#𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲𝐧 “There's nothing to smile about in my life.” 𝐃𝐞 𝐕𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞 😑

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𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐝𝐞 𝐕𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐞

“𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫”

[ 𝟸𝟶 | 𝟻'𝟷𝟶" | NB | Demiro Bi | ❤️𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁 ]

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⊰𝑭𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒐𝒏⊱

Rosean: “𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤 & 𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴”

Vesphirian: “...” (paired with a 𝘷𝘪𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘬)

Practical “hunting/combat” wear (really the only time they DON'T wear all white, as white armor, can be a hard to find)

⚝ Their favourite accessories (besides the 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘬𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝗖𝗹𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 gave them) are 𝘣𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴 with simple/understated designs

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⊰𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔⊱

ᴛᴀʀᴏᴛ ᴀʀᴄʜᴇᴛʏᴘᴇ➙ 𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩

ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴꜱ➙ They/Them ʙᴜɪʟᴅ➙ 𝘔𝘶𝘴𝘤𝘶𝘭𝘢𝘳 ᴘʀᴇꜰᴇʀʀᴇᴅ ʟᴇꜱꜱᴏɴ➙ Physical (🏹/🗡️) ʜᴏʙʙʏ➙ Gardening 🪴 “ᴄᴏᴘɪɴɢ” ᴍᴇᴛʜᴏᴅꜱ➙ Overworking & Excessive sleeping (whenever they AREN'T working they're passed out somewhere 🛌) ᴘᴇᴛ➙ Boar (Red river hog: 𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺/ 𝘈𝘥𝘶𝘭𝘵)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 has a tattoo of 𝗔𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗿'𝘀 name (surrounded by stars) on the inside of their RT arm; placed so it's only visible to them unless someone looks hard enough 💪😘

✦ Their keepsake from home is their father's sword (which they plan to use at a later date... for self-defence, of course 😉)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 no longer feels a burning need for revenge & has instead turned their focus to finding out the TRUTH (even if it proves that 𝘾𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙖 IS a murderer... at least their family was killed for a reason & not pointlessly slaughtered based on misinformation) 🤔

✦ As a child, before their family was killed, they were a huge crybaby; they've vowed to NEVER let another person see them “weak” EVER AGAIN 😠 (they have a hard time being open/vulnerable, even with those they wholeheartedly trust)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 keeps their hair 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵 simply because it reminds them of their brother (the twins enjoyed looking as identical as possible when 𝘼𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙧 was still alive 🥲)... if it gets too long they quickly cut it or else they'll meltdown

✦ They absolutely refuse to wear any colour other than white 💀 (NOBODY is going to take their mourning away 😔... they'll only stop wearing white when either THEY or 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨 is dead)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 does their best to temper their rage with fake smiles & meticulously crafted words (they're especially restrained when interacting with any “innocent parties”), they reserve their crueler jabs for 𝗟𝘂𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗶𝘀 & anyone overtly hostile towards them (everything is hidden behind well crafted, sarcastic quips 🙃)

✦ Over the years, they've come to view 𝗛𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿 & 𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗼𝘁 as their “family” (as an adult, they've become more standoffish towards 𝙇𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙩, though, his loyalties & heart will ALWAYS lie with 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨; they doubt he's capable of caring enough about THEM to actully stop 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨 from harming them again 😒)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 refers to their journal as “𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒕”, & while they DO write in it often, simple mundane topics are all that's hidden inside 📖

✦ 𝗙𝗮𝗱𝗶𝘆𝗮 is the best friend they didn't know they were missing/needed, the support she (+ her mother, 𝙉𝙖𝙞𝙢𝙖) gives them is truly lifesaving 🥺

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 feels like they should have died with their family that night (they're waiting for the day they finally get to see them all again)... so far nothing has changed their outlook 😮‍💨 (once 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨 is “dealt with”, or they find out that 𝘾𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙖 IS guilty, they plan to join their family in death ⚰️)

✦ They only celebrate their birthday as a way to honour 𝗔𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗿'𝘀 spirit (otherwise the day is just another reminder of everything/everyone they've lost) 😢🎉

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 takes their role as 𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 quite seriously often to the point of exhausting themselves (no matter how “fake” it is... at least it gives them something tangible to focus on) 😮‍💨

✦ As adults, the best way to describe their relationship with 𝗩𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗻𝘁—pre-FWB—would be playfully antagonistic: only “flirting” with him when they know it'll annoy him (“You wanna **** me so bad it makes you look stupid” 😏)

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 is very casual when it comes to their “intimate” connections (their most recent “partner” was 𝙀𝙖𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙙 🥴); it takes time for them to develop romantic feelings... which honestly suits their situation just fine (they'd HATE having to go to 𝙇𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙨 & get his “permission”... + their current plan for the future isn't a very long one 💀)

✦ Their 𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳 is named “...”, ___ helps out in the garden 🌱🐗

✧ 𝐀𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 enjoys referring to 𝗟𝘂𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗶𝘀 as their “husband” (they absolutely love making him squirm, especially when others are witness to it 😈)

✦ Flirting with 𝗘𝗮𝗱𝗿𝗲𝗱 is always fun; his reactions are adorable (especially after they've “laid” together 😘)

✧ No physical place truly feels like home to them... for them, it's the people they've chosen to care about that are their “home” 🫂

✦ Bearing witness to 𝗟𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗼𝘁 & 𝗟𝘂𝗰𝗲𝗿𝗶𝘀' relationship has tainted their outlook on love 😞 (if love makes you capable of overlooking disgusting crimes then they want absolutely NO part in it )

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𝐼𝐹: @coeluvr

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