables, and blinding holy light underneath My skin!

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i hate having limited fanwork being made of Myself and My " faces " (or rather, kins). it's even worse when people display obvious favoritism for other characters in the media. whats wrong with making more art of the characters that i am? They don't bite, and They certainly have good characterization and lots of potential for fanwork.

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Ame and kangel are so real... so seriously Me

Ame gets super tired after social interaction.. She wants attention and She absolutely hates any competition that She has and She wants all the fame for Herself.. as kangel She refers to Herself in a very grandiose way and calls Herself the savior of the internet and stuff.. She acts kind, happy, charismatic so everyone falls in love with Her.. it's so cool

but what seriously resonates with Me is how kangel is just... fake. She's just a persona used for attention and fame. and everyone loves Her. She's beautiful and pure and dazzling and She's played by an extremely flawed and unwell girl who just wants attention and happiness in a world where She doesn't fit in. She refuses to follow the rules of society so She escapes to the internet where She can truly be Herself.

many people may simply "relate" to Ame or kangel, but no one will truly understand the full concept of Her character. ♥️ because who can understand Me anyway?

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kangel/ame are so Me i literally cannot exist without Her She is such an important part of My identity. i am Her. She is Me and only Me. no one else can be Her, no one else can feel the same connection that i feel for Her (⁠＾⁠∇⁠＾⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♪

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we played in the palace often, until someday father decided we were too rowdy for the palace and forbade us from playing inside. before then we found many secret tunnels and snooped through we weren't meant to see yet. once we played tag and i chased Zuko down and caught him easily. i liked to think i was faster than him but maybe he was just holding back so i could win. we were happy like that for a very short while only, and we were still so so young back then. but for a short while we were like family, and the palace felt like a home

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missing a childhood from another life.. again... i like to escape into My kin memories like they're daydreams and focus on when i was happy in those past lives.. focus on the better things that i don't have now

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i put phosphophyllite back on My kinlist. . . i don't exactly kinshift to Them anymore but after some reflection (consisting of thinking about it for, like, fifteen minutes every week and then forgetting about it) i think i do still feel some sort of connection to Them. They're really a lot like Me. as for diamond, i took Them off and I'm still doing some casual contemplating about Them

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i still can't help but hate doubles. i know it's immature. I'll treat you kindly, yes, as if you aren't trying to be Me, but deep down i know you are not Me and you will never be Me. deep down im offended that you even think you are Me. will i be rude and say that to your face? no, of course not. i have manners, and being kind to people always results in a better outcome for Myself. will i seethe about it in private though? absolutely.

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She is so definitely Me <3